Paragraph 1: Canghuan Volume Chapter 151: Open Your Heart (2)
Lin Feng said: "In your mouth, why do I think I'm so pitiful!"
"Isn't it?" Lin Yuan said: "When you and I fought, I was injured, at least my mother bandaged me, and I felt sorry for me, and she even scolded my father to let him talk to the third uncle, and then prepare my favorite dumplings with three fresh fillings for me." ”
"But what about you, you can only hide in one place to heal silently, and then pretend that you are strong in front of your little brothers. ”
Lin Feng covered his face with his hands, a low sobbing voice sounded, his heart seemed to be hit by a stone steadily, he never thought that there were still people in this world who knew him so well.
"I can feel your sadness and even despair, but what I can't accept is that you use me as a punching bag for your anger, and you have pressed all the injustices against you in this world on me, and you have intensified it. ”
"I'm sorry......" Lin Feng said in a deep voice, "I'm sorry..."
Lin Yuan's voice remained unchanged, but if Lin Feng looked up at this time, he would find that Lin Yuan's chest was rising and falling faster at this time, and it seemed that he was not as calm as his face.
Lin Yuan continued: "Do you know, in fact, I am a very smart person, even if I didn't experience half a reincarnation at that time, I feel as if I have lived for many years. ”
"I can easily feel other people's emotions, and I know what a desperate feeling it must be for a child under the age of ten. ”
"Since the day you hit me for the first time, I saw the gloom in your eyes at a glance, and I believe that the third uncle and uncle also saw it, but they can't change the attitude of the third grandfather, so they will let you take revenge on me, especially when the gloom in your eyes disappears a little after you beat me every time. ”
Lin Yuan also lowered his head, he didn't want to recall the darkness of that time, but he said it anyway.
"I understand my father's helplessness every time my mother bandages me, and I have also seen my uncle and third uncle look at me with unbearable eyes, I know that they want to borrow me to let you out of the predicament, when they also see that the gloom in your eyes is slowly dissipating, they choose to gamble. ”
"Do you know what they're betting on?" Lin Yuan asked in a low voice.
Lin Feng was silent, but he nodded silently, and at the same time, he couldn't bear his sadness anymore, and he cried loudly.
"Hehe, they're betting that if you can restore your heart to a point where you can guide before I break down, then they'll choose to let us go. ”
......
Lin Feng finally raised his head, he didn't want Lin Yuan to know that he was crying, but Lin Yuan at this time shocked him even more.
It was also recently that he thought clearly when the outside world returned to the Lin family, and the things back then were far from being as simple as two teenagers fighting for wind and jealousy.
It's just that Lin Yuan was younger than him at the beginning, and he suffered his revenge for no reason, Lin Yuan definitely couldn't have imagined it.
Lin Feng asked in a trembling voice, "These things, you already know these things?"
"Hmm!" Lin Yuan looked at him and said calmly: "When I was eight years old, I knew when you beat me to bed and couldn't move for half a month. ”
"Originally, according to the Lin family's family law, you would be sentenced to thirty at worst, and then locked up in a small black house for half a year, but the uncle's punishment for you was just a symbolic cane for ten years. ”
"Since then, I have understood the attitude of the family towards the two of us, so I have never asked the family to give us proper treatment, but I have seen that you have some small problems from that day. ”
"So why do you think that after I killed you, although my grandfather was disappointed in me, he didn't punish me superfluously, but instead sent the injured you to the selection that no one asked, and this is a full six years!"
Lin Feng recovered a little, although he could still see the corners of his eyes slightly red, but at this time, how could it be possible for those other people to see their tears, the men of the Lin family, if they have tears, they don't flick, of course, even if they play, they can't let outsiders see them.
"It's just not pleasing to the eye, I remember that you were going to kill me in the first place, and those cold eyes are not just unpleasant!"
Lin Yuan fell into memories, he didn't know why he was so crazy about himself at that time, but he seemed to be born with a characteristic, that is, he didn't see life and death in his eyes.
In fact, Lin Yuan is also very strange, life and death are the biggest rules in this world, he doesn't put it in his eyes, then there is nothing worth caring about in this world.
It's just a pity that Lin Yuan still respects the rules of this world, for example, when the uncle sent someone to find Lin Yuan, he still respected the rules of the Lin family.
Lin Yuan spoke, "Of course it was unpleasant at first, but it slowly turned into hatred, of course, this is still not the reason for me to kill you, you should actually blame yourself!"
