Chapter 958: The Man in Temperament (2)
"Terrified...... Escape?" Liu Xunyi's eyes changed, and the expression on his face gradually became serious, "Big brother means ......"
"Just imagine, a five or six-year-old girl was suddenly forcibly taken to a strange place by strangers, unfamiliar with people and land, unaccompanied, and full of fierce and vicious, murderous outlaws, which can be described as 'calling the heavens undesirable and the earth unspiritual'. Don't talk about an innocent little girl, even if a seven-foot-tall man...... I'm afraid I will also be flustered and uneasy. Su He said solemnly, "Therefore, in the situation of extreme weakness, extreme fear, and extreme helplessness, she subconsciously chose to forget the pain, and admitted that Yun Chaiyue was her own father, nothing more than ...... It's a kind of self-preservation. After all, according to the situation at the time, only by believing the lies that Yun Chaiyue had woven for her could her young heart get a little comfort. As the saying goes, 'go along with it,' and I think that's pretty much the case. ”
"Accept ...... Rebellion"
Su He's words were like a sharp blade, stabbing Liu Xunyi's ignorant heart full of holes, and blood was dripping. Especially the last sentence of "go against the grain" brought Liu Xunyi an unprecedented sour and sorrowful.
He never thought that Yun Jianping, who seemed to be lively and cheerful, was actually a poor person who was "obedient", and she had to cover up and disguise herself in order to protect herself.
It's just that Yun Jianping's 20 years of "disguise" are so vivid and vivid that even she herself is convinced that she has long forgotten what is true and what is false?
For his sister, Liu Xunyi in the past was more about missing, shame, and guilt......
But today, under Su He's reminder of "being obedient", a strong sense of "distress" gushed out, which made Liu Xunyi, who realized it later, burn all his insides, and his liver and intestines were broken.
Recalling every meeting and conversation between himself and Yun Jianping, Liu Xunyi, who was heartbroken, hated his stupidity and numbness more and more. Why don't you have the audacity to speak out?
Thinking of the fact that he once thought that Yun Jianping was doing well, he was once glad that she could live a worry-free life, and once took the opportunity to comfort himself and alleviate the guilt in his heart...... At this moment, Liu Xunyi really hated to kill himself with one sword.
Thinking about it carefully, no matter why Yun Chaiyue raised Yun Jianping, his care for Yun Jianping will never be comparable to his brother's love for his sister.
Such a simple truth, why do you need Su He's reminder?
Thinking of this, Liu Xunyi, who was full of remorse, suddenly smashed his fist into his head, and said in annoyance: "I'm really stupid as a pig, really stupid, I'm not worthy of being Yu'er's brother at all......"
"Xunyi, in fact, your sister has been waiting for you, maybe...... Even she didn't know. Su He grabbed Liu Xunyi's wrist and said word by word, "But Brother Wei dares to assert that she has been waiting for you since the day you separated outside the Xingyuan granary in Luzhou." Waiting for you to find her, waiting to meet you, waiting for ...... You take her home. ”
"Jade ......"
"When you give her enough security, and when she is sure that she will never be separated from you again, 'Yun Jianping' can open her heart, tear off the mask that has been disguised for twenty years, and return to her true colors. Changed back to the real ...... 'Liu Xunyu'. ”
Su He's words are so beautiful that Liu Xunyi can no longer hold back the complicated feelings in his heart. His eyes trembled and trembled with grief and indignation, and although he didn't say a word, the tears that poured down were worth a thousand words.
"Qin Wei can betray you, Zhao Xin can leave you, but Liu Xunyu ...... Connected with your blood, you will be brothers and sisters all your life, brothers and sisters who break bones and tendons. Looking at Liu Xunyi, who was embarrassed, Su He's eyes turned red, and he sighed, "The people of the world have caused you to lose everything, and you can take revenge on the people of the world." But it should never be his own sister...... Bear the consequences. After all, she's innocent!"
"Big brother's heart...... Little brother understands!"
Liu Xunyi wiped away the tears, grabbed Su He's arm with his backhand, and swore solemnly: "I will find Yu'er, no matter what the cost is, I will wake her up, so that she will no longer experience the pain of parting for the rest of her life." ”
"Looking for clothes, you can understand the heart of being a brother, Su is very pleased. ”
"The eldest brother's mind and the younger brother understand, but the younger brother's mind ...... Does the eldest brother know?" Liu Xunyi stared at the relieved Su He with nervous eyes, and said in a condensed voice, "Why do I insist on staying in Mohe Racecourse, the root cause is that I don't want my eldest brother to practice himself. During this time, we have been avoiding talking about this matter, in fact, everyone knows it......"
"Looking for clothes!"
Su He seemed to know what Liu Xunyi wanted to say, and resolutely interrupted his "know with affection, move with reason", and pushed away Liu Xunyi's hand holding his arm without a trace, and pretended to smile casually: "I'm different from you, you are Han, I'm Mongolian." You can do the same thing, but I can't. What you do is 'work', and what I do is 'pass'. Therefore, I am not staying here to practice myself, but to reflect on my own ...... "000 literature."
"Reflect on yourself?" Liu Xunyi looked surprised, "What's wrong with the eldest brother?
"On the prairie...... There are only men who died in battle, and there are no men who admit defeat. Su He said bitterly, "Admitting defeat is something that only a spineless coward does, especially admitting defeat to a different race...... Therefore, after 'Naadam', Su has been unable to gain a foothold in the grassland, don't say that the Great Khan and the prince will not forgive me, even myself...... Nor can I face ......"
"In that case, why did my eldest brother help me in the first place?"
"I didn't help you, that night's competition was very fair, I really didn't want to fight you to the death, and I really didn't beat you......"
