On this day, Chu He suddenly remembered the owner of the beef shop. "Shi Yan, let's go to the place where we used to eat beef noodles again today, right?" Chu He put his arm around him and shook it gently.

"Good. Xiao Shiyan naturally stretched out his hand and touched his head, and the feeling was as good as before.

After entering the familiar store, I found that a gentle woman appeared next to the shopkeeper, who should be half a hundred years old, but her temperament was still very good.

One bowed his head to settle accounts, and the other watched quietly from the side, and the atmosphere between the two people was full of warmth.

"Boss, here we go again. Is this the hostess? Chu He opened his mouth with a smile in his eyes.

The boss smiled innocently, "Yes, this is the boss lady, I found her." The same old way?"

"Uh-huh. ”

"Okay, wife, two beef noodles. ”

The settling woman stopped, smiled and nodded, and turned into the kitchen.

"Speaking of which, I really want to thank Xiao Chu, if it weren't for you, I would have spent most of my life in regret.

But Xiao Chu, when are you two going to get married? I'm about to become an old man, and I haven't received your invitation, so what's the matter. ”

Xiao Shiyan on the side also looked at Chu He nervously, afraid of missing his answer.

Chu He smiled, "I haven't had this plan recently, I will definitely invite you when I get married." ”

Xiao Shiyan lowered his head in disappointment, in fact, he had already felt it, didn't he, Chu Chu ...... It seems that he does not want to get married.

Back at home, Xiao Shiyan grabbed Chu He, who wanted to go upstairs, looked a little lonely, and said, "Chu Chu, you ...... Don't you want to marry me?"

Chu He turned around and hugged him gently, "It's not that I don't want to marry you, I just don't want to get married." Don't worry, I will be with you for the rest of my life, and you are the only one in my heart. ”

The corners of Xiao Shiyan's mouth were bitter, "Is it because of the past? I really didn't mean to." You know, I'm ...... love."

Chu He pressed his lips, "Shhh, don't say it." Of course I do, but I hope you don't push me, okay?"

I gave you a lot of opportunities at the beginning, but you don't want Xiao Shiyan.

"I'm very tired today, so I'll go up and rest first. Without waiting for Xiao Shiyan to explain, he left without looking back.

Xiao Shiyan sat on the sofa dejectedly and did not move for a long time.

"Big man, why don't you accept him? Qiuqiu really doesn't understand, why do you keep rejecting the dog man's marriage proposal, after his calculation and comparison, the dog man's love for the big guy is unparalleled in this world.

"Do you have to get married if you like it?" Chu He asked, "At the beginning, the original owner also loved him like his life, but did he get married in the end? What happened to him? Yes, it is undeniable that Xiao Shiyan of this world spoils me in his bones, but if he is replaced by the original owner, will he be like this? He loves me, but I also reciprocate the same love. Besides, I gave him several opportunities at the beginning, but if he didn't seize it, he would have to bear the consequences, and in the end, it was still difficult to settle. ”

Qiuqiu was silent for a while, and didn't say anything anymore, the big guy can do whatever he wants, just be happy.

In the next few years, Xiao Shiyan was ready to propose to Chu He whenever he was free. But Chu He was still unmoved and kept refusing, but he still didn't give up. Take it whenever you have the chance.

On this day, Xiao Shiyan held the prepared roses, ready to propose again, at this time he had faded from his youthfulness and became more stable, just standing there, there were countless passers-by who frequently turned back.

Seeing his beloved person walk out of the doorway, he was full of joy and ready to greet him. But at this moment, his pupils shrank suddenly, and he saw a picture that made him jaw-dropping!

A ragged and ugly-looking man rushed out of the corner, still holding a knife in his hand, and shouted, "I'm going to kill you!!!

Xiao Shiyan immediately threw away the rose in his hand and rushed over quickly.

No, don't!!hurry!hurry!!

Chu He also noticed the man who rushed towards him, hooking and kicking. A series of fluid movements directly kicked the man to the ground, letting out a low cry of pain.

Xiao Shiyan, who rushed to the side of the Chu River, immediately took the person aside and protected him behind him to prevent the person from suddenly attacking again.

Chu He poked his head out, saw the man's face clearly, and exclaimed, "Isn't that Mencius Mo?"

It turned out that Mencius received a summons from the court after being exposed. He was sentenced to three years in prison for intentional wounding, and at that time he also hired a lawyer to defend himself, but to no avail.

In the end, he went to prison, although most of his face was ruined, but in a place like prison, who cares how your face looks, the lights are the same. Coupled with the fact that Mencius was thin, he couldn't resist those fierce criminals who were covered with tendons and flesh.

And as long as they don't commit crimes, no one and the prison guards will take care of such things. Therefore, the past few years in prison were the most painful and difficult years for Meng Zimo! He thought about going out every moment and killing Chu He!

For several nights, he dreamed that he was the one standing next to Xiao Shiyan, and it was Chu He who was disfigured!

This is your true life!

It's Chu He! It's all him!!

Why didn't he die as he had dreamed?!!!

Kill him...... Just kill him and everything will be back on track.

