Chapter 446 Love and Hatred

She raised her eyes to look at Luo Kui, with a smile on her lips, but tears the size of beans oozed from the corners of her eyes: "Name, my name is Xiangru, Liuqu has long been cultivated, and I have harmed no one or a ghost, I hate him, how can I help him." "She was supposed to be a woman who was as soft as water and everything went smoothly, she shouldn't be so full of resentment and anger as she is now, and she should really sigh and make people.

Su Zi stepped forward slowly: "Would you like to see him again." ”

Xiangru seemed to cry and laughed and muttered: "See him, for the past fifty years, he has come to see me once a year, I have seen enough of his face, why should I see him, no, no," she shook her head again and again, and changed her words: "I want to see him, and I have to ask him if he really likes me." ”

Su Zi bowed his head lightly and slowly continued: "If you tell us what happened to you and Liuqu back then, we can let you meet him." ”

Xiangru glanced at them and smiled tearfully: "Really, okay." She lowered her eyes and a smile tugged at the corners of her mouth: "I also want to ask him if he really likes me, and I think he also wants to know why I ended up losing him." ”

The ground in front of her bloomed dark flowers for the first time, winding all the way along the cracks in the green bricks, just like her and his heart that had long been mottled and broken: "Decades ago, our Lin family was also a big family, I was the only daughter of the Lin family, and there was a brother above, and my parents and brothers held me in the palm of their hands, spoiled, and used to it." ”

Her voice grew lower, and she looked up suddenly, her pale face with joy, such a bright and cheerful smile. Maybe the days before leaving the pavilion are the only brightness in her life, even if she is with Liuqu in the future, she has never been so bright, and she is more worried all day long.

She narrowed her eyes slightly, looked at the graceful figure on the white wall, and smiled so desolately: "At the beginning of summer, the days of reading books in the cool place are so good, but such good days pass so quickly, people are always like this, the shorter it is, the better it is." Later, my brother married a powerful sister-in-law and entered the door, and the good days came to an end. ”

Glancing at Luo Kui and the others, she lowered her eyes, and a drop of tears fell on the green brick floor, and quickly faded: "My brother and I were weak, and we watched my sister-in-law die of anger, and on that snowy day, I became an orphan girl, an orphan girl under the fence." Her eyes were cold, cold and cold, without a trace of warmth: "Do you know what it's like to lose your parents suddenly?" She crossed her arms and hugged her tightly, as if she was still in that ice and snow: "It's so cold." ”

"We really don't know. Su Zi actually pointed at Luo Kui and continued: "But we know something else, oh, she lost her mother when she was a child, and I've long forgotten what my father and mother are like." ”

She smiled, her laughter was so soft, like catkins in spring, falling to the ground silently: "It is also said that it is the same feeling as never having it and having it and losing it." It's me who is far away, after my parents passed away, my brother and sister-in-law made the decision to give me to the eldest young master of the Liu family. ”

She paused and let out a long breath: " But on the day I passed the door, I knew that he had tuberculosis, Lang Zhong said that he would not live for a year, and asked me to marry just for Chongxi, I didn't want to, but I was still tied to the chapel, who expected that the marriage would still become a funeral, in fact, widowhood is nothing, I am not afraid, as long as the life is quiet and quiet, but the second young master of the Liu family is entangled all day long, I know his temperament, naturally he is resistant to death, and finally annoyed the elders of the clan, and sent me to the old house, since then, I know that my life has just begun, it has ended, but it is just a day by day。 ”

What happened after this was the peach blossom old thing, she slowly said that the six songs she met in the back mountain, since the beginning of her life, she sang a song of joys and sorrows with no beginning and no end.

She looked straight at the void, her originally sad eyebrows suddenly opened, and she burst into a thick smile: "Later, I met him, he was so good to me, so that I didn't want to stay up like this, and I wanted to marry him wholeheartedly, in fact, I also knew that he just pitied me and didn't like me, but I still looked forward to the long time, and he could give birth to a little liking for me." ”

Luo Kui sighed, from this point of view, people live too clearly, it is definitely not a good thing, how do you like it, how do you feel pitiful, it is all affection, you can live a long time with love, Xiangru may just see too thoroughly, and it will ruin the bright life of the second half of her life.

