Chapter 37: There is a demon in the heart

The world is so weird.

Tempered steel, sometimes softly bypassing a thin finger.

It's a small smoke, and sometimes it's upsetting.

And a thin layer of window paper can isolate the sunlight and warmth outside.

The light smoke in the Qingxin Hall was faint at this time, and Yu Hong's skirt sat behind the bookcase, her eyes were confused, and she didn't know what she was thinking in her heart.

The phoenix crown skirt is surrounded by beads.

There is no doubt that she can rank fourth among the top ten strange women in the world, her appearance is naturally extremely outstanding, although a pair of Danfeng eyes with slightly upturned tails are too powerful and majestic, but with a dyed plum blossom on her forehead, it just shows her illustrious identity and outstanding cultivation!

There was a neat stack of folds on the desk, but she didn't have the heart to take a look at it all morning.

With his right hand, he picked up a sticky rice gummy from the delicate fruit bowl and gently placed it in his mouth.

She has loved sugar since she was a child.

She is the daughter of Yu Huansheng, the owner of the first generation of Yanyu upstairs on the shore of Dongting Lake, since the day she was born, she has naturally been pampered and happy, so she likes to eat sweet, sticky glutinous rice gummies since she was a child.

Even when I was a child, during my meditation practice, I would still gently chew candy while savoring the taste of happiness.

Even because he ate too much, the candy around him would always be secretly hidden by his brother Yu Qingshan.

And then ...... Her father forbade her to eat candy again, and she cried and made trouble, but her father said that she would be the most noble and illustrious woman in the Zhan Dynasty in the future. And once she becomes the most noble woman, not only can she not eat sugar, but she must also have demons in her heart.

At that time, she naturally couldn't understand it at all. And her father lied to her...... If you eat too much sugar, you will melt the demon in your heart. And that demon, for him, for her, for her family sect, and even for the whole world, must exist.

Although she didn't know what he looked like at the time, she began to force herself to stop eating sugar.

Even every time she was about to take it anymore, she would prick her wrist with a silver needle that she had prepared in advance.

So much so that the memory that the candy left on her later was not a mouthful of sweetness, but a cone-like pain.

After the cardamom years, she set off to Beijing to officially become the crown princess, and then accompanied him to the top, and later became the queen of the world of motherhood.

Day after day, year after year, although the days passed calmly, he and she always treated each other politely.

There is no doubt that he and she are both geniuses, and if nothing major changes, it seems that the two geniuses can go on forever with respect.

Although he still has a few side concubines, they are just a few dispensable vases that can cope with the scene during some important ceremonies.

It's like a few ordinary little shops in deep alleys, neither fragrant nor tasteless, and the only diner has long forgotten about them.

She was satisfied.

The palace is a little deep, and the road to cultivation is long.

She has never complained in her heart, but the days are long...... It made her almost completely forget the taste of candy.

gave birth to a son and a daughter for him successively, and then finally stumbled into Yuanying before the age of thirty.

It's almost that he doesn't enter the Yuan Infant before thirty, and he has no hope for life!

How unreasonable!

It wasn't until ten years ago that she began to eat sugar unscrupulously again.

It's not because she wants to taste the sweetness again. It's because it's too painful.

She could only use candy to relieve the pain in her heart.

When the woman was carried into the palace by the dragon and phoenix sedan chair for the first time ten years ago, even if she was still high, even if her eyes could not penetrate the thick sedan curtain, she could still clearly feel the kind of gentle and unparalleled amazing momentum that slowly emanated from the sedan chair...... She was startled, even instinctively aware of the approaching danger.

Ten years ago, she had never seen that woman, and every year before that, on the occasion of the New Year, she would deliberately cross out the woman's name in the name of the wife and relatives who entered the palace to congratulate her.

If the king does not see the king, what about the two most beautiful women in the world?

She often used this excuse to deceive herself.

How unreasonable!

The bright moon is in the sky, and there is no place to be ashamed.

But she still came, and even now she remembers very clearly the ecstasy on his face when he first received the invitation of the concubine from the national teacher!

When the woman gently walked out of the sedan chair, even if she was as proud as her, she couldn't help but feel a little ashamed of herself in her heart. Yes, even if she never wants to admit it, but in the end she will have to be willing to admit defeat in a corner of her heart: the most beautiful things in the world do not need any force value, as long as the woman smiles lightly in anticipation, it will already make people spin the world and be convinced!

The king doesn't see the king, but sometimes the king must see the king!

And what made her the most intolerable was that as soon as she met that woman, she turned from a phoenix in the sky into an unkempt grass chicken in a blink of an eye!

How unreasonable!

There is no doubt that he has secretly coveted the woman for a long time before, and it is only because the woman's uncle, Mr. Yuesan, is also a Yuanying Dazhen, that he has been desperately restraining himself.

Even if he is the Yuanying Emperor, he will not dare to provoke the anger of her and Mr. Yuesan, the two Yuanying Dazhen, under internal and external troubles, so he can only endure himself.

