Chapter 146: The heart is like a knife
Because some people rely on inspiration to practice Kung Fu, and it's hard to be inspired by sitting there all the time.
Take himself as an example, there will be times when he encounters a bottleneck period, and it is very uncomfortable to stay in the practice room at this time, and going out for a walk is also one of the ways to relax.
Therefore, this backyard is also built with a flower garden, which is maintained by the disciples themselves, and it can be regarded as a good fate for them.
Ji Chuyou walked to a gazebo, and was about to go in to rest for a while, but he hadn't met anyone yet and had nothing to inquire about.
Sitting in this pavilion and enjoying the scenery behind it, Ji Chuyou also recalled the time when he cultivated here.
In fact, it can be regarded as the most relaxing day in his life, and he has no other thoughts all day long, only the idea of improving his cultivation.
At that time, I still thought that I could make myself better through my own efforts, and at the same time, I could unite the whole Van Xiang Valley to make the world better.
But gradually, Ji Chuyou also found that his idea seemed to be difficult to realize, not to mention that his ability at that time was not enough, that is, the people in the entire Fanxiang Valley seemed to be more and more different from his own ideas.
This made Ji Chuyou feel very angry at the time, obviously he was the one who could find the best way to deal with the world, why did everyone seem to have done something wrong, one or two were persuading themselves not to do this, not to do that, did they have such a certainty, did they make the right choice?
Ji Chuyou recalled that time, and still felt that those people were simply unreasonable, and the idea of destroying and then rebuilding by himself was the most correct, the current world has been corrupted, and if he allowed it to develop again, the whole world would soon become extremely dark.
Thinking that these things seem to sound like grand plans, Ji Chuyou is also full of confidence in himself in his heart, he doesn't believe that he can't complete these ideas by his own realization, as long as he can bring the charm with him, then he will have a companion, and he will not be as lonely as before.
For Ji Chuyou, the reason why he was like that at that time was actually that he didn't regret it, after all, no matter what, he had already reshaped the flower charm, and looked at the current flower charm, isn't it more capable than before?
It's just that the current flower charm seems to be lost, as long as she can gradually guide well, then the flower charm will definitely be able to recover the same idea as herself.
With the charm of flowers on the side to help yourself, then your plan can be further implemented.
Thinking that his plan had more possibilities to come true, Ji Chuyou was even more excited in his heart, and he couldn't help but want to stand up and continue to look for the flower charm.
But when Ji Chuyou stood up, he found that there seemed to be a sharp gaze falling on him.
There seems to be a hint of inquiry in this gaze.
This made Ji Chu's back cold, he thought that no one would distinguish anything from his appearance now, even if someone could see through his soul, then he was not the original self at all.
Except for the current idea, the others are all brand new, and Ji Chuyou, who is becoming more and more confident in himself, doesn't care about the sight behind him, as if he hasn't found anything, and continues to walk around in this backyard, as if he is really enjoying the beautiful scenery.
When Ji Chuyou was about to walk out of this courtyard, that gaze finally disappeared, which also made Ji Chuyou secretly relieved.
Even if the performance is relaxed, but this place is still the Valley of Fanxiang after all, there is the most understanding of his own Yuanzhi.
Ji Chuyou believes that he can hide from Tianji and others, but he may not really be able to fool Yuanzhi over.
Therefore, Ji Chuyou actually didn't plan to see Yuanzhi at all, but just wanted to take advantage of this pretense to have the opportunity to come to Fanxiang Valley to find the flower charm, and ask the flower charm to take it away.
It wasn't until Ji Chuyou walked out for a long time that it didn't seem that his eyes were following him, and Ji Chuyou wanted to look back at this time to see who was standing there just now.
But before he could turn back, a person in front of him said to himself, "This son seems to be very faceless, I wonder if he is new to Fanxiang Valley?"
The person who spoke was actually Mrs. Yaoguang, and when Yaoguang looked at the strange man in front of him just now, he always felt an inexplicable sense of familiarity, as if he had seen it somewhere.
But if she really said that she had seen it, Mrs. Yaoguang couldn't remember where it was for a while, so she asked for the first time.
Ji Chuyou was a little surprised after seeing that it was Yaoguang, he thought that after what happened back then, Yaoguang would never come to Fanxiang Valley again, it seems that he really thought wrong.
