Chapter 369: Ruthless, Affectionate?
Outside the drunken brocade building, Feng Zhiping, who had just turned the corner of the street, suddenly felt a chill, and then sneezed fiercely.
"Young master?" Niu Chunhan was startled, this sneeze was so loud that I was afraid that it could be heard on the street next door.
"It's nothing, maybe the wind is blowing, it's a bit cold. Feng Zhiping said vaguely, rubbed his nose, and hurriedly quickened his pace.
He didn't know how the chill came about, anyway, with his previous experience, it would be fine, so it was better to leave quickly.
Niu Chunhan was stunned, and subconsciously followed, full of question marks.
Can the young master catch a cold?
Congenital realm, can you get a cold?
In the Spring Breeze Pavilion, Sheng Yan took the hand of the woman in white and talked affectionately, and the more she watched, the happier she became.
"What's your name?"
"Mrs. Hui, my name is Jing Wuxin. ”
"Don't call Mrs. so rusty, you and my lord are old, call it aunt. ”
"Yes, auntie. ”
Jing Wuxin obediently responded, Sheng Yu nodded with satisfaction, and then frowned slightly.
"Heartless?
"There is nothing, the heart of the heart. ”
"This is unintentional. Sheng Yan's brows furrowed even more, as if he was not poor, "Why did the girl's family choose such a name, it is obviously a lovely person, but it makes people feel cold when they hear it." ”
After speaking, he glanced at Feng Mo Xiu intentionally or unintentionally.
Feng Moxiu's eyelids jumped wildly, and he lowered his head and concentrated on drinking tea as if he hadn't heard it, and his heart was full of slander.
Madame, have you forgotten something?
The "cute man" in your mouth just designed your man, and you still have the same hatred, why did it all change in a blink of an eye?
Jing Wuxin didn't squint, smiled slightly, and explained: "Aunt misunderstood, my mother likes music the most, and her greatest wish in life is to achieve the supreme realm of 'big sound and sound, elephant invisible', but the opportunity failed, and I was entangled in worldly trivial matters, and I didn't know the essentials for a long time, so I took it." The word 'no heart', that is, no heart and no thought, no thought, no thought, no worry, no worry, no love, no self, with the invisible elephant to touch the sound of Xixi, my mother is hoping that I can inherit her mantle, complete her wishes, and achieve the wonderful land that she has not achieved. ”
Sheng Yu was clear, but he didn't quite agree: "Forget yourself, selflessness and formlessness, even seven emotions and six desires are gone, what's the fun of being a man? Don't blame your aunt for talking too much, talking shallow and deep, it's really your mother who is too ruthless." If I have a daughter like you, I will spoil and raise her with my heart, so that she can enjoy the best life from an early age, feel the joy of being a man, especially a woman, and arm her mind to avoid being bullied and deceived in the future.
Jing Wuxin smiled and lowered his hand, not echoing or refutating.
Sheng Yan was not happy, his eyes turned to Feng Moxiu, and the latter's eyelids jumped wildly.
"What does Master Hou think?" Sheng Yan asked softly, his big eyes flashing and flashing, so cute.
Feng Moxiu had a toothache, and then he realized that his wife was not stupid at all, she was hiding a knife in her laughter by retreating, using him and Jing Wuxin as a knife, and fighting in the air with the rival who was not a rival in love!
Seeing this, he is happy and has a headache, happy that his wife cares about himself and even eats old vinegar, and this is exactly what he has a headache.
Why bother?
Feng Moxiu didn't answer for a long time, feeling that Madame's eyes were getting more and more unkind, he didn't dare to continue to pretend to be deaf and dumb, put down the teacup with a thoughtful face, raised his head and smiled: "What Madame said is even, but it is a little off-topic, and what her mother expects is her achievements in music, not being a person." ”
The corners of Sheng Yan's mouth hooked slightly, as if he smiled mockingly: "Oh?
Feng Moxiu was dumbfounded.
Why, send a proposition!
Why bother?
Sheng Shu stabbed it, didn't delve into it, and turned back to the conversation and said: "Even if the text is not right, but these two things are also related, aren't they? Just like Hou Ye practicing swords, do you dare to say that your temperament has nothing to do with your sword and swordsmanship? Everyone in the world says that the Chixiao Sword is the strongest fire spirit sword in the world, and its fire is unsurpassed, and it is extremely compatible with Hou Ye's swordsmanship.
Jing Wuxin didn't want to laugh, but he couldn't help it, so he pulled the corners of his mouth and hurriedly lowered his head.
Feng Moxiu was speechless, looking at his beloved wife's smug and threatening gaze, and finally made up his mind to slap the table.
