Cao Kexin saw that the little junior brother was still in a daze, and he didn't know if he had listened to his words, so he couldn't help but feel angry, and slapped the latter on the head, startling Yu Jingzhi, who was in a fugue. Turning his head to look, he saw that his senior sister puffed out her cheeks, with an angry face, and hurriedly explained: "Senior sister, don't worry, as long as you want to come here in the future, I will definitely accompany you." Cao Kexin turned her anger into joy at this time, and returned to her old smiling face, "It's pretty much the same, even if you kid has a conscience." Yu Jingzhi was stunned, thinking that this senior sister really turned her face like turning a book, shook her head, and dispersed the shadow in her mind, afraid that she would be distracted again and make her sister unhappy.

The two of them sat down and began to chat.

"I heard from Senior Brother, Senior Sister, you seem to be the same age as me, and you have been under the door six years ago, and it was only the year of the golden hairpin at that time.

Cao Kexin's apricot eyes were full of sourness, she looked up, and said slowly after a long time: " Every family has a difficult scripture, I have never seen my mother since I was born, six years ago, my father also passed away, I heard the master say, when he and his father from the Pingshui meeting for half a decade, it is an old acquaintance, they all said that the parents are not far away, since my father and mother are no longer alive, the master saw that I was lonely, thinking of the old love, he took me back to the Sword God Valley, passed on my martial arts and taught me swordsmanship, and I was more caring on weekdays, so the master is like my father, I am very grateful to him. ”

Yu Jingzhi heard these things for the first time, it turned out that the lively and lovely senior sister on weekdays had such an unfortunate experience, thinking that although her parents had passed away, she had at least more than ten years of memories with them, and the senior sister had never even seen her biological mother.

Cao Kexin sighed and continued to recall: "I am my ancestor, the two families are world friends, my father and mother have not been born but have been fingered as marriage, and they have grown up together since childhood, and my father has a deep affection for my mother, but my mother has always regarded him as his brother in general, and there is no love between men and women. But the mother underestimated the love of his father, it is so unreasonable, from childhood to adulthood for more than ten years of day and night, his father has long been deeply rooted in love and unable to extricate himself, and he has always mistakenly thought that his mother's mind is like his own, so neither of them guessed each other's intentions. One day, my mother showed my mind like my father, but my father was like crazy and forced each other to die, my mother was afraid that my father would do something stupid, so I had to be young, and I had not yet reached the age of talking about marriage to prevaricate in the past, but my father was so easy to deceive, the next day, my father asked my grandfather to propose marriage, because the two families had already had a marriage contract, my father was plain and kind, and his conduct was good, so his grandparents naturally agreed, but his mother was strongly opposed, and my grandfather was very angry about it, I guess my grandfather was very unsightly, no, my grandfather had to send my grandfather back first, and then persuaded my mother with my grandmother, although my mother has always been gentle and virtuous, But once one thing is identified, it is the character of not hitting the south wall and not looking back, she does not want to make such a hasty decision on her life's events, and wants to seek happiness by herself, grandparents and grandmothers have said that since ancient times, the parents' orders matchmaker words, the mother's move is tantamount to a big rebellion, helpless, the mother had to die to force each other, and finally the grandmother was distressed, and her grandfather discussed, so she had to stabilize her first, while appeasing the grandfather's family, and then make plans.

After this incident, there has been an irreparable rift between father and mother, people are like this, no matter how close the relationship was before, once the love between men and women is touched, either the ending is happy, or it is a lose-lose situation. In this way, the two childhood sweethearts are strangers, and the two families who were originally friends in the world have less contact, and the mother and grandparents are also estranged.

A month later, my grandparents went to the temple to ask for incense, my mother personally since that refusal to marry has been living in a simple place, unwilling to go out, is alone at home, my father suddenly came to visit, said that I have figured it out, I want to talk to my mother, my mother did not want to meet, but after all, I have known each other for many years, and I have a negative relationship with him, so I agreed, and the two talked at home, who knew that my father had drugged in the tea, and my mother did not suspect that he had him, and after drinking, he would not be unconscious, and his father took the opportunity to rape her. Afterwards, when my grandparents returned home, they were furious and wanted to report to the police to bring their father to justice, but they thought of the relationship between the two families, the innocence of their mothers and the rumors of the neighborhood, and questioned it again, so they had to make a big deal small and persuade their mothers to marry their fathers.

