"Ei, are you lonely?"

"Huh?" Liu Zai was stunned, completely unable to figure out what this sudden move was, "You...... What do you mean?"

Mao Jingqin said: "Mr. Lin Yutang said: 'The word loneliness is taken apart, there are children, melons and fruits, dogs, and butterflies, which are enough to support the mouth of an alley in a midsummer evening, full of human feelings. Of course, children's fruits, cats, dogs, and butterflies are lively, but they have nothing to do with you, which is called loneliness. ’”

Liu Zai was stunned, this ...... Why did you suddenly switch from a martial arts file to a literary file, this transition is a bit fast, Miss, wake up, your setting is not a literary girl.

"You...... What do you mean?" he said again.

"Shadow, I've been thinking about how people like you live on weekdays. If we have a problem, we get together and laugh, we go to the playground and run a few laps, we go crazy, we go ......"

"Shopping. Liu Zai still remembers the girl's shopping.

"Almost, I would go to the supermarket to shop. Mao Jingqin smiled, "I used to think that if people like you really existed, when they had troubles, they would step on the flying sword to go to the sky and the earth, from the west end of the sky to the east end, and play crazy, they would split a big river or a mountain with a sword, anyway, they would not go to a crowded place." ”

"Uh...... It's true that I don't go to crowded places, but ......" Liu Zai thought to himself that he had been this character before he cultivated, what was wrong with him.

"Yes, that's why I met you at an altitude of a few hundred meters above sea level in Kunlun Mountain. Mao Jingqin's eyes carried a hint of pity, and she saw Liu Zai's heart furious, "Ying, you are so strong, how lonely you should be." ”

"Ahem, I think it's okay. Liu Zai smiled, "I probably understand what you mean, but this path was chosen by myself, and I have never regretted it, just like it is so dangerous for you to participate in the scientific expedition, and your family and friends are probably also very opposed." We all have our own dreams and goals, and we are ready to give up something to do so, even if we can't help but be sad when it becomes a reality. You don't call loneliness despair, loneliness can actually be a kind of enjoyment, just like a person silently solving a number problem, pain and happiness. ”

Liu Zai said: "I have traversed the desert inaccessible, seen the ice towers in the mountains and valleys, descended the bottomless abyss and dark rivers, and roasted monsters and eaten in places where no one has ever been before, these are so fast and romantic, although I always hope that someone can share those joys with me." Just like when I used to go to the cafeteria to eat, I always sat in a corner, and I enjoyed sitting alone without anyone squeezing me, but in fact, I still wanted someone to sit opposite, not talk, and take a bite of food to take a look. However, I am a peerless master, and sitting in the same place as me is often dangerous. Therefore, these days are the most precious memories for me. ”

Mao Jingqin blinked and chuckled: "Then a peerless master like you, shouldn't you have a lot of confidants." ”

Liu Zai turned it through his mind a few times very seriously, and said: "It seems that there really isn't, my womanhood belongs to the kind that is not very bad, but no one will have ideas." But there are quite a few men who want to be my father-in-law. ”

Think about it carefully, in addition to the relatives who have a relationship with him and the elders who treat him as a child, it seems that only the female comrades who have a relationship with him as a sister of the opposite sex seem to treat him as a sister of the opposite sex, like the former pervert sister and now Zhu Nuxia, Miss Zhou is taking him as a man, but the concept of boyfriend she understands is probably just a special good brother who can sleep together, otherwise how could she say the sentence "The man I want is either smarter than me or stronger than me, otherwise why would he conquer me!" , I don't think I'm looking for a boyfriend.

Liu Zai's more than 20 years of life and emotional experience is like this, pure and outrageous, perfect to avoid all the primitive dangers that may lead to the ignition of friends of the opposite sex, the real public friend, the woman's popularity can not be said to be bad, but no wolf has ever worried about which piece of meat Liu Zai will rob. Occasionally participating in campus activities, Liu Zai has a feeling that the giant panda has strayed into the grassland of northern Xinjiang, countless horses and wolves roaring back and forth on the playground, he walks quietly, expecting a tigress to take him away or a female robber from the sky to take a big net around him.

Could it be that he hasn't had female tickets discharging each other all these years? A figure suddenly popped up in the depths of Liu Zai's mind, Jiang Ronghui, the disciple of Pujia Academy who only had a few faces, timidly holding a small porcelain jar when he left the Chongyang Secret Realm to bid farewell, bowing his head and blushing.

No, could it be that the first time he was discharged in his life was actually her, you can't blame Liu Zheng for being too slow to react, it's true that no girl has ever taken the initiative to discharge him, he has no experience.

Liu Zai said suddenly: "Mao Jingqin, do you still have an impression of the people you met ten years ago...... And to get in touch?"

Mao Jingqin was a little overwhelmed by the sudden brain circuit, and suddenly realized that this was the first time he called his name, and he didn't notice that she would call him "shadow" these days, and he still called her "you" or simply ignored the pronouns, Mao Jingqin felt a little uncomfortable, there seemed to be something horizontal between them, not something like a mountain galaxy, like a ...... Turtle shells.

The dragon-like man in front of him has been shrinking himself into a turtle shell and talking, has he always been like this?

