My name is Wan Lejing, and I am a cultivator in the Lingshan Temple on Lingyun Mountain, and I studied under Xu Xiude.

Ever since I was sensible, I was sent to the Lingshan Temple by my father. Master and the brothers and sisters in Guannai have been very kind to me, and they are more like my relatives than my father and two brothers.

My experience over the past fifteen years has been uneventful, plain. In addition to eating and sleeping every day, it is to follow the master and master to cultivate the Tao.

The senior brothers and sisters in the temple will also practice martial arts with the master, and when the kung fu and Taoism have reached a certain level, they will be sent to the bottom of the mountain to practice.

In the Master's mouth, the mountain is the dojo, and the mountain is red dust.

I also longed to see one day what the so-called red dust was like.

However, I was born with weak meridians and could not practice internal strength, so I followed my ancestor to practice some fist and foot kung fu to strengthen my body.

I thought that I might spend my whole life slowly in the mountain dojo, and then ascend to the immortal as Master said.

But the "Elixir Conference" a few days ago completely changed my monastic career.

I have organized two elixir conferences with Master, and I thought that this time, like the previous two times, I would help customers from afar set up stalls, and then help the medicine farmers in the surrounding mountain villages sell herbs.

But the master said that this elixir conference was different from previous years, and it would be held at night. And the "Moon Lotus" left in the Taoist temple by the mysterious person will also be exhibited at this elixir conference.

The "Lotus Under the Moon" is a miraculous elixir that will only bloom on the night of the full moon. For many years, my ancestor and I have taken good care of it, and my ancestor has always regarded it as a treasure, so why should I exhibit it at this elixir conference?

After I was busy as usual, the Master suddenly found me and asked me to inform the Master to prepare the opening speech of the Elixir Conference. Although I was a little puzzled why my master had specifically asked me to inform my master, the elders did not dare to disobey him.

Unexpectedly, when I left the gate, I saw a man and a woman, and two young people of the same age as me.

From that man, I felt a mysterious aura, similar to the breath of the "moon lotus"! And it was rare that they were the same age as me, and they were still from the "red dust", so I couldn't help but talk to them.

The woman called herself "Jiu'er", and the man called her "Shen Qi".

Then came a man named Yu Cheng'an. I wanted to know why Shen Qi had the aura of "Lotus Under the Moon", and I wanted to know more about "Red Dust", so I took the initiative to tell them about the interesting stories I had when I entertained you guests today and the novels I had read.

I didn't expect Shen Qi, Brother Shen, to actually hear the words I read from his fifth sister, this made me a little happy.

Later, I saw with my own eyes that Brother Shen was recognized by the "Moon Lotus" and received the gift of "Moon Lotus".

Then Shizu pulled Brother Shen into her courtyard, and the two chatted for a long, long time.

It was the first time I saw that my master valued a person so much, and I couldn't help but be extremely curious. What secrets is hidden in this Brother Shen?

Later, after waiting for a long time, I didn't see Brother Shen and Shizu come out, and I, Sister Jiu'er and Big Brother Yu, fell asleep in the corridor outside Shizu's courtyard.

When I woke up, there was only Brother Yu who was close to me, but Sister Jiu'er and Brother Shen were nowhere to be found.

At that time, I had a faint feeling that Brother Yu seemed to like me.

I've read a lot of novels before, and I've been attracted by the lingering love stories in them. I also fantasized about having someone who really cares about me and loves me, like in the novel, so that I can be the enemy of the world!

But Master said that I am a cultivator.

A monk should be pure in heart and away from love.

Although Lingshanguan can't help but get married, the ancestor once said that if the Dao heart is not strong enough, try not to consider the marriage event. Because the love between men and women is very easy to damage the Taoist heart, it is difficult for the cultivator to go further in the Dao.

Therefore, I avoided Brother Yu far away, not wanting him to fall deeper and deeper.

I thought that this was the end of the matter, and that it was time for me to return to my normal monastic life.

Unexpectedly, yesterday it was bright, and Brother Yu and Sister Jiu'er came to Lingshan Temple to ask about the "Wang Yuanwai" I saw the night before. Later, I learned that it was the person named "Wang Yuanwai" who died, but his death was very strange. Brother Yu and Sister Jiu'er came for this case.

So at the invitation of Brother Yu and Sister Jiu'er, I accompanied them down the mountain to investigate the death of Wang Yuanwai.

I'm curious why it's just the two of them, where did Brother Shen go? Sister Jiu'er said that Brother Shen left temporarily. But I saw that Sister Jiu'er seemed very silent after she finished speaking, so I guessed that there should be some unpleasantness between her and Brother Shen, so I didn't continue to ask.

When we stopped halfway to rest, we met two bad guys who were extremely strong in kung fu.

Listening to Sister Jiu'er, one of them is the second elder of the Yunlai Sword Sect and the top master of the "Three Combinations Realm" ranked forty-seventh in the "Jianghu Master List" - Chun Yu Cangshu, and the other is Jiang Tianming, a handsome young man who claims to be under the Yunshan Sect.

