Chapter 22 I don't live

The new soil is full of red faces, and the sad heart is like smoke.

Su Yang's compassion came to life, and suddenly a dream was in the world.

"I'm not dead?"

After Gu Baozhu woke up, she looked up at the starry sky, lightly opened her lips, and her voice was soft and moving, in Gu Baozhu's memory, everything about her was frozen at the moment when she was hanging from the hanging beam, and when she woke up at this time, she was only on Xiaoyingzhou, on the deck of the ship, and she was rescued by someone.

looked at Su Yang standing on the side, Li Xinrong had a strange face, only Du Kangen was on the side, which made her look annoyed.

Standing up and looking around by the moonlight, he saw the burial goods in the coffin, the tombs on both sides, and the handwriting on the tombstones.

"So I'm really dead......"

Gu Baozhu walked in front of the tombstone by herself, touched the tomb inscription on the tombstone, and then saw that she was dressed in a dark suit, sighing faintly, walking between life and death, it was like sleeping for her, death was unreal, life was not real.

"Why did you save me?"

Gu Baozhu turned around and looked at Su Yang, Li Xinrong and Du Kangen on the other side, his eyebrows were full of sadness, and said: "I committed suicide because I didn't want to marry, you came here, if you want to marry me hastily and go home, it will be wrong." ”

Gu Baozhu is not willing to commit to others hastily, not to mention that among the three people in front of her, Du Kangen seems to be the person she despises, and the person next to him is disheveled, bare-chested and bare-chested, sturdy but not glamorous, he wants to speak, but he can't open his mouth, and he is also a person who has nothing in his belly.

Only the person in the middle, Rong Ruo Bingyu, was self-explanatory, behaved calmly, and looked at her without any confusion, making Gu Baozhu realize that this person should be the leader between the three of them, and his eyes were also on Su Yang.

"None of the three of us will marry you. ”

Su Yang helped Li Xinrong by the way, but Du Kangen refused together.

Li Xinrong and Du Kangen's eyes were full of resentment.

When Gu Baozhu heard this, he breathed a sigh of relief, and his mood was still low.

"Dead and resurrected, why don't you rejoice but mourn?"

Su Yang looked at Gu Baozhu like this and asked

"Death, no king on top, no minister on the bottom, and no four seasons of things, from heaven and earth for the spring and autumn, although the south of Wang Le, can not pass. ”

Gu Baozhu said faintly: "And the immortal master brought me back to life, which made me lose the joy of being a king and re-experience the tiredness of the living. ”

Gu Baozhu's words are all Zhuangzi's meaning, and the previous paragraph is Zhuangzi's original text, at this time, she said quietly, crisp and pleasant, Li Xinrong and Du Kangen were confused, as if they understood or not, but Su Yang fully understood the meaning of Gu Baozhu's words.

As soon as she died, she was free from the class oppression in this world, from the oppression of women in this world, and lay peacefully in the coffin.

"Is there no happiness when you live?"

Su Yang looked at Gu Baozhu and asked with a smile: "Smell the warbler crying and be happy, be happy when you see the frog, cultivate when you see flowers, remove weeds when you encounter them, read "Yi" Xiaowindow, talk about the meridian noon case, snowy nights and frosty days, spring breeze and harmony, this world is red and glamorous, how is it better than the indifferent underworld." ”

Gu Baozhu heard Su Yang depict the color of life, her eyelashes drooped lightly, and there was a little more color in her originally silent eyes, reading and literacy, enjoying the quiet, it was indeed the most colorful time in Gu Baozhu's life, especially when she was reading, she was completely forgetful, as if she had entered another life.

In life, most of the people who commit suicide have entered a dead end in their thoughts, that is, in modern society, there are many people who don't care at all because of just a few words, and a very common sentence has become an opportunity for other people to die.

Maybe that sentence was the last straw that broke that person's heart.

For Gu Baozhu, although there is a lot of fun in life, there are also a lot of unfreedom in life, and when she heard that Governor Gu matched her with someone casually, she was angry and hung away.

At this moment, it is also because of the experience between life and death, Gu Baozhu's heart has faded to seek death.

"Alas......"

Gu Baozhu sighed again, and said: "The daughter's family is alive, everything is up to people, like what you said, how much can a daughter's family experience? It's just a lot ......of rules and regulations" looked down at the gold, silver and jewelry buried in the coffin, and sighed: "The things that accompany the funeral are generous." ”

"Yu is broad, not I live. ”

Su Yang said with a smile.

"Poof......

Gu Baozhu covered his face with long sleeves and was amused.

The sentence that Su Yang Shicai said is from the "Book of Songs", and the widely circulated "Death and Life are Broadly and Zicheng Say" and "Holding the Son's Hand and Growing Old with the Son" are in this poem, and what Su Yang said is that the two are too far apart and have no chance to meet, but after being distorted by Su Yang, it has become a matter between Gu Baozhu and Gu Governor, a father and daughter.

Du Kangen and Li Xinrong looked at Gu Baozhu blankly, the two of them generally didn't understand literature and science, and they didn't understand why Su Yang's words could make their goddess laugh like this.

