Chapter 345 Ah Xian, I'm afraid
Ah Xian, I know that Senior Brother Bian has no intention of me.
Although he was very good to me, I really wouldn't be the same without me in his eyes.
In the future, I will only listen to Ah Xian!"
After saying this, Feng Rou's face was slightly shy, but there was also a smile between her eyebrows, like a child who wanted to ask for praise.
Shi Xian started to have a headache again.
She didn't want to have a particularly deep relationship with Feng Rou.
Quickly changed the topic and said, "You asked people to come to me today, shouldn't it be for Senior Brother Bian's business?"
When Feng Rou heard this, she quickly shook her head.
"Don't get me wrong.
Senior Brother Bian and I haven't seen each other since that mission.
I didn't expect him to come out of nowhere today. ”
Seeing Feng Rou's anxious face and busy explaining, Shi Xian sighed, "You don't have to be nervous. I believe you. ”
Feng Rou instantly quieted down, her face was not as nervous as before, and there was still a look of gratitude in her eyes.
"I ...... I" said this, Feng Rou's face was a little bitter.
In fact, she made up her mind to find Shi Xian, and for Feng Rou, she had exhausted all her strength.
After waiting for a long time without waiting for Shi Xian's reply, Feng Rou completely buried this matter in her heart.
Now she doesn't know what to say.
After spitting for a long time, I felt very entangled and difficult to speak.
But Shi Xian has been looking at Feng Rou quietly and calmly, those black eyes, bright and clean, with a trust that Feng Rou has rarely seen in her life.
She plucked up her courage and said, "Ah Xian, I don't know what to say."
Maybe you think I'm joking, or maybe it's my imagination, but I still can't help it, so I asked someone to find you. ”
Shi Xian still listened quietly to Feng Rou's words, watching her soft facial features stained with sorrow and self-deprecation.
"Ah Xian, I'm scared. ”
The voice of the wind was soft and light, and there was a slight imperceptible tremor in it.
Shi Xian could feel that there was deep fear and powerlessness in this sentence.
After saying this, Feng Rou's whole person seemed to collapse.
It seems to have taken off the camouflage of being strong during the day, and beside Shi Xian, he revealed his weak and powerless self.
Shi Xian keenly felt Feng Rou's emotional changes, and his brows furrowed slightly.
Subconsciously softened his voice, "Feng Rou, what are you afraid of?"
Feng Rou's face was covered with fear, but her eyes were hollow, and her hands were tightly clutched on her sleeves, obviously caught in her own world.
Shi Xian's soft and warm hands pulled her tightly clasped fingertips apart, and her eyes looked at Feng Rou seriously.
Feng Rou seemed to come back to her senses from her dream, "Ah Xian, I don't know why."
I'm feeling ...... these days. It was like someone was staring at me in the dark.
Like a beast of prey, lurking in the dark, staring at me all the time.
I don't know when I suddenly attacked and wanted my life.
I'm really scared!
I also know that this statement is ridiculous.
There is no evidence, no one believes it when it is said.
But that's how I feel.
Ah Xian, I can feel it.
It was so powerful that I didn't even have the ability to resist.
It can crush me with just one look.
I felt like an ant. Life is never in your own hands.
Ah Xian, I can feel it, really, you have to believe me!
I...... May not live long. ”
After saying this, Feng Rou seemed to release a part of what had been suppressed in her heart for a long time.
Alone with all the fears in his heart, what brings Feng Rou is that he is becoming more and more sensitive to his surroundings and extremely insecure.
The whole person lives in a state of uneasiness.
Now that she said this fear, Feng Rou felt that the pressure and fear on her body had suddenly subsided a lot.
Shi Xian was surprised by Feng Rou's words, and he didn't know how to react.
"Wind soft, I...... Take your word for it.
But...... You say someone wants your life.
Can you give me some clues, or can you tell me about things slowly?"
Shi Xian lowered his voice and soothed Feng Rou with a soft tone, and the trust between his eyebrows made Feng Rou's weak heart suddenly surge with strength.
At least, Shi Xian is willing to believe her.
"Actually, I can't tell.
Ever since I came to Guiyizong, I have been living a quiet and comfortable life.
Until recently, after that mission. I've been flustered for no reason.
I feel that my every move is being watched by someone in the dark.
But I tried to find it, but I found that there was no such person.
I thought it was my own delusion, but as time went on, it became more and more apparent.
It was as if from that day on, my life began to enter the countdown. It won't be long before I die. ”
After saying this, Feng Rou's expression returned to calm, as if the person who said that she was about to die was not herself.
Although Feng Rou is weak, she is never afraid of death.
As a monk, from the first day of her cultivation, she always had to be ready for the possibility of death.
These were the words her father said to her on his deathbed.
So when Luoshui Sect fell and her father fell, Feng Rou didn't show too much sadness.
She was just afraid, the kind of person who knew her life was at stake, but couldn't find the source of the danger.
Every day is on guard, and I can't live in fear.
"Monks sometimes have a natural sensitivity to certain things.
As the cultivation rises, those elusive life tracks will slowly reveal a mysterious veil.
Legend has it that there is a great power that can even predict that his life is in danger by spying on the heavens, so as to find ways to avoid danger.
Your feelings don't have to be wrong.
We may not know where the danger is coming from, but we can protect ourselves as much as we can.
During this time, you will stay in the sect as much as possible.
If you can, it's best to have someone with you. Wait until the sense of crisis is gone, and you can rest assured. ”
Feng Rou saw Shi Xian seriously comforting her, and the gratitude and admiration that welled up in her heart almost filled her body.
But she had a vague feeling.
Can't hide.
But looking at Shi Xian's serious face, she couldn't bear to embarrass Shi Xian again.
Even if she says it, there is no solution, but it will make Shi Xian accompany her to bear the heavy mood and waste her kindness.
What Feng Rou wants is actually very simple, that is, I hope that there is someone who can listen to her carefully and trust her, and that would be good.
"Thank you, Ah Xian. ”
A thousand words of gratitude finally turned into a simple thank you.
Shi Xian is only a light sentence, but Feng Rou's heart feels as heavy as a thousand pounds.
After staying in the gentle residence for a while, it was already a bright moon hanging high when I came out again.
Thinking about the situation that has happened now, my heart has never been calmer.