Chapter 47: Gloom

In the evening, the little girl went back to her room early and lay down on the bed, feeling lonely and helpless like never before......

The wind-blown curtains flickered against the edges, and there was no heating in the room, so she got up and closed the small window.

It was the only unheated house in the family, and she had moved from the third floor to this attic, which looked out of the window on the large roof terrace.

The little girl looked outside, then the room. If when my father bought a house for my grandmother and second uncle, he knew that one day his favorite little princess would live here without dignity like a slave......

Lying back on the bed, in the cold quilt, her thin body was shivering.

Well, it's not cold when you shake it, so let's go to bed quickly. The little girl thought so and closed her eyes. I don't know how long it took for her to fall asleep.

When she woke up in the morning, she saw a silvery white patch outside the window, the first snow of the year. The little girl was very happy, and involuntarily cried out, "Mommy, Mommy, it's snowing! Let's ......" She wanted to go out for a snowball fight together, but suddenly remembered that her mother could no longer play games in the snow and ice with her.

She lowered her head and sighed, the second time she had sighed like this. Perhaps, sighing will become the norm. In the past, she had to sigh every time she saw her father tell her mother about the company. She didn't understand at the time, why? What could sigh solve?

But now, she seems to have grown up in the past few days, and has learned a lot of truths that she once didn't understand, and also understood a lot of things that she didn't understand before.

In the wardrobe, the valuable clothes and shoes were all packed and sold by my grandmother! She said: In the future, no one will make money to buy such good things, and it is useless to keep them, so it is better to exchange money for food.

So, the little girl's clothes, except for a few left, were old clothes that her grandmother didn't know where to get them.

From the cupboard, she picked out the thickest-looking cotton coat and wrapped it around her body. Why is it wrapped and not worn? because the clothes don't fit, it's too big.

The cotton clothes were cold and damp, and there was a strange smell.

The little girl wrinkled her nose and brows in disgust, but she was very sensible, and such days would accompany her in the future. She shouldn't be so picky, she has to learn to adapt.

She washed up and sorted herself out. Even if she is not satisfied with the clothes, she still has to maintain a sense of nobility and elegance. This is a quality that she has learned from her mother since she was a child.

Walking downstairs, my grandmother's family was having breakfast.

The porridge and steamed buns look hot.

The little girl's heart throbbed, and she slowly walked to the table and looked at her grandmother's family.

There was a scene of talking and laughing just now, but at this moment, suddenly calmed down, and everyone lowered their heads to eat. Only the second uncle's son said to the little girl: "It's not your share, go away, I won't give you food!"

This is her cousin, and all this time, except for playing with her when she was very young and ignorant, there is no more. Instigated by her grandmother, she has always been very unfriendly to her. Now it's so much worse!

The little girl was very sad, the second uncle's house was bought by her father, the school where her cousin studied was contacted by her father, and even the work of the second uncle and aunt was done by her father by someone else......

If I knew this, I should have told my father early that my grandmother's family was such a person!

In the past, I only thought that my grandmother's family was targeting my mother, and in the past, when my mother was still there, every time the little girl saw her mother being bullied, or she was being bullied, she wanted to tell her father. But every time, her mother told her not to make it difficult for her father for the sake of family harmony!

The little girl's anger began to burn in her heart, and she didn't understand why her mother was so aggrieved and begged for perfection, just because she couldn't get the sincerity of her grandmother's family!

Is it because my mother doesn't have a job, and she's a girl?!?!!!

In her little heart, she began to be disappointed and angry with this family. Anger is in my heart and slowly begins to grow.

She endured it, she wanted to live, and she secretly made up her mind: Hmph! Wait for me to grow up, let you look good! Let you regret what you did today!

"Grandma, I've washed up, can I have breakfast?"

Grandma didn't answer her, and looked at her contemptuously.

She thought to herself, without explicit refusal, it was just a tacit yes.

Grandma is reluctant in her heart, and she shouldn't let her eat, this is child abuse, and she will never dare.

"If you want to eat your own meal, are you still waiting for someone to serve you?" the second aunt said angrily.

When the little girl heard this, she was relieved, as long as she was allowed to eat, what was it to serve her own food!

Hot porridge, steaming warmly. The little girl slept very cold all night, and the whole person curled up in the quilt, I don't know if it was because the quilt was not warm, or because she felt cold in her heart, in short, a bowl of hot porridge at the moment was very important to her.

She was not interested in the side dishes on the table, so she grabbed a steamed bun and sent it to her mouth.

"Look, this food is too ugly, it's like I haven't eaten in eight lifetimes, it's really embarrassing!" The second aunt's words poked into the little girl's ears like pinpricks, she blinked her eyes fiercely, lowered her head and continued to eat.

The small half bowl of leftovers from last night was deliberately left by the second aunt for the little girl. The second aunt is to let the little girl know that from now on, don't want to live a good life at home, give a dismount first. used to be kind to her, because she was worried about the huge wealth left by the little girl's father, but now that shameless extravagance has come to naught, she wants to vent her dissatisfaction on the little girl.

After breakfast, tidying up the kitchen, washing the dishes, such work was left to this eleven-year-old child. Of course, from the perspective of children at this age, it is appropriate to do housework appropriately. But such a retaliatory command will make it difficult for people to accept.

The little girl did not resist, but she was not willingly obedient in her heart.

She silently finished the work assigned to her by her second aunt, and her grandmother didn't say a word about it.

After doing all this, the little girl watched her second uncle and aunt go out with her younger brother, and she was very envious! Since the accident in her family, she has not been to school. It was because of her injury, but now that her injury is healed, she can go.

"Grandma, I want to go to school, this semester's classes have basically fallen, I want to go back to school soon to make up for it. The little girl stood on the edge of the couch and looked at her grandmother pleadingly.

"It's not long before the holidays, what are you going to, let's go back next semester!"

The little girl was stunned, how did her grandmother stop her from going to school? Nowadays, how can grandma be like this!

She was overwhelmed and suddenly felt that there was no future in her life.