The okra in the single-lived house was also unexpectedly surprised by this fireworks at night today. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info She couldn't help but push the window to look at the prosperity that was so close to her, and vaguely felt that this direction was the courtyard of Suzaku.

Probably vaguely aware of the loneliness in the scattered smoke, she felt something, and she stood so blankly. Suddenly, there were voices outside. She was slightly startled. Since Suzaku put himself under house arrest here, except for Yiyi and Lou Qianshan, almost no one else will come. And even these two have not been here for a long time.

But before she could listen carefully to what the voice was saying, she had already seen Suzaku walking over in the courtyard outside the window. He didn't seem to expect her to stand at the window, and when he stopped, he met her eyes.

I don't know when I last saw him. Although she finally had a disagreement with Suzaku in her heart, but when she looked at each other, she unconsciously opened her mouth and murmured: "Dad." ”

When she screamed, she didn't expect her nose to be a little sour, so she quickly suppressed it. Suzaku also stopped and smiled at her.

"Daughter, come out tonight to walk with your father. He said softly.

Words that don't need to be explained. Okra nodded, straightened her dress, and walked around the yard.

After all, she hadn't been out of this courtyard for more than two months, and it had even been more than a month since the last time someone brought a message to talk to Suzaku. He never came to see her, she had to go around and inquire about Jun Li's news, but others didn't seem to know so much, besides, without Suzaku's order, who would dare to say more than half a point?

Now Suzaku is finally here. She didn't know if the nervousness in her heart was because of seeing him or because of Jun Li. It's been so long that I've even been numbed by that worry.

After a long time, Suzaku said: "Today is the Dragon Boat Festival." ”

Okra snorted, "It's hot." ”

"When you came, it was winter. ”

"Hmm. ”

"How are you doing these days?"

"Hmm. ”

Suzaku stopped. "Don't just say 'um'. Don't you want to talk to me?"

Okra also stands. "Yes, but I think- Daddy should know everything. If Daddy is willing to tell me, he will tell me. ”

Suzaku sighed softly. "You, you just don't even want to ask for weakness in this kind of thing. What if I don't understand?"

Okra kept silent. In her opinion, at that time, the courage to ask for a talk with Suzaku was already the limit of what she could do.

"If I tell you that Jun Li can't come back, are you still like this?" Suzaku looked at her.

Okra's complexion was slightly pale. "No, I don't believe it. ”

"It's been so long. He hasn't come back yet, and I haven't been to see you, so you should think about why. Suzaku said, "There's nothing to believe. Everyone dies, and I said at that time that his life could not be stopped. ”

"Everyone dies" - this sentence made Okra's heart feel like it was hit so hard that it hurt so much that she opened her mouth, but she could no longer speak, and even her breathing seemed to be blocked, blocked to her eyes, and turned into tears that fell uncontrollably. She never thought that Jun Li would not come back—she didn't dare to think about it, and she didn't want to think about it. Especially when she has always believed in his sentence "I will come back", this fact that he has not returned for a long time is closer to a cruel speculation. Is the meaning of Suzaku's words confirming this speculation?

Suzaku still said lightly: "Do you hate me more and more now?"

Okra reached out and covered her chest, unable to utter a word. The heart was full of darkness, thinking that it would be difficult to see that person in this life and this life, everything was sad, and how could there be any strength to hate.

Seeing her like this, Suzaku sighed in her heart. "All I said was that he had been away from you for two months, and you should have lost your enthusiasm for anything...... But if he is not dead and does not come back, and if he is dead and cannot come back, is there any difference between the two?"

Okra realized that something was wrong, and reluctantly raised her head, "...... the hell he?"

"You've been crying, and now you're telling you that he's not dead, don't you feel a little lost?" Suzaku smiled slightly.

Okra was stunned, and her heart was in chaos for a while, although Suzaku was laughing, how could she laugh, she lowered her head to wipe her tears, Suzaku raised her hand and hugged her into her arms.

She was stunned again. Is this a father's embrace? She had never really trusted Suzaku, but at this moment, she was embraced by him, and for some reason, the tears that she wanted to put away were actually relieved and wanted to cry.

"What the hell is going on?" she cried. "You...... It's funny that you're making me happy like this, isn't it?" she wanted to be angry, but she couldn't say it coherently.

"Would you rather we deceived you, or would you rather it be the truth?"

"I ......" Okra couldn't answer. Compared with accepting Jun Li's bad news, it seems insignificant that he was deceived for a while. "But if he's really fine, why didn't you tell me until now?"

Then you have to ask him why he didn't return. Suzaku said. "If I told you two months earlier, you have been waiting for two months now, how would you feel?"

