Volume 1 Folk Thoughts Chapter 13 Regret
In the past six months, Wang Dashi has not learned his craft, but he has been imprisoned, if this matter spreads in the village, it is even more landless, after all, the first two paragraphs of the "marriage" have been spread for thousands of miles. Wang Dashi thought about it, his eyes were soaked with bitter tears, and his mood was even more depressed.
Wang Dashi walked out of prison, helpless and helpless, unable to move an inch, found a restaurant to work as a handyman for two months, and accumulated the entangled to go home.
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Wang Lichang was very happy to see Wang Dashi come back, and specially bought two meat dishes on credit from the brine shop at the head of the village, and sold a pot of loose wine.
Wang Dashi only had steamed buns and pickles every day in prison, and was interrogated several times, because he did not answer smoothly, he was hungry for two days. Seeing the spicy chicken and braised fish pieces on the plate, he showed no mercy, after eating, he said everything that had happened in the past six months, in order not to make Wang Lichang sad, he especially proposed to learn crafts and martial arts from the mushroom master, and in the future he would perform on the street or be recruited as a guard, make money to support his family, and learn martial arts can also defend himself and not be bullied.
When Wang Lichang heard about the imprisonment, his heart was cold, but this time he did not blame Wang Dashi, if he had beaten and scolded him for a while, or punished him for not eating for a day. I only heard Wang Li choked up, and said slowly: "Good boy, you have such a good heart, honest and loyal, you will definitely be bullied when you go out to mix the world, you are the life of a local guy, that is, the life of plowing the ground and planting vegetables, digging pits and digging dung, what kind of craft do you learn, honestly forget about the safety of your family!"
Wang Dashi is not good at expression, and his expression reveals helplessness and unhappiness.
Wang Lichang saw Wang Dashi's thoughts, sighed lamentingly, and said: "You, you just let it be fate, I didn't believe in fate before, and I kept doing it against the grain, until fate made me rotten and crippled, alas—I believe it now, I now believe that there is a fate! People, seven points depend on oneself, three points depend on the destiny of heaven, if one point of this life is not worthy, nine points of hard work is useless!"
Wang Dashi puffed out his cheeks and said, "What's wrong with learning a craft!"
Wang Li was angry and pointed at Wang Dashi: "You, what's wrong with farming at home, you have to go out to mix the world, put pigskin in the urine, you are a cheap meat!"
Wang Dashi didn't speak, his eyes gradually blurred, tears wet the corners of his clothes, and at this moment he was thinking in his heart: "I have grown up, fate is so bad, I must come out in a mixed appearance, I can't be ashamed anymore!"
Wang Lichang saw that he was sad, and his heart hurt very much, and after a while, he put down his chopsticks: "Hey, forget it, Wang Dashi, let's follow me to farm at home, your life is the life of soil and stone, you are suitable for farming and being a farmer, from the time you grabbed that stone when you were a child, it was decided that you are the material for farming, and what kind of craft do you learn! Look at you, you have been in prison for half a year, you have become a monk to learn art and endure hardships, how can I rest assured!"
Wang Dashi shook his head and said, "I, I, I want to go out and learn art!"
Wang Lichang slapped a slap on the table, so frightened that Wang Dashi's body trembled, and said rushingly: "Grow up and be disobedient, isn't it, it's obviously a bald chick who feels that its wings are hard, you look at your duck egg head, papaya face, and the pimples on your face can be rubbed down to cook noodle soup! You are so ugly, who accepts you to learn a craft, you soak pig urine in the basin to take care of it, see if you still look good? You can't even babble a decent, you still have to go outside to learn the craft, look at your half a year, aren't they all wasted, and you still have to learn the craft and learn martial arts! ”
Wang Dashi has often been beaten and scolded since he was a child, but he never thought that Wang Lichang would insult him like this today, his aggrieved tears fell, he lowered his head and said: "I, I still want to learn the craft, I want to learn, I want to go to learn from the mushroom master!"
Wang Li snorted and said: "I don't know who gave birth to you as a dog mongrel, do you know yourself, do you know why you can't call me big, because you can't kiss, you see, you learn livestock from Mr. Zhang, call people to call the master to call sir, look at it, people have committed a crime and have been beheaded! Hehe, don't go out to admit that the master has taken other people's lives! Look at your two marriages, and the result is that the woman either caused her life or broke her leg! Are you still willing to go out and harm others?"
Wang Dashi stood silent, and held back a sentence for a long time: "This, you can't blame me for all this! Even if my life is cheap, it will be retribution for me, when will I want to hurt them?"
Wang Lichang looked at him with his head bowed and cowardly, shook his head, and walked out angrily.
Then, Wang Dashi tidied up the table alone, mixed food and fed the pigs, cleaned up the soft again, and lay on the bed.
The next morning, Wang Dashi set off without a sound.
This time, Wang Dashi did not tell Wang Lichang when he left, because he was afraid to see his father, who was in his sixties, looking at his back and crying, but when he passed the wooden bridge at the head of the village, Wang Lichang was already waiting here.
The king had a package in his hand, which was stuffed to the brim.