"Say, why are you attacking my heart? Who instructed you, is it your mother?"
The sudden turn of events made Jing Wuxin unable to turn around for a while, not because he was frightened by the question, but because he didn't understand why Hou Ye's topic turned so violently and so bluntly, which was also too ... Too stupid, right?
It turns out that the Red Sword Marquis is such a stupid person?
No, should it be said that the Red Sword Marquis is such a fearful person?
His own man understood by himself, Sheng Yu glanced at him imperceptibly, didn't bother to ask, followed the words "frightened", covered his heart and complained: "If you have something to say, what kind of table do you slap, scare people to death? Alas, Heartless niece, it made you laugh, didn't you scare?"
Jing Wuxin smiled and shook his head, then got up and rushed to seal Mo Xiufu: "Master Hou is angry, but there is something wrong with his heartlessness, but there is no malice." ”
Feng Moxiu was originally angry, but when he heard this, he suddenly became angry, glared and shouted: "No malice? Lao Tzu's mind is lost, his aura is disordered, and his violent aura almost killed my wife, you tell me that there is no malice? Grandma, the whole world can find the flaws in Lao Tzu's heart, and it is your mother, I have never heard the song of "Feng Mo Feng", it must be her new work, saying, did she let you kill me? I haven't seen her for decades, I didn't expect her to become so vicious, I want to kill me and say it directly, I still hurt my wife, am I really reluctant to kill her? You are her daughter, you must know something between me and her, I am not afraid to tell you, I admit that there is a mistake in that incident, but the main responsibility is never with me, but with her! It is she who abandoned me, it is she who left without looking back, it is she who has not come back for decades! It is also her, who forgot the original oath, forgot that I made Mo Xiu as a person, and turned her head to marry your father, it was she who was wrong, I am not wrong!"
With a roar, Feng Moxiu was out of breath, and the corners of his eyes were moist. Zero Long Literature Network
Sheng Yu was silent, the first time she saw Feng Mo Xiu so out of shape, her heart was a little sour, but she was more happy and happy, because there are some things, blindly holding it in her heart will only get worse and worse, and only by venting it can it get better.
It's like a scabbed wound, it's better to tear off the old scab and grow it back than to keep the old scab to heal it.
Jing Wuxin listened quietly, and after Feng Mo Xiu finished roaring, he slowly knelt down at Sheng Shu: "I have no mind and is not thoughtful, and my aunt will be harmed, and my sin is heavy. If the aunt's anger is difficult to dissipate, and she is unwilling to accept it, she will be punished by her aunt, and she will not have the heart to take her life. ”
Sheng Yan was stunned, she didn't expect Jing Wuxin to say so much, she could hear that the tone was definitely not pretending, she really took her as her parent, and sincerely repented.
Jing Wuxin didn't expect that she would say this, maybe it was the indescribable similarity with her mother, just at that moment she really felt like she had unintentionally hurt her mother, and she said this impulsively.
The words were out and she couldn't take them back, but she didn't regret anything.
After a short contact, she could see that Sheng Yan was by no means a vicious person, and he had a general sense of closeness to her, and he would not really kill her.
Sure enough, Sheng Yan was stunned for a short time and then quickly got up and stepped forward to pull her up.
"This kid, what are you talking about, you have to die or live when you are too old, if you want me to say that it is your 'selfless and formless' trouble. Tell you, I don't care about the side, you won't be allowed to do this in front of me in the future, do you hear? Alas, that is, you, if this were my stinky boy, I would have slapped him to death! Of course, my stinky boy would definitely not do this!"
When it came to Feng Zhiping, Sheng Yan was full of smiles, and he looked self-satisfied.
Feng Moxiu's face darkened, and he secretly muttered that night in the mountain behind our house, your precious son was desperately trying to hit Lao Tzu's head, that was really fateful, you don't know!
Alas, these things can't be said, or more than a year, and I am afraid that I will not be able to enter the door of Wudingtang in the next thirty or fifty years.
Jing Wuxin's face was full of remorse, and he didn't dare to brush Sheng Yan's intentions, so he resisted twice and got up and gently held Sheng Yan's hand.
The two daughters' "motherly and filial piety" was so touching that Feng Moxiu couldn't stand it anymore and coughed heavily.
"Hey, madam, I'm asking for a question, shall we wait a little longer?"
Sheng Yan also found that he was too abnormal today, turned around and secretly grimaced at an angle that only the two of them could see, and when he turned around, he looked dignified again, patted Jing Wuxin's hand and asked, "Girl, you said there was no malice, what is going on?"
