Chapter 89: To Kill or Not to Kill
Li Yu was ashamed, so he wanted to wave a fan to kill himself, but when he was about to make a move, he heard Hu Jiangxue mocking and sneering: "Stupid, singing when you are in pain, drinking in music, the truth in your heart is presumptuous, but you don't dare to be presumptuous in front of you." No wonder you've been slow to break through the Divine Trick. ”
Li Yu's heart was shocked, and the movements in his hands couldn't help stagnating, and when he raised his eyes urgently, he saw Hu Jiangxue wearing a light red thin silk shirt and a moon-white pleated long skirt, her eyebrows were furrowed, and her disappointment was beyond words.
"Why did Master change his dress in an instant......
Li Yufang was stunned for a moment, but heard Hu Jiangxue sneer: "In vain, you have read all the books of sages, but you have obscene and evil thoughts. The rat has a body, but the human is rude. People are rude, and they don't want to die?"
Li Yu's heart shook again, and only then did he realize that there were clearly two Hu Jiangxue in front of him!
The two Hu Jiangxue, who have exactly the same appearance, are like two people, and their attitudes are very different.
One was dressed in a pale blue robe with scrolls rolled horizontally, and his face was full of anger, while the other was dressed in a pale red shirt with his sleeves flicked and his face full of disdain.
One is angry, one is contemptible, the mood is completely different, and the deviation is the same way, which coincides with the disappointment of mislooking Li Yu, the same discouragement, and the same regret.
In an instant, Li Yu's heart was hit hard, but he felt that he rushed left and right, and he couldn't open this dead knot, so his limbs were weak, his mouth vomited blood, and he sat on the ground in embarrassment.
The two Hu Jiangxue sneered in unison, their eyes burning, staring directly at Li Yu, and they were determined to let Li Yu give an explanation.
Li Yu unconsciously held his head in his hands, rolled back and forth, screaming to the sky and grabbing the ground, and the pain was unbearable.
It's a pity that the picture is poor, the nets are all over the place, and Li Yu has no way to go to heaven and no way to escape.
The extravagance and fear that had been hidden for a long time were broken by Zhao Yue'er's cold eyes, and through the mirror of the Demon Sound Sect Master's "Spring Shirt Drunk", and finally broke out completely at this moment.
Even if you have the intention to avoid it, even if you have the intention to delay, you can no longer escape the torture of your heart.
"What the hell should I do with Master...... What kind of heart do I have for her?"
The two Hu Jiangxue took a step closer together, their bright eyes were bright, and they fell in Li Yu's eyes, but they were endlessly pressing.
No matter what answer Li Yu gives, there will always be a Hu Jiangxue who is disappointed.
"No matter what choice I make, I will always have no peace in my heart...... It's no wonder that the Heavenly Doctor still has lingering palpitations when he talks about the purple mist. The demons in the heart are difficult to get rid of, so that people can only be purified by death. ”
The people inhaled the mist and the demons were numerous, Song Xingtian inhaled the mist and the dream of immortality was shattered, and Li Yu inhaled the mist and his liver and intestines were broken, and there was no way out.
Li Yu clearly knew that the two Hu Jiangxue in front of him were just his own imagination.
But there is no absolute boundary between the virtual and the real.
Whether it is illusion or reality, imagination is actually a rehearsal of facts.
Hu Jiangxue will inevitably worry about Li Yu, and will inevitably feel guilty for not being able to protect Li Yu.
And when Li Yu saw Hu Jiangxue, he would inevitably blame himself and feel uncomfortable, he would be grateful, and he would inevitably be embarrassed and at a loss because of his thoughts.
The teacher is deeply gracious, Li Yu does not allow himself to have any excessive thoughts, and does not allow himself to let Hu Jiangxue have even the slightest trouble.
"She has always been a mentor and apprentice to me, how can I rebel and disregard the dignity of my teacher?"
But on the first day Li Yu saw Hu Jiangxue, he was impressed by Hu Jiangxue's superb insight. At the same time, I was shocked by the heavens, and because of Hu Jiangxue's words "true feelings and presumptuousness", I had a conjecture, which was always imprinted in my mind with a glimpse of the first sight, and Hu Jiangxue's angry appearance in a light red Luo shirt.
"The root of love has been planted, and it is already wishful thinking to uproot it. What's more, I really don't want to uproot the roots. It's just that how can I ......?"
Li Yu was in a dilemma, his mind was tormented, as if he had been tortured by eighteen times and tossed repeatedly, his soul could not help but be shaken, a wisp of soul came out of his body, and he stepped into the ghost gate.
