Chapter 416
Zhang Yiyi didn't feel that the person in front of him was deliberately lying, and even some things could basically be deduced.
All in all, it is nothing more than a love in a certain life, and this love is really not shallow, at least for that Lu Yu, it is really deep in the bone marrow, otherwise how can it be that after many lifetimes, he still remembers it, waiting for the return of his lover after reincarnation.
If you just read these as a story, maybe Zhang Yiyi would be moved by such affection and feel tears, but Lu Yu said that she was the one who had to wait, which really made her not know what to say.
In the final analysis, in her opinion, the lover of her previous life who has been separated for a long time is Lu Yu's real obsession, and she, a reincarnation freshman who has been separated by an unknown number of lives, is just a stand-in with a slight causal connection.
If she wants to admit that she is the woman in a certain life, and feel the same way as her, I'm sorry, she really can't do it.
"So, even if what you say is true, I am not the person you are waiting for, you are still you, and she is not me. ”
Looking at Lu Yu, Zhang Yiyi emphasized it firmly and calmly.
Hearing these words, Lu Yu seemed very sad, but in the end he did not directly deny Zhang Yiyi's words, compared to the previous excitement and excitement, he was too silent.
"Do you still want to know about the past?"
After a while, he opened his mouth and was rejected, and directly asked himself: "Back then, we were just ordinary mortals, but we loved each other for life, and when the marriage was about to end, I suddenly suffered an unexpected ......"
didn't have time to finish, but Zhang Yiyi directly raised her hand to signal that there was no need to say any more: "Lu Yu, that's not us, it's you and her." No matter how much you loved each other at the beginning and how you missed it in the end, leaving regrets, so that you have been haunted by it, waiting for her reincarnation for life after life, but you must understand that I am no longer her after all. ”
"No, you've just forgotten a lot of the past, and when you remember, you'll understand that she's you, you're her. ”
Lu Yu's eyes were astringent, and his heart, which had been unconscious for a long time, was in indescribable pain again.
But he didn't take a step back, and even became much stronger than his previous attitude, and he didn't listen to Zhang Yiyi's words in his heart at all.
"No, even if I really remember the life you said, I won't be her again. ”
Zhang Yiyi shook her head, although she was a little cruel, but she still said word by word: "She should have waited for you all her life but never waited for you, right? You can't let go of her, and you don't want to let go of yourself, so you try to find her on the road of her reincarnation from life to life, and then wait for her, right?"
"Yiyi, you, do you remember?"
Lu Yu was suddenly ecstatic, the whole person trembled with excitement, and he raised his hand to pull the beloved in front of him, but he was finally avoided by Zhang Yiyi, who had been prepared for a long time.
"No, I don't think of anything, what I just said is just an inference. ”
Zhang Yiyi knew that the "Yiyi" was not her, but a girl who had lived in a certain life, and her mood was also extremely complicated: "Lu Yu, your obsession is too deep, this is not a good thing for cultivators." I'm sorry, but I can't think of myself as the one you're waiting for, and I can't respond to any of your affection for her. Even if one day, you can make me remember that life, but for me it is only a certain period of time ago, and there is a life that has been dusted back to dust at the end of its death. Although I am still called Yiyi in this life, everything has long been different from the person you are waiting for, she is her, I am me, if you insist on treating me as her, in my opinion, it is a kind of disappointment to her, of course, it is also an insult to me. ”
This call poured Lu Yu's whole person into a cold heart like a big bucket of ice water, and he looked at Zhang Yiyi in front of him, his face was pale and ugly, as if he might go with the wind at any time.
And the despair and madness in those eyes spread little by little, and the whole world was accompanied by a kind of sadness that could not be dissolved.
Zhang Yiyi secretly said that it was broken, but I was afraid that this was overstimulated, in case this person did something uncontrollably, then she would not be finished.
"Lu Yu, do you really love her?"
Seeing that the situation was not good, Zhang Yiyi hurriedly subconsciously remedied: "Do you know how possessive a woman is for the person she loves?"
