"Oh, no wonder, no wonder. ”

"I hope your refusal will not cause Yaru to have demons in her heart, which will affect her cultivation. ”

"As for the emotional entanglement between the three of you, it is difficult for the teacher to intervene, so you can only solve it yourself. ”

After listening to Xiao Lin's words, Mu Zhengqing's face became extremely solemn.

What he was worried about was that Sun Yaru would have demons because of Xiao Lin's refusal, and it was difficult for him to intervene in the emotional entanglement between Xiao Lin and the three of them.

"Master, what you said is too serious, although the second senior sister has a gloomy personality, it will not cause me to have demons because of my refusal. ”

"If that's the case, the second senior sister's heart is too fragile. ”

Xiao Lin felt that Mu Zhengqing was a little worried.

Yaru's heart was originally very fragile, and her gloomy personality was caused by experience on the one hand, and on the other hand, it was also to protect herself from any further harm. ”

Mu Zhengqing shook his head and said.

"Master, what kind of experience did the second senior sister have in the beginning that made her form her gloomy personality now?"

Xiao Lin asked.

For a long time, Xiao Lin and Tao Junjun wanted to know Sun Yaru's experience before joining the Four Spirits, even if Tao Junjun apprenticed with Mu Zhengqing earlier than Sun Yaru, Mu Zhengqing still didn't tell him about Sun Yaru's past, let alone Xiao Lin, who apprenticed later.

Xiao Lin and Tao Junjun also inquired about Mu Zhengqing many times later, but they were all rejected by Mu Zhengqing.

Hearing Xiao Lin's inquiry, Mu Zhengqing fell into a deep groan, and after a while, as if he had made a decision, he slowly re-entered the chair and motioned for Xiao Lin to sit down as well.

Xiao Lin understood, and after sitting down, his eyes were fixed on Mu Zhengqing, wanting to hear Mu Zhengqing's answer.

"Well, this is the case, so the teacher will tell you about Yaru's tragic experience in the past, so that you can have a deeper understanding of her, which may help you solve your relationship problems. ”

When Mu Zhengqing said this, he paused, and seemed to fall into a memory, and after a while, he returned to normal again.

"Nine years ago, when I was out for training, I passed through a mortal town and met a beggar girl by chance, which attracted the attention of my teacher. ”

"The beggar girl, because she had just become a beggar, knew nothing about the rules of beggars, so she took the territory of another adult beggar man when she begged. ”

After the beggar girl finally begged for some silver taels, the adult beggar man, who had been spying for a long time, immediately appeared, scolded the beggar girl, robbed her of the silver taels, and then drove her away. ”

The beggar girl then wandered the streets of the town, and was so hungry that the beggar girl had to commit the act of stealing. ”

However, the beggar girl had no experience in stealing at all, and as soon as she stole a steamed bun, she was discovered by the owner of the steamed bun shop, so she was beaten this time. ”

In the next day or two, the beggar girl was either scolded or beaten, but she never shed a single tear, even if her body had been beaten to the ground, she was still resolute and tenacious. ”

"As a teacher, as a cultivator, from the first time I saw the beggar girl, I noticed her difference, and I also noticed her perseverance and tenacity, or stubbornness. ”

"After a few days of observation, the teacher finally decided to accept this beggar girl as an apprentice, so this beggar girl became the second personal disciple of the teacher, that is, your second senior sister, Sun Yaru. ”

Mu Zhengqing stopped here and looked at Xiao Lin, as if to give Xiao Lin time to digest what he had just said.

After listening to Mu Zhengqing's story, Xiao Lin was indeed shocked.

"Won't it?"

"Master, are you saying that the second senior sister was a beggar before?"

"How is this possible? Although the second senior sister has a gloomy personality, the whole person looks unearthly, jade and icy, how could she be a beggar in the first place?"

Xiao Lin found it hard to believe the fact that Sun Yaru was a beggar in the first place.

It's no wonder that he can't accept it, since he joined the Four Spirits, he has faced the dusty Sun Yaru, and if he wants to break his head, he will not associate Sun Yaru with a beggar.

"It's understandable that you can't accept it for a while, after all, if you hadn't seen it with your own eyes, you wouldn't have believed that Yaru would be a beggar. ”

However, basically everyone who becomes a beggar has unspeakable suffering and tragic fate, and Yaru is no exception. ”

Although she was brought back to the Four Spirits Gate by her teacher not long after she became a beggar, the experience of a beggar has been with her for a period of time after all, and it is a memory and pain that she will never forget. ”

On the way back to the sect, she also told her past experience to the teacher, and it was only at that time that the teacher really understood her bumpy fate and experience. ”

When Mu Zhengqing opened his mouth, he was also lamented by Sun Yaru's fate of becoming a beggar.

