Chapter 49 Han Rongzhi and Lu Shan
"Before the flowers and under the moon, the present world is safe, no war, no parting, how good is it if you have you all day long?"
"Ankang, if you fight, you will come back to find you with your soul. ”
"I just want to have peace in a prosperous world. ”
"yes. Prosperity and tranquility are the wishes of the people at dawn in the world. ”
A pair of figures, leaning on the ground by the light. The moonlight shone on the two of them. Now in front of them is the bustling and brightly lit scene of the entire capital. But they didn't know that behind this scene was the flesh and blood of their unknown warriors.
Han Rongzhi sighed. But there is nothing that can be done. Yongshun Tianzi is mediocre. Those who survived were already good, but how could the people of the world ask for anything? Their complaints became louder and louder, and they did not know how long the people of the world would be able to endure the emperor's behavior. In the war on the frontier, if there was no Han army, the enemy would probably have already killed the emperor's palace gate at this time. Take the emperor's head directly. Lamentable. The emperor still embarrassed the Han family everywhere. I want to put the Han family to death.
The most ruthless emperor royal. Slowly, Han Rongzhi spoke silently.
"There is a war in Dubei, and it is my father and Ah Yuan who go on the expedition. I want to go too. ”
"Nonsense!" Lu Shan said bluntly, his tone was unprecedentedly sharp.
"What's wrong with me?"
"You're a girl. The sword on the battlefield doesn't have long eyes, how can it be when you play and practice martial arts?" Lu Shan's gentle voice carried something fierce that he hadn't even noticed. Han Rongzhi, who was yelled at, was stunned, Lu Shan, who has always been gentle, also said to her in a heavy tone today because of her words.
"No, I didn't mean that. Ah Yuan and the general are men, we are all men, but you are a girl, so you can't be together. Don't say I don't agree. Even the generals disagreed. "I was really right by Lu Shan's words. When Han Rongzhi came to the mansion and mentioned her idea to Han Ting, Han Ting rejected her idea on the grounds of her grandmother's old age. Left her in the capital.
was really told by Lu Shan, but Han Rongzhi still wanted to follow.
She had never seen the land of Dubei in her life, and she had never experienced snow there. When I was a child, I only heard my father say that the snow there was very thick and thick, and when it fell, it was full of snowflakes. The sun will also come out. When the sun comes out, it is not cold. However, at night, it will be unusually freezing. The people of the north were miserable, but they lived freely. Those who have faith hold on to the land over there.
Han Rongzhi thought that if she had the opportunity to step into that snow in the future, then she would definitely fall in love with it deeply. The capital is too depressing, and there is deceit everywhere. I don't allow you to rest for a moment.
Before Lu Shan left, she asked.
"This is going to return to the day, wish, the person you want to return. To return or not to return?" It is the return of the heart.
"The sword on the battlefield has no eyes, and the last general will not dare to make up his own mind. "I don't dare to make up my own minds. Is this a rejection of her words?
Han Rongzhi had a smile on his face, but he was a little reluctant. I don't know what that means. Finally, he said lightly: "Then be safe." ”
"Hmm. Lu Shan left, and he didn't turn his head to look at Han Rongzhi's face.
They have grown up together since childhood, and their feelings are close. But seeing Lu Shan, she rejected her words.
On that day, she was dressed in a skirt, and she was in front of him, her eyes were firm, and she didn't mean anything. I don't know if she thought about it a lot before she spoke. Since she was a child, Lu Shan has accompanied her. I miss my mother, she drinks stuffy wine alone, and he drinks with her. His burning gaze was all her shadow upside down. For a moment, she thought the light was hers.
But only she knows that although Lu Shan's temperament is gentle, he is indifferent to everyone. Nothing seemed to catch his eye. He was pretty much the same to her. Now she almost can't find the smiling Lu Shan in his eyes. He became very gentle, gentle with everyone. Gentle and elegant, fairy-like bearing.
After Lu Shan answered her like that that day, Han Rongzhi finally knew that maybe his kindness to her made her misunderstand. In fact, Lu Shan didn't take her seriously at all. So it's all up to her. What was she thinking? After that day, Han Rongzhi didn't deliberately ask about his whereabouts again. It's just that if she hears it from the mouth of the person under her, she listens well, and if not, she doesn't take the initiative to ask.
Yes, Lu Shan has never said his heart for her, she has always just felt it. He is in Beijing, and there are a lot of women who like her, how can he fall in love with her as a woman who is more manly than a man?
There used to be excuses to turn away those who came to the door to ask for marriage. But now she has no excuses. It turned out that he was not just like this to her, but to everyone. It's just that from before to now, she has gotten along with him a lot, and she hasn't seen him get along with others, so she thinks that Lu Shan is different to her.
This is not to blame Lu Shan, who told her to be like this since she was a child? She is stubborn, no different from a man, and rarely has a tender scene. He is just a man, how can he not like those amorous women? Most of the ladies in Beijing are beautiful and stunning.
Look at her face again, there are too many men's heroism, but women's tenderness can't be seen.
I remember one time, when I was around the corner, I saw a maid come up and get close to him. The maid was so frightened that she knelt down tremblingly. Lu Shan gently called the servant to get up, and then left as if nothing had happened. She stood behind and saw clearly.
His eyes were still the same as when he looked at her. Then a group of maidservants came up to him. Ask the maidservant.
