92 The disparity is too great

Because Li Xue cares about Xu Zhen's existence in her heart.

So sometimes he is deliberately hiding his feelings for him, especially in front of Cherry, there are many words that he can't express directly, so he will deliberately say this, but sometimes when he deliberately covers up some situations, it will make some situations very bad.

For example, the current self originally wanted to deliberately hide his emotions, but he didn't expect that he was not such an ordinary child, and he was a very smart child, when he heard his own methods, he must have more words waiting for him, and once he wanted to know something, he would definitely ask the roots.

Because Cherry is a person who is very curious about everything, and he is also a very warm-hearted person, but if he can help, he will never refuse, and he is also very worried about this matter.

He was like this before, no matter what kind of difficulties others encountered, he would take the initiative to help, including himself this time, he must have been the same, in the process of chatting with himself just now, he must have also known that the two people must have never forgotten, so he must have wanted to help himself and that person get back together.

If this is really the case, then I will definitely not dare to accept it, and if I want to remarry, I don't need anyone's help at all, and besides, I have never had these thoughts, so I don't know how to answer these words that should be said.

At this time, Li Xue deliberately found another topic, and wanted to interrupt this matter, because she didn't want to continue to talk, even if she continued to talk, it didn't make any sense, after all, the past has passed, and there is no way back to the past, so instead of this, it is better to talk about some more meaningful topics, as for those things that are impossible to achieve, why do you have to continue to talk?

And I don't want to mention a word about that person, I don't know why, maybe it's because I care about the existence of this person in my heart.

So sometimes the situation will definitely get worse and worse the more you talk about it.

However, there is no way, since I have already said so, there is no other more reasonable excuse, probably because when I realize this person, I will feel inexplicably weak in my heart, so I will say a lot of incoherent words, but the other party is very sober, and the ability to hide this person's reaction is very fast, when he says these words, he will immediately know what is going on, and he doesn't need to explain anything.

Cherry said, "Since you said so, then what else do I have to say, but there is one thing I have not been able to understand, and the relationship between the two of you has always been very good at that time, and even all people will be very envious, as far as I know, he began to prepare a particularly good gift for you at that time, and I will feel when I see that gift, very envious, at that time I really think you are the happiest person."

I even thought that there would definitely be a very good relationship between the two of you, but on the second day, I somehow heard the news that the two of you were separated, at first I thought I was dreaming or something, I heard fake news, and I thought someone was deliberately making a rumor about the two of you, but then I went to ask about the song, so I knew that the two of you were really separated, and at that time I didn't understand why you went like this.

Can you give me a reasonable explanation now? At the beginning, the physical problem or his problem could not be separated so easily, the relationship between the two of you at that time was very good, and all of you will feel very envious when they see it, is this situation a little too sudden? Or what is the contradiction between the two of you before?

Or that there will definitely be some plots in the hearts of the two of you, and when you suddenly want to enter the palace of marriage, there must be one person who can't accept it. โ€

Li Xue said" At that time, the two of us didn't feel as good as you said, just on the surface, in fact, the relationship between the two of us was not as exaggerated as you said, just ordinary people, but the reason why the two of us were able to separate so simply, in fact, there is still a certain reason, because of what is this reason, in fact, I am really not particularly convenient to tell you the main thing, in fact, I don't know why, and I am the one who was broken up, so if you want to know the truth of this matter, I think you should still ask others, I may not know much about this matterใ€‚

Even your brother should know a lot more than I do, and the relationship between the two of them must be very good.

So he should know a lot more than I do, don't look at me as a party, but I don't know some of these things very well, and when the two of us were in a very good relationship, I never asked too much about some of his things, after all, he has his own space, if I ask too much, he will definitely think I am very annoying.

So I still have a lot of scale for this matter, but including when he and I broke up, I still didn't say anything to reject him, because I think he was able to make such a decision, it must have been decided after careful consideration, since he has already thought about it carefully, then what else can I ask? If I continue to ask him why he broke up with me, or give me a reasonable reason, it seems to be a very cheap person to discount.

A girl like me looks, are you still worried about not being able to find a boyfriend? So I didn't continue to ask about this situation, so I can save a little face for myself, after all, I am the one who was broken up, no matter when anyone mentions it, I will definitely feel very faceless, but since they have been separated, so I don't want to mention those things in the past, if it weren't for the fact that you said this sentence today, I would never have said it to anyone.

Although we have separated, I still have to tell you that this matter has become a shadow in my heart, and I will not be able to approach other boys for a long time, including the last few years, I have never found any boyfriend.

I don't know why every time I come into contact with other boys, I feel a little disgusted in my heart, and even some can't accept those, but our behavior always feels inexplicably formed a contrast, probably because we care too much in our hearts, so we will unconsciously form a pair that we don't know much about. โ€

As he said these words, he picked up the glass of boiled water on his table and drank it down, as if the world was suppressing the excitement in his heart.

After all, when I just said those words, I was still a little excited in my heart, because this situation had never been mentioned to anyone, and every time I thought of such a thing, I still felt very nervous.

I always feel very uneasy about this matter, so I never talk about it to anyone easily, but now if he wants to know about it, he will still be willing to explain it to him.

It's just that when I was talking about these processes, my heart was still very entangled and struggling, but in the end, I still held back my emotions, told everything I knew, and said everything I knew and understood.

This matter is like a joke, you have to understand that you are a party, and you are the other protagonist in this relationship, but when others ask about this matter, they can't tell too much about this matter, and it does make people feel very ridiculous, if you were someone else, at least you should know why you were broken up, but now you don't even know the reason for being broken up.

And I remember it very clearly, when I broke up with myself, the two of them didn't even meet, only I could imagine that the two people were happily separated the day before, and on the second day, they became a state of breakup, this news is indeed a little too sudden for me, but the self-regulation ability is indeed very strong, although I was broken up by others, but I didn't feel very sad.

To be more precise, this sad emotion is not expressed, that is, to let everyone know that it is not impossible to live well without a certain person, because all people are like this, and they can't stop it when fate comes, but when there is no fate, they may be separated immediately, and the two people don't have any hesitation, and they may be in this state at that time.

Since there is no fate between the two of them, why should they be reluctantly together, even if they are reluctantly maintaining this relationship together, then they will definitely become very humble in this relationship, not to mention that what they cared about at that time was Xu Zhen's family.

And at that time, I will feel very pressured, because his family conditions are very good, but he is a child in an ordinary family.