Wake up, big brother, you can't wait to destroy the world like this, this obsession can turn into a demon.
Wait, demonization?
Zhang Yiyi was stunned in her heart, and instantly seemed to have discovered some big secret.
In the end, the luck is still bad, what kind of luck is this, why does she always run into the spirits and monsters that turn out of the body of the Nantian Immortal King.
"What do you mean? Of course I love her, you are her, she is you! I could pay any price to wait for you, and now I have done it, and I have arrived!"
Lu Yu's emotions were almost uncontrollable, and finally because of Zhang Yiyi's last two rhetorical questions, he was finally pulled back.
As soon as he thought that the person in front of him was saying such heartless words to make a clear relationship with him, and the grievances were broken, he couldn't wait to destroy everything in this world and let everyone be buried with them.
"If you really love her as much as you say, then don't say she is me and I am hers. ”
Zhang Yiyi slowed down her tone, and could be as patient and gentle as she could: "In that life, if she knew that you were looking for her reincarnation as her to make up for it and continue the previous relationship, even if it was her own reincarnation, she would be sad, sad, and maybe even angry or even hate you." After all, the only one who really has a heart with you and loves you without regrets is her in that life, do you understand?"
Mother, in order to live well, she can be regarded as open-minded, the truth doesn't make sense, then on the contrary, don't people love others, love with all your heart, love well, don't make so many reincarnation relationships and the like.
If it were her, she would really rather live in her lover's heart forever than find a substitute for her lover, even if the stand-in was a new life after I don't know how many times of reincarnation.
When I think about it, I always feel a little inexplicable, after all, it is not a reincarnation with memories together, and everything has not changed from beginning to end.
I don't know if the people who mentioned that life would be sad, sad, angry and even hate Lu Yu, at this moment, Lu Yu finally listened to it, and the whole person was stunned in place, a pair of eyes drooped in panic, and he didn't speak for a long time, and fell into unprecedented confusion.
Seeing this, Zhang Yiyi finally breathed a sigh of relief secretly, if she didn't guess wrong, Lu Yu in front of her was afraid that it was the obsession of the Southern Heavenly Immortal King.
If you want to say that this is not known how many thousands of years have passed, she can't say how much Lu Yu's so-called love for that girl is, but it must be more about the pain of loss and the obsession of waiting for his lover's debt even more to make him draw a prison, and the longer the time, the more he can't let go and can't let go.
Even, Zhang Yiyi felt that the part of the Nantian Immortal King deliberately left the part of his obsession here to wait for his lover in reincarnation, and finally it was just to really solve this demon.
However, of course, she would not be stupid enough to ask these questions, but if she was not mistaken, things should not be as bad as she thought.
So, what is she now?
Half a spiritual mentor is here to enlighten my boyfriend who doesn't know how many lives ago?
The more Zhang Yiyi thought about it, the more she felt trembling, all this bloody thing could be touched by her, to put it mildly, that previous life really couldn't tell whether it was her own past life, or her original life.
It seems that no matter what, she really has to persuade this Lu Yu today, and completely untie the knot in other people's hearts, not for others, just for her own good, she can't stand idly by.
"You...... Is it all true?"
I don't know how long it took, Lu Yu finally spoke again, his voice was indescribably dry and hoarse, and it made people feel very unloved.
Zhang Yiyi nodded: "Of course it's true, I have no reason to lie to you." ”
"But you are her reincarnation, and I can only find you. ”
Lu Yu's tone was heartbreakingly desperate, "I can only find you", that's because I can't find her anymore.
It turned out that he actually knew in his heart that the person after the reincarnation was no longer her, not to mention that he didn't know how many lives he had been reincarnated, but he had never been willing to admit it in his heart.
The girl who only smiled at him and only made trouble at him could no longer be found, and he didn't have the ability to break into the Hades Palace in time to bring her girl back to the Netherworld, and when he had that ability, her girl didn't know where the reincarnation was.
