Chapter 46: The Streamer Falls
"Heartbreaker ...... Bleeding"
The only time she faced the decision of life and death was because of the loss of control of her mind. Now the person in front of him, who has little friendship with him, would say such a thing. Also, if it weren't for the matter of life and death, how would he be idle to please himself.
"Are you afraid?"
"I'm afraid, of course I'm afraid, but why should I fall in love with you, and be willing to shed my blood for you. ”
Zhong Yan let go of his hand, "Of course you don't need to, even if that verdict is true, it doesn't matter." ”
"What verdict?"
"You don't have to know. He re-tied her loose cloak streamers.
"There are some things that you either don't do at all, or you don't regret doing them. ”
If you regret it, you will regret it, no matter what the ending will be, he Zhongyan will accept it.
"Have you forgotten that you are the Ibarayama Demon Venerable...... If I can help you, it's okay to break your heart and bleed. "Even if you lose your life, the people of Cishan can be protected, and the Star Monarch will understand that his meager life can be regarded as somewhat useful.
"No, I don't want ......" he quickly shook his head and vetoed.
"It's me who is too gullible to do so many foolish things. "Since he ascended to the position of Demon Venerable, he has been walking on thin ice every day, and every step he takes is no longer as he wants, and he has thousands of living beings in his heart.
"My life is worthless, like a human animal, and it will eventually become a piece of roast meat at the court table. ”
Zhong Yan held her in his arms and found that she was cold at the moment.
"What's wrong with you, say this. ”
She couldn't say why she was so sad tonight, and she didn't reject Zhong Yan's embrace.
Xu is homesick, Xu is nostalgic for the happy days when he was accompanied by Xingjun in the heavenly court, Zuyun is funny, Xu is worried and committed suicide again, Xu is ...... Xingjun said to let him wait, but it took so long...... No one came to her......
Even if she didn't want Xingjun to really look for her in the lower realm, as she did back then, no matter how far away she was, she didn't dare to think that she would have to spend so many years by herself in the future.
"With so much wind and rain you see, will you be lonely?" asked Ember suddenly.
"He has traveled the world for hundreds of years and participated in the Ibarayama War for decades...... The only time I realized my loneliness was on the night I ascended to the throne of the Demon Venerable. ”
Zhong Yan hugged her tighter, "Someone said to me that if you reach the top of ten thousand demons, you will have to be lonely and incomprehensible to everyone. I thought about it again and again, and it was at that moment that I felt lonely. ”
"Thinking that this life will be at the end at a glance, I feel fearful, and then lonely. His white fingers wiped away the tears that had risen from the embers at some point.
"If I had to choose one more time, I would leave. ”
Ember stretched out her hand, and a few Xiaoxing fell on her palm, "We are all people who can't change our lives, you were born to be a demon venerable, and I was born to just keep losing, and in the end there is nothing left, and nothing is left." ”
"I have only one name. "She blew away the suppers.
"The night is the light of the mountain, the moon is the light of the world, you just didn't find the one who can light the light for you. ”
"Have you ever loved anyone?"
Zhong Yan wanted to say, I loved you, but he wasn't sure, he was amorous, and he couldn't tell his true heart.
"I have loved a man...... "he took me from a far, far away place to heaven, and many years later, because I was guilty, I left again and came to this strange land. ”
"He sought me, and I sought him, and now we are separated again. ”
"Will he come to you?"
"I don't know, he told me to wait for him to ......"
"Then do you still love him?" Zhong Yan envied the person who could win her heart.
"Love, I've always loved, but I dare not love more and more, the taste of separation is like a thorn, piercing the heart, and the pain is unbearable. She caressed the heart that was born of the dust.
"Have you ever heard of Lethe water?"
No one knows that when mortals want to give up their obsessive affection, they will be desperate to find Lethe and want to be reborn. The person loved by the East China Sea Zongji went to drink the water of the Lethe River and forgot her cleanly.
He heard the story from the old storyteller in the world.
Many people lamented the negative heart of mortals, and the pity of Zong Ji. But he was wondering why he had to travel a long distance and go through hardships and dangers to drink the water of Lethe River if that mortal was really a heartless person. If you really don't care about that emotion, it doesn't matter what you want, and if you can't let it go, you'll drink Lethe water.
Perhaps that mortal was crazy in his thoughts, haunted by his thoughts, and after thinking about it again and again, he decided to forget the East China Sea Zongji, who was impossible with him.
Giving up on her, he had no choice but to give up, only by giving up, she could get out of that love catastrophe and be happy for the rest of her life.
Love but can't, choose to forget or remember, if he chooses, he will choose to remember forever, because this world is really rare.
"Of course I did. Lethe only works for mortals. ”
He wanted to tell her that some one of his people in a hurry would brew Forgetfulness, a wine that would break the love of demons.
"Zhong Yan. She called him.
"What's wrong?"
"I'm tired of my life right now. She opened up to him, "A friend told me that death is also a kind of life. ”
"How do you break your heart and bleed to be as you want?"
At some point, a short knife appeared in her hand, the blade was sharp, and the cold light appeared.
"Ember!" Zhong Yan didn't want to use his mana to grab the short knife, for fear of hurting her, so he grabbed her delicate wrist.
"It's all liars. ”
It's all liars, Xingjun said that as long as her heart grows up, she can be in the sky with him for a long time, and she promised to be a good monster and be happy in her life, but her whereabouts are unknown......
"Just let me bleed, I willingly, I don't regret it. ”
Zhong Yan roared angrily, "I regret it, I shouldn't have entangled with you, I shouldn't believe in any life and death judgment!"
He took her hand hard and reached his heart, and after another minute, blood gushed out.
"There are many women around me that I have never loved, because I don't know what love is. However, when I meet you, just like at this moment, I would rather be ashamed of the beings of Ibarayama than hurt you. ”
There was no time to use a spell to eliminate the short knife, and the ember saw it pierce into Zhong Yan's heart, and the right hand holding the knife was suddenly dyed red.
"I think I might be in love with you. ”
Zhong Yan was so painful that his hands were propped up on the ground, his clothes were mottled, and the blood stains were terrifying.
"What do you love about me, I don't have anything, you fool ......" Seeing that Zhong Yan, who was injured by himself, was still talking nonsense, he almost cried like a breakdown.
"Don't cry, I won't die, just a few days of cultivation. He didn't expect that he was still enjoying supper at night, but now he was injured.
As a demon venerable, he naturally has high mana, and a small injury is nothing, but it makes her cry uncontrollably.
"Ember promised me not to die, but to live a long time. ”
"Promise me as you say. ”
Zhong Yan cast a spell, the short knife was gone, and the blood became more and more severe, and Ember trembled and covered his wound with his hand.
He bowed his head, put his arms around her waist, and kissed her on the lips.