254 What comes is at peace
When I returned to my room and saw this violin, I felt very special in my heart, and I began to practice this technique at a very young age, and I haven't gone out to meet with friends for a long time.
Every time I play the violin in this small room, although there is no change on the surface, I am definitely unhappy in my heart.
I used to think that if one day I really left such an industry, then what else could I do, but after a long time, I realized that I would never be able to escape from the palm of my mother's hand.
I once talked to my mother for a long time about such a choice, but in the end, they all broke up like this, so I simply didn't talk about it for a while.
If it weren't for that kind of unhappy thing today, I wouldn't have used this method to contradict my mother, but now it's too late to regret it, because it's all in the past.
I was thinking that there would be fifteen minutes before it would be over, so after looking at my watch, I was still helpless to pull it up again, but at this time, my father appeared in this room.
When I saw this gift from my father, I was even more surprised, what the hell is going on?
"Don't look at me with such unbelievable gaze, who am I? I'm your father, I've been watching you for a long time lately, and although you dress very neatly every day, I don't think that's your style of dressing."
Let me tell you, I also chose it for a long time when I went to that mall, and then I thought this dress would suit you, so I found an appropriate opportunity to give it to you today.
"The person who knows you best in this world is your father, don't think I don't know all the things you do, every time you come back late, I'm waiting for you downstairs"
I already know what kind of state you are in when you walk quietly in such a family, and what kind of handling you will be when you come back, so now I just want to tell you that I agree with you to go out and do something else, as long as it is something you like.
"But I don't want you to lose such an old job, you said that you are really, today when you talk to your mother like that, I was really shocked, don't you know about this person's menopause recently? If you really know your recent behavior, I guess you will definitely not be able to bear it."
In fact, in this kind of thing, the person you should be most grateful for is me, the reason why I go out for a walk every time you come back, is because I am afraid that your mother will know what you are busy doing outside, and even if you have hundreds of mouths at that time, I am afraid that you will not be able to explain clearly.
"I know that you are now grown up and must have your own independent life, but daughter, there are some things that should not be done so decisively, you said that from the beginning of your practice of this violin, we all thought about what a perfect thing it would be to become a musician in the future."
So even though the conditions were not very good at that time, I still enrolled you in such the best school, but now that so much time has passed, it can't be said that you have gained nothing, but there is still no progress.
"Although I don't know what you're busy with outside lately, I'm sure that your time to practice is getting less and less, and there is nothing wrong with living a life with your own pursuits."
But you have to think about who you are worthy of? If you give up this profession at this time, maybe I will not forgive you in this life, and I guess if your mother knows your idea, she will sweep you out of the house.
"When I gave you this dress, it was very simple to do what you were willing to do, which is more important than anything else, but in the end, I want to tell you, since you have chosen this path, then even if you don't think about us, you can plan for yourself."
In such a huge city, if you don't have a skill, you can live your life by your own efforts, I think it's a very difficult thing.
"That's why when we applied for your school, we chose such a popular major, as long as you study hard, you will get ahead sooner or later."
Looking at the father in front of him, he really felt that this person was too powerful, how could he discover this secret at this time?
Every time I go out, I wear this kind of good girl's clothes to go out.,But when I got to another room, I changed into a very hot clothes.,I thought that such a thing would be hidden from me until now.。
But now it's okay, and it was directly exposed by an old father like this.
"I said dad at this moment, I really don't know what words to use to express my feelings, you are really more powerful than I imagined, what kind of place do you see from me, I keep changing clothes?"
Oh, by the way, you and my mother are very affectionate, if this is the case for me, then we will be cut off from now on, I know too well what kind of temperament your wife is.
"If I had known that I was living a different life out there, I would have stripped away all my skins."
Actually, I've been thinking a lot about it for a while, you say I've been struggling in such a field for so many years, but I still haven't achieved anything, if I continue like this, I really don't know what to do.
"I especially want to be the kind of musician you say, but I'm definitely not a talented person, every time I come to that school to practice, I always feel like I'm really wasting my time, and there are times when I want to sit down with you and talk calmly."
But when you look at me with such tearful eyes, I feel that I really did this, in fact, the people I am most sorry for are the two of you, so Father, I also understand that these life principles you said should be the most useful to me.
"But I want to tell you that I really don't have any nostalgia for this industry anymore, if I were to be like that, how could I not have achieved an ideal score in this exam? I would have liked to tell this news in front of my mother today."
I admit that you have really suffered for me for so many years, but so what, no matter what I do, I should be an individual, I should have my own way of life and time.
"If I always live under your arrangement, I guess sooner or later I will become mentally ill, and even if you make me a musician at that time, I will not be able to obey your arrangement."
People should respect and understand each other, I know that you are my parents, so you will think about me in everything you do, but have you considered what my real dream is.
"My mother's temperament and character, I've had enough of it for so many years, let's say today, as soon as I entered the door, I was told how long I should practice and how long to rest, you said that I was a big girl, I can't live under such wise guidance."
I've always felt that I'm not a person who has any freedom in life, and since I started to get in touch with this field, I've thought I'm a puppet of yours and let me do whatever I want, and the so-called thread has always been in front of my mother.
"In this family, that is, you can still treat me like this, in fact, I should really sincerely say thank you to the most uplifting horse at this time, and be able to consider some issues from my point of view, if this is my mother, my God, I really can't imagine what will happen in the future"
Of course, Dad knows what kind of thoughts are in this little padded jacket's heart, but since things have come to this point, there is really no way back, even if you don't like this thing anymore, you should study it carefully.
When everyone lives in such a world, it is not easy, and there will be some troubles of one kind or another.
"You little girl, it seems that you have really grown up, I seem to be a little unable to control you, what do I mean by what I said just now? I found that you still haven't figured it out, think about it yourself."
I came to you today, just to let you have a good rest, and then let you relax for a while, maybe because of the recent time problems, I feel very nervous, isn't it?
"Also, let me warn you, although I'm not a scientist, and I don't have much research on science, but you said that you haven't changed your outfit once in a month, wouldn't your mother think it would be a little strange if she knew?"
I've always thought you're a brilliant person who should have your own way of dealing with whatever you do, but now I just want to warn you that there's no way I'm going to betray you.
"But if one day your mother finds out and you use this way to deal with this person, I guess even if I come forward, I won't be able to protect you for the rest of your life."
This kind of answer really sounds creepy, how could I forget such an important thing after so long of changing clothes?