94 The Mystery of Origin
After hearing this tone, Cherry immediately began to become very serious, although his experience in the past few years has not been particularly good, but it is not particularly miserable, but let himself know something, and this matter has hit himself very hard.
Cherry has always felt that she has a very happy and complete home, and everyone in the family cares about herself very much, and she takes care of herself a lot, but she didn't expect that after so many years, she finally let herself know a truth.
Now I am very proud of a family, I don't know when I became an outsider, and since that time, no matter how hard I work in the future, it seems that I can't integrate into this new family at all, not because others are very indifferent to me, but because I can't fit into the current feeling at all.
And since I knew about it, I didn't have a way to stay at home, after all, in my heart, I felt that this family no longer belonged to me completely, but to another person, and I was the only person in this family, and I didn't have any face to continue to stay in this home, but to rely on this home.
Of course, the other people didn't say anything superfluous, and they were no different from before, but they suddenly felt that after knowing about this matter, they didn't have any face to stay here.
Li Xue saw that Cherry's face became very ugly, and he knew that something must have happened, and there must have been something that he couldn't forget for a long time during this time, and this incident would definitely bring him a big blow, otherwise his face would not be so ugly.
After all, Cherry can be regarded as a relatively quiet girl, if he encounters something unhappy, he will definitely show it on his face as soon as possible, and he will definitely not hide it in his heart like others, but for some inconsequential people, he will not show anything, but in front of himself, there is no need for him to hide his emotions.
Instead, it completely revealed the emotions.
Said "It seems that during this period of time, you have indeed experienced some very bumpy things, if you don't mind, you can talk to me at that time, and if you are a person hiding in your heart, it may cause a lot of harm to you, because this situation must be spoken, only when all the dissatisfaction in your heart is said, your heart will feel very happy."
Especially for girls like us, if they encounter something unhappy, they must say it in time, so that they can be more happy in their hearts. β
Cherry was reluctant to say these words at first, because it was all her own family business, and it didn't make sense to say it to anyone, let alone just about herself, and she always felt that if she said it, she would not have any face, and she would feel that others would definitely look down on her.
But in the end, he still chose to speak, saying, "Since you want to know, then I know that you are alone, and I have never said anything else, and this matter has been hidden in my heart for a long time, and I have never thought of sharing it with others, but you are no one else, and you are my good sister, so I think it is still necessary to tell you about this matter."
But I want you to promise me, if I tell you, you must keep it for me, and you must not tell this secret to anyone, not even our best friends, because I have never told anyone about it, but it is about my face. β
When Li Yixue heard this, she knew that this matter would definitely be very serious, but she was not sure what it was, but she would still agree to what her friend said, because now she is the only listener, so the only listener must do the listener's thing, since she heard someone else's thing, she needs to be tight-lipped, and she must not leak half a word to the third person.
So I immediately agreed to my friend's request with great certainty.
He said, "Don't you rest assured, don't you know who I am? We have known each other for so many years, my mouth is very tight, no matter what comes to me, it is equivalent to reaching a terminal station, if I can get your permission, I will never easily tell others about this matter, not to mention that you have blessed me so much, so I will not tell others this anyway, you can rest assured, there will be absolutely no trouble.
Since you choose to believe me and tell me about it, there is something I can do not keep a secret for you, and if I can't even keep this thing for you, then I will definitely be a failure. β
Cherry nodded with satisfaction, but the expression on her face was still very ugly, at this time she took a sip of water, calmed her emotions, and slowly spoke later.
"Actually, I have one thing that is very serious, and you should not imagine that my happy family does not belong to me, and I am the superfluous person in this family, I have always felt that I am the most favored person in this family, but one day, I suddenly found some proof, only to find out that I am not from this family, and they brought me from another place. That is to say, I should have no parents at that time, and I was helpless, but they looked at me and felt pitiful, and they thought that I was a girl, and their family conditions were also good, so they brought me back without any hesitation.
But at that time, I was still relatively young, and I didn't remember some things very clearly, so when I returned to this home, I slowly regarded it as my own home, and after getting along for a while, I would feel that this was my real home, but this thing was true after all, and it couldn't be hidden, and there was something to prove, and it was a coincidence that I saw these things.
But they are still not sure if I know the news, and they don't show any performance, they still love me and take care of me as before, but I feel that since I am not from this family, and I have no blood relationship with everyone in this family, so I don't need to stay in this family anymore, so I am very unhappy during this time, and I deliberately find a lot of excuses every day not to stay at home.
Because this is the only way to make my heart a little more comfortable, if I know that I am not a person in this family, and I will stay in this family every day, I will definitely feel very guilty in my heart, and even feel a little uneasy, since I am not a person in this family, why do I want to stay here every day? So I can't believe it myself, so I'm desperately looking for you, I didn't expect you to be really found by me, I didn't want to tell you about it, but since you want to know so much, then I can only tell you, is it now that I think I'm really a very poor person, I always thought it was a very happy family, and now it really doesn't belong to me.
And I have always been very proud of this family, everyone in the family loves me very much, including my parents, including my brother, they have always been very good to me, and even I suddenly felt that I had nothing to regret, but after I knew about it, I suddenly felt that the things I had done to them before were really too willful, obviously I was not their biological child, but they always tolerated me infinitely.
And I've always blindly asked the manager to do this for me, to do that for me, now that I think about it, it's really hateful, if I had such a child, I guess I would have ignored him a long time ago, not to mention that we don't have any blood relationship between us, but if I want to continue to live in this family, I guess I will definitely adapt to it for a while.
Because I now know what my true identity is, it shouldn't be easy to stay in this home.
It should be a very difficult thing to do when nothing happens, but I will still work very hard to complete it, after all, this thing has been maintained for so many years, and I don't want to, because I found such a small thing, and I turned my face with everyone, even if I am not a person in this family, but they also sacrificed a lot for me, and it took a lot of effort to cultivate me, after all, I need a lot of care from childhood to adulthood, and I really feel the love from themγ
So no matter what, I will try to integrate myself into this home, but no matter how hard I try, there always seems to be something that seems to be blocking me, and it seems that there is always an invisible glass-like thing in front of me, blocking my steps in the ancestral house. β