I don't know why, Mr. Yuesan, who has opposed it countless times before, didn't object that time.

Others will not object, even Situ, who is as wise as the sea, is silent.

It's all the damn national teacher who made the hell! It's the first concubine he presented!

Everyone is afraid of that damn national teacher, so everyone doesn't dare to support themselves in the open!

How unreasonable!

He was ecstatic, without Mr. Yuesan's hindrance, he could completely ignore her anger alone, because he was the sky, and her name was earth...... In fact, in his eyes after finding another peerless beauty, he was just a piece of dirt at best...... He began to ignore her, turning a blind eye, although he had internal worries, but he did even more desperately, and built a bright moon courtyard on the outskirts of Beijing like a burning eyebrow, and since then he has gradually distanced himself from her.

And what could she do? she had to continue to eat sugar, and instead of melting the devil in her heart, the sweet candy made it dance more and more...... Each candy she slowly swallowed was like a seed full of hatred, slowly sprouting and growing in her body, until the last branches and vines were all over and intertwined.

I have never been bitter in my heart, and I have never tasted foreign sweetness.

It was as if she had fallen into a never-ending cycle.

The more bitter you are, the more you eat, the more you eat.

The more annoyed, the more annoyed, the more bitter.

Because of her nobility and pride, she never thought about it...... One day, she will become an abandoned woman.

And the most important thing is that she, her son, her family, everything behind her, will never allow her to become an abandoned woman!

She was absolutely unconvinced! She fought hard and lost again and again, until she finally lost decently......

He's crazy about that woman.

And she, but crazy for him......

This deep frustration made her almost hysterical and resentful!

How unreasonable!

Why!!!

For him, when she was a child, she could only forget the sweetness of candy with a painful needle prick every time!

Why!!!

Could it be that those ears and temples grinding when I was young, accompanied day and night, could not compete with the momentary tenderness between the woman's clever smile?

Why!!!

She did not hesitate to lose her cultivation to give birth to a son and a daughter, and she almost died in her thirties, and she was hopeless for the rest of her life!

She never wants to bow her head, and she can't bow her head! Because she has enough reasons to be proud, if it weren't for Queen Xiao Cai's successful marriage two years ago, she would have always been the only Yuanying female cultivator in the world! As a Yuanying Dazhen, she will never become a pitiful worm, and she will never be able to endure the shameful laughter behind the backs of the people of the world!

She is a woman, and at the same time, she is the world's most powerful red plum yuanying, the queen of the red dress! She must not, and will never grovel, and look up to others!

Even if the woman was so gentle like water, she almost fell in love with it at first sight......

But!

Why! And why! Women must be gentle!

Maybe two equally arrogant geniuses shouldn't have been husband and wife in the first place!

She spent every day in great anger, as if the whole world had betrayed her, until one day the demon in her heart suddenly whispered to her: This world ...... If it weren't for his existence, would she have lived a more dignified life!

Since you are unkind, then don't blame me for being unjust!

So every time she ate a piece of candy, she would say to herself once in her heart: "Why!

Until that day, Situ secretly told her that he had found the stone, and that there was a wisp of ferocity in the stone that no master could resist.

Except for her.

Because when she was at the top of the list, she picked out a "palm fairy thunder" in Tongtian Academy.

She woke up like a dream and understood why Situ didn't say anything to prevent that woman from entering the palace......

I see! It turns out that Situ has been watching from the sidelines!

He was just quietly waiting for her to leave the scene...... And Situ has been quietly waiting for her complete madness!

It's not a good thing!

How unreasonable!

She was also frightened, hesitated, and finally even broke everything in the dormitory in a fit of rage!

But in the end, she still chose not to look back, and said that she couldn't go out of retreat, but secretly under the protection of her brother, she went to the 100,000 Mountains with Situ.

Then in the middle of the secret cave, I saw the palm-sized stone.

When she saw that it was flowing and shining on the surface with a layer of demonic light that seemed to be in a hurry to choose someone to devour, it was as if she had seen herself with a hideous face in the bronze mirror.

If you are unkind, I am unjust.

If you do the first day of the new year, I will make you never see the next new year's first day!

Instead of being a wronged queen, it is better to be a sole queen mother who does what she wants!

When she finally trembled with her left hand and stretched out to the Flying Immortal Stone, and inhaled all the violent breath in the stone into her palm, the pain immediately reminded her of the silver needle with a piercing wrist when she was young......

It hurts to the bone!

But as long as the pain is over, the pain is over, and it will be completely numb!

From that moment on, there was no trace of sensation in her left hand, and similarly, eight years later, her cultivation had not improved an inch.

She thought that was the retribution she should bear, because she had personally created the world's miracle of 'giving away people's lives and leaving residual poison in their hands'!

And it's her husband's life!

But she didn't regret it, she didn't dare to regret it, and she couldn't regret it, because she finally did exactly what her father asked back then.

There are demons in the heart.

How unreasonable!

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