In the mirror, a ten-year-old girl sits quietly.

Her eyebrows are slender and soothing, like distant mountains, and the tip of her nose is small and the bridge of her nose is straight. Under the eyebrows, on both sides of the bridge of the nose, there are a pair of almond eyes, which are long and curly, and look like a small and delicate fan from the side.

It's just that the eyes are dull and dull, and there is no trace of the girl's lively vitality, which makes people feel bored when they see it.

Her complexion was also dull yellow, and the spots on her cheeks added to the ugliness, and the most deadly thing was the cyan patch on the right side of her face, which made people lose the desire to even look at it.

Knowing that I am ugly, I clearly realize that I am so ugly for the first time!

In his previous life, when Yan Zhuo was eleven years old, he began to care very much about his appearance. After seeking medical treatment in many ways, knowing that the spots on her face could not be removed, she was very angry and inferior, so she asked people to remove all the mirrors in the house, while she locked herself in the house and rarely went out. As soon as he goes out, he wears a veil and never shows his true face to others, so as to hide himself and numb himself.

Zhuo's mother has always tolerated her, and she has strictly disciplined her subordinates, so that no one has ever said half an ugly word to her in front of her.

After getting married, the veil of covering was removed, and there were more people who said that she was ugly and said in front of her, although Yan Zhuo was uncomfortable, but at that time even food and clothing were extravagant, where did they care so much? And where was there any mirror to see at that time?

Therefore, she has never had a real understanding of her appearance.

This was the first time she had sat in front of a mirror and looked at her face seriously.

In the mirror, she was almost unbearable to look at, and she almost couldn't help but abandon the mirror and run away.

No wonder, in her previous life, Yan Yun'er said, "You don't look at your own appearance, who will like you?"

Thinking about Yan Yun'er's delicate and lovely girl appearance yesterday, Yan Zhuo felt even more heartbroken.

Oh my God, why make yourself so ugly!

In my previous life, I spent a lot of money on healing, and the spots on my face were not removed, and the result should be the same if I did it again.

The words were burning and crying without tears, and the frustration in my heart was like a dam bursting and surging all over the world.

Qing Dai saw Yan Zhuo staring at the mirror, silent for a long time, and didn't know why, "Miss, what's wrong with you?"

"Alas, Qingdai, thank you for your hard work. ”

Qing Dai was stunned by Yan Zhuo's headless words.

"Miss, slaves and maids are not hard, these are all things that slaves and maids should do. Qingdai thought that Yan Zhuo was referring to the matter of dressing her up, so she answered dutifully.

Yan Zhuo's heart was ridiculed by Qing Dai's donkey's answer to the horse's mouth, and the frustration he had because of his appearance was also dispelled.

This green daisy is really a pistachio.

Yan Zhuo smiled and shook his head. Qingdai, a girl who serves herself all day long and looks at her face all day long, has not been disgusted by her own face and runs away, which shows that she is not ugly!

And Qing Dai, the official, as well as those who care and love herself, have never cared about her appearance, and have never alienated herself because of her appearance, so why should she care so much?

Yan Zhuo remembered that he had seen such a story in a miscellaneous book.

It is said that there is a peasant girl who is more than 20 years old, and she is still waiting for the boudoir. The girl is not too young, and it is said that she should be the mother of several children, why hasn't she been married yet?

It turned out that this girl also wanted to talk about marriage. But alas, the matchmaker didn't dare to come to her door. It's no wonder that this girl's appearance is too ugly, which makes people annoying, and she can't be worthy of it at all. Everyone laughed at her, "old girl", "ugly monster", "no one wants". The girl's heart was very painful, but she had no choice but to hug her old mother and cry. In the end, the girl couldn't stand the fingering everywhere she went, so she chose to jump into the lake and died, ending her life.

At that time, Yan Zhuo empathized with what happened to this girl, and sighed for this girl's tragic situation. Yan Zhuo seemed to see another self, if she hadn't been born in a rich family, she might have had a white rope in her previous life, but she would have lived the rest of her life.

Therefore, Yan Zhuo remembers this story vividly.

At that time, a poem was also written under this story: "Beautiful women are not necessarily beautiful, but they are beautiful." An ugly woman is not necessarily ugly, and her ugly deeds are not ugly. It's a pity that Yan Zhuo, who was bent on a beautiful face at that time, didn't understand it at all.

A beautiful person may only have a superficial appearance, but her heart is ugly, despicable, exploiting, seducing, so that everyone who comes into contact with her is hurt; although the person with an ugly appearance is described as damaged, she can be considerate, sympathetic, and helpful to others, and her behavior and heart can be very beautiful.

Of course, this does not mean that all beautiful people have ugly hearts, and all ugly people have good hearts. If a beautiful person has a beautiful heart at the same time, then, who can refuse to befriend such a charismatic person?

If a person lives a lifetime, if he only has a beautiful skin, and his heart is filthy and filthy, what is the value?

So, even if it's an ugly girl, so what?

I'd rather be ugly on the outside, but also be a strong, warm and kind person on the inside. It's just because that's how you can be called human!

In the mirror, Yan Yan's face was reflected, and the listless eyes seemed to be replaced by a strange brilliance. Her eyes revealed determination, even if this face was like this, she had to accept it calmly.

Seeking death and life, this is not what she should do in this life.

Besides, as the saying goes: "Where blessings and misfortunes lurk, and where misfortunes and blessings lie", how do you know that this ugly appearance brings all the harm? This long face has the function of a demon mirror.

Those who really care about themselves and like themselves will not look down on themselves and cut off contact with themselves because of their appearance, because they care about themselves as a person, not this face. And such people can also be their close friends, because they are well-versed, they know what is important and what is light, and they know what they want.

And those who are only surprised by their appearance, and who only covet the delicate and beautiful, will inevitably retreat because of their own face, and even hate and curse themselves. But it doesn't matter, such people are too superficial and profit-seeking to go without profit, so why bother to come and go with them and add to their troubles?

Yan Zhuo grinned, the knot that had plagued her in her past and present lives could be regarded as untied.

She decided to show her true face in the future if she didn't have to, although she didn't know how she would be in the face of ridicule, whether she would be embarrassed, or if she really didn't care.

But at this moment, she smiled with relief and openness, as if the noon sun was warm and made people feel endless hope.