Chapter Ninety-Six: The Avenue of Yin and Yang
Qi is a process of accumulating water into a river, this process is quite long, ordinary people enter the Tao, if there is no elixir to improve cultivation, ten years may not be able to promote Taisu, but the speed of the three fires of internal refining is far beyond the ordinary Qi method, Yun Yi has only been in the Tao for two years, has been promoted to Taisu, although he has also swallowed the Qi tonifying pill given by Chenyangzi, but that is only the use of breaking through the primordial, and the future cultivation will all rely on the three fires of internal refining, and the miracle of the three fires of internal refining can be imagined.
Although the three fires are the ultimate method of squeezing qi, after all, the method of practicing qi is different from the two veins of ordinary Taoists, and inducing the three fires will make the human body too hot, yin and yang are unbalanced, and emotional fluctuations will become very large.
The scene in front of him changed very abruptly, when Yun Yi opened his eyes again, he found that he was in a room, and on the bed in the room was sitting a woman holding her head and crying, although he couldn't see the woman's face, but through the familiar voice, he knew who the person in front of him was.
The situation in front of him made Yun Yi's heart sink, this situation is almost the same as two years ago, when he and the fat man rescued Wang Xiaoshu, Wang Xiaoshu woke up and cried like this.
Yun Yi ignored Wang Xiaoshu, who was crying, but turned his head to look at the furnishings in the house, this room was originally lived in by him, but later it was given to Wang Xiaoshu, he was very clear about the furnishings in the house.
Scanning the room for a week, Yun Yi found that the furnishings in the room were exactly the same as he remembered, the number of tables and chairs and the placement had not changed, even the tea set on the table had not fallen.
The tea set on the table was not neatly arranged, but Yun Yi felt very surprised, he couldn't remember how the tea set on the table was placed on the day Wang Xiaoshu woke up, but he knew his habits, and he didn't develop a good habit after many years of market life, and every time he used the teacups, he would not place them neatly.
Wang Xiaoshu was still crying, Yun Yi turned a deaf ear, went out and shouted the fat man twice, but he didn't hear the fat man's response, and shouted Zhu Xiaoqing again, but still no one answered. Yun Yi was suspicious in his heart, and went to look in each room, and found that all the houses were empty, and there were only two people in the huge Wujiao Courtyard, he and Wang Xiaoshu.
With this discovery, Yun Yi breathed a sigh of relief, fortunately, the illusion induced by the heart demon is not completely close to the truth, since it is flawed, there must be loopholes.
It is not only perseverance that breaks through the demons, no matter how strong the perseverance of the egg is, it can't knock the stone, you have to use your brain, but now Yun Yi has not found the clue, so he returned to the room.
Wang Xiaoshu was still sitting at the head of the bed crying, but at this time she was no longer crying with her head in her arms, but sitting in a daze, crying silently, the haggard on her face and the deep sadness in her eyes. Seeing Yun Yi's heart, he couldn't help but feel sour.
There was a change in mood, Yun Yi immediately realized that something was wrong, when Wang Xiaoshu cried, although he sympathized with Wang Xiaoshu, there was not much sourness in his heart, and it was too strange to feel pantothenic acid in his heart at this time.
Wang Xiaoshu cried for a moment and walked straight out.
"Why are you going?" Yun Yi got up and stopped her, he knew very well that everything in front of him was an illusion, but this illusion was too real, and Wang Xiaoshu's emotions and expressions were more than real.
"I'm going back. Wang Xiaoshu said.
"I found you out of the pile of dead people, where are you going back?" Yun Yi reached out and grabbed Wang Xiaoshu's wrist, and his heart suddenly felt like a deer.
When he changed the dressing for Wang Xiaoshu back then, he had touched Wang Xiaoshu's body many times, and every time he would have this feeling, holding Wang Xiaoshu's delicate and smooth wrist at this time, Yun Yi once again experienced this long-lost feeling.
