Jun Li went out to search for more than a dozen stools and a thin quilt, set up a "hard bed" in the compartment, recalled the contemplation of the heart, and sat down for a while. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info Even though everything was not going well, I calmed down and calmed down, so I fell asleep.

In winter, it was cold, and the hard stool was thin, and it was not warm, but he slept until midnight, and he felt hot and dry in a daze. In a trance, it suddenly seemed like there was someone around him. The body was hot, and it gently rubbed into his quilt, and then, a slender jade hand had reached into his clothes.

He frowned in his sleep, and he knew that something was wrong in his half-dream, but he was greedy for this warmth, and hugged his body casually. The woman on the side said softly, undressed him, and got into the quilt to kiss him.

Jun Li's light breathing suddenly burned, and even he was taken aback in his sleep, and suddenly woke up, opened his eyes, and clearly saw a half-naked girl in his arms, babbling and panting, and he was clearly lying quietly, and now he has been stirred up a trace of anger.

In a panic, he hurriedly loosened the arm that held her, and even the belt was startled off the narrow "bed". As soon as he stood up, he suddenly smelled a strange smell, his mind was dizzy, and he said angrily, you actually ...... Actually drugged!

As soon as the words came out, Fang Xian was hoarse, and his entire throat and even his body were burned dry by the medicine. He didn't dare to say anything more, Bo was draped on his body, and in his breath, he used all the "concentration" techniques he had learned to suppress his unexpected "fire".

The delicate girl suddenly lost her weight, sat up from the bed in rags, shivered, and then snuggled up again. Jun Li knew that this woman had no sympathy for her by means of drugs, but he felt terrible, and as soon as he retreated, the girl fell to the ground. She was stunned, suddenly hugged Jun Li's legs, and cried, Childe, you want me, you want me!

But he didn't prevent the big hole on his neck from being slightly numb, and it was Jun Li who stretched out his fingers and brushed her sleeping hole. He felt that he could no longer entangle with this woman, and when he saw her neck crooked, he finally fell asleep, and his heart was beating wildly. The day before yesterday, the "chasing snow" was also clear, and he could clearly feel that the other woman was hesitating back and forth in the cubicle, obviously extremely nervous. And the smoke was half dispersed, and it also came out of the door of the cubicle, and before it burned out, most of it was inhaled by itself. He secretly scolded himself for being negligent, but what should he do? He could only blame himself for such trouble, what was the use of blaming these two women? He could only shake off the quilt, pick the woman up, and almost helplessly cross the cubicle, and throw her to the other side of the bed.

The other girl over there also seemed to be a little at a loss, Jun Li was no longer polite, and turned around and threw the acupoint on her neck a little easier, and threw her on the bed.

I'll send you away early tomorrow morning. He cursed in his heart. At least don't bother me tonight!

He returned to the cubicle, pushed the window to disperse the smoke, wanted to be quiet but still couldn't be still, poured a few tons of cold water, drank more than a dozen glasses in a row, and reluctantly returned to the "bed", cross-legged to carry the meaning of "contemplation". Whose heart is impressive? His heart is fluctuating at the moment, and he can't bear to look at it. This is the first time he has been caressed by a woman like this, putting aside the smoke - if his heart is really like water, what can he afford to be fascinated by the smoke?

He was a little desperate for himself, so he covered his head with a quilt and fell asleep again, hoping that tomorrow morning, the heavens and the earth would be bright, and everything would be fine. After that, I will never come to be such a good person, and I will never come to be contaminated with such meat again!

However, it was so hot in the quilt, and my heart was beating faster and faster. I tried my best to stop myself, but I couldn't stop it—just like the inexplicable horror in my heart after I had a lewd dream for the first time when I was a child, but that dream occasionally came unexpectedly in the years that followed.

It was that dream that reminded him that he had not yet detached himself from this earthly world. He's still a man. Even if it is dawn, all the thoughts of tossing and turning in the middle of the night will disappear, and it is not worth mentioning, but now that it is late at night, how can he eliminate such tossing and turning?

How could he convince himself that he had even subconsciously hugged the girl over, not because he was confused, and saw that he was immersed in his mind, but in fact he had been thinking about a person?

No. No. He roared silently in his heart. I never thought about it that way. Even though I can no longer forget, I have never ...... to her I thought about it like that!

He couldn't go to sleep until almost dawn, and he woke up late. Everyone in the house thought that they knew that he was going to go with the two women, and no one bothered them.

But my mind was also calm. He only got dressed and went to see the two daughters in the inner room. The two women were awake and fully dressed, but perhaps they had been frightened by him last night, and they were huddled in bed and did not dare to move.

Come out, and send you back to Master Zhang today. His tone was flat.

The two girls had no choice but to follow him out. In the antechamber, I met Suzaku. Jun Li didn't give any explanation, but said gloomily, Master, I'll send the two of them back.

