Chapter 60: Vulgar thoughts are not concerned
"Girl, go to the East China Sea, be careful. He summoned the Tusu Ghost Beast to restrain the extravagant hope of letting the Ember return with him, "There are many matters in Shengzhou that I still need to deal with, so I will go back first." ”
I haven't seen the woman who thinks about it day and night for a long time, but this time I meet again, but I want to separate, and he knows that he is going to become the deep-minded, indifferent and ruthless Shengzhou Mountain Jun again. There is no gap between him and her, not to talk about identity, but the path of each other in the future, it is only a matter of time before the sins he has done will be punished by God, and she will eventually have a long-term path of happiness.
He loves her, he loves her very much, but he knows how to measure and admonish, and what he wants to give her is a life of freedom in addition to love.
Zhong Yan bowed his hand to him, "Shanjun take care of it all the way, and he will take good care of Ember below." ”
He patted Ember lightly, "Little girl, remember what I told you. ”
"Changdi, thank you. She pretended to smile firmly, and was reluctant in her heart, a lonely and all-encompassing person like him may be the most worrying, "After I go back, don't think about it, I'll be fine." ”
"Good...... I remember everything you said. His eyebrows froze, and he smiled loosely.
Ember watched Changdi ride the ghost beast and disappear abruptly, and took off the hairpin.
She turned to him and said, "Luo Tang is the husband I told you about who had a wedding with me." ”
He ...... How?" he couldn't bear to speak, but he couldn't let go of his curiosity about her past.
"He is a teacher in the world, because he ignored the precepts of the academy, he read in the middle of the night, knocked over the lamp, and made the academy go to water. The peach blossoms in the palm of her hand are like the rouge she wiped when she got married, and the peach sung by Sister A is still in her ears......
"Why do you love him?"
She sat on the edge of the cliff, looking at the magnificent glow, which faded into the darkness of the night.
"He is the mortal body of Xingjun, and because I love Xingjun, I love them together. "She's just a little fire demon from the Nameless Valley, she's never learned how to love someone, she thinks that as long as someone is good to her, it's love, so she loves Xingjun the most.
But when her heart grew out and slowly grew well, she began to distinguish the weight of love, and realized that the love between men and women may have another staggered layer.
The love stories told by Zu Yun, she felt that she couldn't touch them at all, so her analysis of love became more and more blurred, what is love?
She didn't understand, and she didn't seem to want to.
Zhong Yan saw that when she talked about Xingjun, her tone trembled, and she knew that that person had taken root deep in her heart, gave birth to branches, and became prosperous.
He wasn't going to ask any further, why bother, the past and the present were two different things, and it was already blissful to sit with her in the twilight at the moment, and as for the rest, I didn't want to. He lay on the ground, his hands on his head, looked at the eternal clouds, and muttered, "Actually, my previous name was not Zhong Yan. ”
Ember also lay down with him, looking sideways at him, "What was your original name?"
"I don't know, I don't even know how I was born. He said to himself, "It was as if I had been drugged with some great medicine, and I couldn't remember anything that had happened before, and I knew that I woke up in one place, and saw my handsome face in the water, and then I walked east and west, and all over the place." ”
"I went to a lot of places, listened to a lot of stories, and then came to Ibarayama unconsciously, and saw the beautiful scenery, but also saw the devastation of life. Only with his own call, he led the demons, went through a hundred battles, revitalized Ibaryama, and became a demon venerable. ”
She still looked at him like that, she never thought that as a beautiful male demon venerable, Zhong Yan, who seemed to be carefree and amorous, and was self-satisfied, turned out to not even have a previous life.
Qing Ze's ghost world torture instrument caused Zhong Yan's forehead to crack, and it will definitely leave hideous scars, and those women who are obsessed with his beauty may also dislike it. She was a little distressed, and she also deepened her grudge against Qing Ze, after killing Qing Ze, she had to destroy his appearance, although it was cruel like this, but the retribution was mutual, the so-called one retribution and one retribution.
"And how did you get your current name?"
"Do you remember the old mortal gentleman I told you about before I died?"
Of course, Ember remembers that unforgettable moment, and now he feels terrified when he thinks about it, "Yes. ”
"I went into the mortal world, and outside a thatched hut, I met him, who was dying at that time. "He spoke calmly," he said, "he said that when he was young, he was the head of a sect, and because of greed, he killed many people, until one day, he stabbed a woman and grabbed him by the corner of his clothes. ”
And the woman said, Put down the butcher's knife, for thou art over fifty years old, and thy life is coming to an end. ”
She unconsciously shed tears, "That woman knows him?"
Zhong Yan nodded and said, "He stabbed the woman again with a smile, and a few days later, he suddenly found that his temples were white, and the corners of his eyes were frosty. ”
That year, outside a thatched hut, he saw a white-haired old man lying on the ground, dressed in rags, with a basket of berries at his feet. He asked the old man if he needed to go into the city to ask for a doctor, his eyes were sunken, he struggled to grasp Zhong Yan's hand, and said a lot of words in a trembling manner.
He said that he had done no evil in his life, had never saved people and done good, and thought that there would be a lot of retribution, so he dismissed the sect and retired to the mountains and forests for several years, and was safe and stable. sighs that the so-called retribution is all a fallacy, just bluffing.
But once dreamed that when he was a servant in a rich mansion when he was young, he often couldn't eat enough because he was always secretly practicing martial arts. There is a young lady in the house who will leave a bag of bait in the corner of the wall every day and give it to me as a supper.
After that, she left home and married, and I was appreciated by nobles and became an adopted son, and I was insatiable and greedy, and from then on I made murder a career.
He burst into tears, and my retribution was to kill the only person in the world who loved me, and the only person I ever loved.
After listening to the repentance of the old man's life and death, Zhong Yan made a long-cherished wish in his life when he put the sky lantern later: not to seek immortality, but to have no regrets.
"Women are the people whom the old man admired when he was young, but they are very different from each other, and they have never been together...... But the old man killed the woman by mistake. ”
She burst into tears, "She should have been in a lot of pain at the time, not because of the pain of the knife falling on her body, but because no one cared about him after she died." ”
"He got glory, forgot his sincerity, no one loved him, and he lived a very failed life. ”
"The old man raised an injured Vermilion Bird, named it Zhong Yan, and asked me to help him release it, praying for the next life, the sky is high and the birds will fly, the vulgar thoughts are not concerned, there is no hatred in life, and there is no regret in death. He choked up a little, but finished the story anyway.
"The woman's name is Lu Yan, and the man's name is Zhong Kui...... I didn't have a name, so I took the name of the Suzaku that flew freely,"
“...... Maybe they will meet in the Yama Palace, or maybe they will use the wishful dew to let each other start over in the next life. ”
"Ruyilu?" Zhong Yan was puzzled.
"Haven't you heard that by the Yellow Spring, there is a Yaksha guarding a bottle of wishful dew that can make mortals not forget their lover's wishful dew when they go through reincarnation?"
Zhong Yan smiled lightly, "I don't know much about the matter of the Yama Underground Palace, it's just that there are so many mortals who are obsessed with this reincarnation, and Ruyi Lu is enough." ”
It suddenly occurred to him that the ruyi dew was made by the water god Yang Ye, and it was all the blood in his palm.