Liu Zai was stunned for a moment, how did he suddenly turn the topic here, except for the "Jade Maiden's Heart Sutra" and "Sunflower Treasure Book" since ancient times, I haven't heard of anything related to martial arts and feelings, but people asked so sincerely, Liu Zai also replied sincerely: "Probably, it's the feeling of wanting to see it whenever you want." ”

Liu Zai replied very sincerely, without a little water, whether it is the librarian of Yanjing or the current lonely journey at the end of the world, he is always thinking about who is who, there are parents and friends, not thinking about it all the time, but except for sleeping, he will think about it for no reason at any time, even if he sleeps, he will occasionally think in his dreams, thinking about it day and night, this is probably liking.

"That's hate. Luo Lie said softly.

"This ...... I'm inexperienced. Liu Zai said very embarrassed, his expression was even more embarrassed, he really had never hated a person so much, thank the great motherland, let us be so peaceful.

"In the first sixteen years of my life, I only thought about one person, I thought about him dying, or his whole family dying, and I thought about it for 16 years. Luo Lie seemed to spit out this sentence from his heart, even Liu Zheng trembled, in this sentence, what a terrible resentment should be hidden, people say that time can dilute everything, but there is a thing that can live forever with life, the sad thing is that that thing is not love, it is hate, hatred will burn the soul with a blazing flame, the accumulation of time will only make it more and more poisonous, until it exhausts life, just like a magma lake that looks calm like water, you can't imagine what kind of explosion has accumulated under it, what kind of scene it will be when it erupts.

I don't know how long I have been holding this sentence in my heart with Luo Lie's silent character, and I haven't said it to anyone, but I didn't expect to spit it out today in the face of a person who is far from being acquainted.

"I'm sorry Brother Liu, as a soldier, I shouldn't have such a big personal grudge. I actually want to ask, why do you like a girl?"

Liu Zai thought about it very seriously and said, "I don't know." ”

"You should have a girl you like. I don't know why I like it, but for specific reasons, like pretty and hearty is good for you......"

"Enough. Liu Zai suddenly became a little irritable, "Why do I like it, how do you know, can you know why you like to eat what kind of food? Do people really know their own needs? Do they know everything about themselves? Do you know what you need?"

Calming down a little, Liu Zai was a little ashamed of his unprovoked fire, "I'm sorry Brother Luo." You asked the wrong person about the relationship, and frankly, I haven't experienced this until now. If you like a person, you must say the reason, you can only say that this person is very good, not necessarily that others also think it is good, you yourself think it is enough, I have a person I liked, so good that it is heavenly, but no matter how good a person is, he may not have to like you, I also liked Liu Yifei. She may be nice to you, but that's because she's good to everyone, and you're just one of the toads in the sun. This has a proper noun called crush, do you know, the reason why there is such a fucked thing as a crush, the sin is not in the hormones, the sin is impossible, this impossible gap is as small as the teacher and parents scolding other boys, the distance from the college score line, and the big family personality, as long as the gap exists, it can't be touched, just like jumping up and picking the fruit on the tree, even a millimeter of distance is a failure, reason makes you realize that it is impossible when you will cut it off yourself, the worst thing about the crush is not timidity, but reason, when you longing for something but rationally find it impossible, you will hate yourself for not being angry。 ”

"How do you know it's impossible? If you had spoken out at the time, the girl might not have liked you. ”

"And then...... Underground early love suppression, gradually forgotten after the branch, college graduation and work in a different place, slowly faded into a symbol in the memory......"

"You can't help but think about it, even if you end up breaking up, at least you once loved. "As a person who has tried his best to block everything for a goal, Luo Lie hates the foresight in Liu Zheng's words, and he doesn't even dare to try, can he still be called reasonable?

"Maybe you're right, Luo Lie, let me tell you, I figured out one thing when I was eleven years old, except for my mother, there is no second woman in this world who will be unconditionally good to you. Love doesn't need a reason, but it takes conditions to sustain love. So I restrained myself from falling in love until college, I didn't care about the ending, I just wanted a vigorous love in my opinion, and I wouldn't let it appear if I couldn't see the result, my woman must accompany me for the rest of my life. Liu Zai seemed to tear open a certain mask that had been hidden, revealing what was hidden inside, not the bloodthirsty monster, but a dead child who didn't want to lose anything, his, the other side.

