Chapter 91: Fear, Panic

For nine out of nine people in the world, the most important people in their hearts are always parents, partners, and friends.

There is nothing to argue about when you think about it.

However, for Li Xiu, the most important thing to him, the highest status in his heart is always Xu Yingxiu.

After Li Laizhi's death, he was sent to Tingxue Building by Li Anzhi, and although he was always concerned by the old landlord and others when he first entered, he was not immediately accepted as a disciple.

At the age of only five or six, he could only shrink in the hut with Mo Qinghuan, and he lived a very hard life every day, in fact, there is always a bottom line in this world how unlucky a person is, for example, Li Xiu, who is already bitter and can't be bitter anymore, met Drunken Chunfeng and Xu Yingxiu.

Drunken Spring Breeze is only a little older than him, how can a half-grown child take good care of a younger child?

So most of the time, Xu Yingxiu is taking care of Li Xiu, helping him do a lot of tedious little things every day, and after seeing that he was punished for making a mistake and couldn't eat, he would sneak to bring delicious food, and later brought a lot of food after being discovered, Xu Yingxiu simply set up a small kitchen directly in his and Mo Qinghuan's small room.

It looked crooked, and even Li Xiu doubted that this small kitchen made of dirt could cook well.

It turns out that there is no problem with the small kitchen, and the problem is Xu Yingxiu.

She really can't cook, and the teenage girl makes the little kitchen smoky, and her little face is blackened, and the final thing she makes is really not flattering.

Mo Qinghuan ate a bowl of white rice that day, without vegetables.

Li Xiu ate very happily, although it was unpalatable, but it was very good.

Seeing him eating happily, Xu Yingxiu sat opposite him and watched him eat, holding her chin with her hands and smiling very happily.

The little Li Xiu looked up and also showed a very warm smile.

Later, after trying again and again, Xu Yingxiu finally found that she could only make green pepper fish and potatoes, because it was not troublesome, she threw the fish and potatoes into the pot, sprinkled some spices casually, and finally put the peppers in it when it was almost cooked.

There is no sense of ritual at all to make delicious food, it's like a messy stew, throwing everything away.

Fortunately, the taste of this is indeed better than other dishes made before, and even Mo Qinghuan surprisingly ate several bites of food.

Li Xiu was still eating happily, holding half a bowl of fish soup while blowing and drinking.

In this way, day after day, Xu Yingxiu is always by his side, and for him, Xu Yingxiu is the closest person in the world.

She laughed and he laughed.

He frowned when she was upset.

Xu Yingxiu always had a lot of smiles on her face, until she took over the task in the building and walked down the mountain, and when she came back, there was a lot less smile on her face.

Li Xiu was already a young landlord at that time, not to mention that he was always paying attention to Xu Yingxiu's whereabouts during the more than a year he was out, and naturally knew that she and Wang Zhi were the only ones who walked together.

The relationship between men and women is the most troublesome.

Or that the relationship is very troublesome in the first place.

Li Xiu wanted to go over and say something, but before he could implement it, he was pulled out by the drunken spring breeze and drank all night.

The drunken spring breeze didn't say anything this night, but Li Xiu could feel his heart, even when his young landlord was transferred to Li Xiu's body two years ago, he didn't have any loss and sadness.

It was as if a sad emotion similar to this would never come to him.

Until tonight.

After tonight, when Li Xiu was woken up by Lao Qiao the next day, he realized that the drunken spring breeze was gone.

Before dawn, he left Tingxue Building with a wine jug and never came back.

Since that day, Xu Yingxiu's words have become even less, and the smile on her face has rarely appeared.

Li Xiu knew what was changing all this, but he had no choice but to interfere, so he could only stand behind Xu Yingxiu every day and stand upstairs with her to watch the snow.

He wanted to kill Wang Zhiwei.

I have had this thought more than once.

Whether it is because of Xu Yingxiu or because of the drunken spring breeze, but it is precisely because of Xu Yingxiu that this kind of thought is destined to only flash in his heart and can never be put into action.

Later, he went to Mohui Valley, and returned to Chang'an City a few years later.

He knew that he wouldn't live long, so Xu Yingxiu always followed him at that time, and his life and death were the only things that could make Xu Yingxiu stop thinking about everything on Wudang Mountain.

Later, Wang Zhiwei went down the mountain again, and then fell into Changlin's calculation, and was locked in Wushan, and he just went to Kyoto, Xu Yingxiu wanted to go to Wushan but couldn't let him go, so he never mentioned it and didn't show it.

It wasn't until later that Li Xiu asked her to go, and she went.

Wushan is very dangerous, Li Xiu mobilized many disciples of Tingxuelou to protect her thoughtfully, and later the news came back, Pei Ziyun went to Wushan, and then the corpses were all over Wushan.

Xu Yingxiu walked back again and did not mention her and Wang Zhiwei.

There are many good wines and even more good teas in this world, and Xu Yingxiu will always remember that Li Xiu's favorite drink is always boiled water.

Because he was weak when he was a child, or the nineteen years before he broke the Three Tribulations were the weakest times, it was appropriate to drink plain water.

After the assassination in Chenliu Palace, Li Xiu didn't know if he could survive, and the most he did in the few days left was to eat green peppers, fish and potatoes.

It's hard to eat.

But it's delicious.

Later, he went to Mohui Valley again, and then went to Huangzhou, and he didn't see each other for three years.

After coming back in a hurry, they only hugged each other for a while in front of Xuzhou City.

He could never have imagined that that side would become a farewell.

Li Xiu knelt on the ground and held her hand, the tears in his eyes couldn't stop flowing out, the man didn't flick his tears, but he didn't get to the sad place.

Especially people like Li Xiu, who rarely cry.

He was crying very sadly, more helplessly, like a lonely child wandering alone in the night, deep in the darkness with no fingers to be seen, only a light on the distant hillside.

That was the only light in his life.

He had been walking towards the sword light, and suddenly one day, the light went out.

The last bit of light in my heart was extinguished, and all that was left was endless darkness, and countless darkness filled my heart.

Or it would be more appropriate to use the word devouring to describe it.

"Young Master. ”

Xu Yingxiu was lying in his arms, looking up at him, his voice was extremely weak, and his pale face made Li Xiu not dare to look up at all, he was afraid, he didn't dare to look at that face, he didn't dare to face this scene.

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