She said sadly: "Later, I was kidnapped by the second young master of the Liu family, and was rescued by him, he insisted on marrying me, I was full of joy, but on the eve of marriage, the host came to my courtyard to find him, and wanted to persuade him again, I heard him say to the host with my own ears, since he saved me, he will no longer let me be lonely, like it, pitiful, he is a monk, he can't do I don't kill Beren, but Beren died because of me." ”

Her voice was far away, hovering in the void, as if it had floated from decades ago: "Actually, I know what he said, but when I really say it from his mouth, I still have a painful heart, I can't even hide myself, how can I hide it from others, just a little pity, what face do I have to affect his future." It just so happened that night, my brother and sister-in-law came to me, saying that they were forced by the Liu family to have no way to live, and the huge family business was about to be gone, and begged me to agree to the marriage with the second young master of the Liu family. I thought about it, I thought, whoever I marry is married, it's just like this for a lifetime, so I should get married. ”

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Misunderstandings are numerous, estrangement is everywhere, I thought that since two people know each other, they should believe in each other's hearts, but it turns out that this is not the case between them.

It turns out that Xiangru has never believed that Liuqu likes her, and has always thought that it was her infatuation that was wrong, and after digging deeper, it is only strange that Liuqu has never said what she likes, it seems that chasing the girl is still more important than words. In fact, on the question of who to marry, Xiangru is confused, pity is always better than lust, and Liuqu is always better than the unreliable second young master.

"Later," she took a deep breath, her eyes were full of tears, as if the past and old things were all emerging in it: "Later, the second young master married six concubines one after another, I am just one of the many concubines, after the freshness, they left me behind, I don't care about this, just hide in the room and don't cause trouble, I think I can avoid the disturbances, but I was still framed for cheating, the second young master refused to believe me, and insisted on sinking me into the lake." Until that time, I still don't regret it, it's my fate. ”

"If you had married Liuqu, it would never have ended like this. Luo Kui wanted to hold Xiangru's hand, but only held a piece of nothingness, and she only realized that she had been dead for decades, and she was already a blushing bone.

She squinted at them, her eyebrows seemed to be laughing, but not so real, her expression has always been very light, laughing and crying are also faint expressions, like a few faint brushstrokes on white silk, just like her life, few exist in the blank:" Married to Liuqu, how long do you think the pity can last, the change of people's hearts is just a matter of a thought, either he changes today, or others change tomorrow, I am just crumbling in the change of your coming and going, so I would rather die in the change of the person I don't love than break my heart in the change of the person I love. ”

Luo Kui was sad in her heart, decades have passed since this incident, and any true feelings and false intentions have turned into a gap between him and her that will never see each other again.

Su Zi smiled, bit down and said slowly: "You don't believe that he likes you, but if he hasn't liked you, how can he be heartbroken by your death, and want you to be reborn by any means for decades." ”

"Rebirth. Xiangru trembled slightly in pain, and snorted coldly: "What rebirth, in the past fifty years, he has been torturing me constantly, protecting my soul, telling me to survive and die, and I have been trapped in that ghost place that does not see the light of day for fifty years, this is what he calls like, I am really blessed." ”

Luo Kui sighed slightly, don't say it's Xiangru, and whoever it is will not believe it. A woman poured out her best years, in exchange for only the pity of the person she loved the most, those past words, past scenes, now think about how lightly, hard to believe, but only the person concerned knows, through those years, how much pain and affection to endure.

She took a few steps closer, staring intently at Xiangru's beautiful eyes, with tears in her eyes: "We will let you see him, and we will let you ask him in person if he likes you." ”

Luo Kui bowed slightly to Kong Qing, Kong Qing pinched a trick to put Xiangru in her sleeve, she pondered for a moment, and said slowly: "Since Liuqu is here, I will definitely go to Jianmen Pass to see Xiangru, and we will go there and wait for him." ”

Su Zi hesitated a little: "The prince is also here, but he led the troops, and the footsteps are a little slower, but he will also arrive in the next day or two." ”

In the waning West Mountain, a tree in the depths of Jianmen Pass is like a pomegranate flower in full swing and falling into the twilight, the breeze blows, setting off a faint sweet fragrance in all directions, there is a little less killing here, and more mundane.

