"Awake?"

The world's most beautiful sound rings in your ears.

When I opened my eyes, I saw Haruko's eyes, so close that they took up the entire field of vision.

Haruko, are you still alive?

I wanted to lean back a little bit and take a look at her face. But for some reason, I couldn't move. On the contrary, after waking up, I got closer...... Haruko's good smell is in the nose, from the nasal cavity to the brain, and then with the heartbeat to every corner of the body.

I suddenly felt that the sun outside the window was getting warmer......

I kissed her, her lips were moist and soft, but for some reason, they were a little different from what I remembered.

I still want to see her, yes, I want to see her more than a kiss.

But Ye Yunsheng was immersed in kissing and was reluctant to raise his head.

............

I don't have to guess that I know she's the one who weighs on my back.

Ah Tan is always cautious with me, where can I be like her, and sometimes asks me to kiss her body more.

Occasionally when I her off, she would look like she didn't care, then run into my house at night, bite me hard, and when I pretended to beg for mercy, she would lick the blood from the tips of her teeth and smile at me.

Now that she was pressed against my back, I was a little weak and let her bite at the soft tendons on my shoulders.

"The government has established the power of the Transit Division, and the text has been issued. Zimo has been overwhelmed by the people in the government recently, don't just focus on practicing swords, help him more. ”

I suddenly felt panicked, like I had put a piece of ice under my heart, and every time I jumped, I could slip down and fall to pieces.

"They all call me 'useless in the world,' what can I do to help him? Haruko, when he came back yesterday, he saw me practicing swordsmanship and said a word to me. ”

I was crazy and wanted to shut up.

"What did you say?"

"He told me to propose to you as soon as possible. ”

Ye Yunsheng, you brute! I scolded him viciously, and I didn't realize for a while that I was scolding myself.

"What did you say?"

"Me?"

Don't say it, don't say it, how can you be so stupid?

"I said, you and Haruko are childhood sweethearts, what am I...... Not to mention the Lutheran League, even this Jianghu is almost out of place for me. ”

............

"Ah Sheng!"

In the chaotic courtyard, the men's clamor and the women's coquettish laughter...... Rouge, strong smell of wine......

"If you don't pick, I'll pick one and leave! Did you get squeezed dry by Qingzi last night? It's rare to have a few sisters from Jiangnan today. Can you be a little happier?"

I reached out and grabbed it, but didn't grab it...... Lao Yun hugged the girl who came down from the stage and walked in through the beaded curtain on the side of the stage.

I looked around.

No matter how lively it is, no matter how close it is to make friends, there is always a time when there is one person......

But that's not loneliness.

Loneliness is from wheezing to calming, from sweating to cooling, from confusion to freeze.

Many people don't know the difference between loneliness and loneliness.

The key to distinguishing loneliness from loneliness lies in sadness...... Because sadness is a prelude to loneliness.

Without sadness, there is loneliness. There is sadness and loneliness.

I didn't ask what my sister next to me was called, and she didn't say anything superfluous, just cooperated and called a few times.

I watched as she got dressed, brushed her long hair, and left without saying a word.

I don't know where the wind came from.

The glimmer of the only red candle in the room flickered and then went out.

So, I'm still in the dark.

............

"So you refused?"

Lao Yun has a face, he hasn't been angry at me for a long time.

"There are many good players in the league, where can I be used. Besides, I just agreed, what are you going to do? It's only 10 games in total, and if you ask me to go to the game, do you want to only compete in 9 games?

"!" he scolded.

"!" I scolded, but I knew I was scolding myself.

He suddenly made a move, I don't know why, since I opened the "Useless Sword Technique", I can't count his punches anymore.

I was knocked to the ground by him, grabbed by the collar, and dragged me to the stone flower pool in the courtyard.

A haggard, pale face with dark circles and a scruffy beard appeared on the water.

"Have you forgotten what you said before?" he cried out, furious as a worm that had been hungry for three days and three nights.

He tugged at my collar so hard that I couldn't breathe.

"I haven't forgotten! That day, there was a guy who told me that I couldn't win, and I walked the rivers and lakes by myself, and there was no second one besides this guy! This guy also said to me. ”

"There's only one thing he's afraid of, and that's giving up. ”

"Because when a person gives up for the first time, there will be a second time, a third time, and when he gets used to giving up, he can no longer hold on. ”

So, he didn't want to give up. Not once. ”

In the end, his anger turned into heartache, this fierce and domineering man, like a mother-in-law, showed a sad and sad look, I am afraid that he will calm down in the future and scold the "bad things", right?

"You said it yourself, but why did you give up? What about your heart? What about your ambition? What about your persistence?"

He punched him in the water, sending it to the sky, and then it spilled down in a big way, making me and him wet all over our bodies.

I heard myself say, "I lost once or twice, I don't care, I lost ten or twenty times, I can still persevere, but I lose more than a hundred times, I can't win, how do you tell me not to give up?"

I could see my face in the water, a look of dead heart, indifferent, even uncomfortable and painful.

But I didn't feel sorry for myself, I didn't grieve for myself, and I didn't feel sorry for this person.

I just want to put my arm around Lao Yun's shoulders and say to him, brother, I've worked hard for you.

Because I know that the most painful thing is not how much I have failed in life.

The most painful.

It's a brother who looks at the scenery of the past, and he has the ability to live a down-and-out life, live a silent life, and live a life that disappears into the dust.

When the brother can't get up.

Brotherhood will go up to help.

But when you can't help your brother.

Brothers are going to cry.

............

The people in the courtyard walked in a hurry, preparing weapons, horses, and rations. Everyone is busy with what they should be doing, seriously, and nothing else.

He walked into the courtyard with the smell of alcohol, ignoring the disdain, contempt, and annoyance of others.

"Ah Sheng, how many words shall we talk about?"

Zimo is thinner than he remembers, did he marry Haruko later, and as he grew older, he began to get rich?

In fact, at this time, in Chang'an, and even in several nearby cities and mountains, he was the most famous person.

Young Junyan, martial arts hero, leader of the Xinyi League, and leader of Chang'an's righteous path.

The family legend "Flying Sword into Qingyun" is still invincible, Lingyun Sword Immortal Fang Zimo. Boast - which girl on the rivers and lakes doesn't want to marry him?

I followed him to the back of the house, and suddenly I realized what he was going to talk to me about, and I felt a little excited.