The people on the ground slowly stood up, staggered and staggered, pointing at Chu He with a knife, "It's all you! You damn !!"

Just as Meng Zimo was about to rush over, the security guards and police officers who rushed to hear the sound quickly subdued him, put him in handcuffs, and prepared to escort him away.

"Are you all right?" a policeman asked them gently, "We need you to make a record, please come with me." ”

"Okay. Xiao Shiyan carefully supported Chu He. Chu Chu also encountered this kind of thing for the first time, and he must have been scared of weak legs.

Obviously, someone completely forgot who had just subdued Mencius. A kick flies a big man...... It's quite weak.

When Chu He was making the record, he was quietly beside him throughout the whole process, answering all questions, which made those policemen feel even more distressed about Chu He.

Look at this child, he must have been frightened, it was all that Meng Zimo, and he kept crying wolf and saying that he was injured by Chu He. Listen to what people say?!

"Comrade Police, I have a few words I want to say to Meng Zimo, is it convenient?" Chu He meekly stood up and asked.

Xiao Shiyan also instantly grabbed the other party's hand.

Chu He patted his hand soothingly, "It's okay, I'll just say a few words and wait for me outside." ”

"Mencius, someone has come to see you. The prison guard led Meng Zimo to the visiting cell and left directly.

Originally, with some hope, he thought that someone would come to bail him out, but after seeing Shi Chuhe's face, he glared angrily and said, "Are you here to see my jokes?!!

Chu He smiled and shook his head, "No, I'm here to tell you something." After a slight pause, "Do you think you're the only one who is back for revenge?"

Hearing this, Meng Zimo, who was originally angry, immediately widened his eyes, "What do you mean by this?!, are you ......?"

Chu He skillfully took out the cigarette, lit it and put it in his mouth, and casually agreed, "Well, I'm just coming back to get my things back." And you think that if you live again, you will increase your IQ? Without waiting for Mencius to react, he left.

Meng Zimo sat there stunned, "Hahaha......"

The eyes smiled and left tears when they laughed, it turned out that he was the clown who was played around, and he thought he was the destined protagonist, which was so ridiculous!

"Let's go. Chu He, who walked out of the police station, raised his head to Xiao Shiyan and signaled that he could go back.

At night, Xiao Shiyan, who was sleeping soundly, seemed to fall into a nightmare, muttering, "Don't! Don't die!!

Suddenly opened his eyes, his slightly dilated pupils slowly recovered, and his back was covered with fine cold sweat.

In the dream, it was the scene of Chu Chu dying in despair in the end, and what was he doing at the time......?!

It's all so real and terrifying, I can't help but hug the person in my arms. Finally found a trace of warmth.

He seemed to be able to understand now why Chu Chu didn't accept his marriage proposal, it was his fault, and he almost put Chu Chu in that situation.

There was pain in his heart, and he blamed him, he would never say such things in the future, as long as Chu Chu could still be safe by his side, it was more important than anything else.

The next day, Chu He noticed that something was wrong with his old attack, and he was even better to himself, and even had to feed him sometimes when he ate, and it was a little awkward at first, but he slowly got used to it, and he didn't have to do it himself, it was still quite comfortable.

Xiao Shiyan was washing dishes, Chu He was brushing his teeth in the bathroom, and scarlet blood suddenly flowed from his nostrils, which looked particularly oozing.

But Chu He was used to seeing it, so he hurriedly wiped the nosebleed, turned on the faucet and watched the water dilute the blood, and then rushed into the sewer. "How much longer?"

"Four months. "Qiuqiu didn't hide it, the original owner was going to die at this time, although the plot has changed greatly from the original, but the time of death can't be changed. Qiuqiu can only help Chu He suppress the pain, but that's all.

Chu He counted the days, he and Xiao Shiyan have been together for more than ten years, he has given everything that should be given, and there is no problem if he leaves now.

For more than ten years, there has been almost no obvious change in the people in the mirror, and they are still so bright and moving. Forced to press the discomfort of the body and prepare to go out.

But what should come will still come, one night Xiao Shiyan was making a bed in the house, and suddenly heard the sound of something falling in the bathroom, walked over and pushed open the half-covered door.

The scene inside has become an unforgettable nightmare for Xiao Shiyan in his life, Chu He fell to the ground, his face was pale and bloodless, the blood flowing from his nose was endless, and his shirt had been dyed red, and he hugged Chu He tremblingly: Chu Chu, wake up, can you still hear what I said?

Chu He dimly realized that someone was calling him, and he fell into a coma again.

When I woke up again, the tip of my nose was full of the smell of disinfectant water, because I should be in the hospital, and when I opened my eyes, I saw a miserable white ceiling.

"Chu Chu!" Seeing that he woke up, Xiao Shiyan immediately rang the ambulance bell.

The doctors who had been waiting outside immediately rushed in, and Xiao Shiyan next to him fed him water and drank a small bowl of porridge.

The doctors got the general idea and left.

Chu He wanted to rub his eyes, but found that he had a needle on it, so he could only give up, "How long have I been sleeping?"