In order to protect us, Sister Jiu'er tried her best and finally defeated Chun Yu Cangshu, who was careless and underestimated the enemy. But he was not sure to beat Jiang Tianming.

At the critical moment, Brother Shen suddenly arrived, and finally defeated Jiang Tianming with all his means.

At that moment, I felt a sense of humiliation in my heart that I had never felt before.

Because my meridians are weak, I can't practice internal strength, and my fist and foot skills are too poor, I can't help Sister Jiu'er and Brother Shen at all, and I have to rely on them to protect me!

In fact, I can feel that Brother Shen likes Sister Jiu'er very much, and Sister Jiu'er also cares about Brother Shen very much.

I don't know why, when this idea popped into my heart, I was a little envious of them.

But I have always kept in mind the words of my master, I am a cultivator!

Cultivators should be pure in heart and away from love.

Although I saw that Brother Shen and Sister Jiu'er liked each other, loved each other, and helped each other, I was really moved and envious.

But for the sake of the inheritance of the Lingshan Guandao method, I can only silently bury my envy in the bottom of my heart.

Actually, I know that Brother Yu is interesting to me, and he also showed it on the way.

But I heard Sister Jiu'er say that he is the son of King Ning. Although I don't know who King Ning is, I understand that I am not qualified to like others.

But...... Seeing that Brother Shen and Sister Jiu'er like each other, I am very envious.

Gradually, I seemed to like the way Brother Yu cared about me, so I could only pretend to be stupid.

As the investigation in Wangjia Village gradually deepened, I gradually learned the story between Sister Jiu'er and Brother Shen. Although there is no thrilling experience, and there is no tactfulness of a hundred turns, I just envy it.

So I kept asking myself, what exactly do I really want?

Taoist Inheritance?

In the end, I realized that what I wanted might just be the love between Sister Jiu'er and Brother Shen, right?

If I just look at it from afar, maybe my irresponsible thoughts are just a germ of it, and after returning to the Taoist temple, I will regain the Tao again, and this naïve and irresponsible idea should soon disappear.

That's what I thought at the time.

But since the three of us were stunned by that group of villains and were rescued by Brother Shen, and when I saw Brother Shen again, I always felt that something had changed.

It's like Brother Shen has an inexplicable breath on his body, this kind of breath I have only felt on Shizu, but the breath on Shizu's body is obviously not as strong as that on Brother Shen's body.

It was a strange, mysterious, intense sense of intimacy!

It's like the intimacy between relatives, but it's also like something else.

I don't know if what happened to Brother Shen or what happened to me, but this strong sense of intimacy both made me feel comfortable and frightened.

Because I found out that I unconsciously peeked at Brother Shen! I even wanted to get close to him and know everything about him!

What's going on here?

I'm scared.

Because I had a terrible guess - I probably seem to like I like Brother Shen.

I know that what Brother Shen likes is Sister Jiu'er. The two of them are talented and beautiful, a natural pair!

But I don't know why, at first I saw the intimacy between Brother Shen and Sister Jiu'er, and I only had envy and blessings in my heart. But when I see it now, an indescribable anger rises in my heart.

All these changes started after Brother Shen saved us!

So...... What happened before that? Brother Shen obviously hasn't changed, but I just think he's very kind.

Later, Brother Shen fell into a coma, and Sister Jiu'er eagerly tried to find a way to bandage his wounds and recuperate his body.

At that time, I knew very well that I was not worthy of Brother Shen.

So I silently blessed the two of them in my heart, but ...... But deep down in my heart, there was a faint unwillingness that made me angry.

Later, Brother Shen and Sister Jiu'er went directly to Yunkeju, and Brother Yu invited me to Ningwang Courtyard to rest temporarily.

I thought, Brother Yu likes me, or I shouldn't keep my eyes on Brother Shen. So I agreed to Brother Yu's proposal.

I was treated very well in the Ningwang Courtyard, but for some reason, I felt extremely uncomfortable all over my body.

I want to get out of here as soon as possible!

After my repeated requests, Brother Yu finally agreed to go to Yunkeju with me to find Brother Shen and Sister Jiu'er.

When I saw Brother Shen again, I really had mixed feelings in my heart.

This time, Brother Shen and Brother Yu talked a lot, and I also listened to a lot.

Only then did I realize that I really knew too little about Brother Shen.

It wasn't until I heard that he was willing to join the Xuanjiawei for Sister Jiu'er's sake, that I knew that it would be impossible for me to rob Brother Shen with Sister Jiu'er in this life......

No, why do I think this way?

Brother Shen and Sister Jiu'er are a couple!

It seems that this "red dust" is really terrifying, and I want to return to Lingshan Temple to continue cultivating, and I don't want to go down the mountain in this life.

I'm sorry, Master...... Shizu ...... Jing'er's Dao heart was still damaged.