"Princess, the lord only comes back once in ten days and half a month, and he just sits and leaves, and the wedding night is the same, you don't ask the lord, besides, look at the situation today, the lord seems to have come back to celebrate your birthday, and you don't see the previous one, what kind of thoughts do you have. ”

"Birthday," Yuzhu chuckled as if self-deprecatingly: "Who else will remember my birthday now, what is there to ask next to him, if he doesn't want to tell me and ask him, he won't tell the truth, and he will block himself in vain." Although she was smiling, her voice was extremely cold, like the water in the well in front of the court.

"Princess, the slave maid heard that the supper you sent every day, the master didn't use it, and sent the little maid to throw it away, what are you doing in vain. ”

"Don't listen to those people chewing the root of the tongue, the old man is busy, and he can't take care of it, if I don't prepare some, how can he be good if he burns down. ”

"Princess, the lord always says that he is busy with business, I really don't know what he is busy with, princess, why don't you be diligent in going to see the lord and meet the three lovers. ”

"No, if he is not busy, he will come to see me, if he is busy, will I disturb him, will it be annoying, if he is not busy and will not come to see me, then why should I go and be courteous to him, it is not interesting to be bored. Yuzhu's voice was neither sad nor joyful, without a trace of waves, as if he was talking about someone else's business, which had nothing to do with him.

"Princess, I knew that coming back would be like this, so it was better to stay in Shifu. ”

"Pure nonsense, what is there today. ”

The voice gradually lowered and became inaudible, Bai Shanglu walked into the bamboo forest in vain, and kept asking in his heart, Yuzhu, do you regret not being at the beginning.

Bai Shanglu, who had not returned all night, squinted his eyes, looked at the eastern glimmer, and the condensed still water behind him was inlaid with gold edges, and the slowly rising sun sprinkled broken gold ripples in the water. Since the birth of Yuzhu on that day, Bai Shanglu kicked off the prelude to not returning at night, sleeping all night and staying in the willows, hiding and not seeing Yuzhu.

The morning light of late autumn is like the withered vines of the old trees that have lost the leaves, without a trace of color, a pair of stone lions in front of the Baifu Gate are also dyed with sparse autumn colors, a corner embroidered with emerald patterns of the moon-white cuffs brushed over the stone lion, a few rolled up the edge of the dead leaves fell, as soon as he entered the mansion gate, his eyes crossed the withered bamboo, and Bai Shanglu saw the jade bamboo standing on the side. Her eyebrows were cold without a hint of a smile, and her voice was idle: "It's too early to come back today." He was stunned, he never thought that she would wait for him here, hesitated slightly, stopped in place to advance and retreat, didn't know how to respond, an embarrassed look appeared on his face, it turned out that he still cared about Yuzhu.

She took a few steps closer and sniffed, her eyebrows frowned slightly, she took a few steps back, and chuckled: "It's really fragrant, you work so hard every day, don't you feel tired." The increasingly delicate hand brushed his shoulder: "I'm really tired for you." ”

"Say whatever you want, just say it, you don't have to beat around the bush. How could Bai Shanglu not hear Yuzhu's cynicism, his voice was cold, his face was already as thin as a cicada's wings, and he was about to poke a hole when he saw it, which was a bad omen.

Yuzhu tilted his head, pursed the corners of his lips and seemed to smile: "I don't ask, are you just stupid, I care about your face, don't do it." ”

"I don't know if I trampled on you, or you trampled on me, the original Shi Cassia Ming, three wives and four concubines, I haven't seen you dislike anything, but now I dislike me, if you regret not at the beginning, I will take a letter of resignation, send you back to Shifu, I also want to fight for the reputation of adult beauty. He was annoyed and angry, his sleeves brushed through the bamboo forest, and the sound of squirming was like his anger, as if everything that could not be said to people was stripped naked by her and covered in front of people.

After a long time, clear tears fell on the dead leaves and melted away. She looked up, but there was no trace on her face, only a casual smile.

