Chapter 89: Don't Give Up (7)

The Shangqing faction preached with a sword, and from the moment Ye Yunsheng put his sword away and announced that he would withdraw from the rivers and lakes, he was no longer a disciple of the Shangqing faction, and the two had nothing to do with each other.

Since it is a withdrawal from the rivers and lakes, it is to say goodbye to all the relationships on the rivers and lakes. I can't say that you don't come to me to seek revenge, because I have withdrawn from the rivers and lakes, but I can still go to the sect and ask someone to find you trouble.

This is not a way to quit the rivers and lakes.

As long as the Shangqing faction is regarded as a force in the rivers and lakes and a martial arts faction, Ye Yunsheng will not be able to come to the mountains to visit relatives and friends.

This is the rule of the rivers and lakes.

In the words of Huo Longzi's heart, you Ye Yunsheng have withdrawn from the rivers and lakes for more than seven years, and you dare to come back to find the master, it's really shameful!

But his master, Daoist Yangshan, said that Ye Yunsheng had no sword in his hand, but a sword in his heart.

Since the sword is carried, the Tao has not been put down, and his body is still in the wind and rain of the rivers and lakes, and he cannot be rejected as an outsider outside the mountain gate.

The stone steps under your feet are no longer as wide and smooth as before, but have become paved with gravel, scattered, casual, and natural.

On the right side of the small stone path is a cliff, the sea of clouds submerged half of his body, white and vast, as if he was hanging in the air, Ah Yu was afraid of heights, squatted down and did not dare to go again.

He picked up his daughter again and walked towards the grass hut above, step by step.

The place of knot is full of vast clouds and mist, as if standing in a fairyland.

The grass house opens to the stone path, and when you walk up, you can see the old Taoist priest sitting in the grass house.

White-haired, kind-eyed, sitting upright in the sea of clouds, a super-earthly fairy style.

Ye Yunsheng turned his face sideways, Ah Yu was behind his back, his little head was pillowed on his shoulder, he kissed his daughter's face, and said softly: "Daddy put you down, don't be afraid, okay?"

Maybe his demeanor is very different from the past, Ah Yu is very well-behaved, half of his body is standing in the clouds, even if he is scared, he doesn't make a sound.

Ye Yunsheng took two steps forward.

Seven years have passed in the blink of an eye, and the Guanyun Dao Elder is a little older.

Ye Yunsheng felt a pain in his heart, and couldn't help but immerse himself in the leisurely time.

I don't know if people who haven't seen each other for a long time will be in the reminiscence, seeking the comfort that the years are still the same, and they have not passed.

The master said that he wanted to pass on the Holy Sword Technique to me, but I didn't know what it meantβ€”I saw that the Master of the Yuwang Sword showed a cautious look and said something that he didn't understand at the time. "He learned my one hundred and sixteen hands to chase the light and break the shadow sword, which is enough. ”

Then, the master said something even stranger, "It's not enough, even if I passed on his Holy Sword Technique, it's far from enough." ”

In fact, I can't say which of the two masters is right and who is wrong, but in the end, I came to the situation that the Guanyun Dao Elder expected, and I was faced with nearly a thousand incomparably complicated and cumbersome useless sword techniques, and plunged into it, and now that I think about it, in fact, I was completely mad at that time.

Over the years, I deceived myself with the unchanging worldly life, anesthetized myself, made money, raised my family, took care of my children, and ...... day after day Whenever I see people passing by, I hear that a famous master who has not faded in his memory has defeated so-and-so, and he is majestic...... Just use it, just use "I have grown up, matured, a father of a child, and a woman's husband, I should live a peaceful and stable life" to persuade myself.

And then say to yourself, at least it's okay to be ordinary.

As for the dreams that once been, pursue, persevere......

What's that?

But why is my heart always so painful?

Why do you always look at the quiet and distant starry sky in the dead of night, and sigh inexplicably?

Why do you always tell yourself to live a good life? If it is the right thing, why should you doubt, repeat, and deny it over and over again?

Because, it's not enough......

Exploring the root cause is that the soul feels that it is not enough, so it is difficult to be satisfied.