Suzaku smiled and said, why be so unhappy. But they did not hinder him.

It was noon when he came back, and Cheng Ping had arrived, and he was treating poison in the house. Jun Li only felt that everyone looked at him as if they were a little strange, and his heart became more and more depressed, although he didn't want to explain to anyone that he hadn't done anything, but after thinking about it, okra, should he still explain.

He didn't know where to start the topic with her. Okra opened the door to see that it was him, and his expression showed a little embarrassment, and let him come in when he opened the door.

That one...... I woke up late today. Jun Li was a little speechless.

Okra smiled instead, and said, It's time to eat together in a while, why did you come to me specially to find me?

Jun Li saw that although she said this, she did not look angry, and she felt strange in her heart, and said, It is not so much that I have done something wrong, but that I ...... I'm in a bad mood, so I'll talk to you for a while.

Okra's face turned red inexplicably, and said, what do you have to be in a bad mood, isn't it all good for you to leave the Vermilion Bird?

Even you're so nonsense. Jun Li was a little speechless.

Okra saw that he was really depressed, so he sat down and comforted him rarely, Okay, I understand.

Jun Li calmed down, his tone turned astringent, and said, you know again.

Of course you know, what do you dare to do, such a timid and fearful Taoist priest? I don't believe you have the courage to touch them.

Jun Li smiled instead, and said, yes, you still know me.

The smile on Okra's face was slightly narrow. Yes, I know you. She said secretly in her heart. I know that you have made up your mind that you will not return to this mortal world for anyone, so what can you do with just two women!

She tapped her knuckles lightly on the table, still remembering the words of Fang Cai Suzaku: "He has not been moved by you in front of him for so long, so what can you do with those two women?"

These two sentences made her heart surge. Less than ten days after coming here, has Suzaku already seen what he means to Jun Li? He has tried so hard to hide and restrain himself, and he has not escaped his eyes without revealing the slightest?

At the same time, he also saw Jun Li's unwillingness to treat him. She and Jun Li may often eat, laugh or whisper together, but Suzaku still clearly knows that Jun Li's heart is not moving.

Sure enough, someone soon came to call for lunch. Jun Li and Okra have been talking for a while, no longer suffocating, came out to see Suzaku, and heard that he didn't ask about last night, so Jun Li didn't mention it. Everything last night disappeared as if it had never happened.

I don't know if Suzaku has lost hope in him anymore, and he has never arranged such a thing again, Jun Li can finally practice the Enlightenment Method with peace of mind. It took him more than ten days to realize the trick of "contemplating the mind". Most of these days he is closed, sitting on the couch, closing his eyes and resting, as if he is thinking hard, sometimes sitting for most of the day without moving, even Cheng Ping may not come out to see him.

Okra sometimes has a lot of dissatisfaction, occasionally complaining, but Suzaku said that his mind is complicated, too much thinking, it is not easy to sort out one by one, after the cleansing still needs to be settled, it will take more time, let him go.

Jun Li is also really "let it go", urging the snow to release his consciousness, and then swimming his mind to try to take it back. But occasionally there are ripples in the heart, and the dark heat of that night invades the body and mind as if it is not self-controlled. When he first saw the change of color, he avoided it, but one day he remembered the sentence in the "contemplation of the heart" that "all things in the heart are in my view", the implication of the words, as long as it is the thought in the heart, it should not be escaped, and it is good to see it thoroughly. This ripple in the heart, although it is not my own wish, but after all, it is also a part of the mind, and it has always been avoided and not seen, then this part of the mind cannot be controlled, so where does the Suzaku cloud "control the heart" start?

He had the audacity to look at his own part of his heart—or rather, desire. In the past, he only knew how to suppress, but he didn't know the original intention, but now if he looks closely, he may not be a great evil thing. Because, if you don't have that inch of heartbeat, where will you have that dark desire?

But perhaps there are too many rules and regulations taught by the Cloud Dao Chief, and they can't be erased from his body and mind, even if he indulges his inner thoughts, he is still within this shackle after all. He sighed and opened his eyes. Contemplation. Even the shackles are your own heart, how can you say that this is not your true self?

Knowing this layer, entering the shackles, but it is like untying the knot, knowing that some things cannot be thrown away after all. He is inherently different from Suzaku, and his own mind does not necessarily need to be the same as Suzaku's mind and consciousness.

On the fourteenth day of the first month, the sky is sunny and the moon is full. He seemed to be in a much better spirit, thinking that maybe he could "chase blood" the sword again tomorrow to try his second trick to enter the realm, and if he had any gains, he would have to inform Suzaku that maybe he could start the refining of the third trick later.

Maybe it's because I put it down, so I inadvertently talked about the two girls who used smoke on themselves that night. When Suzaku heard this, his face suddenly changed.

"Why didn't you tell me about this earlier?"