The scene was a little strange, it seemed that the distraught Luo Lie was seeking comfort, but on the contrary, he was calming the restless Liu Zheng.

Luo Lie once felt that he and Liu Zheng were of the same species, but now it seems that they are also taken for granted, they are like two lines of reptiles and mammals that converge and evolve, parallel and do not intersect.

Liu Zai said, "Luo Lie, have you ever heard of a saying? All the friends you knew before you became independent, especially your classmates, are actually people who have nothing to do with your life, and only after independence is it really your life, so life is actually divided into two stages, just like the life of a caterpillar before and after its complete metamorphosis. ”

Luo Lie became restless and said, "He farts!"

Liu Zai calmed down and said, "Because of this fart, I didn't have any friends in the first half of my life. ”

The two inexplicably restless men gradually quieted down.

Liu Zai asked: "...... that Doctor Cheng Xiaojuan?"

"It's better", Luo Lie said, "and then got married." ”

"Uh, I'm sorry...... Brother Luo, you ...... Condolences change, that, things in the world are not as good as people ...... nine times out of ten", Liu Zai said in his heart that the girl he liked married someone else, and it was really miserable.

Luo Lie said: "It's me who married." ”

Liu Zai only felt that his face was slapped on the ground.

Luo Lie continued: "The child is also mine, there is no quarrel, and there is no divorce. ”

Liu Zai swallowed back the words that had just come to his mouth, and almost wanted to use his own hands to slap his face with a bow left and right, and he could talk about it.

"Comrade Luo Lie, then you are a fart. You are obviously a winner in life, okay, you are still bitter and hateful, do you really not treat us single dogs as human beings?"

Luo Lie said slowly: "Me and Xiao Juan, Lu Pothos are all comrades-in-arms of the Special Reconnaissance Brigade of the Su and Anhui Provincial Military Region, I have always known that they all like me, but I have always hidden thorns in my heart, if you want to put a girl in it, you have to stab, one day I don't know why, Lu Luo suddenly married a comrade-in-arms named Shang Feng without warning, but Comrade Shang Feng is also a good person, they are doing well, and then it seems logical, I finally accepted Xiao Juan's feelings, and we got married......

Liu Zai listened to the story quietly.

"Three years ago, Xiao Juan and I knew the truth about Lu Luo's sudden marriage, it turned out that Xiao Juan's mother found out about Lu Luo's father's black account, so as to coerce Lu Luo to marry immediately and cut off contact with me...... " Luo Lie closed his eyes, "We knew about it, and we didn't say anything for a whole day, Xiao Juan, who was two months pregnant at the time, asked to be transferred to the Tibetan Military Region, and I didn't say anything...... After that, I was decadent for a while, numbing myself with more intense martial arts training and study than before, until this mission, I knew that it was the chiefs who deliberately wanted to give me a reason to come here and face her. ”

"Wait, Luo Hunt. You just said that the green pothos and her husband are doing well, which proves that you have long been relieved, and you love Dr. Cheng in your heart, otherwise you would not have married her, right?" Liu Zai said.

Luo Lie said softly: "Xiao Juan probably thinks that I like pothos, because pothos will be with her when she gets married." But in the days when she left me, I thought about her when I ate, when I trained, when I practiced, and when I slept and closed my eyes, I saw her, although she never said it, but I thought about her a thousand times a day, and I already knew at that time that my world could no longer be without her. ”

"That's right. Liu Zai patted him on the shoulder, "What's the problem, you love Dr. Cheng, Dr. Cheng also loves you, the crystallization of happiness is there, and there is a yarn, at that time, you should have grabbed Dr. Cheng's hand and told her that you love her and you want to be with her for the rest of your life." ”

"It's not that simple. Even if my feelings for pothos were originally just for my comrades-in-arms, but the practice of filial piety and motherhood touched the biggest scale in my life. I really, very, very much hate this use of power to forcibly interfere in the lives of others. When Luo Lie said this, it was like a calm magma lake, "The first time I felt the existence of power, I hated this thing, this kind of harm is more terrible than any weapon, not to kill people, but to destroy people, from the body to the spirit." ”

At this time, the sound of brisk footsteps came from far to near, and before anyone arrived, the sound came first, and a cheerful young man laughed: "Sugar gourd, laugh a few times and let your father hear it, and you will see your father soon!"

