Chapter 465: Qi Shuang'er's Change
The road is still the same road, as tattered as it was when I first came here. There are a few houses scattered in the small empty area, and the smoke is still scattered to indicate that there are still people living here.
The statue standing in front of the house lost its luster and became a little gray. I vaguely remember that when I came here, this statue was glorious, and Qin Lin at that time determined that this was left by the old woman, and at the same time, he also determined that this was the person Qi Shuang'er had been looking for.
At that time, he felt that maybe the old woman wanted to leave Qi Shuang'er with the three arrows of Xuanyuan, but he was the first to get there. After all, so many people go to Ceylon Mountain, after all, they can't meet the magnificent starry sky and a different environment, only themselves.
And at that time, he and Qi Shuang'er were inseparable.
"What are you two doing?" Someone passed by and saw Qin Lin and Lin Jing, "We don't have outsiders here, who are you..."
It was a middle-aged woman with a sickle in her hand and a bundle of hay on her shoulder, looking like she had just returned from outside. There are some stains on her face, and she can't see the delicacy and beauty that a woman should have, and her whole body reveals the sad story of a middle-aged woman at the bottom.
"Hello Auntie, we're looking for Qi Shuang'er..." Qin Lin had never seen this person, he belonged to the cold type when he came here, and he basically didn't notice the existence of other people in his eyes except for solving Qi Shuang'er's inner uneasiness.
"Oh~~~" The middle-aged woman's voice was very long, and she seemed to be happy, "You said cool, alas... That wild girl, I don't know where to go crazy..."
"You can go over there and wait for her, she should be back in the evening..."
"I'm going back to feed the cows, so I won't talk to you..."
Middle-aged women come and go as fast as they come. She faltered, probably worried that the family's cattle were not well fed and thin.
"Actually, they're beautiful..." Lin Jing suddenly felt something.
"Hmm!" Qin Lin nodded.
"There is no external glamour, but there is a pure heart, which is the truest portrayal of beauty..."
Qi Shuang'er still lives in the house left by Qi Lao Diao, and the difference from the last time he came here is that there are two more sculptures in front of this room, one is Qi Lao Diao's, and the other... It's his.
"It seems that she is not as you would have liked... Forget the past..." Lin Jing looked at the sculpture, with jealousy in her heart, "She's serious." ”
Naturally, this sculpture took Qi Shuang'er two years to finally take shape. During this period, I don't know how many bases have been replaced, and how many finished products have been replaced.
At that time, she was busy almost every day.
Carving one today, it doesn't feel good, throw it away, and come back tomorrow. She spent two years, year after year, day after day, before finally making a sculpture that satisfied her.
Lin Jing wanted to reach out and enchant the sculpture, the wooden sculpture had some discordant dark red hues, she could imagine the sadness and grief.
A girl, who has lost her loved ones, even the person she loves the most, sits here alone, carving and carving on a statue all day long, and even her hands are broken without noticing, in her eyes, there is only this statue, only that person.
"Maybe... It's my fault..." Qin Lin was also extremely shocked in his heart. This scene is very reminiscent, but he didn't expect Qi Shuang'er to be so affectionate.
I thought everything was just an impulse to do nothing more when I was young, but I didn't expect it······· This kind of affection made him a little unbearable. In emotional moments, women are often deeper than men, men can have careers or brothers and friends... But the woman... Only love...
Having lost their love, they really have nothing to love.
"Actually..." Lin Jing thought for a long time before saying this, "I don't mind if you marry two..."
It's not because of Qi Shuang'er that I feel like this. In this world, it is too common for men to have three wives and four concubines, and she never thought that Qin Lin would only have one woman in her life. This is not a matter determined by emotional factors, there are many external factors, such as marriage such as debt, etc...
In the future, in the northern realm or even the divine domain, if Qin Lin really wants to do something, he will inevitably need allies... Is Lin's support enough? Maybe it's enough, but no one can say for sure.
If there is a need for marriage, then should you choose marriage or follow your heart?
She already had this kind of awareness, but the little daughter in her heart was troubled and refused to admit it.
The last time she was in Su Yuan, it took her more than a month to make such a decision.
"She's a girl to love..."
"But I'm sorry for her... Always just like a sister..." Qin Lin blurted out, this is the truest feeling in his heart, "I can't change my mind because of her affection." ”
"In the end, whether to accept her or not can't be judged by whether she likes me or not..."
"Emotional matters are always the affairs of two people, and they cannot be achieved by the efforts of one person alone. ”
"Just like you and me, if you don't like me, I'm working hard and it's useless..."
"Looks like I'm chasing you..." Lin Jing glanced at him, "It's very cold..."
"Haha, yes... You said it all..." Qin Lin was speechless. It is indeed Lin Jing who is bolder, and when she meets someone she likes, she directly expresses this kind of thought.
She is a woman who dares to love and hate, and she is a woman who holds the wind and clouds.
"However, in this life, it is enough to have you..." Qin Lin hugged the person in front of him deeply, "I understand the kind of thought in your heart, but there's no need..."
"If I need to rely on marriage, then I might as well go home and farm..."
This sentence is not an unintentional statement, but the doubts in his heart make him unable to choose.