Wang Xiaoshu was stunned when she heard this, and only after a while did she come back to her senses, squatting on the ground and howling.
Yun Yi turned to look at Wang Xiaoshu, the clothes on her back were torn, revealing a piece of snow-white and delicate skin, which was exactly the same as what he had seen back then.
Different from the scene in his memory, Wang Xiaoshu was hit by a sword wound on his back that year, and after healing, he left a shallow red mark on his back, but this red mark was not there at this time.
Wang Xiaoshu cried extremely sadly, Yun Yi's heartstrings were touched again, and she felt even more unspeakably uncomfortable in her heart, so she stepped forward and hugged Wang Xiaoshu. Even through the thick clothes, Yun Yi could feel Wang Xiaoshu's body temperature, and he could also feel Wang Xiaoshu's body trembling slightly.
Wang Xiaoshu's crying continued, and she suddenly turned around and hugged him, crying even more tragically.
Yun Yi wanted to push Wang Xiaoshu away, but he couldn't bear to push him away. Wang Xiaoshu was born in a famous family, and she was polite for several weeks, no matter how uncomfortable she was, she would not make such an over-the-top move, so Yun Yi was sure that what was in front of her was just an illusion.
But he remembered how sad Wang Xiaoshu was after experiencing the destruction of his family, how heartbroken, the true feelings of Wang Xiaoshu in front of him were the same as back then, and the special fragrance on his body made him sure that what was in front of him was not an illusion, it was Wang Xiaoshu himself.
Two contradictory psychology appeared at the same time, which made Yun Yi very embarrassed, reason told him that what was in front of him was an illusion, but the feelings that had been hidden in his heart and never revealed told him that these were true, knowing that these were false, but he hoped that it was true.
After a short period of entanglement, Yun Yi raised his hands and hugged Wang Xiaoshu, Yi Ren was in front of him, even if it was fake, he was willing to believe that it was true.
It was not difficult to convince himself that his hands touched the smooth skin on Wang Xiaoshu's back, and Yun Yi felt that he had made the right choice.
At the beginning of hugging Wang Xiaoshu, Yun Yi felt a kind of steadfastness in his heart that he had never felt before, and then he felt hot and dry, and the fire went down into his abdomen, and there were waves in his heart, and his thoughts were breeding.
Sensing that he was abnormal, Yun Yi hurriedly pushed Wang Xiaoshu away, he liked that Wang Xiaoshu was true, but at this time, Wang Xiaoshu was in the great grief of the destruction of his family, and he couldn't take advantage of the danger of others.
After Wang Xiaoshu was pushed away, her crying became more and more miserable, extremely abnormal, and like madness.
Yun Yi felt a pang in his heart, and hugged Wang Xiaoshu again, feeling solid in his heart again, but the fire in his body was uncontrollable again.
The changes under his body had touched Wang Xiaoshu's body, Yun Yi's heart was like hitting a deer, and he saw that Wang Xiaoshu did not resist, and his evil thoughts regenerated, and he hugged Wang Xiaoshu tightly.
"It's too real!" Yun Yi gritted her teeth and pushed Wang Xiaoshu away again, Wang Xiaoshu's appearance and emotions were very similar to back then, but her behavior was not like it, she exceeded the etiquette and lost her proportion.
Wang Xiaoshu sat down and cried bitterly, Yun Yi also sat down cross-legged, silently using the three views of the divine mind, he could not sense the aura in the body in the illusion, and naturally could not practice qi, but the particularity of the three views of the mind "contemplating the mind to eliminate distracting thoughts, contemplating the sky to cultivate tranquility, and contemplating the nose to regulate the breath" is still there, hugging Yuan Shouyi, after restraining his mind, Yun Yi began to think about why Wang Xiaoshu appeared in the illusion.
Although the illusions induced by each person's heart demons are not the same, in the final analysis, they are inseparable from joy, "anger, sorrow, fear, love, evil desire" and "life and death, ears, eyes, mouth, nose, and nose".