Dressed in a suit and leather shoes, it is a pity that the tie is not like a tie button, and the messy young man trotted into the ward with a brisk pace, and what is even more contrary is that this person is still riding a genuine little fart child wearing slit pants on his neck, the young man planted himself on the hospital bed with the power of the co-foreman who could not touch Zhou Shan, the little fart child and Luo Lie happened to face each other, and the young man's face was covered on the quilt and said sullenly: "The landing was successful." ”

Luo Lie stretched out his trembling arms, and at this time, the white-clothed iceberg angel with an anxious face mixed with panic strode in after him, and the Hedong lion roared: "Ai Yuanbao, you bastard!!"

Seeing that Luo Lie wanted to get up, Cheng Xiaojuan hurriedly picked up his son and said, "Lie down well, don't move." The tone was not as cold as the previous days, with a bit of girlish anger.

Luo Lie watched the woman holding the child and sitting on the chair that Liu Zai had moved over with great interest at the first time, sitting in front of him, close at hand, and turned his gaze to the young man who jumped out, "Why are you here?"

The young man stood up, and Liu Zai saw clearly that this guy was actually quite magnificent, about 1.8 meters tall, with a three-dimensional face that is rare for Orientals, with a three-dimensional nose bridge, thick eyebrows and big eyes, and a black mole sitting alone in the Yin Hall.

Like a majestic monkey king, and a lemur, Liu Zai suddenly had such an idea.

"Lao Luo, not only me, even Xiao Rui Lao Chu Lao Ba is here, everyone heard that you finally broke the seed and are coming to pick up the silk mother and son home, and they all came to cheer you up to cheer and cheer up the army! Come on, sugar gourd, come and call Dad! Uh, no, it's Dad who is lying down......" The young man was going to hug the child again, Cheng Xiaojuan hugged and dodged and resolutely did not let this guy who lacked roots and tendons get close to his precious son again, just one of them was robbed by him and ran away, all the way here, obviously premeditated.

"This is not a tourist area, what name are you coming here? Luo Hunt ignored his old friend's nonsense with a straight face, speaking of which, he should have hated and despised the most was this kind of honor guard family background, but only for this small hair, he could only laugh at it, and the reason why he had a straight face was because of the competition - he lost when he laughed. The philosophy of life of this goods is that life is a big playground, come and go in a hurry, why make yourself miserable? It is also the blessing of this goods, Luo Lie did not evolve into a dangerous person like an extreme terrorist of the noble son class in the end, the young man's name is Ai Qin, not Ai Qing's Qing, although he really wants to become a poet full of literature and art to wash away the noble smell around his body, but the purpose is to soak the difficult girl, nicknamed Yuanbao, so it is also known as Ai Yuanbao. This product will always have a kind of vitality, and it will infect the people around him, although Luo Lie doesn't want to admit it, but he is indeed one of the infected, and the only time he shows a gloomy mood in his impression is when he went to court at the age of ten and was imprisoned again, the two little boys were separated by the glass, he said why don't you call him for such a thing, when to do the next one remember to call him, you are responsible for cutting people, he is responsible for blowing up that guy's car, from then on Luo Lie knew that he couldn't get rid of this guy in his life, this was his lifelong friend.

"Isn't there a monster here, we came with Sister Lin Ling of CCTV, Sister Lin Ling, do you remember, I came to your army last time for an interview, I didn't think that other people would be arrested by the military leaders here as soon as they arrived, and I was not a soldier, so I came directly. Ai Qin said while fighting with Cheng Xiaojuan for sugar gourds.

"We've all heard, you were bullied by a guy named Liu Zai here, isn't it? It's okay, two brothers in one world, we still have so many brothers, we can't beat us alone, and we can't do it on the front, let's put a dog to bite and dig a trap, then what is called Liu Zai is not a good bird when I hear it, most of it is all the way with that Mu Qinfeng and that birdman, after we capture him alive, directly rip off his innermost pants as a flag and put it, and then write the word 'miserable' on his leg, I will write it after you finish writing, and I will write it to you after I finish writing." The last sentence was addressed to Liu Zai, and Ai Chin finally noticed Liu Zai.

"Ahh

"Of course, eh, this brother looks so kind, get to know him. Ai Qin said, not noticing Cheng Xiaojuan's playful eyes at all.

"Under Liu Zheng. Liu Zai said with a smile.