In a trance, a few plum blossoms fell in the air, and Li Yu touched the scene, and suddenly remembered the seven-step poem at the entrance: "Cui Tian synthesizes plum to cover up grievances, and the beautiful woman bathes and lingers at night." ”
He couldn't help but smile bitterly: "Emperor Tang Ming and Yang Guifei are in harmony, but they are bitter for Concubine Mei." Everyone in the world admires the affection of Tang and Li, and the resentment of Concubine Mei, who thinks of it? Just as I love my master's heart, although it is in love, I can't sing it, not only can't explain it to my master, but I can't even reveal a word to others. ”
But after laughing helplessly, Li Yu's spirit suddenly lifted, just because he suddenly thought again: "Yes, yes." If everything comes from the heart, how can it be forcibly contained?
As the messenger of Konghou said, the word love is the most reluctant, neither can you reluctantly love a person you don't want to love, nor can you reluctantly not love a person who wants to love.
Could it be that I love Master with the slightest hypocrisy?
Do I love Master and want Master to give me an answer?
Could it be that I love Master, like Concubine Mei, just because I can't love it, I will feel resentment?
Since everything comes from the bottom of my heart, and since I don't expect to respond, then why is it wrong for me to love Master?
I love so much that I have peace of mind, so why should I be in pain?
If I am worried that Master will be troubled, I just need to hide my love deep in my heart, so that Master will not find out, not let the world find out, not show traces, and no clues, that is.
In this way, I can not only face the Master calmly, but also face my heart calmly.
Actually, I may not be able to see Master again, but I am entangled in how to face Master, isn't it ridiculous? Perhaps, this is the magic of love, which makes people suffer from gains and losses.
I tasted love for the first time, and I was trapped in the etiquette of the teacher, which was really ridiculous. ”
As soon as I thought about it, my heart was bright. Li Yu was full of energy, the peach blossom fan was full of ambition, facing the two Hu Jiangxue, facing the plum blossoms, and said "break", and the heart magic realm collapsed in an instant.
Now that the purple mist had dissipated, Li Yu stepped into the hole, only to see the thousand-year-old three-year-old demon snake as thick as a tree trunk in surprise and panic, hurriedly twisting its long body, and swooping down like lightning.
Although the demon snake is a thousand-year-old penance, the power of one blow is only similar to the Yuntai double show tricks, how can it get into the eyes of Li Yu?
"Pull out the mountains and cover the world!"
The peach blossom fan attacked strongly, and the strong wind swept away, throwing the demon snake down the cave wall.
The two pupils of the demon snake revealed a look of fear, and its body twisted and overlapped, trembling, very pitiful.
Li Yu was going to take the demon snake Neidan directly, but suddenly he couldn't bear it and hesitated for a while.
"The demon snake's thousand-year-old penance is the purple mist, and it is only a strategy for self-preservation, so why not have a grudge against others? Although the demon snake is an alien, it is also a life in the end.
The Heavenly Doctor has the heart to kill for the sake of immortality, and I acted to save Sister Yue'er, which is inevitably against morality and violates Tianhe. ”
He is also a demon, and this is also a demon. Although he broke through the purple mist, Li Yu still faced a dilemma in his heart.
Killing or not killing is a mistake, who can really have a clear conscience in life?
Li Yu laughed at himself: "I didn't go to the kitchen because I was afraid of knowing the tragic situation of chickens, ducks and fish before they died, but I was full of praise when I ate big fish and meat." Oh, the gentleman is far away from cooking, it is indeed hypocritical compassion.
But this hypocritical mercy is probably the only word that can persuade the conscience to be troubled. Even if a Buddha also needs to be a vegetarian and live, can plants and herbs have no life and be at ease?
That's why the ancients said, 'Things hurt their kind.'" 'If you don't hurt your fellow kind, you can barely feel at ease.' If this demon snake had turned into a human form, I would naturally not be able to do it, but now after all, it is still only a demon snake, and killing it is not a violation of morality. ”
Li Yu thought about it for a while, and tried every means to persuade himself, but he still hesitated and refused to do it.
The thousand-year-old demon snake screamed in pain, and the grief was infinite, hoping that the strong man in front of him would be able to open the net.
It's a pity that Li Yu thought of Zhao Yue'er's life, and he had to send it.
Standing for a long time, Li Yu shook his head, stepped forward ruthlessly, broke open the body of the demon snake, and took out a purple-black inner pill.
Killing or not killing is a mistake, who can really have a clear conscience in life?
Li Yu got his wish and obtained the Three Evil Dragons Zidan, and he was unhappy in his heart.