Chapter 664: A Moment and a Life
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It's too late to take off the battle robe, Qian's clothes are stained with the blood of too many people, Huang He went, Servant San'ande, Wanyan Li pulled out the mountain, Mu Er, Su Muzi, Luo Qingchen, Wei Mou, Guo Gao, Su Xuexue, Yin'er, and, Little Monkey's ......
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" Yin'er's breath was weak, her lips were pale, her tongue was paralyzed and she couldn't bite her words clearly, but at this time, she still begged him for forgiveness with tears, but she couldn't hear his forgiveness, couldn't see his forgiveness, and didn't know that he didn't blame her at all from beginning to end...... It only lasted for a moment, and then he fainted due to the collapse of blood. The full-text and ad-free novels are all biquge.info on Aishang Novel Network
A few days later, Lin Qian uprooted all the henchmen of Su Xuexue and Wei Zidi in the valley, and also broke up and reorganized the Xingzhou Army and the Huben Battalion after surrendering, and there were three culprits in the decisive battle in northern Sichuan, Su Xuexue was killed, Wei Zidi was imprisoned, and there was only one Xingzhou Army commander Guo Gao, who had already sent half of his life that night. Although the Song court repeatedly sent people to negotiate with the rebels, Lin Qian ignored the obstruction of Tianjiao, Xun Wei and others, and put Guo Gao, who was the commander of the capital, to death after being imprisoned, and also replied to the envoy of the Song court: Guo Gao fornicated with foreign enemies and should be executed to set an example, as for the lord of Xingzhou, let the court send someone to be the one again.
After Guo Gao's death, the Xingzhou army was temporarily commanded by Wang Dajie, the deputy capital commander. The coffin was concluded, although Guo Gao was not a big traitor, but his political performance in Xingzhou was poor, firstly, because he had just arrived, second, he was also considered to be talentless and courageless, and thirdly, because of the mean sergeant, hobby of accumulating money, and using power for personal gain, during his year in office, he never got the desire of the Sichuan and Shu army, and finally provoked Lin Qian to be punished for conspiring with Su Xuexue, Wei Zidi, and Huang He. For example, in the autumn of last year, the soldiers of the Xingzhou Urging Front and Tabai armies guarding the border passes defected due to supply reasons, and some even fled into the territory of Jinguo.
That Wang Dajie, although his talent is also mediocre, after all, it is different from Guo Gaosu's snowfall, during this period of time, his appearance can be described as decent, and he unveiled the list and recruited those fugitives, so that the leader was beheaded, and the rest were transferred, which can also be regarded as Guo Gao's perfect political performance, dedication to duty, and conscientiousness. However, before the Song court sent the new capital to Sichuan, Wang Dajie, as the substitute, actually looked forward to Lin Qian's horse, regardless of government and military affairs, all of them were walking on thin ice. The general trend of Sichuan and Shu is finally stable.
During this period, Yin'er's fever gradually increased, and she was in a coma and dying, and she was ineffective several times. It wasn't until seven days later that he was out of danger and still unconscious.
Obviously unconscious, she seemed to refuse to drink medicine, and her resistance was stronger than any before, so strong that Sima Dailan and Guo Sanniang couldn't feed it, her hand was scratched and the bowl smashed the medicine and spilled it on the ground, and Gu Xiaozhi was afraid to wipe her tears next to her...... Even if Lin Qian postponed taking care of her personally, he couldn't restrain her struggle with one hand, and in the end, he had to forcibly hold down her whole body and pour the medicine on her!
Why is there such a strong resistance, he knows...... He knew that Yin'er's resistance was out of instinct, he knew that this was the "cow calf protection" that Jinling had told him in the past, Yin'er cared too much about the little monkey, so after having it, she was very careful, in order to protect it, she even learned to take care of herself, and she had never been careless all day long, if someone wanted to harm the little monkey, she would definitely fight her life to resist that person!
As it is now......