Around that hill set up a square high platform, the whole body is pitch black, the platform is surrounded by eight huge stone pillars, the same pitch black as ink, on the seal carved countless ghost patterns, strange and indescribable.

Luo Kui and the others were hidden in the depths of the dense forest, and they could vaguely see that the Eight Emperors were covered with hair and hair on the high platform, he raised his head in despair, his face was thin and out of shape, completely bloodless, and his eyes were devoid of brilliance.

The sky was completely dark, the lights and candles were suddenly lit around the high platform in all directions, the black mist on the eight huge stone pillars was swirling, and the wet and heavy water vapor rushed straight into the sky, and the stratus clouds were also soaked into inky black, and the gloomy wind swept by, and the dense ink clouds gathered over, covering a clear sky above the high platform, and the crowd couldn't help but make a burst of noise.

Liuqu stood on the high platform, his sleeves fluttered in the wind, he raised his head and looked at the darkening sky, a little evil appeared on his face, pinched a trick, an ink-colored jade pendant on his neck jumped out of a wisp of light, wrapped around the forehead of the Eighth Prince, the Eighth Prince let out a long howl of pain, and a light white halo with a strong breath came out of his eyebrows, and was quickly collected by Liuqu.

He tore off the ink jade and threw it into the void, with one hand, the thing buzzed, and the void also turned up layers of ripples, surrounding the hills layer by layer, and the hills shook slightly, but the sky and the earth did not fall apart as he expected, and finally fell silent.

Liuqu's face changed greatly, he raised his hand and pinched his fingers, a slight light did not enter the hill, a pair of eyes looked at the depths of the hill in horror, and he couldn't say a word, the wisp of light and shadow turned into countless micro rays hovering in the sword gate, for a long time, he roared at Luo Kui's hiding place: "Who is there, get out of the old man." ”

Luo Kui and the others appeared in the dense forest, and they were carried by a blue light and fell in front of Liuqu, before they spoke

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, The prince actually brought people to arrive, surrounded everyone, and asked the archers to step forward without saying anything, Luo Kui suddenly blocked in front of Liuqu, knelt down with a plop, and said in a deep voice: "His Royal Highness the Prince, after watching this scene, if you want to kill or chop, I have nothing to say."

The prince's face changed slightly, and he looked at her with regret, and after looking at her for a long time, he waved his hand, and the archers were all hidden.

At this time, a white figure fell down in a curling manner, and gently called out six songs.

Liuqu couldn't help himself, he rushed forward in despair, stretched out his hand and stroked the figure, but a white light rippled like water, and the girl's low cry seemed to come from the sky, becoming more and more urgent.

He was stunned and stunned, his eyes were red, his fists were clenched, and even his breathing became messy, and he could only watch the white light turn sharply, and scenes of the unspeakable past appeared in front of people.

Luo Kui looked at the two people in the white light, the six songs and Xiangru, all of them were made by Su Zi according to the appearance of Xiangru's memory, and performed a disguise technique, and the past was also the two of them sang a song about the joys and sorrows of the year, she knew that she was singing about others, but the lingering affection seemed to tear her heart.

Her hands were clenched tightly in her sleeves, and her thin nails were digging into the flesh, and she was still unaware of the bleeding from the picks, and her face gradually turned pale.

Seeing this, Kong Qing hurriedly supported her and whispered in her ear: "Luokui." ”

Luo Kui came back to her senses, it turned out that she thought she was letting go, not really letting go, but hiding in the bottom of her heart, only to uncover a little gap, the heart-rending pain will be overwhelming, she thought that when they died, they could not hate, it turned out that this was not the case, no wonder there was a matter of frustration and ashes, it turned out that hatred was extreme, and even the dead refused to forgive, unwilling to let go. She pressed her mind and raised her eyes again to look at the light curtain, but it was already a different scene.