The only thing that is certain is that the words that come out in this minute are the best reward for her, he has no ability to predict the future, and he does not dare to think deeply about it·····
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"Huh... The big bad guy is the big bad guy..." Qi Shuang'er finally appeared, standing not far away, "Morning and evening, hum... Certainly not a good man·····"
"Shuang'er, if you say that, I'm not happy..." Qin Lin noticed the loneliness in Qi Shuang'er's eyes, and decided not to care about her anymore, whether it was sad or painful, I believed that there would always be a day in the past.
"Big bad guys, stinky rascals... Hmph..." Qi Shuang'er turned her head and opened the door directly. Regardless of Qin Lin and Lin Jing who were outside the door, they walked in directly.
"Your life was really colorful before..." Lin Jing heard this successive change of several titles, and had some thoughts in her heart. This kind of title is not available to ordinary people.
"I was wronged..." Qin Lin shouted in his heart, "God is pitiful, I myself have been in a state of confusion, I don't know why I am broken, why I am a hooligan." ”
"Looks like Daddy said you're a bad boy..." Lin Jing covered her mouth and chuckled, "Look, I really didn't mistake you..."
"What's the solution?" Qin Lin spread out his hands, "Let's go..."
Qi Shuang'er's house has no proper decoration, and it is extremely simple. This is a world away from what Lin Jing said about Lin's frugality, and this place is really simple.
There was a table in the room, and four chairs were in the middle. The floor is wooden, crunching when stepped on, and some of the wood has even begun to decay. The only thing that's still commendable is that it's clean, no matter how shabby.
The tables were polished and the chairs were spotless.
"I don't know you're coming, otherwise I'll go get some game and come back..." Qi Shuang'er walked out of the inner room, holding a tea set in her hand, "No, that's it, do you like to drink or not..."
Qin Lin really hasn't drunk tea for a long time, and he remembers that when he was in the academy before, he always drank this on the dean's mountain. At this time, Qi Shuang'er can prepare tea immediately, it seems that it is not random.
She had been waiting for someone to come and see her. And that person, she also firmly believes that it will be herself.
"How is it lately?" Qin Lin stretched out his hand and poured a few cups, the first cup was given to Qi Shuang'er first, the second cup was given to Lin Jing, and finally it was his turn.
"What else, the same old way..." Qi Shuang'er blew lightly a few sips and took a sip, "This tea is good..."
"It's really surprising that you can have this craft..." Qin Lin felt the same way. In the past, Qi Shuang'er, let alone making tea, couldn't even get anything to eat.
Nowhere was this more evident than on that barbecue night at Sanssouci River.
"Hmph... How do you know me well..." Qi Shuang'er pouted and said, "In your eyes, there is no me in your heart..."
"Haha, why are you talking about this..." Qin Lin suddenly felt that maybe it was a wrong decision to come and see her by himself. Especially with Lin Jinglai, there is a bit of a taste of demonstration.
"Just to make you feel sorry for me..." Qi Shuang'er's mouth was no longer as poisonous as it was at the beginning, but the words he said had a deeper meaning, "You are such a person, you don't want to be affectionate to you, you have to wait until you feel sorry for me, you will not think about me..."
"Let you never forget me for the rest of your life, that's what I think in my heart... Hee-hee-hee..."
"Gotta ... I was deceived by you..." When Qin Lin saw Qi Shuang'er like this, he could only continue to speak.
Her change is only trying to change her appearance, but she does not change her inner thoughts. She still has a different feeling about Qin Lin, but she no longer has to be with Qin Lin as she did at the beginning.
In other words, she understands herself, Qin Lin, and what Lin Jing's existence means to her·····
"Come back this time, how long are you going to stay?" Qi Shuang'er diverted the topic, not wanting to lead the conversation in the direction of death, "Jiangnan has changed a lot recently, there are many places to be fun, I can be your tour guide..."
"I shouldn't be staying long..." Qin Lin knew in his heart that it was impossible to give Qi Shuang'er any hope, "It's the original intention to come back and see you." After all, no matter what, it's all friends..."
"In addition, I also want to ask you what your plans are in the future, if there is anything you need my help with, just ask..."
"In Jiangnan, although I don't have any foundation, what I say can still be of some use. ”
A saint disciple, how effective is what he said in Jiangnan? The Long family should also think about it.
His original intention was to find a place for Qi Shuang'er outside, and to relocate the whole place there, so that his life would become better, at least without worrying about his livelihood.
"Then I want to go to the north with you, is it okay?" Qi Shuang'er said this without thinking. When she was in Sanssouci River, she prayed like this.
She cried and wanted to go on the road with Qin Lin.
But Qin Lin refused and didn't give her the slightest chance.
"Okay!" Lin Jing took the initiative to answer, "Let's go to the north together..."
Qin Lin and Qi Shuang'er both looked at Lin Jing in surprise, Qi Shuang'er was shocked that Qin Lin would let people make decisions for him, Qin Lin thought that how could Lin Jing suddenly be like this, this was the first time in the world.
But he thought about it, since Lin Jing did this, there must be her reasons. And taking Qi Shuang'er to the north is no longer as worried as before.
When he went north alone, he didn't know what the future would hold, but now he doesn't say how successful he is, at least he no longer has the same uncertain future as before.
"Let's go together..." Qin Lin also agreed with such an idea.
He never thought that this time he would take Qi Shuang'er to the north, there would be all kinds of dramatic changes, and all kinds of people and things involved really made people laugh and cry, and in the end he could only sigh that fate was like this.