This sudden change was not the pain or the chaos of the demons in the heart, but it was blind first! This blindness was not darkness at all, but it was just a blank slate! Is this "starting from the eyes"? God, if I hadn't known that I had been stricken, and suddenly opened my eyes and became blind like this, wouldn't I have screamed out loud!

But now it's almost the same. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info No matter how hard he tried to keep himself calm, he couldn't calm down. In the past, I never thought that there would be a day when I could no longer see and see everything in this world. The horror of this moment, no matter how heavy, it was too heavy, so that he couldn't hold his breath anymore!

He panicked and got out of bed, but he didn't know where to go.

Suzaku has not yet returned, and what about okra? okra must have fallen asleep - even if she was awake, should I tell her that she should worry me too?—I don't know what will happen after this blindness!

Suddenly, there was a knock on the door, and Okra's voice was already outside and whispered, "Are you awake?"

Jun Li remembered that the lamp was lit, and he was a little at a loss for a while. "Don't come!" he blurted out.

Okra seemed slightly stunned, and then slapped the door again: "What's wrong with you? Did you have a seizure? Open the door and let me in!"

She really knows Jun Li too well. She knew that his tone was strange. Jun Li never wanted her to see it, so he just sat on the edge of the bed, covered his eyes deeply, and said, "It's okay, you can go back." ”

"I don't believe you're okay. "Okra Road. "If it's really okay, open the door and let me see!"

Before Jun Li could speak, he suddenly felt a deep pain in his head, as if he had been bitten by something. The pain was not stinging, but it was enough to make people feel ominous. He bit his lip, and felt the pain begin to creep through his mind, a bit like the collection of all kinds of humming sounds he heard the moment he woke up from a serious injury. The difference is that this time, the buzz did not die down in a few days, but this time, it became louder, denser, and more ...... It was hard to resist, as if the pain had become a sound, from one point, neither fast nor slow, not slow, to the whole skull.

Jun Li held his head, not bothering to speak, at first he could still hear okra knocking on the door, talking anxiously, but then even those voices were lost—little by little by the humming sound was eaten away. How familiar it feels. First he lost his sight, then his hearing, and then his sense of smell? -- he suddenly panicked: Even if I wanted to speak now, would I still be able to speak?

He opened his mouth: "Okra ......"

He didn't know if he was making a sound. He couldn't hear or feel the tremor in his throat. When he was seriously injured, he simply fainted, and that was it, but now he was awake—awake but he felt the pain of being robbed of his senses in this way. Maybe it shouldn't be called pain, because it doesn't hurt. But there is another kind of indescribable helplessness in the emptiness of the void.

He began to understand what it meant to be better to live than to die. Just losing his feeling like this has made him worse than dead. He reached out and grabbed the edge of the bed. How long will it last? How long will Suzaku return? Will he bring him back to save himself? He suddenly felt terrible in his cowardice at this moment—this difficulty of being frightened and tormented by the utter unknown, and there was a destructive power that pierced his heart, and he began to wonder through and through whether he was really as fearless as he had always thought.

Not even serious injuries, severe pain, or death had ever frightened him so much.

He didn't know how long it took him to calm down. He couldn't care about whether okra was still there, but when he calmed down, he found that he had become so cowardly as to shed tears. Suddenly I realized that someone was shaking me. It was this shaking that allowed me to catch a trace of reality from the buzzing madness of losing my mind. He opened his eyes, but he couldn't see who was beside him, and he could barely hear her name in his ear, and it took so much hoarseness to drown out the deaf hum that seemed to come from a distant place.

"Can you hear me?" he heard Okra cry hoarsely, "Wake up, wake up, those are hallucinations, they are hallucinations!"

He suddenly understood. -- I've been manipulated by someone. The so-called feeling of loss must not be real, but I have been so easily penetrated into my heart and planted this kind of fear? How can I forget all the things that I have learned in the "Meditation Technique"? In the fear of Fang Cai, if someone wants to blackmail himself into saying something or promising something, it must be very easy!

In a trance, I realized that okra's hands were also cold, holding his cold hands. "Are you better?" she said softly, hurriedly.

He subconsciously held her backhand. "Okra," he said in a trance. "Just ...... It's so sad. Is your piano there? Play a little bit for me. ”

Okra was suddenly held by him like this, and he panicked inexplicably, and he pulled his hand to break away. Seeing that Jun Li's consciousness was still a little vague, but she was finally able to say a word, she let go of her heart a little and said, "Wait for me, I'll be back immediately." ”

She helped him lean against the head of the bed before turning away. Jun Li's mind gradually became clear, although there was still a blank space in front of him, the buzzing in his head gradually weakened, and the feeling of being tortured to the point of fatigue and weakness retreated slightly. The two intentions of "contemplating the mind" and "being void" are actually excellent mental methods for dealing with this mind-controlling technique, but at the moment, I can't use the trick - it seems that I only need a little bit of strength.

