Chapter 693: Self-Esteem Without Land (1)

In an instant, countless past events came to mind, and the bits and pieces of the past were presented in Liu Xunyi's mind one by one.

When facing the enemy, they share the same hatred and depend on each other for life and death. When it is quiet, they push the cup and change the lamp, and make jokes. In the past, the brothers of the same family, but now they are swords against each other, and they are each other's mortal enemies.

This bizarre illusion of being like a different world made Liu Xunyi, Xu Heng and others look at each other for a long time, but they were speechless and choked.

Looking at the familiar and unfamiliar faces in front of him, Liu Xunyi's ears seemed to echo the cordial and reverent "Black Fan" and "Brother Liu" again......

It's a pity that Liu Xunyi can no longer see a pure and innocent smile on their faces.

At this moment, Liu Xunyi's heart was full of mixed feelings, and he had mixed feelings. He didn't dare to face today's Xianwang Mansion, let alone face the disciples of the Xianwang Mansion in front of him who had been looking down on him and obeying his orders.

Shame, remorse, self-blame, helplessness...... A thousand tastes came to his heart, making him panic and his heart numb.

How Liu Xunyi wished that nothing had happened, and the current situation was just a dream that was fake and real. When he woke up, he was still the black fan of the Xianwang Mansion. Luo Tianjin was still playing and laughing with Xie Xuan in the study. Xu Heng and Ling Qing are still in high spirits in Dongtang, fighting and playing poor. The disciples of the next three sects are still in groups of three or five, frolicking and playing......

However, this situation can be recalled, but it was already clear at the time.

Today's Liu Xunyi even hopes that he has never stepped into the rivers and lakes, and has never known Luo Tianjin and these people in front of him.

At least, if you don't know each other, you won't hurt each other.

The silent confrontation seems to be only in a moment, and it seems that thousands of years have passed.

When Liu Xunyi endured the complicated emotions in his heart and wanted to speak with difficulty, Xu Heng and Ling Qing were already filled with grief and anger, and burst into tears.

"You ......" plucked up the courage to speak slowly, Liu Xunyi suddenly felt his throat tighten, and his lips and teeth trembled uncontrollably, "Why are you here......"

"Liu Xunyi!"

Before the words fell, a sharp call full of shame and indignation suddenly sounded from behind Liu Xunyi.

Hearing this, Liu Xunyi's heart seemed to be grabbed fiercely, and he subconsciously turned around to look back, but when he saw Murong Bai, who was sinking like water, he stood with a gun and blocked his retreat.

"Seven...... Seventh Master ......"

"Don't dare to be it! I can't afford your 'Seventh Master'. Facing Liu Xunyi's astonishment, Murong Bai's eyes were cold, and he said with an angry smile, "You...... Call me by my first name!"

A simple sentence, but like a thunderous blow, it slashed at Liu Xunyi's heart, making his body tremble, and the bitterness and desolation became more and more unforgettable.

Once upon a time, Murong Bai appreciated Liu Xunyi very much, and spoke for him in front of Luo Tianjin and Ling Xiaoxiao countless times, even at the expense of offending Jiang Yiwei and Huang Yulang, defending him everywhere, and even protecting his mistakes.

But Murong Bai never expected that the "rising star" he highly recommended would turn out to be a complete traitor. not only deceived everyone, but even killed Luo Tianjin, who was kind to him.

The truth, like a stinger, penetrated deep into Murong Bai's heart. His pain, his hatred, his anger were far greater than his near-death injuries.

Sometimes, he would rather die than suffer this betrayal and disappointment.

"Before I came here, and even a moment before I met you, I had countless words to say to you. Murong Bai's voice was as flat as a pool of stagnant water, and his attitude was calm and terrifying, "I want to ask you, the lord of the mansion treats you like a mountain, why did you betray him? The disciples of the Xianwang Mansion have no grievances with you, why did you harm them? Even if you are a member of the imperial court, even if you are acting on orders, even if you have a thousand, ten thousand reasons for not being able to help yourself...... But people's hearts are long in flesh, how can you be hard-hearted and indifferent? Liu Xunyi, Liu Xunyi, you ask yourself, if it weren't for the mansion master's repeated tolerance and kindness to you, you would have become a dry bone in the grave, how could you have a chance to live to this day? Why does the mansion lord endure you again and again, but you can't open up to him? I have to say, you are really good at acting, not only deceiving us, but also taking advantage of our trust in you more than once to help you realize the evil intentions of the court step by step. I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed, I'm angry, I hate! I hate that I can't tear your body into ten thousand pieces, crush your bones and scatter ashes! I hate that I can't dig up all the graves of your ancestors for eighteen generations, so that they will be in the wilderness and there will be no peace!"

"Seventh Master ......"

"It wasn't until the moment I saw you again that I realized that even if I said the most vicious words in the world, I couldn't express my hatred and hatred for you, not even enough to express one ten-thousandth. Murong Bai laughed at himself, "Reprimand, insult, and insult are no longer important, because people like you have no morality at all, let alone shame, how can I expect you to feel guilty?"

Murong Bai's words were plain, not even half harsh. But for Liu Xunyi, it is comparable to ten thousand arrows piercing the heart, cutting his bones lately, breaking his liver and intestines, and the pain is unbearable.

