Chapter 277: I want to go through the experience
After eating, Liang Muyu leaned into Muxia's ear and threatened: "If you dare to make my mother sad, no matter whether you are the heir of the Liang family or not, no matter what kind of cultivation you are doing now, I will not let you go." ”
Mucha looked confused, why did she suddenly start threatening, could it be that Lan Ninghai really encountered something?
Mucha followed Lan Ninghai to her room with some concern, this time no one followed, only Mucha chatted with her by herself.
"Sit down, Xia'er. ”
Seeing that Lan Ninghai's solemn expression was filled with disappointment, Mucha couldn't help but get nervous, and her whole body sat stiff.
Lan Ninghai smiled lightly and said, "Why are you so nervous, I don't think we need to be so restrained between mother and daughter." ”
Mucha smiled awkwardly and listened to Lan Ninghai continue.
"I have always treated your children fairly, and I am not as biased as the eldest lady, but the eldest lady has indeed been in charge of this family for too long, and as the second lady, it is not convenient for me to say more about some things.
I know that you have endured a lot of injustices before, and my mother has seen it all, so I am really happy for you that you have achieved such an achievement now.
I know that you built the foundation, you married the Dan, including your baby, all relied on your own efforts, not the slightest help from your family, so you want to leave.
But I still hope you can believe that there is no parent who does not love their children, and your father and I want to give you the best from the bottom of our hearts, but maybe what we give is not suitable for you, and it seems that it can't satisfy you, I hope you don't resent us. ”
As soon as he came up to talk about such a heavy topic, Mucha thought that Lan Ninghai was worried because he saw Bai Mangmao and Bai Xiuwu's father and son turn against each other, so he was cranky.
Mucha hurriedly comforted: "Mother, what do you say? I have never had such thoughts, I have no hatred in my heart, you see that I am stupid and happy every day, is it a person with hatred in my heart?"
Lan Ninghai smiled with relief, yes, hatred can make people progress, but it can't last long, just like Bai Xiuwu, his heart has been blinded by hatred, and his ideals have been replaced by hatred, even if he has made temporary achievements because of hatred, but sooner or later this person will perish.
If Mucha really had hatred in his heart, he would not have achieved such an achievement
But when Lan Ninghai realized that Muxia had achieved such results completely on her own, and did not rely on the slightest trace of her family, she always felt that there was a big stone blocked in her heart.
"Then Xia'er, I want to know what you really think in your heart, whether it is for you or your relationship with the Liang family, you just have to say what you think in your heart, I will listen carefully. ”
Mucha always had the feeling of watching a TV series when she heard this.
If you put on the various dramas of the previous life, it is estimated that the next thing will be a bloody plot such as terminal illness and farewell.
Mucha didn't dare to answer randomly, and asked cautiously: "Mother, why did you suddenly ask such a question?"
Lan Ninghai hesitated for a moment, and told Mucha what Hua Lerui had taught her in a soothing way.
It turned out that it was not Bai Xiuwu who stimulated Lan Ninghai, it was Mrs. Hua, and Mucha was relieved.
"So, it was my grandmother who said good things for me. ”
Lan Ninghai nodded sullenly, still in a mood of self-doubt and self-denial.
"Mother, my daughter was still young, so I listened to what my parents said, and I did what my parents taught me to do, and other people's children are like this.
Later I found out that it seemed that what my parents said was not entirely true, at least in my case.
I have been failing to build a foundation, and I was pressed by the Daughter of Doom to hold my head up, so before the coming-of-age ceremony, I broke the cauldron and let myself forget all the foundation building methods I had learned before, and let the aura run freely in my body, but I didn't expect to succeed in building the foundation.
That's when I realized that everyone has their own methods, and everyone should work their own.
After figuring it out, I didn't have to determine the attributes, so mother, I am lucky, although it may be in your heart, or in the eyes of many people, I should be like Bai Xiuwu, hate our family, hate the eldest lady, but in fact, I benefited from the Liang family, if it wasn't for my parents giving me this good spiritual root body, I wouldn't have been so smooth.
So mother, please don't think about it anymore, I am different from Bai Xiuwu, I will never go down the wrong path.
I don't hate anyone in our family, you should be able to see that I don't even hate the eldest lady, and I don't have any objections to what my father does with me, let alone anyone else.
Hate is an emotion that harms others and oneself, and I will not have it, please rest assured.
As for you saying you want to know what I really think......"
After looking at Lan Ninghai's face, Mucha decided to get straight to the point.
"Mother, I want to go out and practice. ”
Lan Ninghai raised his head sharply and stared at Muxia.
She never expected that Mucha would say the word "experience".
The children of the ordinary family, no one is willing to go out, stay in the family, enjoy the resources of the family, and accept the worship of ordinary people, this is the best choice, and who will take the initiative to experience.
Even Liang Muyu, the first time she followed the Lan family to kill demons, it was forced by Lan Ninghai, not her willingly.
And now Mucha said that she wanted to go out to practice, which really surprised Lan Ninghai.
But then Lan Ninghai understood that the experience was just an excuse, and Mucha began to want to leave Liangcheng and leave the Liang family.
The attentive Mucha saw the change in her heart through Lan Ninghai's eyes, and hurriedly said:
"From the time I ascended to the Great Perfection of the Jindan Realm, I realized that any improvement in cultivation depends on experience and pressure.
Before I was wanted by the Bai family, there had been no improvement at all for a while, and at that time, I was also thinking about it, and I was also doubting myself, doubting whether the method of cultivating the truth that I had figured out by myself was really correct, and whether my cultivation was real.
It wasn't until I was forced to escape by Bai Mang and was inadvertently rescued by the drunken owl that I felt the pressure, and at the same time I also had some combat experience, so I tried to get together and succeeded.
Then I realized that any cultivation is not just about staying at home, waiting for my parents to help, waiting for others to arrange everything and pick up ready-made things by themselves.
Cultivation must rely on one's own efforts, rely on one's own exploration, and no one can replace it.
I think you understand this, so you firmly let the second sister and the third brother go to Qingcheng Mountain to kill demons at a young age.
It's just that later, you have been in Liangcheng for a long time, and you have lived a comfortable life for a long time, and we have more and more children, and you have become more and more benevolent, and you are reluctant to let our children go out and suffer. ”