Chapter 779: Joys and Sorrows of the Desert (4)

"Xunyi, after I leave, you ...... Will you miss me?"

On the bank of the crescent moon, Liu Xunyi and Zhao Xin sat snuggling, she gently leaned her soft and boneless delicate body into Liu Xunyi's arms, and let Liu Xunyi's arms tightly wrap around her waist, and her solid and warm chest made her feel extremely steady.

Similarly, the faint fragrance on Zhao Xin's body also made Liu Xunyi drunk without drinking, and his mind was peaceful.

Up to this point, the two had been sitting here for two hours. There was no loud crying, no life or death, no hugging and crying, and no even parting. From beginning to end, they just snuggled up to each other calmly, laughing and talking in low voices.

Since the first time the two met, they recalled their past bit by bit, sometimes arguing, sometimes singing and harmonizing, sometimes flirting, sometimes looking at each other and smiling......

Everything, just like the secret meeting in Lin'an back then, the piano and the pine are blended, the pineapple is leaning together, carefree, talking and laughing.

On the surface, at least, there is no hint of the pain of the impending separation. Even if they were teary-eyed, even if they were suddenly choked, they didn't want each other to be in deep pain and couldn't extricate themselves, so they were desperately trying to suppress and pretend to be relaxed as much as they could.

Hearing Zhao Xin's inquiry, Liu Xunyi couldn't help but feel sad, and he was confused for a while, not knowing how to answer.

"I don't want you to miss me, I want ...... You can forget me sooner, and it's better to forget me completely. Zhao Xin endured her grief and told Liu Xunyi about her heartfelt and unintended expectations.

"I promise you!" Liu Xunyi pretended to be joking, "The day you forget me, I will definitely forget you completely." ”

In the face of Liu Xunyi's ridicule, Zhao Xin frowned slightly at first, and then laughed out loud.

"What are you laughing at?"

"I laugh at you for not knowing when you learned to be so flamboyant. ”

While teasing, Zhao Xin subconsciously reached out and hit Liu Xunyi's cheek, as if to teach him a lesson.

However, when Zhao Xin's fingertips touched Liu Xunyi's cheeks, the force of the slap instantly turned into watery gentleness, gently swiping along his angular outline, as if to keep his appearance firmly in his heart.

"Xun Yi, I just watched you dance the sword...... I'm amazed, and I think you've reached the pinnacle of swordsmanship. Zhao Xin's deep eyes stared at Liu Xunyi, who was in a complicated state, and said faintly, "Your martial arts ...... Isn't it better than before?"

"Huh?" Liu Xunyi raised his eyebrows, and asked with interest, "In the past, you didn't have the slightest interest in dancing knives and guns, but along the way to send your relatives, you repeatedly inquired about other people's martial arts, what is your intention?

After that, Liu Xunyi pretended to be a "fierce god and evil", which made Zhao Xin giggle.

"I want to know, if your martial arts are the best in the world, will you no longer have to worry about the pursuit of the enemy?"

Looking at Zhao Xin's innocent and sincere eyes, Liu Xunyi's heart couldn't help but feel a trace of emotion. At this time, he had already understood Zhao Xin's words, and he understood her good intentions.

In the final analysis, Zhao Xin still remembers Liu Xunyi's "Jianghu Chase and Kill Order", and she is worried.

Liu Xunyi didn't want Zhao Xin to be frightened, so he pretended to nod lightly and said, "That's right! When I practice martial arts to be the best in the world, no one in the world can hurt me in the slightest." ”

"Then how far are you from the number one in the world?" Zhao Xin asked reluctantly, "How many more years do you have to practice?"

"This ......"

Seeing Liu Xunyi's embarrassed face, Zhao Xin couldn't help but feel nervous, and said worriedly: "Become the number one in the world...... Is it hard?"

"It's not ......easy," Liu Xunyi slurred, vague, "But it's not impossible, as long as I practice hard, sooner or later, I will be able to achieve my wish one day." ”

"Who was the leader at the Ulzhou Inn that day? His martial arts seemed to be very powerful. ”

"This ......" Liu Xunyi hesitated for a long time, suddenly looked straight, and explained, "Xin'er, there is a dragon elephant list in the rivers and lakes, and the person who chased and killed me in the Ulzhou Inn that day is named Lu Tingxiang, ranking third on the dragon elephant list. ”

"What's in your ranks?"