After laughing, Gu Baozhu's face turned red, and he finally cheered up, saluted Su Yangyao, and said, "Thank you for the immortal master's life-saving grace." ”

Su Yang nodded, accepted Gu Baozhu's gift, looked at Gu Baozhu and said, "What are your plans, do you want to go home directly, or do you want to go somewhere else?"

Knowing that Gu Baozhu was looking for the reason for his death, where to go with Gu Baozhu, Su Yang asked more.

Gu Baozhu turned around, looked at the tombstone standing there, and said after a while: "Gu Baozhu, the daughter of the governor, is dead, and now I only live for myself." Gu Baozhu stared at Su Yang with light in his eyes and asked, "Immortal Master, what do you think of the little girl's root bones, can you cultivate the Immortal Technique?"

After some death and life, Gu Baozhu has the idea of cultivation, and maybe only after becoming an immortal can he live freely in this world.

Su Yang looked at Gu Baozhu and said, "I'm afraid it's difficult to achieve something." ”

Unless he takes the jade liquid gold syrup like Su Yang, Gu Baozhu's qualification is absolutely hopeless in cultivation.

"I beg the Immortal Master for advice. ”

Gu Baozhu pleaded to Su Yang: "Baozhu does not seek to go to heaven and earth, but only to be able to make his own decisions, and no one can deceive him." ”

Since there was no hope in cultivation, Gu Baozhu retreated to the second.

"Do you have a place to stay?"

Su Yang asked Gu Baozhu again.

Gu Baozhu is an official lady, pampered, well-dressed, Su Yang can teach her some spells and let her use them as a sidekick, but he doesn't want her to be by his side, one is to avoid suspicion, and the other is troublesome.

"The orb has a place to stay. ”

Gu Baozhu thought for a while, and said affirmatively: "Baozhu has a girlfriend in Hangzhou City, and her relationship is very good, she has always wanted me to help her do something, if Baozhu goes to her, she will be able to give Baozhu a place to stay, and she can also keep it secret and not tell others about Baozhu, this is Baozhu's place in the future." ”

It's just that she lost her identity as an official lady, Gu Baozhu is very insecure, and if she returns to the mansion, then Gu Baozhu will not have the freedom to breathe freely at this moment.

If Su Yang can guide her to practice, then this sense of security can be restored, as long as no one dares to bully, Gu Baozhu can make his own decisions, so that Gu Baozhu can read and interpret the text freely, whether there is a man or not, whether to marry or not, it is not a problem for Gu Baozhu.

Many times, she is content to be alone.

Gu Baozhu looked at Du Kangen and Li Xinrong.

"I'm a dead man, I'm going to go to the underworld, and I won't pester you anymore, and I won't talk about you. ”

Du Kangen saw Gu Baozhu's eyes, and replied, looking at Gu Baozhu, Du Kangen was also very sad in his heart, he thought that the two of them could go to the underworld together, but he didn't expect that in the end, Yin and Yang were strange, and when he Du Kangen went down to the underworld, it was so vast and eternal, and Gu Baozhu's friendship was eternal.

"Even if I die, I won't say that you are alive. ”

Li Xinrong also assured that even if it was a high reward, Li Xinrong could guarantee that he would not say this.

"Thank you. ”

Gu Baozhu thanked the two of them and looked at Su Yang.

"It's fine. ”

Su Yang said: "I can teach you a few methods, so that you can make your body strong and have the ability to defend yourself, as for how far you can go, it depends on your personal creation." ”

Since he had already saved Gu Baozhu, he simply helped her again, after all, in the cultivation method, Su Yang had already opened his mouth to come, and made a trick according to taking care of Baozhu's physique, which was harmless to himself and harmless to others.

When Gu Baozhu heard this, he was already overjoyed, and hurriedly thanked Su Yang, who died once, which made Gu Baozhu's materialistic heart very light, and what he thought in his heart was to be detached from the world, and he was at ease, looking at all the funeral things in the coffin as the source of the summoning disaster, and did not take it, but let Su Yang close the coffin, and with a wave of his sleeves, it was a pile of new soil.

"Bodhisattva. ”

Li Xinrong looked at Su Yang and said, "Can I practice the Immortal Dao?" ”

Li Xinrong came here tonight, experienced ghosts, and saw Gu Baozhu come back from the dead, with great insight and great comfort, and naturally there were ordinary thoughts in his heart.

The laughter of Gu Baozhu and Su Yang made Li Xinrong deeply understand the distance between him and Gu Baozhu, this is not the difference between an official lady and an artist, but also the difference between two people in terms of cultural knowledge, this difference makes Li Xinrong really feel the gap.

Su Yang picked up Li Xinrong's lantern, lightly clicked, and a bright light naturally appeared inside, and said: "Take this lantern and go back, it can ensure that you are safe on the road, your opportunity is not at this time, but it is not far away." ”

Li Xinrong stretched out his hand to pick up the lantern, looked at the candle flame on the lantern, raised his head, and wanted to ask Su Yang again, but when he saw that there was no one around, he was the only one standing in front of Miss Gu Baozhu's grave, the moon in the sky was half-hidden, and the branches in the forest were shaking and trembling.

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