Chang'an has been separated for two years, and since then he has always remembered Wang Xiaoshu, forcing Yanyunzi to hand over the Liuding Divine Weapon, and rejecting the feelings of Flying Birds, all because Wang Xiaoshu left a deep impression in his heart.
But Yun Yi is not thinking about these at this time, but how to break the demons in his heart, perseverance alone is not enough, even if he can resist the darkness in his heart, but he cannot deny that the darkness does not exist.
Thinking of this, Yun Yi has a new understanding, whether it is a demon in his heart, or a physical abnormality, he is inseparable from his own heart, "The Yellow Emperor's Neijing" said that "the husband is full of kidney energy, the sky is full, the essence is overflowing, yin and yang are harmonious, so he can have children", lust is human instinct, from nature.
Two years when he just turned sixteen years old, it was the time when the three fires were vigorous, at that time he was in disharmony with the yin and yang in his body, although he was only ignorant of the things of men and women, but his body was weak and weak.
However, the three fire internal refining itself has great drawbacks, the human body has all five elements, causing kidney fire, liver fire will break the balance of the five elements, at the beginning such as the dam bank overflow is not to worry, but after a long time the dam bank was washed out of a gap, and finally the more overflow, the gap is getting bigger and bigger, and finally the embankment is broken, the water is pouring wantonly, out of control.
Today, Yun Yi finally understands why Zuo Ci passed on a separate volume of "The Secret Techniques of the Imperial Maiden in the Room", the techniques in the room are mostly evil arts that are collected and supplemented, harming others and benefiting themselves, but the Taoist orthodox room techniques are not the same, but through the love between men and women to neutralize yin and yang, and reconcile Ding Nai.
As we all know, the solitary yin does not give birth to the solitary yang and does not grow, and all things are negative yin and embrace the yang, and they are impulsive and think they are harmonious. Zuo Ci taught him the secret technique in the room back then, and the original intention should be to hope that he could neutralize the yin and yang in the body through this method, but unfortunately he had not yet practiced this method, and the secret book was soaked by the sea water of the East China Sea.
When he secretly felt that Zuo Ci's kindness was virtuous, Yun Yi thought about how to break the demons again, but in fact, it was not suitable to break the demons, because the demons in the heart originate from the heart, although they are relative to the positive, they are one, no yin does not show yang, no yang does not show yin, and the preservation of yin and yang is the right way, and it is also the way of heaven.
What is the right path?
What is the way of heaven? The way of heaven is long-lasting.
Taoist enlightenment, glimpse yin and yang, since it is a glimpse of yin and yang, can not only start from one point of view, in fact, yin and yang are not absolute, Taoist practice is not to eradicate the evil thoughts in the heart, only to seek yin and yang peace, although the heart of the tiger and wolf, but not for the world.
Thinking of this, Yun Yi opened his eyes and looked at Wang Xiaoshu, who was still crying at this time, his behavior was abnormal, his clothes were disheveled, and his skin was exposed in many places. Seeing this, Yun Yi had more beautiful pictures in his mind, and the evil fire in his abdomen was even more vigorous, but he didn't close his eyes.
He only saw Wang Xiaoshu's back for Wang Xiaoshu back then, and he didn't see the rest of the places, in other words, what he saw at this time was not what he saw, but what he imagined, but he didn't restrain himself from thinking about it, but let his thoughts fly wildly and wildly.
Imagination can mobilize people's desires, what he thinks in his heart, what Wang Xiaoshu will do the next moment, but if he thinks too much, he will feel bored, just like a wild horse that has escaped, there is always a time when he is tired of running, when he "looks" at Wang Xiaoshu's body, Yun Yi's inner turmoil gradually stopped, and finally calmed down.
At this moment, Yun Yi felt an unprecedented peace, peace is not calm, nor is it a rhetoric that deviates from the original intention, but a kind of open-mindedness that is not shocked and calm.