Wang Dashi saw Wang Lichang and was stunned.
Wang Lichang greeted him and said: "Child, a thousand days at home, it is difficult to go out for a while, you are determined to leave, I will not keep you, learning the craft is very hard and tiring, don't force yourself too much, you must eat enough, drink enough, don't treat yourself badly!" After speaking, he handed over the package in his hand, "This is the egg sent by the second aunt next door, last time I helped her in the village, I heard that you left, and sent eggs to Mengqing, I can't eat these eggs by myself, and they are ruined, Wang Lichang makes you your favorite vanilla eggs." ”
After that, Wang Lichang did not speak more.
Wang Dashi's heart was sour, he looked at Wang Lichang, and knelt on the ground: "Wang Dashi is not filial, in the future, when I grow up, I must repay you well, I must repay your old man well......" He wanted to say something again, but he couldn't say it at this time.
Wang Lichang had never seen Wang Dashi so affectionate to him, and took him in his arms: "Father has nothing to say, God has been playing tricks on you, if you are not comfortable one day, encounter difficulties or hardships, you must persevere, it is God refining you!"
When Wang Dashi heard "father", he felt strange.
Wang Lichang accepted everything and silently endured everything......
Wang Dashi still remembers that he deeply remembered that he was beaten by Wang Lichang, that was because he touched the year when he was a child, and he hugged a stone and insisted on letting go, which was regarded as "unorthodox" by the old Chitose in the village, and he would not enter the village tree and return to the temple, and instigated Wang Lichang to repair it before the eighteen-year-old coming-of-age ceremony. The words of the old Chitose seemed to be imprinted on his heart, and the stone held by Wang Dashi seemed to have a stab in the bottom of his heart, making Wang Li unsure.
Wang Lichang knew that the child had grown up and had no interest, so he was already angry, and when he heard what the old Chitose said, he was even more angry, and beat the child who had just turned three years old that day.
Wang Dashi may not remember the countless beatings and scoldings before, and when he had a memory, he was rolling and crawling in the sticks.
When Wang Dashi had just turned ten years old, Wang Lichang did two things for him - when he picked Wang Dashi, Wang Lichang planted a tree for him on the same day, and ten years later, the tree will be mature, and the branches will be born, and Wang Lichang used a firewood knife to repair the branches;
Wang Dashi was only a ten-year-old child, his hands were tied for the first time, the first time he was hung on a beam, and his lower body was naked. Wang Lichang no longer used sticks, no longer used the ring ruler engraved with the text of the "Three Character Classic", he carried a blue and black striped whip made of cowhide and rattan branches. The louder and heavier the fall, the stronger the ox became, and the more evenly the ground was ploughed. Of course, this blue and black striped whip is the most convenient to use, and when it falls on the cheek or on the body, it only cuts the flesh and flesh, unlike a stick that accidentally hurts the bones and internal organs.
Wang Dashi was used to being beaten, but he had never experienced his hands tied, like a prisoner on the execution ground, and he had never experienced being hung on a beam, like a roast chicken hanging on a charcoal rack. When he was beaten, he cried when he was young, and the sound of crying was heard thoroughly by the whole village, and gradually grew to the age of six or eight, and then he was beaten and scolded with sticks, whether it was right or wrong, he never made a sound, he felt that his father had the grace of nurturing, and it was right to worship under his stick, even if he was beaten to death with a stick. However, today, Wang Dashi was frightened, and he cried and cried, attracting the villagers to look at him. The villagers also rushed to the door of the king's house as if they were in a hurry, leaning on the door, riding on the fence, and even enclosing the courtyard, and the dogs in the village took advantage of the momentum to make holes under the fence and run in to play and have fun. After each onlooker, Wang Lichang had to spend two days tidying up the door and fence.
Wang Lichang whipped down one whip after another, Wang Dashi was in pain as if he had been cut and salted by a knife, and when he couldn't bear the pain, he finally spoke: "If you kill me, forget it!" Wang Lichang listened to his mouth, and became even more angry, and the whip fell harder. Wang Dashi thought to himself why he had to suffer such a living crime, so he wanted to die, and when he was confused, he saw a toad squeezed out from under the crack in the bottom of the door panel. The toad seems to have been scalded by boiling water, and when it is squeezed out of the crack in the door, it rubs the skin and picks up the meat. The toad crossed the threshold and crawled away. Wang Dashi thought, let's live like this toad. In the end, Wang Lichang did not kill and maim Wang Dashi because of Wang Dashi's words. ——Wang Dashi gasped from his voice and said, "I, I, am not your biological baby, you, why are you so ruthless." At that time, Wang Lichang was stunned in the local area. Since then, Wang Lichang has rarely beaten and beaten him again, and since then, there seems to be a barrier. This is also Wang Dashi's saddest and most regretful speech. Now that I think about it, I really want to be killed, maimed, beaten like a scalded toad......
Wang Dashi sincerely regretted it......
Whether in the past or in the future, Wang Dashi knew in his heart that Wang Lichang loved him, and he really felt it, so he regretted it even more.