In the end, the cultivation of internal strength is still shallow, and there is no experience in confrontation, and the person who starts with a little skill can make himself chaotic. However, if there is no such thing, Jun Li really doesn't know how to use the Mirror Tricks. He leaned on the head of the bed, remembering in his heart how desperate he felt that life was worse than death—short-lived, but terrible.

But it was just an illusion, an illusion that disappeared so quickly, and the next time he encountered it, he would not be so flustered; and when Suzaku was injured and lying in the snow, that kind of life was worse than death must be more real, and he didn't even have a hope, he was able to survive? Jun Li suddenly thought about it now, and he felt that he didn't know how to describe Suzaku.

-- How could the "Spiegel" not be able to deal with the mere illusion of even such hopeless pain? He thought as he reached out to wipe away the tears that flowed from his face, and sat down with his spirits.

"There was nothing in the first place, where to stir up dust. This is a saying spread in Zen Buddhism, but it has also been borrowed by Suzaku in the meaning of "Ruoxu". Jun Li has a lot of luck, and he has heard the sound of the piano in his ears, and knows that it is okra to help him. The night is dark, and only this piano sound can give me some gentle strength. Okra deliberately suppressed the sound of the piano, only listening to the melodious music, the magic sound imagery contained in it was soothing and relieving fatigue, as if placing him in a broad and safe background, and he could sink into the "Void Intention" without distraction, seeking a way to fight against the "Phantom Life Gu".

The melodious song is also occasionally tactful, which is different from what Jun Li has heard before. Since that day, Okra and Jun Li passed by and said that they wanted to be alone for a while, and the two of them talked less, but Jun Li often heard Okra playing some more complicated tunes in the house, guessing what she was practicing. Now it seems to have come in handy - after all, even if you can't solve the "Phantom Life Gu", it is definitely not easy to maintain the mind of the person who has fallen into this Gu.

"Okra," Jun Li called her in between his eyes, but he called her long.

Okra's eyebrows and eyes were not raised, and the figure playing the piano did not move. "What's wrong?"

"What did Suzaku tell you that day?"

Okra didn't answer, but said, "Concentrate, you're still in a bad situation." ”

"Maybe I'll die tomorrow, so tell me first. The corners of Jun Li's mouth moved slightly, and he smiled lightly.

"Don't talk nonsense. Okra frowned. "Suzaku is coming back soon. ”

"Then you have to hurry up. ”

Silent.

Okra was silent for a long time before she said, "Suzaku said that there is no fifty-stringed piano in the palace, so I don't have to hope." ”

Jun Li let out a soft "oh". "Not really. ”

"You already knew?"

“...... I'm not sure, but I inquired privately about the news he received. I'm afraid you're upset and don't find the right time to tell you. ”

It's okra's turn to make a soft "oh". "I have nothing to be sad about - if I don't, I don't, but I don't have a heart. ”

"I thought of a way to leave. Jun Li said suddenly.

Okra was startled, the strings trembled, and almost deflected, and said calmly: "Leave......? Ping Gongzi he ......"

"Whether I want to get him out or not, you don't have to stay. Jun Li said. "If Suzaku was really injured by the lost master back then, he would definitely want to take revenge, and at least he would have to share his superiority with that person face to face. We instigated it a little, and we were not afraid that he would not leave the capital. Anyway, I can leave the inner city now, and find a way to find a way to answer outside, you look for an opportunity to rush out, and run away before their news spreads, I don't think the pursuers in the capital will have the strength to chase you for long. When Suzaku returns, you won't know where you are. ”

Okra bit her lip lightly and said, "Let's go together." ”

Jun Li was about to answer, and suddenly the snow chasing intention that walked casually seemed to touch the strange breath, and hurriedly said: "Stop." ”

The sound of the okra stopped. Jun Li said in a low voice: "Someone is coming, put the piano away and go back!"

――He was worried that if Suzaku really brought about the loss, since he and okra have the same martial arts lineage, and recognized the origin of the "magic sound" and okra, maybe there would be some trouble.

Okra only said: "No, if he comes to explain the Gu to you, I will watch it even more." ”

I didn't have time to say more, but there was already the sound of boots outside. Because it was night, the people in the house didn't dare to salute loudly, and after a while, I heard only one person speaking in a slightly stiff official language, saying: "Shicai seems to have heard the sound of the piano, could it be that I heard it wrong?"