130 Ordinary people
But at this time, Li Xue didn't seem to have recovered from his memory, holding cards and talking on the phone with his friends, but his brain was still constantly emerging with the pictures he had just said he had imagined, of course, these pictures were not imagined by himself, and they had all happened in real time.
It's just that I recalled it again in my brain, and I was really full of fantasies about such a picture, probably because of my age, for this kind of child's thing, I was really envious, to be honest, why was I so confused before, and I refused in the face of such a good boy.
So when I think about this situation now, I still feel very regretful, but the past has passed, even if it is regret, it is too late, and even if it is very regretful, it is useless, how can I regret what happened, not to mention that there is no regret medicine for sale here.
When Li Xue thought of this situation, she would inevitably feel a little sad that the second uncle unconsciously talked to himself, and said a lot about some things in the past.
At this time, when my friend heard Li Xue talking to herself on the other end of the phone, he was confused, he wanted to say something more important to her, but he was completely interrupted by Li Xue's state, and Li Xue could be heard talking to himself on the other end of the phone, but he couldn't hear what he was talking about.
At this time, my friend continued to ask, "I said what are you talking about, can you say it louder, if you want me to hear it, you can be louder, speak it clearly, so that I can also help you analyze and analyze, or help you come up with ideas and so on, but you are talking to yourself alone, and when you are quiet, I can't hear what you say at all, if you don't want me to hear it, please wait for me to hang up the phone, and then you can say no there alone?" Why do you whisper so that I can hear it, but you don't tell me what it is, you know? It's a lot of torture. ”
Li Xue replied, "I really don't want to continue to tell you about this matter, because you know too many things, if you tell you more, then it is equivalent to I have a handle in your hands, and I dare to speak loudly in front of you in the future?"
So I'm sure I'm going to hide something about this situation, although I've told you so much before, but I can't continue to talk to you about this situation, but I can't guarantee what kind of state it will be in the future, maybe I'll continue to tell you when I have the opportunity in the future, but this year I will definitely not tell you.
If there is nothing important, I will never spare you, according to the normal schedule, I have already rested at this time, do you know that calling me at this time will be serious enough to affect my rest, so if some of the things you say next are not particularly important, I will definitely hold you responsible.
Of course, today is an exception, it must be because I slept late today, so I will be able to receive your call, if it is changed to my normal work and rest time, it is estimated that your call should not be able to come in at this time, even if it is called, I should not be able to pick it up so quickly. ”
My friend said very helplessly on the other end of the phone, "I knew that you would never rest so early today, and I pinched my fingers and knew that you must have encountered a lot of things today, so the mood became so low, as for what kind of things I encountered, I won't say much, if you say it, it will make you feel very embarrassed." But I know that your mood today is really not particularly good, there were some important things I wanted to tell you, but now looking at your low mood, I think it's better to forget it, even if it is with you, you should not be happy, because at this time you should be relatively deep, and I am now in the memories so the mood will definitely be very bad, if I want to talk to you about something worse, then your mood will definitely become worse.
However, as a friend, I will never make your mood worse and worse, although I can't make you happy, but I can't make your mood worse, so I'm not going to tell you about it. ”
Li Xue also expressed her helplessness at this time, because what she hates most is the state of halfway when others talk to her, if you have anything to say, just say it, don't hide it, if you don't want to say it, don't say a word to yourself.
But I obviously said a few words to myself, but I didn't tell myself what kind of feeling it was, it was really uncomfortable, so when faced with this situation, I still couldn't help but go back to the roots, and I didn't want to know what important things my friend wanted to say to me, but because I was more curious in my heart, I wanted to know what was important to call myself at this time.
Li Xue continued to ask, "If you don't tell me clearly today, if you call me at this time, then I will never forgive you in the future, and don't contact me again in the future, you also know that my situation today is very bad, even if it is to make me happy, please learn from this matter and see what happened at the end, and I have never heard you talk about what went wrong with you."
No matter when we meet, no matter what happens, you always smile, is there really nothing around you that makes you feel worried? Why do you seem to be very clear and sunny? ”
My friend said complacently on the other end of the phone, "It's not simple, as long as you keep your psychological state younger, then your face will naturally look a little reluctant, plus some skin care products, naturally there will not be many wrinkles, so you should be more clear about this matter, as a girl, you don't even have such a basic common sense, then what should I do in the future? And I can't always be by your side."
So when you encounter this situation in the future, please ask me first, and then go to other things, haven't you noticed that doing what I say will make you a little more confident?"
Li Xue also said with relief on the other end of the phone, " I can't learn from you, your way and method is just suitable for yourself, but he is not suitable for me to say, with your way and method, I think you should keep yourself, I think it's good now, but there are more things that have happened in the past few days, so I haven't digested it for the time being, but after tomorrow I will return to the original state, you better hurry up and clean up, call me so late, what's the matter, I haven't said anything more serious.
If you don't have anything to do, then I'll go to rest, after all, it's been a day of tossing today, and I'm very tired, if there's really nothing to do, then I'm really going to rest, and don't say I'm ruthless and unrighteous at that time.
I've got a chance for you, and it's only once, and if you can't catch it, then there's nothing I can do. ”
My friend hurriedly said loudly on the other end of the phone, "I said that you are really good enough, didn't I care about you just now?" I see that your emotions are not particularly high, so I now know what kind of thing you must have encountered, I just want to help you solve problems, it seems that you are really unappreciative, obviously I want to help you, but you say this, it seems that I have delayed your time.
Even if it is to delay your time, then I will definitely say it, let's just say that you hate it very much, but I still have to say that it is the thing I told you today, the role I played, I still feel very unsuitable for me when I think about it, if I play this role, then I will definitely look down on myself.
So there is really no doubt about this matter, no matter how much it costs me, no matter how much money I compensate others, but I still can't play such a role, because he and I don't match at all, I worked so hard to maintain a good image for myself before, if I add this role, my image becomes very bad, then I think it will definitely not be worth it.
After all, I still have a long way to go in the future, if this incident makes me completely dead end in the future, I think it really can't be drawn, so money is really not that important, compensation is compensation, but I have my principles, I am determined not to appear this role, so I found someone to help me discuss it with others today, and the conversation was also very good, so I will completely give up this role now, I believe, there are many better opportunities waiting for me in the future.
Especially after you said this today, I really don't want to play this role in the future. ”