Although the mother agreed, but on the wedding day, she secretly hid a dagger, ready to stab her father to death before committing suicide, and was later discovered by the sharp-eyed grandfather, but did not succeed, and then the mother was guarded by her grandmother all day long, and did not do anything out of the ordinary.

One day, my mother found out that she was pregnant, that is, she was pregnant with me, and she never did anything stupid after that.

Time flies quickly, October pregnancy flashed, but on the third day after I was born, my mother did not even leave a letter to the family and said goodbye, my grandparents seemed to be ten years old overnight, sold the family property, began to look for their daughter, grandparents were also depressed because of this matter, my father was drunk all day long, since I can remember, there is no day to be sober, and then my grandparents passed away one after another, my grandparents have no news, my father was also drunk to death at home when I was ten years old, that night I found a portrait of my mother when I was young, there are eight small characters on it, not my beloved, how to know deeply。

Later, the master found me, took me back to the valley, passed on my martial arts, for six years, I have long regarded this place as my home, my father's appearance has long been indistinct, now, the master is my father, the senior brother is my brother. ”

After listening to this, Yu Jingzhi had mixed feelings in her heart, she thought that her situation was already pitiful, but she didn't expect her senior sister to have such a bitter past, but in the past, she didn't feel any self-pity for herself, and what qualifications did she have to complain about the heavens and others, and wanted to comfort Cao Kexin a few words, but she didn't know how to speak, so she cautiously asked: "Then do you hate them?"

"Hate?" Cao Kexin smiled, as if self-deprecating, and as if relieved, "There is nothing to hate or hate, my father has a deep affection for his mother, but he loves the wrong person in the wrong way, I thought that after having me, it would be a kind of fetters to my mother, but it was just his wishful thinking from beginning to end." And for the mother, don't like it is not like, even if it is good, the love in the world can not be paid attention to and cannot be forced, this evil fate has been destined to be this ending from the beginning. ”

Yu Jingzhi was silent, seeing that there were tears flashing in her senior sister's eyes, knowing that although she said that she didn't hold grudges, she was always uncomfortable in her heart, so she gently took her into her arms, Cao Kexin felt the strange but warm man's body temperature, touched the softest corner of her heart, and instantly burst into tears, and said heartbreakingly: "I also want to have the love of my father and mother like other children!" Burying his head in Yu Jingzhi's chest, hearing his senior sister's cry, thinking that he had become an orphan like her from now on, his nose was sore, he held back his tears, patted his senior sister's shoulder and said gently: "Everyone will go through some inevitable tribulations, I can understand your pain, the road ahead may be difficult, but you must go on strongly, because you are not alone, Master, Senior Brother and I are your family, we will always be with you." ”

Cao Kexin heard that although he didn't stop his tears, his crying was obviously quieter, and after a while, he withdrew his face from Yu Jingzhi's chest, and timidly glanced at this little junior brother who had only known him for two days, the starlight sprinkled on his handsome face, sharp edges and corners, handsome and handsome, although childish, he was a little better than the senior brother, after what happened just now, the relationship between the two was much closer, the mountain breeze was still the same, but the atmosphere gradually warmed up.

Yu Jingzhi didn't know how to speak, just sat quietly on the top of the mountain, looking up at the starry sky, after a while, Cao Kexin took the lead in breaking the silence, after all, she had not learned any red tape since she was a child, and there was no idea that men and women could not kiss, but she was a little shy in front of the little junior brother, and patted her cheek gently: "Little junior brother, it's not too early, let's go back early to rest, and it's not too late to come back tomorrow." Yu Jingzhi exhaled secretly, no longer distracted.

There were no words all the way, the two quickly returned to the valley, and at the moment when Yu Jingzhi stepped into the door, Cao Kexin's "thank you" came from behind him, and his voice was as thin as a mosquito, but he was still heard by himself, he said "You're welcome" without looking back, entered the room, and lay on the bed, I don't know if it was excessive cultivation during the day, and soon fell asleep.