"Auntie, sit down first and listen to me speak slowly. ”
Helping Sheng Yu to sit down again, Jing Wuxin said with a straight face: "Master Hou, aunt, I don't dare to hide it, tonight's incident is indeed the order of my mother, and that piece of music is indeed created by my mother, and I have never announced it, except for my mother, only I know, and even my father has never heard of it." ”
"Sure enough, it's her!" Feng Moxiu slammed the table, thought about it and raised his eyebrows, "You say, even your father doesn't know?"
"Exactly. ”
Jing Wuxin nodded solemnly, and said solemnly: "This song is composed by my mother just for you, although it is invisible, but it is sung in a special tone with the words of "Feng Mo Feng", but it is more threatening to you than a real instrument, and it falls into the hands of a villain who is advanced in cultivation and proficient in music, and may even hurt your life. You have an old relationship with my parents, I don't know much about the specifics, but I know that you don't get along well with my father..."
Feng Moxiu snorted, his fists clenched.
Jing Wuxin paused, smiled bitterly, and continued: "Although my mother trusts my father and believes that he will not do such conspiracy and calculation, for the sake of that trivial eventuality, she still keeps it a secret and never asks my father to know. ”
Feng Moxiu was silent, a little moved in his heart, but more often than not, he was still cold.
That's it, it's always like this, that woman can never fully trust someone, even if the other person is in love with her.
It was himself at the beginning, and then it was that guy, although they didn't deal with it, but they all had to admit that they were very affectionate to each other, and they could do everything to protect this relationship, and pay any price, but in exchange, there was still a lack of trust.
As the saying goes, husband and wife are one, and they can't fully trust each other, how can they be one?
Thinking of this, he couldn't help but look at Sheng Yan, who happened to look at him, and the two of them smiled heartily, regardless of Jing Wuxin's presence, they stretched out their hands and shook each other, holding them very tightly.
Thankfully, she abandoned herself back then.
Fortunately, there is another woman in the world, no, a better woman than her, a woman who can give herself complete trust!
Luckily, this woman is smart, virtuous, and beautiful!
Feng Moxiu was happy when he thought about it, and he attracted a soft white eye, which made him smile even more.
Jing Wuxin saw it in his eyes, envy in his heart, and sighed secretly.
Her parents are also very affectionate, but she can always sense that there is actually a layer between her parents, and it seems that there is a trace of estrangement.
When she was a child, she overheard the old past, she thought it was because of Feng Moxiu, and when she grew up, she realized that it was not, that imperceptible estrangement had nothing to do with Feng Moxiu, and it had nothing to do with her father, it was entirely because of her mother, as for the reason, she didn't know.
She couldn't even be sure if that barrier was estranged.
Now seeing this scene, thinking about her mother's strict protection of that piece of music and her advice to close the door before leaving, she understands a little.
That estrangement is not estrangement, estrangement is only a symptom, and the root is trust.
Feng Moxiu and his wife not only love each other, but also trust each other, so now that the three of them are sitting here, Chi Jianhou doesn't care at all whether he, the "daughter of the old man", will shake out some "black history" that he desperately conceals, because he believes that his wife can understand and tolerate, and even he may have already exposed himself a long time ago, and there is nothing left.
And her parents, although they are affectionate, but her mother will never be able to trust her father like Mrs. Jianhou, although out of kindness, out of consideration for the overall situation, but a song is strictly guarded against the person she loves the most, as a daughter, she is really a little sad, a little regretful.
"So, I misunderstood you?" Feng Moxiu asked, his thoughtful fingers tapping on his knees, "Your mother composed this song, but she didn't let your father and others know, and only asked you to play it for me tonight, is it to remind me that I have a destiny in this way, so that I can remedy it in time?"
Jing Wuxin came back to his senses and bowed slightly: "Exactly, but more than that." Mother said, Hou Ye, you and even the most affectionate people, open-minded, uninhibited, but because of this, you are more difficult than ordinary people to solve themselves, once you plant a knot, with your character will not tell others, only yourself stuffy in your heart, because you can't figure it out, can't untie it, you will fall deeper and deeper, until it becomes a fatal death hole. My mother knew that she had hurt you deeply, and expected that you would have a heart that you could not pass, but now that the war is imminent, she is afraid that your weakness will be used to make a mistake, so she ordered me to help you resolve it while traveling. I'm sure you've felt that no one will be able to take advantage of your weakness after tonight, because this flaw no longer exists. ”
His fingers stopped, Feng Mo Xiu looked at Jing Wuxin steadily, for a long time, and nodded slowly.
"Yes, it is, and I owe her a great favor. ”