"How's it going? Lu Gongzi's question smells good, right?"
"That's right, I didn't expect Lu Gongzi to be so good, if the young master of another family was brought up by you like this, he would directly throw you away, how could he give you a secret joy here?"
"Xi'er, you really dare. You dare to move forward on Lu Gongzi's body. ”
"Why don't I dare? Lu Gongzi likes a girl with my body. The maidservant girl named Xi'er opened her mouth to show off.
"Hahaha, you're really shameless. You can keep quiet, and if you let the eldest lady know, be careful of your skin. ”
"Miss, Lu Gongzi doesn't like her like that. ”
"Cut, look at what you said, Lu Gongzi doesn't like the eldest lady, so how can he take care of the eldest lady for so long?" A maid asked puzzledly, and it seemed that she didn't look down on Xi'er for talking like this.
"Hehe, you don't understand, right? Lu Gongzi must like me like this, feminine. Look at the eldest lady, she has been practicing martial arts all day long. Never wear a skirt. How could Lu Gongzi like that?"
"Be careful with your mouth, don't let the eldest lady know, otherwise you won't be able to stay. ”
"The eldest lady is not here, what are you afraid of?"
"You just did it on purpose?"
"That's right, we are subordinates, what we do is not very stable, how can we really fall?" Xi'er said very squealingly.
She had a big smile on her face.
"You're really pregnant. We all know that the eldest lady is interested in Lu Gongzi, you dare to come up like this, be careful of your life. "It's not that they don't know how dirty things are in the back house. I have seen that sometimes, either a servant girl is injured in the courtyard, or a servant girl dies in the courtyard. The means are very dark, and only Xi'er dares to move forward.
"Lu Gongzi just treats the eldest lady as a brother. Xi'er said again.
"How do you know?"
"Just look at the appearance of the eldest lady and know it. Xi'er spoke confidently.
Han Rongzhi listened carefully. clenched her fists in her hands, not angry with them, but angry with herself, it turned out that she was like this in the eyes of her subordinates, pestering Lu Shan's eldest lady of the Han Mansion who did not let go.
That night, she first went to a cliff where she could see the whole panorama of the capital. Then, not long after, Lu Shan also came, and when she saw such a prosperous world, she sighed for a while, and couldn't help but think of the scene of the day. And when he held the maidservant, there was the word of the servant.
Did he really regard her as a brother? Could this be what she was in his heart? Han Rongzhi couldn't believe it, if Lu Shan had always kept her in his heart like this, what should she do?
I didn't think about it, I picked up a pot of wine in my hand, put it in my mouth, and drank it in a big gulp, what I couldn't say was that I was heroic, but I was aware of Lu Shan's gaze, Han Rongzhi remembered those words again, and couldn't help but restrain himself.
Lu Shan said: "In this world, if there is a Ming monarch, the people of Dawn should be safe and smooth forever. ”
Hearing this, Han Rongzhi also knew his words and did not answer his words. Lu Shan likes to read, and he reads some documents on weekdays, except for practicing martial arts. She also gave him a few copies, and Lu Shan accepted them with a smile.
It's just that when it was gone, Han Rongzhi felt that she should still have reason to think that Lu Shan treated her differently. She had an excuse to refuse those who came to her door to ask for marriage. But it turned out that she really had no reason to refuse.
"Puff ......" in the blue sky, he saved a woman. It's a woman who has fallen overboard. I heard that this woman came to Beijing to look for relatives, and was stained by thieves on the way. After being rescued, he followed Lu Shan, saying that he could make Lu Shan a slave and a maid. Lu Shan's name is good, and his heart is also good, so he settled this woman immediately. It was nothing to leave a slave and a maid.
She went to his house several times only to see him reading a book, and the maidservant girl waited on the side, and after a long time, she added tea to Lu Shan, and Lu Shan had a gentle smile on his face when he saw her movements. The maidservant laughed as well.
That picture is not inconsistent at all. It seems like it's supposed to be.
Originally, she thought that it should have been all tenderness that belonged only to her, but now he would be like this in front of everyone who came up to Lu Shan.
She's not alone. Han Rongzhi left silently. She didn't say anything. My heart sank.
It's time for the great army to go out again. Han Rongzhi changed into a light-colored skirt. put it on his body, followed Lu Shan, and asked him those words, but he didn't respond to her, no, it should be said that he responded, but it was a refusal.
Now they have no contact, Lu Shan did not take the initiative to write back to Han Rongzhi, and Han Rongzhi did not take the initiative to write to Lu Shan. That's all. Day after day, Han Rongzhi only had to worry. Several times, she almost couldn't sit still, and wanted to catch up with Dubei, but thinking of the words that Han Ting told her before she set out, Han Rongzhi couldn't just leave like this.
She was worried about Lu Shan, very worried, and she was worried about him in her heart. After deliberately not receiving his news for so long, she thought about him no matter what, and she didn't give up for a moment without thinking about him.
It's just that Lu Shan, Lu Shan, why can't you be kind to her? It turns out that she has always misunderstood Lu Shan. In fact, his feelings for her are not like that, but they are the same for everyone, without any special meaning in it.
Han Rongzhi knew that he was not as good as those boudoir women in Beijing. But she also has her arrogance.
It's all to blame for what he said on the edge of the cliff that night. If she can't come back, she will come back with her soul.
How heavy are these words? If there is no love for her, how can you bring your soul back to her?