Chapter 345: Ridiculous, Isn't it?
But Ye Ran looked very embarrassed, no matter how he looked at it, he felt at a loss.
But Yin Rou didn't pay attention to Ye Ran's embarrassed expression at this time, and only said to herself: "The days when I met my senior brother, but the happiest time I have spent in my life, every time I think about it, I can't help but feel extravagant, I think it would be great if I could go on like this, compared to others, some other things, but there is no meaning at all......"
After Ye Ran barely squeezed out a smile, he asked weakly, "You...... What are you talking to me about? It's not going to be a life-and-death parting with me, is it?"
At this moment, Ye Ran really couldn't help but panic in his heart.
After all, no matter how you look at it, you feel that Yin Rou at the moment is clearly here with the intention of death in order to assassinate Long Tian, otherwise how could she say such a solemn topic?
However, Yin Rou only laughed at herself, she hadn't answered Ye Ran's meaning for a long time, and said to herself: "It's just that, senior brother really disappointed me so much...... Eventually...... After all, it's just breaking my heart again and again. ”
Hearing this, Ye Ran couldn't help but be stunned directly.
But after listening to this Yin Rou pursed her lips, Youyou said again, "In this case, why didn't Senior Brother decisively say something ruthless to me, so that I could die, why did I have to be amorous again and again?"
For a while, Ye Ran was inevitably full of panic, and hurriedly defended: "I...... I said, are you misunderstanding something?"
Yin Rou only frowned, and then asked, "Misunderstanding?" Now that Senior Brother can't even give an explanation, can I still misunderstand?"
Ye Ran only twitched the corners of his mouth, and inevitably complained directly in his heart.
If you don't give a reasonable explanation today, you can't end it easily, right?
Thinking of this, Ye Ran couldn't help but sweat profusely......
After all, Ye Ran knew very well in his heart that what Yin Rou wanted to explain was by no means as simple as what the relationship was with Nangong Wan'er.
But after seeing Yin Rou's watery eyes staring at herself intently at this time, lest she be soft-hearted again.
In the end, Ye Ran only sighed abruptly, and after turning around to himself, he sat directly on the guardrail of the pavilion, and did not dare to look at Yin Rou more, and slowly chattered in a deep tone.
"Once upon a time, I was deeply in love with a woman......"
Hearing such an opening remark, Yin Rou couldn't help but be stunned for a while, and inevitably looked at Ye Ran's back with a suspicious gaze.
But I heard Ye Ran take care of himself and said: "At that time, I felt that this person could only love one person in his life, and he was so innocent, I knew that after separating from that woman for a long time, I have always held this mentality for a long time......"
Hearing this, Yin Rou couldn't help but interject and ask, "Since you ...... Since the meaning of the senior brother's words is that they are all with their beloved, why are they still separated?"
In response to Yin Rou's questioning, Ye Ran couldn't help but twitch the corners of his mouth, and said with a smile: "This person, most of the time, he is self-righteous. Everyone is like this, and it is impossible to escape the idea that the world is revolving around them subconsciously, especially when they are young and frivolous, I am afraid that everyone thinks back to when they were young, when they felt that they could control the whole world casually, and they could get everything they wanted casually, compared to being ravaged by reality, they were inevitably red-faced......"
Yin Rou was a little stunned for a while, and only felt that Ye Ran's casual words contained too many things.
It's just that before Yin Rou came back to her senses, Ye Ranke had already laughed at herself again, " So, what about this person, many times he has obviously got what he dreamed of, but he is self-righteous because some trivial things can easily give up his dreams, and finally end up with a regretful end, and he thinks that everything can't go back, everyone is pulling hard, bound by a thing called face, no matter who bows his head and admits defeat, it makes it impossible for things to go back to the beginning, and in the end, they can only swallow the bitter fruit brewed by themselves, and turn into an emotion called regret that goes deep into the bone marrow and accompanies them for a lifetime......”
After hearing this, Yin Rou was silent for a long time, but in the end, she couldn't help frowning, and Youyou asked, "But what does this have to do with what I want to hear you explain? Senior brother can't say it, because with such a lesson, he just doesn't want to regret it anymore, right?"
"That's what you said about that?" Ye Ran only laughed at himself, and said quietly: "After I separated from this woman, it didn't take long for me to regret it, at that time, I thought that I could see through it better than everyone else, but I tried all the ways to save it, but it was just ......"
Halfway through the words, she just stopped saying it again, which made Yin Rou frown, and she could only ask faintly, "Just what?"
Ye Ran slowly raised his palm, squinted his eyes and said, "It's just that when I changed my past mistakes and thought that I would chase that woman back no matter what, I met another woman......
Hearing this, Yin Rou couldn't help but twitch the corners of her mouth.
But seeing Ye Ran's raised hand slowly clenching his fist, he said quietly: "I naturally know that since there is someone in my heart, no matter who I meet again, if I put it in my heart again, it will definitely be a very contemptible act, but ...... But the woman I met later, she was playful and cute, and even a little silly a lot of the time, the longer I got along with her, the more confused my heart became, and there was a voice that kept telling me that such a woman was the type that completely echoed my heart, and I couldn't find any reason why I couldn't like it. There is only one ......"
Ye Ran's fists clenched more and more, and after gritting his teeth, he said again: "That's it, it's just too late to see each other......"
Yin Rou only squinted, and muttered, "And then?"
I saw Ye Ran laughing at himself, and sighed abruptly: "Then, I found that the woman I first started to like may not really like it from the beginning, but a kind of competitive mind is just doing it." ”
Hearing this, Yin Rou couldn't help frowning, and asked with doubt, "Why do you say this?"
Ye Ran shook his head and smiled bitterly: "The woman I liked first was just beautiful, other than that, I couldn't find any other reason to like it, whether it was her temper or her personality, it was obviously impossible to be the type I liked, and even that before I was with her, she actually followed someone else, I just stepped in as a third party and snatched her from others......
For a while, Yin Rou looked at Ye Ran's back, but suddenly it became full of disbelief.
And Ye Ran, because there is no one in front of him for any reason, and since these unspeakable words have opened the conversation, there is no meaning to hide them, so he said to himself: "After all, everything is unreasonable, and even many things cannot be controlled by myself, for example, in my original thoughts, as long as I like someone, it should be a lifetime, no matter what changes there are, it should not affect such a premise." So, at that time, I kept telling myself that if I love someone, I should be unreserved, the position of the heart is very narrow, and the narrow can only fit one person, even if I meet someone who should be what I really like, but since I have made a decision before this, I can't regret it. ”
Yin Rou only squinted, and asked again, "And then?"
Ye Ran laughed at himself, spread his hands and said, "Then, whether it's the woman I should be single-minded about, or the woman I really like, I didn't catch any of them, ridiculous, right?"