"For someone like you, it's a waste of lips to say one more word. Murong Bai's face gradually turned gloomy, and a trace of murderous intent flashed in his sharp eyes, "Only by using this silver spear in my hand to stab your wolf heart and dog lungs to pieces is the most important thing I should do." ”

After saying that, Murong Bai gently lifted the silver spear in his hand, and then quickly slammed it down, letting out a crisp and loud sonorous sound.

Seeing this scene, Xu Heng, Ling Qing and the others were all dissatisfied, their faces were sad and angry, and their eyes looked at Liu Xunyi one by one, becoming more and more tangled and complicated.

After all, the last time they met Liu Xunyi, the two sides were still brothers in life and death who were close to each other.

"Today, none of you have to interfere!" Murong Bai ignored Liu Xunyi's guilty gaze, and commanded Xu Heng, Ling Qing and the others, "I want to fight alone with Liu Xunyi, no matter whether I win or lose today, only life and death." Only one of me, or him, will leave alive. ”

"Seventh Master, you ......"

"Only in this way can I make up for my debt to the lord of the mansion. Murong Bai raised his head to the sky, and a trace of tears appeared in the depths of his eyes, "Once, it was I who tried to protect Liu Xunyi's loyalty and courage in front of the mansion master, and I was always fueling the troubles, and even aiding the abuse. Now, the lord of the mansion has been killed by traitors because he believes in him, and I Murong Bai ...... It's hard to blame!"

Murong Bai blamed himself verbally, which made Liu Xunyi ashamed and ashamed, and he really hated to find a crack in the ground to get into.

"Don't talk nonsense!Liu Xunyi, pull out your sword, whatever skills you have, just show it!"

In the face of Murong Bai's provocation, Liu Xunyi stood quietly in place like a clay sculpture, unable to move for a long time.

He can draw his sword against anyone, but he can't with Murong Bai. It's just because Murong Bai has shown favor to Liu Xunyi more than once, and believes in him unreservedly. With this kindness alone, Liu Xunyi will never be able to be his enemy.

Luo Tianjin's death because of himself was a big mistake, and it was hard to regret it. If Liu Xunyi does it to Murong Bai again today, it will be a mistake on top of a mistake, and there is no cure.

"Liu Xunyi, pull out your sword!"

"Poof!"

In the face of Murong Bai's monstrous murderous intent and repeated urging, Liu Xunyi did not show the slightest posture of resistance or escape, but turned his heart sideways, bent his knees, and under the stunned gaze of everyone, he resolutely knelt on the ground, wept silently, and said word by word: "Liu Xunyi is ungrateful, repays virtue with grievances, his sin is unforgivable, and he is willing...... Death!"

At this moment, Liu Xunyi is not pretending, nor pretending to be pitiful, but sincerely begging for death.

On the one hand, he betrayed the Xianwang Mansion and indirectly killed Luo Tianjin, which violated his principles of life and was condemned by his conscience.

After returning to Lin'an, instead of receiving the praise of the imperial court, they were suspicious, neglected, embarrassed, imprisoned, and even hostile everywhere, making them disheartened and regretting their mistakes.

The three, his most trusted brother and the woman he loves the most, one betrays his friend to seek glory, and the other is ruthless. Even the simple-minded Zhao Yu was vain to him. suffered from the pain of betrayal and separation, and the pain of being separated from each other, made him have no love in life, only to die.

Looking at the world, there are either enemies who want to put themselves to death, or traitors who are scheming against themselves, and the rest are strangers who gloat.

The world is big, where are the fellow travelers, where are the confidants, where are the ...... Credible people?

Liu Xunyi has no half of his confidant in the world since he came out, and he has no value in life. He was tired, tired, tired, and enough. It's better to die, one to make up for the debt to Luo Tianjin, and the other to ...... Seek a liberation.

There is no greater mourning than death. At this moment, Liu Xunyi's face was filled with a miserable smile like ashes, as if he was ridiculing his sad situation, and as if mocking his ruined life.

Looking at Liu Xunyi, who took the initiative to die, Murong Bai, who was resolute, hesitated. His brows were tightly locked, his eyes were fixed on Liu Xunyi who was in a trance, and he neither spoke nor made a move, but repeatedly speculated about Liu Xunyi's intentions in his heart.

"The Seventh Master doesn't have to hesitate, he will not dodge if he wants to die!"

After saying that, Liu Xunyi tore open his collar with both hands, revealing a sturdy chest covered with sword marks, and the meaning was self-evident.

Under the surprised and hesitant gaze of everyone, Liu Xunyi smiled indifferently, and then slowly closed his eyes, his face was fearless, his attitude was calm, and he waited for death.

Murong Bai was angry and said coldly: "Liu Xunyi, do you think I will believe your hypocrisy? Do you think that if you pretend to be, I will be merciful and let you go?"

"No!" Liu Xunyi was righteous and loud, "I don't want anything else, I hope that the seventh master will pierce my heart with a shot and let me die a happy death!"

"Well, well, since you have this wish, I will fulfill you!"

Before the words fell, Murong Bai's eyes suddenly became ruthless, and the silver spear in his hand suddenly came out like a storm, accompanied by a roar of the tip of the spear breaking through the air, and an invisible energy burst out from the blade of the gun, reaching Liu Xunyi's heart.

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