It was another world, it was the middle of winter, the snow was very large, the mountains in the distance were like endless silver dragons, entrenched in the sky, the mountains were extremely quiet, the living creatures were looking for a warm place to hide, and even the sound of soft snow flakes falling to the ground was particularly distinct.

Liuqu went out of the ancient temple in the deep mountains, and his pair of monk shoes stepped on the dead branches and leaves covered by the snow, lightly without making the slightest sound, and did not leave a single footprint.

Ten thousand years ago, the thirty-year-old face was young and tender and could pinch out the water, Luo Kui was surprised to find that the original cultivation of immortals does not mean that time stops, it is still going to grow old in a hurry, the six songs seen when I was a child, it is already the twilight of my life, I never thought that he was still very attractive when he was young, but it is a pity that the monk's robe has become a high wall between him and the rolling red dust, no matter how beautiful it is, it is in vain. If you live in the market, I don't know how many amorous debts you have to cause, and how many life of a flower-like woman will be missed. She couldn't help but look sideways slightly, and glanced at Kong Qing, who also looked like jade, and couldn't imagine what he looked like in his twilight years, Kong Qing noticed the light in her eyes, and smiled slightly: "What are you looking at." ”

She smacked her tongue, her eyes rolled, and she sighed in a low voice: "I always thought that immortal cultivators would not get old, but now it seems that it is a false rumor, I don't know what you will look like when you are old." ”

Kong Qing looked at Luo Kui and said with a smile: "Then you will be able to see it if you keep me until you are old." ”

Luo Kui's eyes lit up for a moment, raised his eyebrows, and raised his eyes to look at the white light again, and the scenery had already changed.

A month and a half of heavy snow covered the mountain, the dry firewood and wild vegetables in the temple have been exhausted, presiding over the six songs into the mountain to find, this errand should not have fallen on the head of the six songs that have become a temple monk, the reputation is outside, but the temple in addition to hosting, only he has the ability to tread the snow without a trace, travel thousands of miles a day, chopping wood, carrying water and digging wild vegetables, such rough work, can not let the host take over, then only the six songs under the host.

I don't know when the snow has stopped, and the silent mountains are becoming more and more silent at this moment, and the sky and the earth are vast and white. The sun, which had been obscured by lead clouds, shone as lazily as if it had just woken up, and the white snow shone brightly and dazzlingly.

Liuqu was tied to the heavy dry firewood on his back, but his steps were as easy as nothing on his back, and he could even free his hand to brush it on his shoulder, bringing down a dead leaf that fell after the snow. He sniffed under his nose, a slight smile on his lips, a little brighter than the clear sky after the snow.

Turning the corner, the cold air was filled with a faint fragrance of plums, and it turned out that on the edge of a mountain stream with thin ice, dozens of green calyxes were planted.

At this time, the flowers bloom in the middle of winter, and the clusters are crowded on the branches, melting in one place with the endless snow, only a little new green between the stamens, lining the flowers than the snow. Everywhere the cold wind passes, the petals flutter beautifully, almost making people mistakenly believe that the snow is falling, and the heaven and earth are overflowing with the fragrance of clear plums, and the fragrance is fragrant through the bones.

Liuqu stood in the plum forest, and he couldn't see it, but he didn't notice that there was a woman leaning under the plum tree not far away, holding a plain oil-paper umbrella with a handle, and her plain white dress was shivering coldly, until the cold wind hit, blowing off countless plum petals, and falling on the umbrella surface to make a soft sound, which alarmed the two of them.

The woman turned around and saw Liuqu, hurriedly retreated a few times, and deliberately lowered the oil-paper umbrella, which covered her eyebrows and eyes, revealing only a reddish lip. Liuqu suddenly felt that it was inappropriate, sang the Buddha horn, and was about to turn away, but the woman raised the edge of the umbrella, revealing a pale and beautiful face and white velvet flowers between the black buns, and hesitated slightly: "Master go slowly, I have something to ask for." ”

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