......As soon as the words came out, Liu Xunyi noticed Zhao Xin's disappointment, and hurriedly added, "But Su He, who is in the second place, and Qin Ku, who is in the fourth place, are both good brothers who are in love with me, and they will never embarrass me, so you don't have to worry." ”

"First?"

"First ......" The cynical Wu Shuang appeared in Liu Xunyi's mind, and replied plausibly, "The first one has some friendship with me, count it ...... Also friends. ”

"So it's the best!" Zhao Xin breathed a sigh of relief and said with relief, "Since the number one in the world is your friend, then when you return to the Central Plains, remember to ask him for help." ”

Zhao Xin doesn't know about the rivers and lakes, and she doesn't understand the meaning of the Dragon Elephant List, so she thinks that the first place on the Dragon Elephant List is the first in the world. Liu Xunyi did not correct her, but echoed her advice, just to reassure her.

At this end, Liu Xunyi and Zhao Xin fell silent again.

It's hard to be worried, and to talk and laugh as usual.

The shadow of the moon is hazy, the breeze is coming, the crescent moon spring is sparkling, and a round of reflection is looming, just like the state of mind of the two at this time.

The third watch is more than halfway through, and the fourth watch is approaching, leaving them time...... Not many of them anymore.

Suddenly, Zhao Xin stretched out her hand and stroked Liu Xunyi's cheek, met her eyes, and said slowly: "Xunyi, I'm sorry ......"

The sentence of "I'm sorry" without warning touched Liu Xunyi's heartstrings, making it difficult for him to remain calm and calm, and the tears that had been hidden in the depths of his eyes burst instantly, slowly flowing down Zhao Xin's fingers.

The complex and entangled feelings are like eyes blurred by tears, blurred but difficult to hide their attachment and reluctance to each other.

"Xin'er, the person who should really say sorry is me, not you. The trembling hand brushed along Zhao Xin's three thousand green silks, Liu Xunyi was full of guilt, and the words pierced his heart, "It's because I'm incompetent, I can't make meritorious contributions, and I can't persuade the emperor to marry you to me...... The survival of the Great Song Dynasty is like a burden of ten thousand catties, but let you be a weak woman on your shoulders, and I, Liu Xunyi, am a man...... I can't serve the country, I can't protect the people, and I can't even keep my favorite woman...... What if I become the number one in the world? With a sword in my hand, I can't resist the power. No matter how high the martial arts are...... After all, he is a reckless man at the mercy of others. ”

"Clothes ...... Hunt"

"Xin'er!"

Suddenly, Liu Xunyi held Zhao Xin's hand tightly and said excitedly: "Let's go! I'll take you out of here, the Song and Meng wars will be fought, what do we have to do? Let's find a paradise to live quietly, okay?"

However, in the face of Liu Xunyi's expectant and longing gaze, Zhao Xin wept silently and did not say a word.

"Xin'er, as long as you say a word, even if you nod, I ......"

"Looking for clothes, don't say any more. Zhao Xin struggled to break free from Liu Xunyi's shackles, tears rained down, and slowly shook her head, "The country is broken and the family is ruined, where is there a paradise in the world? What's more, we have already agreed first, haven't we?"

"......"

"Liu Xunyi, who I know, is a big hero who stands up to the sky. No matter what difficulties he encountered, he would not run away. ”

Zhao Xin's pretense of being strong made Liu Xunyi feel guilty and distressed, and hurriedly took out a handkerchief to wipe her tears.

This handkerchief, which is exactly what they love, has been stored close to Liu Xunyi, and they dare not leave it anytime or anywhere.

"Xunyi, why have you kept it?" Zhao Xin's eyes moved, and she suddenly snatched the handkerchief, and said angrily, "Keep it, how can you forget me? Keeping it will only make you live in the memories of the past, and it will become more and more painful." ”

"I know, but ......" Liu Xunyi stopped talking, entangled, "But how easy is it to forget you?" Xin'er, I don't have as much sense as you, and I can't be as free and easy as you......"