"Don't ...... Don't drink medicine...... Little monkey, it's not allowed to drink medicine indiscriminately...... "She finally opened her eyes, crying and refusing him to feed her medicine, maybe she shouldn't have forgotten, that night she was kicked off the horse by Su Xuexue, and when she finally fell to Tianque Peak after a long time, she herself saw the blood flowing all over her lower body, she should have understood that the child was already gone, but it had been six months, maybe she was born? Although this may be very small...... Or maybe it was just kicked and bleeding somewhere else? Just like the last time she beat Guo Gao, it was only a slight bleeding and didn't hurt the little monkey? At this moment, she felt that the little monkey was still there, she shed tears but smiled and said to Lin Qian, she didn't want to drink medicine because the little monkey couldn't drink medicine. Poor Yin'er, in fact, she is just holding on to a 1/10,000 luck!
"Yin'er. Little monkey, there is no ......" He had to tell her about this cruel fact, her eyes suddenly became sad, she shook her head with tears, and it took a while to bite out the word "no".
"Yin'er, we're still young...... As long as you take care of your body, there will be more in the future. Come, drink this medicine......" He softly coaxed her to drink it.
"No, don't drink the medicine, I want the little monkey...... As long as the little monkey ......" she took a few perfunctory sips and fell asleep again.
In the midnight dream, Yin'er only saw a picture that kept flashing back, it was a thick dust and smoke covering the world, and there was a dark fire around it, and the blood all over the ground stained the grass that had just grown green under her feet...... Whose fate is this, the reincarnation that cannot be forgotten and guessed......
The grass that has just grown green...... After waking up, Yin'er realized that the little monkey, who was six months old, was a baby boy who had already taken shape, with good bones, hair, and eyebrows, except that he was thinner than a normal baby, and was already full of human appearance...... However, the first moment it comes into the world, it is destined to be forever dead......
I don't know if it ever hated its proud mother, I don't know if it ever resented its world-famous father. They have saved every crisis and cured every troubled world...... But after all, even it was unable to keep it, and watched it slip away at the best time, perhaps it was punishing them, in order to eliminate the misfortune between the Jin and Song dynasties, and to suppress the struggle between the officials and the rebels, ignoring it......
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"Don't say that, I want to see your mother and son all safe!" never thought that Yin'er fulfilled this promise and exchanged the little monkey for the war.
"Shengnan, I never thought that I couldn't take care of Sister Feng, but ...... hurt her...... "Although Jinling has just recovered from a serious illness, his expression is even more haggard because of Yin'er's incident.
"If I had known that her fire poison would return, I would not have been able to keep the child. Lin Qian shook his head, naturally it was impossible to blame Jinling.
Yin'er, who lost the little monkey, felt like he had collapsed, barely able to get out of bed and walk, and the power to regain his smile was just the sentence Lin Qian said, "We are still young" and "There will be again in the future", in this way, the death of the little monkey is much more valuable than the death of Zhan'er. Yin'er made up her mind to give Lin Qian a child again, and occasionally laughed at herself and said, "I really didn't expect that I couldn't keep it for six months", or sighed and said, "If it's been ** months, I'm afraid that giving birth to a little monkey on Tianque Peak that night is really the icing on the cake." After a few days of relaxation like this, Yin'er's spirit gradually improved.
Coincidentally, I overheard others talking about her body, and then I realized that the recurrence of fire poison was more violent than before, that is to say, all the efforts and hard work of more than two years were in vain, and Yin'er seemed to be destroyed all of a sudden, and she didn't know where to go for a while, and she felt that she had no love in her life - if the fire poison could not be cured, with Lin Qian, of course, she would not let Yin'er risk giving birth to a child, and she would never be allowed to go to the battlefield again...... So, what's the point of Yin'er living in this world?!
"Let me die. That day, when Lin Qian handed the medicine to her mouth again, she leaned on the head of the bed decadently and did not drink or resist, but just whispered such a sentence.
He was startled, his hand stopped in mid-air, he didn't say a word for a long time, he looked at her in silence for a long time, and put the bowl on the bedside table.
