Liu Yu smiled slightly bitterly, and replied: "The Tubo army has entered Chang'an several times, burned my city, and plundered my people, which can be called a heinous crime. Although I killed them, I didn't feel anything wrong in my heart. The soldiers under Huang Chao's command are all our atomic people, and they rarely do evil deeds, but they just went on another road with the crowd, and I can't bear to kill them all!"

He exhaled softly after saying these words, it was the first time he had confided his true thoughts to someone else, and it was in front of a stranger. Over the years, he had never confided in his heart so frankly, even in front of Xie Duyan. Just because of kindness and the kindness of women, there is often only a thin line between the two, and if you don't grasp the scale well, you will cross the line.

A woman is often not considered a good leader, and his or her men are often distracted. This is also the reason why Liu Yu has always hidden this idea in his heart and never revealed it to others.

The reason why he chose to tell Huang Ya all this was actually a bet. In the face of Zhuge Poor, who refused to show up, he had no better way but to bet on his sincerity, hoping that his true feelings could impress this genius who refused to be restrained.

Xie Duyan didn't expect Liu Yu to be at this level, she was slightly stunned after hearing these words, she opened her mouth to remind Liu Yu, but out of some thought, she stopped again, lowered her head and was silent.

Huang Ya smiled lightly and said to Liu Yu: "You are very right, but why should I believe you?"

Liu Yu's face was as usual, "Things in the world have changed abruptly, and people are unpredictable. Liu does things with his own conscience. ”

"Since you are such a good person, why don't you become a monk and give porridge to the poor every day, wouldn't you be able to do more good deeds?" Huang Ya teased.

Liu Yu was not angry, and said: "Being a good person can only save a very small number of people, but sweeping away the troubled times and Jingqing Huanyu can save the people of the society, which is more important, the girl should understand better than me!"

Huang Ya groaned slightly, the mature expression on her face far exceeded her age, and her eyes seemed to be smiling, "For thousands of years, no one who can become a hero is a real good person. You want to win the world and be a good person, which can be called the opposite of each other, and I am afraid it will be difficult to do it. If I believe you, I'm afraid I'm going to have a wrong year. ”

Xie Duyan was slightly resentful after hearing this, she stood up, forced herself to suppress the unhappiness in her heart, and said slowly: "Miss Huang doesn't know, when our head was the secretary of Dali Temple, he had cleared up a lot of unjust, false and wrongful cases, and after the famine in the city, he did his best to provide disaster relief and give porridge to the victims, which is really a lot of good things. ”

The corners of Huang Ya's mouth curled slightly, "Although Master Liu saved those victims, he may just want to show off in front of the world and take the opportunity to win people's hearts!"

Xie Duyan's face was calm, "In short, the result is good, if everything in the world is discussed about the root cause, how many people can explain it clearly?"

Huang Ya was silent for a long time, and then said: "Anyway, this is the time to sleep in the middle of the night, you better not make a big noise." ”

Liu Yu looked apologetic, "Liu's sins, please forgive the girl!"

Huang Ya said to him: "Don't apologize yet, I have to say another thing to you, things in the world are by no means soft and hard, so you should simply give up this kind of scoundrel thing guarding outside other people's doors, and leave quickly!"

Bang!

The door to the hut was closed again and never opened again.

More than two hours passed, and the eastern sky gradually became slightly brighter. Xie Duyan looked at Liu Yu, who was still standing in the snow, and sighed softly, "That girl doesn't seem to be going to pay attention to us, I'm afraid that we will be disgusted if we continue to stay, and as soon as the snow melts, the war will start again, do we two continue to wait here?"

"Wait. Liu Yu said softly, with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, and there was no resentment.

He shook off the snow on his body, took out a pack of beef jerky from his arms, untied a leather bag of liquor from his waist, and threw it all to Xie Duyan, "Eat something quickly, when the snow melts during the day, the weather will be colder!"

Xie Duyan reached out and took the jerky and wine, and without thanking him, he looked at his chest in a daze.

"What's wrong?" Liu Yu was slightly surprised.

He looked down and saw that when he was digging out the food just now, he accidentally turned the clothes he was wearing on the close-fitting out, revealing half of the placket. On the old faded green shirt, an eagle embroidered with gold thread showed half of its wingtips, shining golden in the light of the snow at dawn.

"You've been wearing this dress?" Xie Duyan asked.

Liu Yu smiled innocently, "I don't pay attention to food and clothing, and I love old things, so I refuse to change my clothes when I have them to wear." ”

Xie Duyan's eyes showed a hint of heat, "Nostalgia for the old, is it the same for people?"

Liu Yu looked at her quietly, "The longer I live in the Central Plains, the more I miss those times on the grassland. At that time, I was lying in the cart and couldn't move, if you hadn't fed me water and food every day, I'm afraid I wouldn't be alive today. ”

The corners of Xie Duyan's mouth moved slightly, and he could see that he was smiling bitterly, "I should have been forced by Zhu Wen, he said that only if I take good care of you, he will let Tian Feng go." ”

"If Tian Feng and I were both standing in front of you, who would you choose?" asked Liu Yu directly.

"I have already paid off Tian Feng's love, even if we meet again, we don't owe each other. As for you, you should be a person with a heart for the world, why should you put an inseparable heart on the love of children?" Xie Duyan looked at him steadily.

Liu Yu shook his head lightly, "Why can't you take care of the country and your children?" Emperor Guangwu of the Eastern Han Dynasty once said that the eunuch should be regarded as the ruling Jinwu, and the wife should be Yin Lihua. ”

Yin Lihua, with both beauty and talent, can be called the most praised queen of the Eastern Han Dynasty.

Xie Duyan heard that Liu Yu actually used Yin Lihua to describe herself, and sighed and said: "The head of the family really has a good reputation for me, I am just a hard-working person who has been ruined by others, where can I be compared with Yin Lihua." Please don't take me to heart in the future, Li Jing's girl is actually good. ”

"Why did you come to me when you had this in mind?" Liu Yu was a little difficult to accept this result. He still remembered that when he saw Xie Duyan at that time, he was completely stunned, and he couldn't believe that all this could happen in reality.

Xie Duyan said slowly: "Over the years, I have traveled to many places in the world, and I have seen Mount Tai in Ludi and the vast river in the south of the Yangtze River. Confucius Zeng Yun: Climb Mount Tai and Xiao Lu, but I think it's not just Xiao Lu? Compared with the beautiful and majestic rivers in the world, personal emotions are simply insignificant. Whether I live or die, the mountains and rivers still stand, and the rivers still flow. ”

She paused, "Life is so insignificant, I suddenly understood my father's teachings back then. Maybe only by doing something in this world can I not regret this life!"