Coming to this point, the two of them finally tore their faces, and there was no love at all, smart as her, she has always lived clearly, in fact, since she came back, she has insight into his mind change, but in order to maintain the fragile days, she deliberately closed her eyes and pretended to be confused, but now, she can no longer deceive herself, that love is as thin as paper, all his emotions are broken on the paper, and it is already a mistake to write that her existence is wrong, the mistake is a lifetime at a glance when she first met, and the mistake is irreparable.

In fact, in these years, it is common for men to have three wives and four concubines, from the princes and nobles, to the common people, all regard being able to marry a wife and take a concubine as the highest state of life. The world is like this, and he can't complain about Bai Shanglu, not to mention that he hasn't taken a concubine yet, but he often goes in and out of Fengyue places.

This most humble woman has robbed her of the love of her heart, which makes her not resentful, but afraid that she is going crazy. To put it bluntly, if Bai Shanglu treats each other sincerely, he must be like Yuzhu, wholeheartedly, and he will not go to the woman next to him again, and Shi Cassia Ming is like this after accepting Yuzhu.

"This moment he treats you sincerely, and the next moment he can treat others sincerely, this fickle sincerity is so worthless, don't do it. Yuzhu sighed silently, originally she was still thinking about his sincere obsession with her from time to time, but before she got married, her sincerity became a piece of cold ice, and she couldn't pick it up.

Time is changing, people's hearts are gathering and dispersing, and the piles and piles are dizzying, and in a blink of an eye, two years have passed, and Bai Shanglu has never stepped into the Yuzhu Pavilion again.

In the past two years, the wind has gracefully blown the cold and green color of the backyard, green and yellow, yellow and green, all of which are the same as Yuzhu's perennial faint expression, all of which are ordinary things. She stayed in the Buddhist hall for most of the day, concentrating on copying the scriptures of the Buddha, as if immersed in those jerky and difficult to understand verses, which could make her heart more calm and less heartache, but when the sun was waning, her handwriting became more and more messy, and her eyes wandered away and did not know where to fall.

Whenever Bai Shanglu returned home, Yuzhu seemed to have pinched the hour, hid his figure in front of the weeping flower door, peeked at Bai Shanglu's hurried travels, and stared at the various purse sachets on his body, each of which was from the hand of Banfeng Lotus, with her scent, but none of them came from Yuzhu's hand.

Yuzhu did so much, every day under the lamp, stay up until the night was dark, her eyes were red, and she embroidered full of affection in the stitches, but unfortunately, the sachet did not enter his eyes, and the affection did not enter his eyes.

Yuzhu originally thought that Bai Shanglu was just playing on the scene with half of Fenghe, and originally thought that the dew love was not reliable, and it gradually faded after a long time, and originally thought that she could wait until the day when Bai Shang Lu changed his mind, who would have thought that the dew love relationship really gave birth to a long-lasting affection, and the sea-like silver smashed on her body, and she was regarded as a foreign house.

The night in early winter was as cold as water, and Bai Shanglu, who had rarely returned home, was in a hurry, appearing in the night breeze outside the Yuzhu house.

He stared at the room, his eyes were red, and he was almost angry about spewing fire, and the window paper reflected two figures overlapping on the table, a man and a woman, the woman was slender, like a jade bamboo, and the man was a little like a stone cassia.

Bai Shanglu clenched his fists and opened the door with a punch, and the lights in the room went out, and the darkness and silence in an instant, even with the sound of breaking through the window lattice, a man's figure rushed out and disappeared into the vast night, a series of changes made people have no time to react, and in the blink of an eye, the room was lit up again, Bai Shanglu grabbed Yuzhu's clothes and forced his anger: "What about people." ”

Yuzhu raised his eyes, and the blankness in his eyes flashed: "People, what people." She looked at the maid standing behind him, then at the broken window lattice, and chuckled: "I have been here for two years, why did I come here today, it turned out that I was caught and raped, and I told you that I haven't done that yet." ”

Bai Shanglu let go of her, turned around and slapped the maid: "You say, what about people." ”

The maid covered her face and looked at Yuzhu with trembling squinted eyes: "What kind of person does the master say, the slave doesn't know." ”

He flew up and kicked the maid in the abdomen, and the maid spurted out a mouthful of blood: "Say." ”

"Master, slave, man, man, man ran away. The maid stood up forcibly, her face pale with pain, and her voice trembled.