He later searched for her girl from reincarnation at all costs, hoping that one day he would be able to wait for his girl again, waiting to make up for everything he once owed her.
But now, her reincarnation has clearly exposed everything, even if she finds her reincarnation, there is no one in this world who is exactly the same as her after all, even if it is her reincarnation, but she is no longer the only one she was at the beginning!
"I can't find her, I can't find her anymore! I said that I would go back to marry her soon, and that she would wait for me. But I lost my word, and by the time I got out of my predicament and went back to her, she had already turned into a white bone and separated me from life and death. ”
Lu Yu suddenly cried, crying like a child, pitiful and helpless: "She waited for me all her life and didn't wait for me, so she stayed at the place where I had an accident and waited for me alone and didn't wait for me all her life." It's me who can't live up to her, it's me who has failed her all my life, it's me who hurt her! How I want to make up for her, but I can't find her again! I keep looking for her in reincarnation, and I've been guarding here to wait for her back, I think that one day I can wait for her back, no matter how many thousands of years, even forever, as long as I keep waiting, I will be able to wait for her back one day! But I was wrong, I can't find her anymore, I can't find her anymore, I can't wait anymore!"
That sound can no longer be found, and she can't wait any longer, like a needle, it is densely pierced into Zhang Yiyi's heart, making her so uncomfortable that she is almost out of breath.
Her nose was sore, and she held back the tears that almost welled up, so as not to let herself lose her temper too much.
"Did you deliberately not come back?"
After a while, Zhang Yiyi asked silently on the side.
"It's not. ”
After Lu Yu cried a lot, the tears finally stopped, but his voice was still choked with an uncontrollable voice.
The boy has tears and doesn't flick, but he doesn't get to the sad place.
"Have you been trying desperately, all the time, to get back to her as soon as possible?"
Zhang Yiyi asked again.
"Yes!"
Lu Yu nodded, but it was a pity that it took him sixty years to cultivate from a mortal to the point where he could open the closed enchantment that held him, and the conflict was still a step too late.
"Do you still love her after she dies?"
Zhang Yiyi asked again.
"Of course, always in love. ”
Lu Yu's expression was a little wooden, and it wasn't until he mentioned the word love that a touch of warmth surged in his eyes.
"Then have you ever done anything to be sorry for her, have you ever been sorry for her?"
Zhang Yiyi asked her last question.
"No, I didn't. ”
Lu Yu didn't think about why Zhang Yiyi asked these questions at all, but instinctively answered subconsciously.
"In that case, don't blame yourself anymore, because she never blames you, and she doesn't want you to live like this and never let go. ”
Zhang Yiyi said sincerely: "You love her so much, and so does she, if you love someone, you will only want the person you love to be happy and happy whenever and wherever you are, and you will not want the person she loves to live forever in pain, regret and self-blame." ”
Lu Yu was stunned, and finally raised his eyes to look at Zhang Yiyi again, and looked at the girl he thought he had waited: "Really?"
"Of course it's true. ”
Zhang Yiyi smiled slightly: "Although I am not her, but I am her reincarnation, since I think so, she loves you so much, it must be even more so, what do you say?"
Lu Yu's reaction seemed to be a little sluggish, but in the end, he still listened to Zhang Yiyi's words, especially the sentence: She loves you so much.
Yes, his girl is so kind, so beautiful, loves him so much, and waits for him willingly for a lifetime, how can she hate him, how can she not forgive him.
In fact, for so many thousands of years, it has always been himself who really hates him and can't forgive him!
He waited for tens of thousands of years, and while he wanted to find his girl from reincarnation, what he wanted was his girl's forgiveness for him, right?
But now he realized that he had been mistaken, and his girl had never blamed herself, and she was reluctant to blame him.
He couldn't let go of everything at the beginning, he couldn't let go of himself, but he still had to beat the girl he loved, and forcibly bound his own mistakes to his girl, and this kind of persistence almost wronged his girl.