Although Ji Chuyou thought about it so much, the expression on his face did not change, he still looked confused, and obviously there was no sign of knowing Yaoguang.
Yaoguang looked at the person in front of her and didn't seem to know her at all, and she also wondered in her heart if she was thinking too much.
I've been thinking about my daughter for the past two days, and I'm not in good spirits, maybe I'm really thinking too much about it just now.
Therefore, Yaoguang said to Ji Chuyou, "I'm really sorry that I recognized Gongzi as an old man just now, but now I see that Gongzi is indeed not, and I bother Gongzi." ”
Ji Chuyou nodded and said, "It's okay, in that case, madam, you better rest early." ”
After saying that, Ji Chuyou left by himself, and he didn't react anymore.
Yaoguang is not surprised, why the person in front of him can be called his wife, he now counts this as a lady's bun, although that person has been away from him for a long time, but he will always be his wife, and he will always love that person.
After experiencing such an episode, Ji Chuyou was more thoughtful, and it seemed that Yaoguang's appearance in this Fanxiang Valley just now was quite familiar, and it must not have been this time or twice, so this shows that Yaoguang Xing is more familiar with himself than Fanxiang Valley.
Ji Chuyou thought that if he wanted to find the flower charm, maybe it would be more convenient to pass Yaoguang, but now he didn't have any suitable opportunity to talk to Yaoguang, and after finding a suitable opportunity, he must have learned more about the flower charm from Yaoguang.
After Yaoguang left here, he continued to go to Hua Mei's side, just now Yao Guang heard Tianji and their people come back, so he thought that Hua Mei might run out to join in the fun.
Yaoguang thought that he must look at Hua Mei so that Hua Mei can rest on time. Allowing Hua Mei to raise her current body is the greatest contribution to her daughter.
Therefore, Yaoguang is ready to keep an eye on Hua Mei's routine for the past few days, so that Hua Mei can have a very healthy body, so that she will not let her daughter suffer more when she comes back.
In fact, it's really Yaoguang who thinks too much, and now Hua Mei is full of thinking about how to improve her spiritual power, and she doesn't care much about other things at all, even when Bi Xianqing came back to see her before, she let her refuse.
Now, after a day's rest, Hua Mei felt that her spirit had recovered a lot, and she thought that she could read a little more and rest later.
Waiting for Yaoguang to come over and see Hua Mei still reading so late, he said angrily, "Can you take care of your body, don't you know, you are the most important person now?"
Yaoguang's tone was naturally not very good, and Hua Mei was stunned, she didn't expect this Mrs. Yaoguang to care about herself.
But after thinking about it, Hua Mei also understood that what Mrs. Yaoguang cared about was obviously her daughter's body, which had nothing to do with herself.
But Hua Mei still smiled and said to Mrs. Yaoguang, "Madam, I'm fine, I've gone through a day's rest, and now I feel that I'm also very comfortable, Madame doesn't have to worry about me, Madame don't worry, I will definitely take good care of this body, I know that this has a great relationship with Madame's daughter, and I won't waste my body in vain." ”
"Hmph, it's good that you know, anyway, the most important thing for you now is to treat your body well, you should know very well why you are alive now, why you can live so well. ”
Every time Yaoguang saw such a flower charm, he became even more angry in his heart, why did all this belong to his daughter, but he still cared about such a person here.
In this way, Yaoguang felt even more uncomfortable, and after forcibly sending Hua Mei to bed, Yao Guang left, although he couldn't guarantee that Hua Mei would get up again, but now he couldn't suppress the anger in his heart.
It's good that I didn't understand it before, but now that I understand it, Yaoguang feels even more sorry for her daughter. When he thought of his daughter's soul, he still didn't know which corner he was wandering in, and whether he had been bullied by any other demons and monsters, Yaoguang's heart was like a knife.
Naturally, Yao Yi had sent someone to check on her daughter's soul, but there seemed to be no news coming back, which made Yao Guang even more anxious.
If his daughter can't find it back, he won't have hope for this day, so he has to watch the flower charm dangling in front of him every day, Yaoguang decided that it would be better for him not to be in Fanxiang Valley in these two days.
Waiting for himself to take a walk outside, while looking for his daughter.