"Who is it. ”

"Yes, yes, it's General Shi. ”

Yuzhu looked at this question and answer coldly, her expression gradually cleared, her complexion was always indifferent, as if all this had nothing to do with her, she was wearing a plain white bedrobe standing under the window, the clothes were neat and tidy, without a trace of wrinkles, even the green silk hanging down the waist was neat and neat.

After a long time, Bai Shanglu paused, rushed to Yuzhu quickly, raised his hand and shook it down, but stopped an inch away from his face, his fingertips crossed her face, and sneered: "I don't beat you, it's not that I still have affection for you, it's your shamelessness, so I don't care to beat you." ”

Yuzhu tilted his head and chuckled: "People who have been messing around in the Qinglou all day long, it's really hard for you to know the word shameless." She pursed her lips and smiled, her eyes fell far away from the window, and the fine snow fell outside, and the curly cornices were covered with a thin layer of white, like the vast snow on the Gobi Desert that year. Bai Shanglu's face was gloomy, his sleeves were cold, and he swept the cups on the table on the ground, and when he landed on the ground, the fragments fell all over the ground with a chaotic sound, he took out the long sword at his waist and slashed it on the table, the table collapsed, he turned around and said: "I will pay you back your life, and we will not owe each other from now on." ”

He left resolutely, and never left a word, Yuzhu knew that he couldn't trust her, and he could endure this matter today, just to repay her for saving her life back then.

At night, Bai Shang Lu stayed in Banfeng He, it was a woman who laughed and was charming, her lips and teeth were soft and sweet, even her black hair was gentle and curly, not at all like Yuzhu, and the face of the living was not close, she was in his arms, and the green silk swirled around her fingertips: "Childe, it hurts your body, let Fenghe wait for you to rest." ”

He chuckled lowly: "If only Yuzhu had half of your thoughtfulness." ”

Ban Fenghe covered his mouth and chuckled, and his fingertips did not forget to tease between his arms: "What Childe said is that Mrs. is a dignified princess, where can Fenghe be compared, Childe does not dislike Fenghe's lowly status, it is Fenghe's blessing." ”

"What about the princess, she doesn't do that kind of unseemly thing. ”

"Did Childe misunderstand, Madame probably wouldn't do that kind of thing. ”

"Misunderstanding, hum, what I saw with my own eyes will be fake, fortunately, Kaede, you treat me the same as before. Bai Shanglu hugged her tightly.

In the middle of the night, Banfeng Lotus tiptoed up, and the maid who was on the night vigil asked, "How is Yuzhu?" ”

She didn't move, she just kicked the people around her out. ”

"She has hard bones, she hasn't said a soft word, no matter what, as long as the son can't trust her, I will be at ease, as long as she doesn't have any more trouble, why should I go to make more trouble, it's irrelevant, just let her go. ”

Just a few days later, Bai Shanglu redeemed Banfeng Lotus and settled in the White Mansion. Yuzhu got the news, his eyes were dim, even though Bai Shanglu and she didn't care about life and death for a long time, but they still took care of each other's faces, and never tore their faces as ruthlessly as today, it seems that it no longer matters whether it was true or false that night, what matters is that it really hurts his heart.

In the twilight of spring, Bai Shanglu built a lot of construction in the front yard, cut off a large bamboo forest, dug a lotus pond, and planted lotus flowers all over the pond.

The Xifu begonias planted around the lotus pond are in full bloom, and the first blooming flowers are clustered on the branches, such as the red glow, as if overturning the rouge box of the beauty, the breeze blows, and the bright and rich splendor is spread in the sky.

And Yuzhu's birthday passed with the twilight of spring, she waited hard every day, from dawn to sunset, did not wait for Bai Shanglu's congratulatory gifts, and even people had never seen each other, Yuzhu knew that he should indulge in the gentle countryside of half a maple lotus, and had long forgotten this day.

