80 Remembering the past and complaining of sorrow
The next day, three poles on the sun.
Lu Xiaobu stretched his waist and yawned several times in a row, he was really tired from sleeping, and the more he slept, the more tired he became, as if he was practicing swords in his sleep.
Lu Xiaobu pushed open the door, and it was a sunny day.
Li Shiyu has finished grooming, and Qing'er, a personal maid who grew up together, combed the county lord's hair.
Chen Jingtang got up early and went out to receive distinguished guests. Sleepless all night, Chen Jingtang looked more shy than Li Shiyu.
Li Shiyu has always been close to Qing'er, and has never regarded Qing'er as a maid, but more often as a sister-like existence, the two often speak boundlessly, and Li Shiyu has never been annoyed.
Qing'er combed the county lord's hair and curled up her long black hair, while chuckling: "Uncle was okay last night?"
Li Shiyu was a little shy, and said coquettishly: "You are getting bigger and smaller, don't be afraid that I will beat you." ”
"It's a pity, I see that the two green shirts were much more handsome than my uncle last night, and the county lord obviously favored the boy in the cloth and green shirts, but I didn't expect him and Wang Erzhu to fight too fiercely, otherwise the county lord could also eat some tender grass from the old cow. ”
"Little girl, if my uncle hears these words and doesn't break your mouth, I won't intercede for you. ”
"My uncle went out in a hurry early in the morning, and I think I'm very busy today, I only say these words once, besides, my uncle is also a good man who stands up to the sky, but his skin is not brilliant enough. However, my uncle is really affectionate to the county lord. ”
Li Shiyu was silent for a moment, and said softly: "You call your righteous brothers and sisters in a while, I have something to say to them." Let's meet in the bamboo garden. ”
"Yes, Lord of the County. ”
The two looked at each other and smiled.
The bamboo garden is deep, and the winding path is secluded.
Xu Tianran's footsteps became heavier and heavier, and Zhu Ziqi took his cold hand and warmed his heart with the temperature of his palm.
Zhuyuan retreated left and right, and Qing'er guarded the door.
Four eyes facing each other, two lines of tears.
Li Shiyu stepped forward quickly, gently stroked Xu Tianran's cheek, the injury had improved a lot, and touched his hand again, it was full of rough calluses, and tears couldn't help but burst the embankment.
Xu Tianran bowed, "Second sister." ”
The second sister has spanned ten years, things are not people, and family affection is still there.
Li Shiyu hid her face and sobbed, "Natural." ”
For a while, he was speechless and choked, and thousands of words were blocked in his chest, and his mind was difficult to express.
Zhu Ziqi silently took a few steps back, turned around, and looked at the sky in the distance through the window.
Li Shiyu picked up the cloth and green shirt that he couldn't bow down in front of him, time seemed to go back ten years, he was still a lonely follower in Wangfu Zhuyuan, his eyes were as clear and bright as ever.
Li Shiyu pulled Xu Tianran to sit down together, controlled her emotions, and said softly: "Natural, I have suffered a lot in the past ten years. ”
With a hint of wetness in the corners of his eyes, Xu Tianran smiled slightly and said, "Not bitter, I have met a lot of people who are good to me." ”
Li Shiyu's eyes were gloomy but there was a glimmer of light, "It's good to see you again." ”
"It's also good to be able to meet the second sister. ”
"How did you know Xiaoqi?"
"I met in the school, and we fought together for five years, and the more we fought, the more familiar we became. ”
Li Shiyu glanced at Zhu Ziqi, who was standing with his back, and said helplessly: "It seems that I met on a last trip away from home, and I heard Uncle Zhu say that Xiaoqi ran into a big immortal world last time, and he has not heard from him for five years, so I can't imagine that you will be together for five years." ”
Zhu Ziqi turned around and pouted: "You guys talk about homely, don't talk about my idle business, time is limited, hurry up." ”
Li Shiyu beckoned and motioned for Zhu Ziqi to come over, Zhu Ziqi glanced at Sister Shiyu, "When I am a puppy, I will come as soon as I am called, and I will leave immediately." He said no, but his body naturally walked to Sister Shiyu's side and sat down with a big grin.
Li Shiyu held Xu Tianran's hand while holding Zhu Ziqi's hand, stacking the two hands together, Zhu Ziqi suddenly pulled away, Li Shiyu grabbed her hand again, and with a slight force, Xu Tianran's hand and Zhu Ziqi's hand leaned together unnaturally.
Zhu Ziqi teased: "Sure enough, it's my own sister, I just want my younger brother to take advantage." ”
Li Shiyu laughed and said: "Xiao Qi still knows how to be shy, and I have long heard that someone was ...... on the laurel tree last night."