Liu Xunyi's words were like a sharp sword, piercing deep into Zhao Xin's heart, making her soft intestines and choked several times.

"Xin'er, I don't blame you, I just ......"

"Looking for clothes, needless to say, I ...... Know your heart. Zhao Xin interrupted Liu Xunyi's defense, and under his anxious gaze, she wept and said, "In this life and this life, you and I have no fate, I took the initiative to give up our relationship, I ...... I'm sorry for you. If there is an afterlife...... I hope I'm not a princess, and you're not Lord Liu, and then I will slowly make up for what I owe you in this life. ”

"Xin'er ......"

"Actually, I have already prepared a gift for you, a ...... A gift just for you. Due to various scruples, I have not been able to do so. ”

Before the words fell, Zhao Xin suddenly got up, carrying a handkerchief and walking towards the Crescent Moon Spring step by step.

"Xin'er, what are you going to do?" Liu Xunyi was shocked and got up in a hurry.

"Don't worry, I'm not looking for a short-sighted idea. ”

Zhao Xin took off her shoes and socks on the shore and stepped barefoot into the crescent moon spring step by step, the clear spring water gradually overflowing her calves.

The moonlight poured down, and in the hazy reflection, she was like a goddess descending to earth. The slender waist is Chuchu, the appearance is alluring, the peach blossom face is like a hibiscus out of the water, and the exquisite and wonderful man is better than the jade tree in the wind.

Gestures, a smile, the beauty is incomprehensible, the beauty is suffocating.

"Xunyi, I am responsible for the rise and fall of the Great Song Dynasty, implicating the life and death of thousands of people, and I can't ignore the happiness of others because of my own feelings......" Zhao Xin stared at the panicked Liu Xunyi with teary eyes, and said with a smile, "But I don't want to leave regrets for the most important relationship in this life." ”

"Xin'er, you are ......"

"I'm about to marry the prince of Mongolia, and I heard that Dali is ...... It was this prince who led his troops to level the level. A prince who made the Mongol Great Khan give three points, a prince who terrified thousands of arrogant soldiers, and a prince who held great power and killed countless people...... Needless to say, he must be a treacherous, proud, murderous, greedy man. Zhao Xin ignored Liu Xunyi's worries, and said to herself, "Such a high-ranking Mongolian prince will never tolerate other men getting involved in his own things, whether it is soldiers and horses, cattle and sheep, grasslands or ...... Woman. ”

As for this, Zhao Xin couldn't stop crying, and whimpered: "For the harmony of Song and Meng, for the sake of the mission, and for the thousands of innocent people to avoid the disaster of family destruction and death, I ...... I can't give myself to the man I love the most, because I have to gain the trust of the sudden, even ...... Please him. ”

"Xin'er ......" Zhao Xin's heartfelt words made Liu Xunyi burn inside, and his heart was like a knife.

"But I was not reconciled, and I was reluctant. Zhao Xin wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and showed a stubborn and extremely gentle smile to Liu Xunyi, "Liu Xunyi is the man that I Zhao Xin really love......s! I can make him the first man to be honest with me. In this way, it can be regarded as living up to the love between you and me. After tonight, I'm just a walking corpse, because my heart is ...... Will stay in this moment forever. ”

"Xin'er, don't ......"

Without waiting for Liu Xunyi to dissuade her, Zhao Xin had already raised her handkerchief high in the night sky.

I don't know when, the moonlight gradually faded out of the clouds, casting a bright white light, reflecting the beauty of the lake as warm as jade.

The handkerchief fluttered in the wind, fluttering, and Zhao Xin, who was full of charm, untied her clothes lightly in the crescent moon spring, and let the purple shirt and skirt fade off layer by layer.

In an instant, the handkerchief and the robe fell into the smooth mirror-like water, stirring up rippling blue waves and rippling layer upon layer.

The white jade is like light, brilliant and flawless.

If there is love in the sky, it should be turned into tears with a blue spring. If the sky is ruthless, he thinks he is smiling at the people.

At this moment, this situation is ......

It is a beautiful crystallization that lasts for many years and is destined to be married. It is also a sad end of fate dispersed, and since then life and death have come to a sad end.

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