The hot heat slowly passed away in the streamer, the backyard is still full of green bamboo, the thick green and light green all year round, Yuzhu leaned on the beauty couch, a dark shadow covered her more and more delicate body, accompanied by the sound of rustling bamboo leaves, concentrating on holding a book, but the light fell on the ground, looking at the swaying shadow silently, I don't know what to think.

"Ma'am, ma'am, no, something happened. A maid rushed in in a panic.

Yuzhu was startled, and the scroll fell to the ground with a "snap", disturbing the quiet afternoon: "Something's wrong." ”

"The one in front, the one in front, is pregnant. ”

"What, what do you say. Yuzhu was so shocked that he couldn't stand steadily, and he stumbled and fell on the couch, and his lips trembled: "Is it true?" ”

"I've already asked several doctors to take a look, and there will be no mistake. ”

Yuzhu stroked the broken hair in front of his forehead, looked as usual in an instant, calmly took a sip of cold tea, and said lightly: "I know, you go." ”

Although it is a matter of time before Banfeng Lotus is pregnant, it will come too quickly after all, and it will be too fast for Yuzhu to even start hating, everything is a foregone conclusion, starting today, her good days are really coming to an end, Yuzhu's hand is clenched tightly, and her slender nails are embedded in the flesh, but the more she pinched it, the tighter it becomes, as if there is no pain at all. Yuzhu lamented, Ban Fenghe is pregnant, relying on Bai Shanglu's favor for her, if she has a son and a half daughter, the mother is more expensive than her son, she will replace her sooner or later as the lady in charge of Baifu, although this lady is just a false name, but now she is only left with a false name.

Time flies, turning fast, Ban Fenghe has been pregnant for five months, and her bulging belly seems to be laughing, indicating that she is the one who laughs to the end in this love battle without gunpowder.

It's just that before the corners of her lips fully opened, Yuzhu sent her a bowl of ginseng soup with abortion pills, and gave birth to a stillborn baby that was less than a month.

This annoyed Bai Shanglu, he had been looking forward to the birth of this child, once his dream was shattered, his red eyes were like bloody beasts, he smashed the door of Yuzhu with a spear, and a loud slap spread far away: "That bowl of abortion pills was sent by you." ”

She didn't pay attention to the red and swollen fingerprints on her face, but tilted her head and looked at him with a smile, grabbed his spear, pulled it to the heart and stabbed it suddenly, bleeding along the fingers: "It's me, I can't live well, don't you want to live well, isn't it just a lose-lose, what I can't do, she doesn't want to do it." ”

The spear twisted, the barrel of the spear was pulled away from the spear head, the spear head was nailed to her heart, and the blood floated up, layer by layer over his eyes, as if he was angry: "Since you have done it, don't blame me for not being able to tolerate it." ”

"If you give me a letter of resignation, I can't ask for it. She raised her eyebrows slightly, with no pain on her face, a faint smile on her lips, but her eyes were indifferent and ruthless. The most tragic fate of a beauty is that when Hongyan is not there, she is still bleak at night, but she has experienced these when Hongyan is in her prime, and I have to say that she is too thin.

After that, Yuzhu did not wait for the letter of resignation, and Bai Shanglu never showed up again, he only wholeheartedly comforted the half-maple lotus who was in pain after giving birth, but the half-maple lotus really had a prosperous husband, after Bai Shanglu and her were together, he actually changed his bad luck in the past, and rose step by step in the past few years, and actually became a high-level general in the army.

Listening to these few words, Yuzhu knocked on the table and chuckled, her vision of picking a husband is really not bad, a general of the defeated army of the previous dynasty can mix to this point in the new dynasty, it can really be regarded as a dark horse, but this black horse plunged into the arms of others and never looked back.

Soon, Chen and Chu started a war, Bai Shanglu, as a senior in the army, naturally had to go to the front, the night before leaving, it was dark very early, the night was particularly heavy, there were no stars and no moon, occasionally a few insects chirped, the night wind suddenly rose, swept through the fingers, and was cold to the bones.