Zhu Ziqi had a cloud on his face, and hurriedly covered Sister Shiyu's Han Dan Zhu lips, and said playfully: "Okay, okay, I won't resist anymore, I will listen to you whatever you want." ”
Li Shiyu closed her hands and said sincerely: "The Buddha said: 500 times in the previous life in exchange for a look back and a smile in this life, what a rare fate to meet and love each other, you are all my dearest brothers and sisters, you must cherish this sincere feeling." ”
Xu Tianran and Zhu Ziqi both blushed slightly, Li Shiyu continued: "Xiaoqi, the sadness in the natural heart still needs to be soothed by you, it is really good that you can accompany him through this section of the rivers and lakes, although I am very happy to see him practice hard and cultivate higher and higher, but I really hope that he can walk a little slower and steady, and not be blinded by hatred, and he will not be happy in his life at that time." ”
"Although I don't know why I was able to practice naturally, I think that I must have met extremely powerful people and paid a great price, but fortunately, his eyes were as pure as when he was a child, and it seems that he met many good people, so he was not crushed by the heavy pain. ”
Li Shiyu's autumn eyes were shining with tears, "Naturally, you have been very sensible since you were a child, and you are a person who values love and righteousness. You remember that I was kind to you when you were a child, so you did not hesitate to risk the danger to participate in the competition to recruit relatives, and wanted to see me to give blessings and offer a gift. However, the rivers and lakes are sinister, right and wrong, good and evil are difficult to distinguish, and there must be room for turning around in the future. ”
Li Shiyu let out a long sigh and said helplessly: "I know you have hatred in your heart, you killed the Tibetan mastiff in the ring just because he was the leader of the Black Dog Battalion, and according to your temperament, you naturally want to seek justice for your mother." You changed your name to Xu Tong, followed your mother's surname, and thought that you wanted to draw a clear line with the Jin Palace, maybe the only person you still care about in the huge Jin Mansion is me. Grievances and hatreds are already a mess of confused accounts, and the second sister is not qualified to let you not take revenge, I just hope that you can live happily in the future. If you really want revenge, don't wait until you're strong enough to come back, and don't lose your life in vain. If Aunt Tong is alive, I must hope that you will not be blinded by hatred, let go of your grudges, and spend the rest of your life in peace. ”
Xu Tianran was silent.
Li Shiyu smiled and said: "It's my fault for a rare reunion to say these bad things about Chen sesame seeds and rotten grain." I have been taking care of Zhuyuan all these years, I thought that my aunt and you were dead, and I protected this place just to send some thoughts from afar. The bamboo garden has always kept the old furnishings, and if you want to come back to see it later, you can do it at any time. ”
The memory picture in Xu Tianran's mind unfolded, under the eaves, all kinds of past events came to mind, and the gentle and lovely figure of the mother seemed to be floating in the bamboo garden.
Xu Tianran closed his eyes, and two tears slipped from the corners of his eyes, "Second sister, you are the only one in the huge Jin Palace, and you are good to me and my mother, even those palace people have secretly bullied our mother and son, and no one has stood up for us except you in those years." Our mother and son live a humble life, then let us continue to live humblely, my mother has been kind all her life, and she has not sown a seed of hatred in my heart, but has taught me to read the books of the sages, listen to the stories of the sages, and say that the truth of the world is in the book, and the things that I don't understand can be found in the book. ”
"I once asked my mother why they always bullied us, and my mother smiled and said that my mother didn't understand either, so I should read more books, maybe I would understand it by looking at it. There are too many injustices in the world, and I hope that we can naturally read and read a land immortal and a great heavenly immortal, which can make the world less uneven. At that moment, I frowned, my mother made fun of me, and I didn't have the cultivation qualifications, how could I read a land immortal and a great heavenly immortal. ”
Xu Tianran's face was as cold as autumn frost, and the chill was pressing, "Later, I stepped into the long river of time with my father-in-law, and I saw the past with my own eyes, just because I had the potential of a great array master, I regarded my mother and my two ants as potential threats, and I couldn't bear to wear us out." If it weren't for the fact that my mother has always been friendly, Guan Erniang risked her life to inform her mother who accidentally heard the queen's plan, and Uncle Tie did not hesitate to protect my mother and me, we would have died quietly in the palace. And for the person on the throne, there is one less mortal lady with no name, and one less waste son with no cultivation qualifications, he has ever asked, maybe in his heart we are just dispensable people. ”
Li Shiyu shook his head and said eagerly: "My father sent someone to look for you back then, he didn't believe that you were spies in the Southern Tang Dynasty, but he didn't see anyone alive or dead, and he disappeared completely." To this day, the Yellow Sparrow is still asking for news from you. When you ascended to the top of the Qingyun list, my father was stunned for a long time when he heard the news, and he still had a glimmer of hope in his heart that you were still alive. In fact, there is only a glimmer of hope left in my father's heart, we all think that you have no cultivation potential, how can you reach the top of the Qingyun list. How do you know that you have changed your name to Xu Tong, you have the opportunity to be able to practice, and you will be at the top of the list when you first enter the rivers and lakes. In my father's heart, I still remember you. ”
Xu Tianran's eyes were red, and he said angrily: "The culprit is him, since he is a high-flying Ascension Realm monk, don't get involved in the mother who is a mortal, since you marry the mother of a mortal, you have to protect her, if you can't protect it, why do you want to marry your mother and give birth to me, all the fault lies with him, if there is no him, all this will not happen." ”
Xu Tianran came out of the sheath with a long level, and the killing intent was like flowing water, "In this life, I will definitely take his head and worship the spirit of my mother in the sky." ”
Li Shiyu's spiritual power flowed, resisting the infiltration of killing intent, Zhu Ziqi gently hugged Xu Tianran from behind, and said softly: "The surname Xu, restrain your divine consciousness and guard your mind." ”
Hatred is the biggest demon in Xu Tianran's heart.
Li Shiyu approached Xu Tianran as before, touched the handsome young man who was already half a head taller than herself, and said softly: "Naturally good, my sister is here, don't be afraid." ”
Changping returned to the sheath, Xu Tianran's murderous aura gradually faded between his eyebrows and eyes, and Zhuyuan regained his clarity, which was the heaviest pain in Xu Tianran's heart, his biggest enemy was his biological father, and he made an oath since he was a child to take Li Kedi's head to mourn his mother.
However, who doesn't want a father who seems to be strict but cares for him, who wants to be a person who defies the condemnation of the world who kills his father?
The pain in Xu Tiantian's heart is known only to himself.