Volume 1 Life and Death Are Inseparable, Dreams of the Past Chapter 57 Beishan, I'm here
Jingmo was slightly stunned, stood up, and patted the inside of the bed with a big thorn: "What's this, you sleep here." ”
Qu Lian hung her head shyly: "This, how does this make a lonely man and a widow." ”
Jing Mo raised his eyes and smiled: "Then I will sleep on the ground." ”
Qu Lian was even more shy, and a touch of crimson leaked from her ears to her neck: "This is even more unbelievable, you have injuries on your body, if you sleep on the ground and have a cold disease, it will be terrible." ”
Jingmo was speechless for a while, only staring at her small and delicate jaw.
The ambiguous and tactful spread out, Qu Lian blew out a few lamps and candles, leaving only the bright candle under the window, covered with a coral-colored lampshade, the room suddenly dimmed, and the delicate shadow of a girl pulled slender on the ground.
Qu Lian took a deep breath, turned around, there was a sound of groping in the silence, she changed into plain dark flower bedclothes, and couldn't move her steps in a half sound, I don't know how long it took, before she took a deep breath, sat at the end of the bed and moved up a little, and then wrapped herself in a brocade quilt, and smiled sideways: "Rest early, you have to get up early tomorrow." ”
Jing Mo swallowed his saliva with difficulty, couldn't help but close his eyes and nodded repeatedly, his voice trembled: "Well, then, you, you turn your back." ”
Qu Lian chuckled: "Why." ”
Jing Mo only felt uncomfortable with the fire burning in his heart, and couldn't help but dry his tongue: "Looking at you, me, I can't sleep." ”
Qu Lian slowly approached him, her forehead against his, her cheeks were slightly red as if she had drunk wine, and her eyes looked at him with rippling eyes: "Aren't you sitting still."
Jing Mo sighed and said: "Although I am not a villain, I am really not a gentleman, if you stare at me like this again, I don't know what I will do." ”
The atmosphere became more and more embarrassing and ambiguous, like a warm yellow lamp and candle, lingering in my heart, seeing that Jingmo was just talking and laughing, but then he didn't really do anything, Qu Lian's heart was slightly sour, and she couldn't tell whether she was lost or happy, Najin was wrapped tightly, relieved, and couldn't help but divert the topic: "What's wrong with you and Luo Kui, I look like I'm angry, you didn't say goodbye to her when she left." ”
Jing Mo was lying with his arms on his pillow, his anger had already disappeared, and he was only helpless: "You know me, I have never been such a cautious person, this time I was angry, not because I was worried about her, but she didn't accept it at all, and complained that I didn't have the heart of my family and country, Qu Lian, do you know how this disaster came about." ”
Qu Lian shook her head: "Luo Kui only said that she had met the enemy, but the others didn't say anything. ”
Jingmo originally wanted to explain the matter and the plate, but Luo Kui's cold face suddenly flickered in front of him, he was frightened and silent, and after thinking for a long time, he picked up some irrelevant things and said them to Qu Lian, and finally sighed in annoyance: "What I am worried about is her life, but she complains that I am selfish and cold, if it is not for the love of acquaintance since childhood, and the marriage contract, who would care if she is nosy." ”
Qu Lian's heart was sour, and she pretended to hear about it again, and her face was full of shock: "Marriage contract, you have a marriage contract with Luo Kui." ”
Jingmo nodded, thinking of Luo Kui's coldness when he was leaving, he felt unbearable heartache, afraid that the marriage contract with her would eventually become empty: "Yes, the marriage contract was made by the elders, she was just born at that time, and now she is the county lord, and I am in the middle of the family, and I am afraid that the marriage contract will not be counted." ”
"Luo Kui is not such a person who hates the poor and loves the rich, but when he gets married, he always wants to marry the person he likes. Qu Lian pursed her lips and smiled, and comforted: "Okay, she was originally such a strong girl, you don't know, but I think what you said is right, if you don't even have a good life, how can you care about others, as the saying goes, if you are poor, you will be good alone, and if you are good, you will help the world." ”
Jing Mo had warmth in his heart, he and Luo Kui's childhood sweetheart, known each other for many years, he thought she was the one who knew him best, but she was not as good as Qu Lian, who had just met for a few months, and could better understand his own thoughts and difficulties, he stretched out his hand, wanted to pinch Qu Lian's hand, tilted his head and smiled, but only touched her fingertips, and said: "It's this sentence, I'm for her good after all, and one day she will understand." ”
Qu Lian hung her eyebrows, staring at the bottom of her eyes with deep disappointment: "You are worried about her, but she is worried about others, but what you do mind is that she does not have you in her heart, if you really feel wronged, I have a way to try her mind." ”
"Yes, what can you do? In the relationship with Luo Kui, Jingmo's most unconfident thing is not that she is in the middle of the family, but that she can't figure out her thoughts, and suddenly heard that Qu Lian has a way to test people's hearts, and suddenly came to the spirit, stood up and listened.