Mao Jingqin thought about it seriously and replied: "No, the high school with the longest contact will be broken, where can I remember the child's impression clearly." ”

Liu Zai smiled, "I really envy you, I'm not lonely." ”

He said softly: "Don't you think there is something wrong with this world? A long time ago, when you were a child, you met a group of people, talking and laughing, full of sincerity, everything that appeared on their faces was almost indifferent, the reason for your acquaintance may be very nonsense, just random scheduling, the reason for separation is even more nonsense, graduation or transfer. So you go your separate ways, and the living people gradually fade into a vague memory, and slowly disappear into your world, but in fact they still exist, meet other friends in other places, grow up, grow into something you are not familiar with, and the memory of you gradually fades into a blank, or simply a fart, you don't know each other at all, and after a few years, you pass by, no different from passers-by, because you don't even know each other's appearances in your memory, completely, you don't know each other. Some people say that life is actually divided into two sections, before growing up and after growing up, and interpersonal relationships only exist when they grow up, and the friends they make when they grow up are real friends, the kind of stable relationship that can maintain social values, and those who know each other before growing up are playing family, and this definition of growing up varies from person to person. Everyone knows that Nobita and Shizuka are childhood sweethearts, a few people still remember Nobita also knew a girl in red shoes, Nobita may remember when he grows up, but after all, it is just a faded little girl in his mind, in reality, that little girl may have grown into a slim girl, not inferior to Shizuka, but she will never be able to catch up with Shizuka, because she has already moved and transferred, look, moving and transferring, what a terrible power, even the blue fat man can't be reversed, if there is no move and transfer, will the little girl with no name take Shizuka's place？”

Mao Jingqin said: "You, you're still very lonely. ”

Liu Zai said: "Of course, there is really a kind of person in this world, he doesn't want to grow up, although he has a mature logical thinking ability and independence to support himself like an adult, but he still refuses to grow up, he refuses to admit that he and the little kid more than ten years ago are two people, he firmly remembers everyone he wants to remember, and from time to time recalls the name and 'glorious' deeds to ensure that they always exist, but in fact their ontology may have long since 'died' in reality." ”

The burly predecessor of the bronze mask leaned forward and approached Mao Jingqin, this heroine who had no stage fright even in the face of the big and small evil gods was suddenly a little scared, and the man in front of him became inexplicably dangerous, and he said with a fierce attitude: " So this is loneliness, the loneliness of a dead child who refuses to grow up, this loneliness does not come from everything around you that has nothing to do with you, but from the people and things that were originally related to you, silently gone, helplessly watching the world change, stubbornly squatting there, why do you say that the old man is like a child, those old people who stubbornly sit on the park bench and keep looking back at the past, aren't they just dead children. ”

Mao Jingqin asked: "That person, did he meet his former friend later?"

Liu Zheng leaned back and said: "By chance, he met his former classmates and got some contact information, that feeling is like a kite that has been flying for more than ten years and miraculously connected to the line, I should really thank Lao Ma for making such a contribution to the society, inventing QQ WeChat, he cherishes the opportunity to talk again, but soon, without warning, he was blocked." He panicked for a moment, wondering what was going on, why the person on the other side wanted to break the thread, did he do something wrong, and he soon knew why, in someone else's world, he had long been abandoned. He has been a person with no sense of existence since he was a child, but the more people who have no sense of existence, the more likely they are to make a mistake, you remember others and whether others remember you or not have nothing to do with it, you have long faded into a blank in other people's minds, or simply a fart. ”

Liu Zai recalled the reply: Hello Liu Zai, I'm sorry for the trouble, I just think we don't know each other well, and I can't help but talk deeply, so I didn't reply in time. The student days are also far away, and I think that the image of me in your mind actually comes from your imagination to a large extent. Our lives will never intersect again, so please don't worry about my attitude. I wish you all the best in life and a bright future. ———— Mao Jingqin

It's so polite, really caring, there are no inappropriate words, just one meaning between the lines - I don't know you, please don't bother me.

The farthest distance in the world is not a bloody life-and-death love, but a reunion with the most ordinary acquaintance, a stranger who seems to be close at hand, but has actually been separated by more than ten years.

Mao Jingqin said seriously: "I think this person is too pessimistic, although his pessimism comes from too strong feelings, but he also has to be able to say it." ”

Liu Zai said: "Actually, he really didn't want to have something happen to a female classmate who hadn't seen her for more than ten years, the only purpose was to confirm that there was indeed such a person in the world, their relationship was no longer a stranger, and they could occasionally talk, so that they could only rely on memory to know each other's existence, but that's it, he was still regarded as a crazy big bad wolf." Have you seen "Your Name"?"

"Yes. Mao Jingqin said softly.

"If you and a friend you haven't seen for a long time meet without knowing it, you don't recognize each other at a glance, you pass by, or you vaguely remember that there is such a person after knowing each other's name, and you don't know each other, what do you think of that ending? Does that mean that each other has died in their respective memories, as if the friends you know have died one by one, and have become strangers with his name and a little bit of the past, completely unrecognizable? ”

Mao Jingqin shuddered in her heart and asked, "Ying, does this person have anything to do with me?"

Liu Zai said: "Probably, you are what that person imagines a female classmate who hasn't seen each other for more than ten years." ”

Mao Jingqin asked again: "That female classmate is a doctor?"

"Hmm. Liu Zheng nodded, "He only knows that the girl in his memory has become a doctor, and he is very happy." Doctor. O angel in white. What a noble and holy existence, if that girl could have half of you, he would wake up laughing in his dreams, happy for his childhood friend. ”

Mao Jingqin said: "You are so lonely. She said this for the third time today.

Liu Zao nodded, "You don't have to open your mouth for the next question, this is a secret that can't be said." ”

Mao Jingqin said softly: "Why don't you join the national military." You can continue your dreams, and there will be people to sit with you and share the joy, if loneliness is a kind of enjoyment, then wouldn't it be a great joy for a few lonely people to get together, not to mention, haven't you really wanted to do more and more meaningful things?"