"Blame me?" Lin Feng shook his head, "If those are not the reasons for you to kill me, then I don't know what other reasons are worth your action, at least I can't think of them." ”
Lin Yuan looked at Lin Feng's face, Lin Feng was also puzzled at this time, it seemed that he really didn't understand.
Lin Yuan shook his head and said slowly: "What really makes me kill you is that you shouldn't do anything to Lin Xue'er!"
"Although you didn't hurt her much, that's not your reason to hurt her, so in my opinion, you're going to die!"
Lin Yuan's words did not carry a trace of emotion, but Lin Fengque felt the hidden killing intent in it, just like the cold eyes behind him that day.
Lin Yuan's words may be a little obscure, but Lin Feng understands very clearly, if Lin Yuan takes care of the eldest uncle and third uncle and the ethereal family affection before he can't help but do nothing to himself, then Lin Xue'er is the last straw that breaks the camel's back.
Lin Feng was not surprised that Lin Xue'er had such an important position in Lin Yuan's heart, because when Lin Xue'er came to him to do something. That's what he said.
Lin Feng still remembered the pair of sisters who made his gray heart tremble slightly, especially the sister who had always been at odds with Lin Yuan.
He took the initiative to appear in front of him that day.
Lin Feng was also entangled in the attitude of Lin Xue'er's sisters, he should also be jealous of those two people sharing his grandfather's love, but when he faced these two eccentric girls, he always couldn't hate them.
Although Lin Feng had never thought about things between men and women, when the girl stood in front of him, only a foot away from his body, he could smell the girl's body fragrance, and... The angry eyes.
That day, the girl came quietly in a red dress and came to him, but before he could speak, he heard the girl's crisp voice say: "Lin Yuan is our person, and he can only be bullied by us, so I want to kill you!"
Lin Feng, who was a few years older, knew that the girl was not joking, she did have this idea.
The girl's words undoubtedly broke the expectation in Lin Feng's heart, he looked at the girl's face coldly, and said, Since you want to kill me, then I will kill you first!
And this is the reason why Lin Yuan really killed Lin Feng, and it is also the reason why Lin Yuan changed his usual combat style and did not hesitate to fight hard.
Since the girls regard Lin Yuan as their people, then why doesn't Lin Yuan treat the girls as his own people, since they are his own people, then only he can bully.
As for the others, no one can!
Lin Feng spread his hands, "I admit that I am not as good as you, and I also admit that I am not as good-looking as you, but I haven't figured out why my grandfather didn't like me in the first place." ”
"What about now?" Lin Yuan asked, "Since you are standing in front of me now, it means that you are no longer stubborn in your heart, and at the first glance I saw you from the noodle stall, I found that the gloom in your eyes had become less, so I would accept your intention to reconcile." ”
Lin Feng shook his head, "I still haven't thought it through yet, but just before I left that farm, I suddenly understood a truth?"
"What's the truth?" Lin Yuan asked curiously.
Lin Feng didn't answer directly, but instead told Lin Yuan a story.
"In the field where I have been in the past six years, there are many peasant households, who work at sunrise and rest at sunset, and all they do is to exchange that little money in my hands, so that their descendants may have a wife to carry on their ancestry. ”
"But you know, those farmers in the field are all generations, their ancestors were already farmers when the field was not the Lin family, and now three hundred years later, their descendants are still farmers. ”
"So what?" Lin Yuan asked.
"So the descendants of these people, if there is not much doubt about it, will still be farmers, and then repeat those boring days in our eyes. ”
"So?"
So, I understand that the reason why I have grievances is because I am not satisfied with my current life, and happiness is enough, and I am not happy enough. ”
"So I tried to let go of my previous perspective, and I started to see myself through the eyes of a farmer. ”
"In their eyes, even if I am punished by the Lin family, I am also the owner of that farm, the boss of whether they can receive enough money to live after a year of hard work, and at the same time, I am also an unattainable cultivator in their eyes. ”
"When I think of this, I feel that I am much more relaxed, knowing that when I saw you today, the last stone in my heart finally fell to the ground, Lin Yuan, thank you!" Lin Feng said seriously.
Such a thank you is too worthless. Lin Yuan laughed, but Lin Feng didn't care, he finally said the thoughts that had been buried in his heart for so many years, and he said it to Lin Yuan.