The Guanyun Dao Master is different from Master Yu Wang Jian.

Master Yu Wangjian took me out of Lishan and led me into the rivers and lakes, this is a lifelong favor, he is the master who took me to the beginning. Every time I was in front of him, I felt constrained, cautious. He was majestic and solemn, and I was very afraid of him beating me when I was a child.

Unlike him, Daoist Guanyun showed that he liked me more, this kind of liking was not that adults liked children, but that the master liked apprentices, because among all the disciples of the Shangqing Sect, he always cared about me the most and was very sensitive to my reactions. It was as if I was the most special of all the children to him.

Food, clothing, and use, Guanyun Daoist can be said to be considerate to me, and even many times I feel that he loves me more than my father.

Until I decided to quit the rivers and lakes, I went back to the mountain and told him.

If he was someone else's master, he would either beat him with a stick and roll down the mountain, or persuade him patiently, or directly reprimand him for thinking about it.

Keguan Cloud Dao Chief only said, "Don't give up." ”

He allowed me to withdraw from the rivers and lakes, silently watching me escape and retreat, while he faced the punishment of the Qing Palace on Longhu Mountain alone for so many years......

Ye Yunsheng was immersed in time, and Daoist Guanyun only looked at him, for a long time, seeing his eyes red, he smiled unconsciously, and said: "Idiot, why linger in pain? In the past seven years as a teacher, I have lived a very leisurely life, and there is nothing bad ......about it."

"However, the apprentice can't stand the master. ”

"I never believed that you would give up, and over the years, there has not been a day, a moment, that I have thought that you would give up. ”

Guanyun Daochang's voice was gentle, as if he didn't want to exert too much effort, or he was old and frail, and his voice really couldn't make a loud sound.

"I just don't know how long it will take you to get back to the mountains to see me. ”

It turned out that the master had been guarding the sentence "don't give up" all these years, waiting for him to come back in this grass house.

Ye Yunsheng burst into tears, knelt on the ground, and shouted while kowtowing: "Master, the apprentice is not good, the apprentice is not good!"

It was only at this moment that Ye Yunsheng figured out that Daoist Guanyun's love for him was different from adults liking children, masters liking apprentices, and loving fathers loving children.

This is one life, the love of another life.

It contains a powerful spiritual force that is difficult to explain, and the basis of this power is faith.

The Taoist Guanyun looked calm, but there were tears in his eyes, and he said: "You have to understand your Tao, I can't teach you; ”

Ye Yunsheng straightened up, still crying: "Master, the apprentice has finally figured it out!"

Daoist Guanyun smiled and asked, "Disciple, where is your sword?"

Ye Yunsheng bowed to the ground, controlled his emotions and said, "The sword is here!"

"Where?"

"In the heart of the disciple. ”

After Ye Yunsheng answered, he straightened up again, thinking that if he had realized the Tao earlier, the master would not have to worry about him, and he would not have to come to the grass house to think about it often, so he burst into tears and said: "The sword is in the heart, the person is in the sword!"

Daoist Guanyun frowned with relief, he couldn't bear to see him so sad, turned his head away, and looked at the sea of clouds in the distance.

"If a thought is extinguished, a thought will be born, and a thought will not be extinguished, and ten thousand thoughts will not be born. Although you have withdrawn from the rivers and lakes over the years, you still have an attachment to the sword in your heart, if not, how can you realize the Tao? But it is precisely because you have an undying thought in your heart and refuse to let go of your obsession, so you are not born and cannot be at ease. ”

Ye Yunsheng said: "The disciple seems to have had a serious illness over the years, before he was in a mess, and he didn't know why he lived; I vaguely understood that there was nothing to love in life, nothing to fear in death, and I felt a little more comfortable in my heart. ”

Guanyun Taoist said: "There were predecessors in the Daomen who believed that if you want to become an immortal, you must go through a serious illness, between life and death, and in the torture of illness, it is possible. At first glance, I think it's ridiculous, but when I think about it, it makes sense. ”

Ye Yunsheng nodded and said, "After all, you can't give up." ”

The Guanyun Daoist laughed.

"That's right, you can't give up after all. ”