"Master, what kind of tragic fate did the second senior sister have before she became a beggar?"

Xiao Lin couldn't wait to ask.

Although he couldn't cultivate at the beginning, after all, he was also a young master of a small sect, and he could be regarded as having a respected status and a lot of money, so it was naturally difficult to understand the hardships and experiences of those who became beggars.

At this moment, under Mu Zhengqing's explanation, he realized something, and he was eager to understand what Sun Yaru had experienced in the first place to become a beggar.

"To sum it up, it is a sentence, 'The family is in the middle of the road, the father dies of illness, the mother remarries, the stepfather is addicted to gambling, he is unbearable to be beaten and scolded, and he has no choice but to leave home'. ”

In fact, before Yaru was seven years old, her family was quite prosperous, and his father was a businessman who was a good businessman and had a lot of money. ”

However, when Yaru was seven years old, her father failed in business and became so heavily in debt that he eventually sold his home and was still unable to repay his foreign debts. ”

Yaru's father could not bear the blow and became seriously ill, and soon died, leaving Yaru and her mother, orphans and widows, helpless and burdened with foreign debts. ”

While their mother and daughter were isolated, a small landowner appeared and offered to help them pay off their foreign debts, but on the condition that Yaru's mother marry him. ”

In this desperate situation, Yaru's mother had no choice but to agree to the small landlord's request, and soon after, Yaru followed her mother into the small landlord's house. ”

It was from this time that Yaru entered the darkest moment of her life at a young age. ”

Mu Zhengqing stopped again when he said this, this time, he himself was caught in memories and sadness, and he needed a moment to adjust his emotions before he could continue to tell Sun Yaru's later experience.

And after listening to Mu Zhengqing's words, Xiao Lin's whole person fell into silence, and at this time he realized that Sun Yaru had experienced such a family change, no wonder her personality had become so weird.

Although he himself had experienced the tragic death of his parents, after all, he lived in a family of cultivators, and even if he couldn't cultivate, his mind was much stronger than that of ordinary people.

Sun Yaru was just an ordinary mortal at the beginning, so it was naturally difficult to bear the changes in the family, not to mention, according to the meaning of Mu Zhengqing's previous words, Sun Yaru later experienced a more tragic fate.

Under such circumstances, it is no wonder that Sun Yaru's personality has become so gloomy.

This time, Xiao Lin did not speak, but waited quietly, waiting for Mu Zhengqing to continue.

After a while, Mu Zhengqing seemed to have adjusted his mood before continuing to speak.

Not long after entering the small landlord's house, Yaru and her mother discovered that although the small landlord had a lot of money, he was addicted to gambling and gambled almost every day. ”

"If the bet wins, it's fine, everything is calm, once the bet is lost, the little landlord will be drunk, and then he will play drunk, punching and kicking Yaru's mother and daughter. ”

Poor Yaru's mother and daughter were powerless to resist, and could only bear all this painfully and helplessly, and gradually, every time this little landlord lost a gamble, he would blame Yaru for the reason, saying that it was because Yaru entered his house that he lost his fortune. ”

What's even more angry is that the mother of the small landlord was angry to death because of his gambling addiction, and the small landlord also blamed Yaru for this matter. ”

"In short, as long as something bad happens in the small landlord's house, then Yaru will be blamed once, and will be beaten and scolded once, for nearly three years, Yaru not only can't eat and drink well, but also has bruises all over her body. ”

The injuries and pain on the body made Yaru's original cheerful personality gradually disappear, and her heart gradually became closed and gloomy, and she didn't want to say a word more, of course, her tears gradually dried up, and later, even if she was beaten, she gritted her teeth and endured it, without shedding a single tear. ”

Finally, after a small landlord scolded and beaten him, and threatened to sell him to the Qinglou, Yaru could no longer stay there, even if she was reluctant to give up her mother, she still resolutely left the small landlord's home. ”

"How can a little girl who is only ten years old survive alone, so she quickly becomes a beggar until she meets a teacher..."

Mu Zhengqing didn't stop this time, and directly told all the information about Sun Yaru, and when Sun Yaru met him in the end, he seemed to have a sense of pride.

Because it was his appearance that changed Sun Yaru's life, otherwise, he really couldn't guarantee how long Sun Yaru would survive as a beggar.

After some narration, Mu Zhengqing's whole person seemed to be a lot more relaxed, after all, this secret had been hidden in his heart for many years, and his heart was still quite depressed.

He has always been very uneasy about Sun Yaru, but later, with Xiao Lin joining the sect, his three disciples got along quite well, which made him a little more relieved, and felt that through the passage of time, Sun Yaru could forget the past and open his heart completely.

However, Mu Zhengqing never expected that there would be emotional entanglements between his three disciples, and Xiao Lin also rejected Sun Yaru's confession, which made him worry about Sun Yaru again.