"It's better than it is now. ”

"That's what you're saying now, wait two more months and see if that's not the case. ”

Okra was stunned. The past two months have been worrying enough, and even if she learns that he is safe, if there are another two months, she is afraid that she will have to guess again, and then - she really doesn't know what her mood will be.

"I don't get much news about him. Suzaku Fang said slowly, "When Yu Rui came back, he only said that the other person was still in Meizhou, and I am afraid that he will not come back soon." Now, a long time has passed, and the only certainty is that there has been no bad news in the past few days, but as to when he will return, I am afraid it is up to him to be happy. ”

Okra collected her tears and said, "He must be afraid that you won't be able to give up, so he doesn't dare to come back easily......"

After a pause, she looked up and said, "You...... If he comes back, he won't ...... again. Embarrassed by him, right?"

"It's up to him. Suzaku said. "The last time he kept saying that he was coming back to take you away—well, if he dared to think so now, then I don't have to blame me for embarrassing him. ”

Okra hung her head, as if in silence.

"What, you want to go with him too?" Suzaku sneered.

Seeing that okra was still silent, he snorted. "Yes. The daughter is leaving her father, but it is only a possibility. He wants to take you away, either by marrying you, or - why should he?"

"But I ......" Okra wanted to say, but I wasn't your daughter, I was forced to stay here, I didn't want to stay, but how dare I say this?

But the bigger reason for this silence is how dare she say that she doesn't have any secret expectations in her heart for such a sentence as Suzaku.

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Lou Qianshan, who returned from the Black Bamboo Society, soon noticed that the relationship between Suzaku and okra had improved. Suzaku no longer needed her to accompany her, and she felt a little lost again.

In the eyes of others, she seems to be being favored by Suzaku - that is a way for Suzaku to gain her trust with the crown prince as well. The crown prince could only repay her with the same news if he knew that she could win Suzaku's trust and could really get some information from Suzaku. Otherwise, how could she inquire about the matter.

Sure enough, it was right to ask Suzaku to help Shen Fengming carry out this mission together. She said secretly in her heart. Otherwise, if Shen Fengming succeeded, he turned over, and he had nothing to rely on.

However, probably only Shen Fengming is the same as himself, and it is just a kind of use value for Suzaku. In this way, they still have a bit of sympathy.

Lou Qianshan's visit was a bit unexpected. Since she was seriously injured and sent into the inner city by the carriage, Shen Fengming had not seen her once. But I also heard that she had always stayed in the Suzaku Mansion, and it seemed that she was gradually being favored. He could only sigh that she finally chose this road of wading through the troubled waters of the world, and refused to see through it. But I thought that if she simply stayed with Suzaku, at least, there should be no danger.

Unexpectedly, this mission, she also came.

"It's so hard to find you. When he heard Lou Qianshan's voice, he was sitting in a tavern in the back alley, drinking alone.

He looked up at her and froze.

The weather was a little hot, and Lou Qianshan's son-in-law outfit was actually not so wearable, and her face was slightly red. In addition, her figure is as thin as a few months ago.

"Why are you ......" Shen Fengming was slightly puzzled. "Looking for me?"

"Of course I'm looking for you, otherwise?" Lou Qianshan stood a few feet away, keeping a little distance. "Didn't the Ghost Envoy tell you?"

Shen Fengming realized something. "Are you going to join this mission too?"

"Ouch, it doesn't seem like I'm very popular. Lou Qianshan smiled, people didn't get closer.

Shen Fengming shook his head. "Nope. It's been a long time since I've seen you, and my body seems to be better?"

"It's no big deal. Lou Qianshan's eyes moved. "That, ...... at the time"

"Sit down. Shen Fengming said.

Lou Qianshan sighed, and finally approached and sat down, "At that time...... I didn't have time to ...... I didn't have time to thank you. ”

Shen Fengming laughed when she saw that she would thank herself. "Thanks for what. It's enough for you not to speak ill of me behind my back and make me hated everywhere. ”

"That's all in the past. Lou Qianshan said with a smile. "In the past it was a misunderstanding, but now - we are in the same boat, this time - it will not fail in any way. ”

Shen Fengming's eyes rolled. "But I heard that you are good in front of Suzaku, why did you give up such a good life, but you want to come out to fight and kill?"

"Do you really think Suzaku is credible?" Lou Qianshan raised his cheeks, "If he is credible, you shouldn't be in the current situation, right?"

Shen Fengming was noncommittal. He just looked at Lou Qianshan's hand holding his cheeks. He still remembered that day when she was seriously injured, that hand was so thin that the light blue veins could be seen clearly, but now this hand was delicate and white, and in his opinion, at least, he had not suffered anything in the past few months.

But perhaps, this is far from enough for Lou Qianshan.