"That sworn ......"
"It is an indisputable fact that I am a few years older than you, whether I am a sworn priest or not. Su He said awe-inspiringly, "What's more, you have always called me 'Brother Su', and we have long been brothers worthy of the name." ”
"Let's not talk about the past, let's just talk about the present. Liu Xunyi waved his hand, "Is the eldest brother really willing to bury his skills here?
"This is Su's fate......"
"Bullshit fate!" Seeing that Su He was disheartened, Liu Xunyi was furious, and his words became sharper and sharper, "Su He in the past would never follow the ups and downs of customs, let alone find excuses to hide his ambitions. Where did Su He, who stood up to the sky and was fearless, go? Where did Su He, who went to danger and regarded death as if he were alive? Where did Su He, who was a man who was full of spirit and spirit, go? You and I are friends of eight worships, Su He was my eldest brother for one day, and I have been my eldest brother for the rest of my life. If the eldest brother is in a dilemma because of the younger brother, his heart will be dead. That...... The younger brother is willing to apologize with death, and only hopes that the eldest brother can regain his strength and make a comeback. ”
"Never!" Su He hurriedly grabbed the indignant Liu Xunyi, and said urgently, "If you commit suicide, how dare you live for your brother?"
"This is the end of my life...... I have worshiped the two eldest brothers. One is Su He, and the other is Lin Fangda. Liu Xunyi fell in love deeply, wept silently, and kept muttering to himself, "They treat me sincerely and treat each other with all sincerity." And I'm ...... but they were the worst victims. They survive because I am in prison. Because I was blamed and criticized. Because I am ashamed and humiliated, and my reputation is discredited...... Now, I'm sorry for one, and I really don't want to be sorry for the other...... There is no good retribution, maybe it is the cruelty and ruthlessness of the rivers and lakes, but this kind of bastard must not happen to me Liu Xunyi, otherwise I will be a despicable and shameless bastard who is inferior to pigs and dogs......"
"Clothes ...... Hunt"
"Actually, there is a sentence that I have always held in my heart. Before Su He could speak, Liu Xunyi's eyes suddenly froze, and he said indignantly, "I know that the eldest brother is guilty of the Mongolian Great Khan, Hu Lie, and even the Mongolian tribes, and I also know that the younger brother is soft-spoken and can't easily change the eldest brother's mind." However, I have to say this sentence from my heart no matter what I say today, even if it is not in line with the courtesy, even if the eldest brother resents me, I will say it......! These are the heartfelt words of the younger brother. ”
Su He frowned and said curiously, "What do you want to say?"
"I want to say...... The eldest brother is worthy of Mongolia, and it is Mongolia that is inferior to the eldest brother. ”
"This ......"
This is not my nonsense, and it is not my alarmism. It's a painful lesson that my younger brother has personally experienced, and I really don't want my eldest brother to follow in my footsteps. Liu Xunyi was heartbroken, and simply put out a belly of words and dishes, "A few months ago, I was a loyal minister and good general of the Great Song Dynasty, and I had warned myself hundreds, thousands, and thousands of times, and I must be determined to die for the Great Song Dynasty." However, in the eyes of the imperial court, we, the brave and loyal courtiers, are just chess pieces at the mercy of others, which are used and guarded against on weekdays. We were born and died, and we made great contributions to the court, and they were constantly praised. But once we make the slightest mistake or do something that is not in line with their wishes, we, the 'loyal and good generals', will immediately become 'wine bags and rice bags', or even 'chaotic ministers and thieves'. At that time, the imperial court will raise its eyebrows and raise its eyes at us, and do everything possible to find excuses to exclude us and charge us with crimes. What's more, when faced with an important life-and-death decision, they would rather turn black and white upside down with their conscience than pay the slightest price for us chess pieces. When the rabbit dies, the dog cooks, and the bird hides the bow. When it declined, the teacher asked for the guilt and lashed down. These schemers are insidious, vicious, treacherous, and ruthless...... Far from being understandable by the people of the rivers and lakes. In the same way, we talk about 'morality', but they talk about 'profit'. Since we have different aspirations and different ways, why should we rush to be their substitutes?"
"Looking for clothes, you ......"
"Big brother, those who ridicule you and exclude you don't care if you 'reflect on your own mistakes', they just have the idea of 'the wall is falling down and everyone is pushing, and the drum is beaten by ten thousand people'. The evil of the human heart, which often kills people without seeing blood, is far more terrible than the sword in the hands of you and me. Liu Xunyi ignored Su He's abruptness, and said like a cannon, "Forgive the younger brother for being blunt, it makes no sense for the eldest brother to stay in the Mohe Hippodrome to punish himself." On the contrary, the more you give up on yourself, the more proud, happy, and happy some people become. The Mongolian soldiers are innumerable, and many of them are squeezing their heads to seek the position. Therefore, they don't cherish or care about you at all. As the saying goes, 'A man dies for his confidant'. Since there is no place for you in the grassland, why should the eldest brother take pity on himself? The younger brother has gone through the catastrophe of life and death, and it is only after several trips back and forth at the ghost gate gate that he can see through the cruelty of the world. People live for a lifetime, and plants and trees for an autumn. Instead of committing to others, it is better to strengthen yourself. Since Chifengling can't go back, why don't the eldest brother find another way out? ”
Seeing that Liu Xunyi was impassioned, the more he spoke, the more excited he became, Su He's heart gradually rose to his throat, and he said suspiciously: "Xunyi, what do you want to say? What is it...... Looking for another way out?"
"Leave Mohe Hippodrome and come with me!"
"Where?"
"Central Plains!"
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