"How do you know?"

"Ahem...... Well, my lord, don't get excited......

Mengluo thought to himself: What is the situation? Why don't I get excited one or two! Could it be that something bad has happened here? Okay, don't get excited. The hard-earned books have all escaped, and what could be more exciting than this!

"Okay, you say, I'm not excited. ”

That night, Mo Ji returned to his home, planning to face Wang Sisi and explain the emotional entanglements between the two people for so many years. Whatever the outcome, he should not run away.

At the door of the house, Wang Sisi waited anxiously, and finally waited for Mo Jiji.

They sat in the living room of Mo Ji's house, quietly, and did not speak. A few minutes later, Mo got up and went to the kitchen to make two cups of coffee, breaking the silence and embarrassment.

"Sisi, let's have some coffee. ”

Wang Sisi put the coffee in front of him, his eyes fixed on the dark brown and steaming white cup on the water. This cup is still the couple cup she bought at the time, and now there is only one left, and the other one was broken by her in a quarrel.

"Organic, can you forgive me?"

Mo Ji was silent, the word forgiveness was meaningless to his current mood.

"Organic, you know, I'd love to marry you......"

"Do you love me?"

Wang Sisi was a little stunned at Mo Ji's sudden question.

Does she love him? Actually, Wang Sisi himself can't figure it out. If she wants to say that she doesn't love, she thinks she should love, otherwise how can she always want to marry Mo Jiji! But when it comes to love...... Wang Sisi suddenly felt that it seemed that in her heart, she didn't love it so much. Although there is reluctance to Mo Jiji, perhaps, more, it is just a habit, a laziness, and a kind of unwillingness to change the status quo......

"Sisi, in fact, you and I don't really love each other, right? "Zero Zero Book House

Wang Sisi was silent, and Mo Ji continued: "In the past few years with you, I don't want to face my heart, I don't want to look directly at my own problems, I'm running away. I admit that once we were in that era of middle school. At that time, the ignorant teenager left an unforgettable beauty in his heart. Later, when we met again. First love, the word, becomes all the yearning for love. And you, just because I am a little different from the people around you.

I didn't spoil you like everyone else, what I gave you was a heartfelt warmth. And this situation has created an asymmetrical emotional balance between me and you. So, Sisi, we mistakenly think that it is true love, and we are together because of this. We were all wrong, and later, I used to think about it, but every time, I was defeated by myself. I don't want to admit that the most beautiful thought in my heart is not true love, it is a denial of myself. I'm cowardly, so I've been afraid to face it.

But the problems between us have always existed like this. Finally, it broke out. Sisi, do you know? This time, you said that you were pregnant, and I was actually very entangled in my heart, and I didn't have any happiness. Because I know for sure that I don't love you! I don't know why you can still pretend to love me, and still hold me and hold my hand so naturally. But I can't. Every time I do this, my heart feels like I have eaten countless flies, and I feel uncomfortable! I think, for the sake of the child, I will endure it!"

"When it happened, I was alone and wandered around the train station for a long time. Aimless, homeless. Sisi, do you know? At that time, I really doubted myself, whether it was a man or not! Was it a failure? What was the reason that made me and you become the way we are? I think about it, and avoiding it can't solve any problems, only by facing it can we let each other go. Today, I have said everything I want to say, and I hope that we can get together and stop torturing each other. ”

Wang Sisi was silent, she calmed down, not as impulsive as usual, and began to think seriously.

Mo Ji didn't turn on the heating, and the room was extremely cold, and the two people paused as if they were frozen. Popsicles also have temperatures. No matter how cold it is, always have its own scale.

These two people have experienced the spring breeze, the scorching heat, the autumn harvest, and now, they are experiencing the cold winter.

At the moment of breaking the ice, Wang Sisi spoke.

"Organic, you're right. I'm sorry, I've been kidnapping you with my love for you for so long! Yes, that's right, why I treat you like this is because, in my opinion, how can you not love me if I'm such a good person! I was your first love, I know. So, after that, you stayed away from me, but I was not convinced. I think, I must get you, why are you, what qualifications do you have, don't love me!

It's my vanity, and my fragile self-esteem. Organic, sorry. Now that I think about it, it was my selfishness that hurt us. You're right, it's time for us all to deal with this distorted relationship. It's my selfishness that makes us like this. Organic, sorry. In the future, I won't pester you anymore, as you said, let you go, and let me go. ”

Mo Ji listened to Wang Sisi's heartfelt words, and he felt a burst of relief. Between them, from love, to complaining, from complaining, to resentment. Now, as long as both of them let go of the obsession in their hearts, they will go from resentment to normalcy. Treating it with a normal mind is the best result.

"Sisi, since you ...... I've said that, then, I have a question, I wonder if you can answer it for me?"

"I know, you want to ask me, I'm not pregnant, how will I explain it in a few months?"

Mo Ji nodded, Wang Sisi smiled, and she continued: "You are too simple, there is a kind of transaction called buying and selling! In this world, there are too many people who are born but do not raise, and for their own selfish desires, they harm their children for a lifetime. I let people find it in advance, hundreds of thousands, and I can get the gender I want. That's how I planned it, and if it weren't for the unexpected stomach ache that you found out, it would have been a seamless plan. Speaking of this, Wang Sisi's eyes turned to other places farther away......

"Sisi, I think this is God's will, if you really do that, you will break the law! This is God saving you and me. In the future, no matter who you are with, I hope that such means will not be used. Finally, I wish you happiness!"

Mo Ji made a gesture, Wang Sisi nodded in understanding, and stood up......