"Two days. Xiao Shiyan gently touched his cheek, looking at the emaciated and sickly Chu Chu, full of self-blame and distress, all blamed him, why didn't he take Chu Chu to the hospital earlier.

"Mr. Xiao. The doctor motioned for him to come out, and Xiao Shiyan followed into the office after the quilt was covered.

"Mr. Xiao...... Calm down first, Mr. Chu is a member of advanced blood cancer...... Sorry, there's no way around it, but if there's a wish that hasn't been fulfilled, take him to it. ”

Xiao Shiyan's figure staggered, trembling all over, and after forcing himself to calm down, he asked, "How long is it?"

"Four months. ”

Xiao Shiyan walked out of the office as if he had lost his soul, he didn't know what to do, he slowly slid down the wall weakly and fell to the ground, covering his face with his hands. Cold water dripped from between his fingers and dripped onto the cold floor.

In the end, Chu Chu will still be lost.

Chu He sat up and saw Xiao Shiyan coming in, his eyes were red, and he looked like he had cried. "Shi Yan, sleep with me for a while. ”

"Good. Xiao Shiyan took off his shoes and went to the bed and hugged the person in his arms.

"What did the doctor say?"

"He said you'll get better soon, minor ailment. Xiao Shiyan's voice was full of hoarseness.

"Okay, don't lie to me, how long is left?"

Xiao Shiyan struggled to squeeze out a few words, "Four months." ”

"Isn't there still so much time, don't cry and lose your face. Chu He touched the other party's scum, "Shi Yan, you should be content, and you will have a good life in the future." ”

Xiao Shiyan didn't answer, just bit his lip to prevent himself from sobbing.

Even if he died, Chu He didn't want to die in a cold hospital. Xiao Shiyan took people to a beautiful seaside and bought the villa next to it as their last love nest.

When night came, Chu He took advantage of Xiao Shiyan's bath to go out to smoke a cigarette on the balcony, and there were hanging chairs and parasols on the wide balcony.

In the distance, the sea is endless, and the sea breeze is mixed with salty and wet water. The moonlight shines through the clouds on the surface of the sea, and the churning waves sparkle. Take a puff of cigarette and close your eyes to feel the silence you haven't seen for a long time.

Xiao Shiyan came out of the shower and saw Chu He smoking on the balcony, walked over, put his coat on his body, hugged him from behind and put his head on his shoulder socket, "The sea breeze is strong, your body is not good, why don't you go in?"

Chu He took a puff of cigarette and didn't spit it out, the right hand holding the cigarette climbed up to the back of his neck, pressed the person down, and kissed him directly, and the smoke diffused between the lips and teeth of the two people.

The ethereal smoke, as if the person in front of him wanted to disappear, Xiao Shiyan's heart ached, and he deepened the kiss, wanting to urgently confirm that the other party was still here.

Chu He propped his elbows on the railing, the cigarette in his hand was almost gone, his legs and waist were weak, and he forced himself to smoke out the last puff of cigarette, and the smoke slowly spit out with the light figure.

At that point, a soft cigarette butt accidentally fell, but it fell into the sand downstairs, but who cares about this now.

The sand downstairs extinguished the cigarette butts, but the Yantai upstairs was still in full swing.

Time flies by in the tiresome days.

The day has finally come.

Chu He was emaciated, he was lying on the bed with only a small lump, as if he felt the gradual passage of life, Chu He motioned for Xiao Shiyan to come over.

"Shi Yan, I have to live well in the future. At this time, Chu He's voice was light, and a gust of wind could blow it away.

Xiao Shiyan shook his head, "Chu Chu, you are too cruel to want to leave me alone in this world." You know, every moment is torment without you. ”

Chu He chuckled, "Then let's live with this torment." With a cruel smile in his eyes, "Don't fall in love with anyone else." ”

Xiao Shiyan touched his head as usual, laughing with tears, "Then don't you go, okay?"

Chu He didn't answer, just closed his eyes slowly, accompanied by the sound of the ECG machine.

"What a little villain. Xiao Shiyan gently stroked the gradually cold face.

Xiao Shiyan pressed his forehead against the other party's forehead, and tears fell on the white face one by one.

"Host, shall we go?"

"Let's go. Chu He glanced at the man sitting on the ground and turned his head and disappeared.

Xiao Shiyan still couldn't keep him after all, but he couldn't change his habits, and he still went home as soon as he got off work.

But after opening the door and seeing the dark and deserted home, I was shocked to realize that Chu Chu had been away for two years.

His back was bent down, and his body was hunched over, like a homeless lonely ghost, floating in the house.

He began to work like crazy, trying to wear down his body, and finally, as he wished, he fell ill in the office a few years later.

"Why are you so suffering?" Lu Feifei, who rushed over, fell into grief and couldn't accept the departure of his friends one after another.

Xiao Shiyan did not answer her question.

As he lay dying, he finally smiled.

Chu Chu I listened to you, so, where would you wait for me, right?

Now, I'm coming to you, and I'll grab your hand and never let go, don't lose your temper anymore, good ......