"The second half of my life is estimated to be a wasted person, so it's better to end myself early. She has such determination, not so much because she doesn't want to drag anyone down, but because she wants to be strong.
"Good. Finally, he sighed, "lest you suffer so much for my sake." ”
"Not by suffering, but by living enough. Although Yin'er's life is short, she has gone so far......" She looked indifferent, as if she had seen it.
"Yes, it doesn't matter if I'm dead, in the future, it's just a few people nagging in my ear, and after a long time, I will get used to it. Lin Qian looked at her in a daze, when she was so calm, so resolute, so rational, he knew that he couldn't change her determination, so in addition to the usual calmness, there was also a trace of uneasy pleading in his tone-she should still be concerned about him, and he must use her to be concerned about him!
She may have thought of how Lin Qian would be unaccustomed to alone, and sighed: "When I die, marry another one...... If one is not enough, marry more......"
"No need. There is no need to find guilt anymore, and it is annoying to marry a disobedient woman. If it was an ordinary soldier, he would have been hung up and beaten a long time ago, and he would have been cleaned up and obedient. But there are people who are so hateful that they want to beat her upset, but they can't be frightened, because they love her so much that they don't want her to be hurt a little......" He whispered, sad, "I have endured it once, and I don't want to endure it a second time...... Although other women in the world may not be as hateful as you, I have done my best for you, and I am afraid that it will bring a shadow to everyone. ”
She was stunned, tears suddenly overflowed the corners of her eyes, and she had already lost her calmness: "It turns out that I ...... This annoys you......"
"Then, if I promise you to die now, it is better for you to die that year. He sighed and wiped the tears from her eyes, "Two years ago, you should have died." At least then, I still closed my eyes with a smile. In vain, you walked for two more years, and you added another injury and suffered a lot. ”
"No, in the past two years, Yin'er has not been in vain, she has experienced a lot, and she has learned a lot...... Even you say that a nineteen-year-old Yin'er is not the same as a seventeen-year-old......" She shook her head and retorted, not knowing that his words were simply retreating.
"So, what will the twenty-one-year-old Yin'er look like?" Lin Qian, with a hint of hope, with infinite tenderness in her eyes, enlightened her step by step, "The past has made you feel enough, why don't you dare to be eager for the future?"
"Twenty-one years old...... Can Yin'er live that big?" Yin'er laughed miserably and sighed, "I knew you wouldn't let me go." Your approval just now is fake, and the current obstruction is real......"
"If Yin'er's situation is worse in the future than it is now, then I will regret it very much, and regret why I don't agree, but if Yin'er will be good in the future and live happily with me, then I will be very glad that my obstruction is not wrong. "Whether it's selfishness, infatuation, dependence, or pity, it's really impossible for him to let her go.
"Who knows what will come? She was so disillusioned that she refused to listen to any comfort.
"Yin'er, as your husband, I can't help but follow your thoughts and think about what you think, that's right, 'In this situation, he really should die, even if Shengnan will not get used to it, it will only be temporary, he will get through it, it is a hundred times better than continuing to worry about me'. He made her read the words of his heart in horror, but told her the truth from the bottom of his heart, "But, as your husband, you should put an end to this momentary thought of suicide - although we do not know what will happen in the future, we will always have the opportunity to see it, whether it is regret or rejoicing and wait and see." It's a pity that the dead won't know, and there's absolutely no hope of seeing it. If you die now, crying bitterly, it will end here, and there will be no follow-up, but if you survive, you will look back at the process, and you will find how ridiculous you were when you were young. ”
"In your eyes...... It's still so ridiculous......" She burst into tears, taking things out of context and half-understanding.
"Drink the medicine for the time being, tomorrow at this time, I will come to see you again, after a day of thinking, I think your thoughts are different. He smiled gently, "Even if it's a little different from now, you'll believe that your thoughts of suicide are only temporary." Don't give your life for the moment, but gamble the present with the future. ”
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