Qu Lian pursed her lips and smiled, and said tactfully: "You can let her go back to Yangzhou with you to settle down, if she has you in her heart, she will definitely not refuse." ”
"Yes, if you had me in your heart, you wouldn't have refused. ”
Qu Lian came to Jingmo, her forehead against his forehead, and her eyes were rippling: "Of course, if you have you in your heart, you can give up the position of county lord." Immediately, she murmured in a low voice, as if speaking of her humble thoughts, so low that no one but herself could hear me: "If it were me, I would give up everything." ”
Outside, the night breeze swept through the branches, the branches swayed and the leaves lingered, the candles in the house moved and jumped slightly, and the light smoke seducted people's incense, tactfully reaching the depths of people's hearts.
I don't know what Jingmo thought, he pushed Qu Lian away fiercely, and stammered: "You, you stay away from me, men and women don't kiss, you and I have committed a big taboo to sleep together, don't stick so close, don't say that I have a marriage contract, that is, there is no marriage contract, you and I can't exceed half a point." ”
These words are like a basin of cold water poured head-on, pouring Qu Lian's enthusiasm and eyes full of delicateness, she secretly bit her mouth full of silver teeth, and after the flute, her father invited the woman of Hehuan Pavilion to enter the house to teach, in order to one day be able to choose on the king's side, but later because she was the daughter of the concubine, the door was a little worse, and she didn't even touch the palace wall and failed.
Qu Lian didn't count that she would return with her first application, she was unwilling, if he wasn't really outrageous, then it would be a gentleman's outrageous. This unwillingness aroused her full fighting spirit, once it failed and there were ten times, ten times if it didn't work, and there were hundreds of times, what she wanted, she could never escape from the palm of her hand, and the same was true for men.
Qu Lian tilted her head and looked innocent, and the gentle spring was pushed from the bottom of her eyes to the bottom of Jingmo's heart: "Who said it wasn't, although I am not from a noble background like Luo Kui, but I am also not an ordinary small family, if it is not for you, I will never commit this taboo." If so, if others will know. Me, me. She moved her heart, the more she spoke, the more sad she became, her eyes were shining, and tears were about to fall: "I, I can only go to the river, I am a boudoir in the room, for your injury, what innocent face is out, who thinks, who thinks that you are a person who is indecent, I, me." Before the words were finished, tears rolled out silently, and tears poured down on his face: "I, I'm still, I'm still dead, and I can still have a reputation as a martyr." She raised her hand and pulled the brocade quilt over her face, and she couldn't see her face clearly, only a muffled cry.
What was Luokui's temperament before the big change, Jingmo had never seen it, and after the big change, her heart was as straight as a stone, cold and hard, almost not even delicate, and how could she cry, although Jingmo had seen many girls, in addition to the pampered and indulgent of the Jing family, and the girl who would only splash and roll when she met an unsatisfactory girl, she was a maid who served by his side and was accustomed to flattery, and had never seen Qu Lian such a soft and considerate girl, and his heart was crying softly and glutinously by Qu Lian in an instant.
He pulled down the brocade quilt covering Qu Lian's face, raised his eyes and looked at each other, only to see tears hanging on Hibiscus Xiu's face, it was really pear blossoms with rain and extraordinarily beautiful, he couldn't hide his heart swaying, while pinching the corner of the quilt to wipe her tears, while smiling and coaxing: "Okay, okay, don't cry, I know that you are a good girl, dedicated to my good, I am the one who laughs with you, but who thinks that your face is much thinner than Ah Kui, you can rest assured, I have always been rigorous, and I will not ruin your reputation." ”
A delicate smile bloomed on her teardrop-drenched face, Qu Lian burst into a smile, and her eyebrows raised a faint peach blossom color: "It's good if you don't dislike me, I'll be very happy." ”
Jing Mo lightly tapped the tip of her nose, half laughing and half pity: "You little fool, I have kept you in my heart since I saw you from the first time, how can I dislike you." ”
"Yes. Qu Lian's round and big eyes were innocent and weak, and she smiled with a smile: "Do you really have me in your heart?" ”
Jingmo nodded with certainty: "Naturally, there is, you are a few years younger than me, I will treat you as my own sister." ”
Qu Lian pursed her thin lips, lowered her eyebrows and smiled, what brothers and sisters, it's just an excuse to find a high-sounding intimacy, this is an excuse for intimacy that should be searched by yourself, now that there is such an excellent reason, how can there be any reason to let it go, her eyes are pure and soft, and she smiled without a trace of evil intentions: "Then from now on, sister, I will call you Brother Mo." ”
This delicate and soft call, Jing Mo's heart flickered fiercely, only to feel that the girl in front of him was a thousand times gentler than Luo Kui, whispering softly like an interpreting flower, low eyebrows and a shallow smile like a dew and wind lotus, after all, a smile was particularly pitiful, and his heart gradually tilted towards Qu Lian. Jing Mo thought, life is really hard, if there is such a woman around him who can interpret softly, then he can also be happy in suffering, and he thinks that if the Luo Kui he wants to marry can be like Qu Lian, a little more gentle and a little less strict and stubborn, then this life will be perfect. He couldn't help but sigh: "If Luokui is half gentle and considerate of you, I will have no regrets in this life." ”
Qu Lian's lips rose and drew a light smile, she knew that this was just Jingmo's wishful thinking, but only delusions can be out of the sky, the bigger this delusion, the greater the disappointment, the greater the disappointment, the greater the disappointment, the despair will be irreparable, as long as he turns around, he happens to be by his side, then everything will be fine.