Chapter 4 Always Pursuing the Past Life
Ruan Xiyao's respect for ghosts and gods has never been slack at the moment he came to the underworld, this is something that the entire underworld knows, the majesty of the ghost emperor in the six realms is well known, it can be seen that Ruan Xiyao is always so respectful, and he wants to dodge.
But in order to adhere to the image erected in the Six Realms, he is still high above and can only look up.
"The music girl Xi Yao visited the emperor. Ruan Xiyao came to the main hall with the guqin in her arms, knelt down and said.
"Sit down. The Ghost Emperor sat upright in the hall and nodded slightly.
Ruan Xiyao sat down and played a song for the Ghost Emperor according to the custom.
"It's a complaint of sorrow. The Ghost Emperor finished listening. "Is there something to say. ”
"Yes. Ruan Xiyao hurriedly got up and saluted and said, "Le Nu Xiyao doesn't dare to deceive the emperor, and asks the emperor to forgive me." ”
"You've always been like that, you've been very direct in what you say and do, I know that. The Ghost Emperor said, "Say, what's the matter?"
"Why did you make me forget about my past life?"
"This is a question that everyone who has passed away asks me, if a person dies and remembers the events of his past life, then he does not have to die. ”
"The emperor's words are too absolute, does a person's memory have to die before it disappears, so that it can be relaxed?"
"Human life and death have a destiny, some memories are only to live, and some memories only want to disappear after death, what is this?"
"Emperor, can you help me recover my memory?"
"Can't!"
"Emperor, I haven't begged you for anything in the past thousands of years, today I only ask the emperor to restore the memory of Xi Yao's previous life. ”
"Can't!"
The Ghost Emperor once again decisively rejected Ruan Xiyao's request, of course, Ruan Xiyao knew that her request was very abrupt, and she came to make this request to the Ghost Emperor without any preparation, and the entire underworld resounded with the Ghost Emperor's sentence that she couldn't.
The extremely shocking majesty resounded in the hall, and Ruan Xiyao could only retreat with the guqin in her arms, seeing Ruan Xiyao suddenly come to ask this question.
The Ghost Emperor asked Fu Wan and Ru Shuo to return to Ruan Xiyao's side after staying in the Yama Temple for a while, perhaps, with them, Ruan Xiyao would not think too much about things.
Fu Wan and Ru Shuo felt very sad when they saw all this, they had already had feelings with Ruan Xiyao in the years they had been with Ruan Xiyao, and this kind of companionship was like Liu Zheen and Tong Zhen, they wanted Ruan Xiyao to have her own memories, or this lost memory was the most precious memory.
Ruan Xiyao came back and lay on the ice bed with fatigue and quietly recalled the things before her death, since the ghost emperor refused to help, she tried her best.
Shut yourself in your room, close your eyes and desperately concentrate your thoughts, using spiritual power to urge your memory to remind you of the things you had done in your life.
I don't know why, but the person she could see after a lot of efforts was Xi Yuming who she met in the world, and Xi Yuming, who was suddenly full of thoughts, scared her to open her eyes quickly.
A person was muttering, why him, how could he think of him, obviously concentrating on thinking about the things before his death, how could he think of Xi Yuming?
Ruan Xiyao was very puzzled, presumably she had stayed in the world for too long, and this memory did not disappear when she returned to the underworld.
adjusted his own situation and closed his eyes again to recall the past events, but the result was still Xi Yuming's appearance, all of them were learning music with Xi Yuming and laughing together when they were in the world. How can it be recalled that it is the matter of rebirth, what the hell is going on?
Ruan Xiyao couldn't hold back any longer, and went out to find Fu Wan and Ru Shuo to talk about it.
"All I know is that when my father died, when my mother said that she missed my father, she would have a picture of my father in her mind. Fu Wan said seriously.
"Yes, my dad and mom still think of each other when they're together. Rushuo said.
"You are poor, but your family is happy, right?"
Yes, there is joy in the days of trouble. Fu Wan said with a smile.
"It's good to be with you, but fortunately the emperor has you by my side, you don't know that I was lonely before. ”
"We are also willing to be with you, maybe there is a kind of happiness without memory, Lenu, you don't want to look for memories. Fu Wan said.
"You should call Ruan Xiyao the same as before you met me, although the emperor does not allow you to call me that, but when he is not here, call me by my name. ”
"Okay, actually, we all like to call your name, and I was punished by the Ghost Emperor several times when I called your name before. Rushuo said.
"Xi Yao, don't look for memories, how good we are together, you will never be lonely in the future, how good it is to be happy every day." Fu Wan said.
"How terrible it is that a person who has no memory has become a blank person. Ruan Xiyao said, "And when I want to recall the events of my life, I think of a person I knew when I went to time, and he was the only one who appeared in my mind first every time." ”
"Maybe this person is important to you, otherwise how could he be in your mind?"
"I don't know, so I'm here for you. ”
"We're all young, and we don't know a lot of things yet. Fu Wan said very apologetically.
"Forget it, I can talk to you. ”
The more Ruan Xiyao wants to recall the events of her life, the easier it is to think of Xi Yuming, and the more she thinks of Xi Yuming, the more she thinks of what her husband and Ru Shuo said, does she have anything to do with Xi Yuming's previous life?
Maybe it's because of music that the two of them will learn from each other together, and over time they will be the first to think of him?
Ruan Xiyao began to think back to what happened in the world, I don't know what happened to Liu Zheen and Tong Zhen at that time, whether the car was injured when it overturned, and whether anyone found out if it was injured.
The bits and pieces with Liu Zheen and Tong Zhen also appeared in my mind one by one, and the importance of memory rose leisurely in Ruan Xiyao's heart.
Ghosts have been doing this for thousands of years, and it is such a joyful thing to suddenly have a memory of the world. Ruan Xiyao wants more and more to have the same memories as her husband and them.
"Emperor, what kind of person was I when I was alive?" Ruan Xiyao still went to find the Ghost Emperor.
"I won't answer that question to you. ”
"Why? The emperor is a creepy name when it sounds like a creepy name, but by playing music next to the emperor, I know that the emperor is not so scary, and he also has emotions. ”
"Of course, music can regenerate and sublimate the soul, the ghost emperor of the underworld is just a title, and I am also an ordinary ghost and a soul. ”
"Doesn't the emperor remind you of the past every time he hears a different piece of music?"
"Life is not happy, death is not painful, I don't need to remember to enjoy every piece of music. ”
"But I'm not an emperor, I want memories of my past life. ”
"If you can't be as bland as before, then I can only think that it was a mistake for me to let you go to the world this time. ”
"Every Shensi Gate has a music girl, so why did you choose me to go, why did you want me to come back after I went, why didn't I disappear my memory when I came back? If I don't erase my memory, why did Fu Wan and Ru Shuo appear in front of me? Of course, even without them, I would ask you something about my memory. ”
"You don't need to ask any more questions, there is no answer to this question, everything is a foregone conclusion, and no one can change it. ”
"I've got to figure it all out. ”
The ghost emperor went, Ruan Xiyao was left alone in the temple and was saddened, why couldn't she get back her own memory, at this time Xi Yuming's appearance appeared in front of her eyes again, she wanted to reach out to touch it, but the picture of her hand just stretched out to Yu Ming disappeared.
Ruan Xiyao is so sad, why don't she have a memory, she really misses this time in the world, she thinks that if she is in the world, if she doesn't understand the problem, she will go to Master Hui Chou, but now no one can find it, so she can only meditate here alone and cry alone.
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