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Suzaku really sneered: "After Shen Fengming is the Demon Sect, the Demon Sect has to bear the responsibility for him - but what does this matter have to do with you, you will never really be the master of this Demon Sect because of his jokes, right? Don't say Yunmeng, even you Lingyin, you haven't paid much attention to it in the past twenty years, why do you want to take it to heart at this time?"
Okra hesitated and gritted her teeth, "Those in the future, don't care about it for the time being, but Shen Fengming came to this mansion more than once a few days ago, and discussed with me the means to deal with the Phantom Realm this time, and my father let me see him, and I already thought in my heart that this was my father's implication that I would go with me—don't you mean that?"
"I'm just curious if he's really trying to deal with Guan Feisu, or if he's trying to get close to you. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info”
"Of course, it's to deal with the Phantom Realm!" Okra hurriedly pleaded.
"If so, I will not be able to let you go. ”
"Why?" said okra hurriedly, "is it true that you, daddy, want him to have some other purpose?"
"You must have forgotten. Suzaku said, "I have told you that you are my daughter, and you want to leave your father, and there is only one situation in which you should prove to me that this man is worthy of your life's trust, and if it is only an exchange of interests, then it is not to be mentioned." ”
"I ...... I'm just going to Dongting with him, only two months at most, how can I be entrusted with my life?"
Suzaku sneered, "It's really not going to be true." Most of this son is just using you, whether it was the hasty relinquishment of the position of the sect leader before, or the repeated removal of you now, it is just a means to quell the internal strife in the sect. You don't have to be his pawn. ”
Okra bit her lip: "Dad, I'...... I have my own sense of proportion in the affairs of the Yunmeng Sect - didn't you let me go last time, why bother intentionally this time?"
Suzaku's face sank. "Last time I asked you to go with Jun Li, because Jun Li is my disciple, I naturally believe him. But if you want to say that you suffered a lot of poison on that trip, I will not regret it by no means -- this time you asked me to hand you over to Shen Fengming -- you were poisoned by his casual words before, and you returned miserably, have you forgotten? How did you hate this person so much in the past, and you wanted to kill him in front of me, and you forgot? In other words, any father in this world will not agree to let you go away with such a person--you are afraid that I am deliberately embarrassed?"
Okra was speechless for a while, so she could only hang her head and remain silent.
Jun Li couldn't help it. Although he promised Okra not to tell Suzaku the origin and end of the poison of the Netherfly in her, if he wanted to hide it for Lou Qianshan, it was definitely not his intention to make Shen Fengming blind, not to mention that it was Shen Fengming who saved Okra by himself that time, if Suzaku had to be evaluated like this, how could he be at peace in his heart.
"It's not like that. He had already turned the garden gate, and the sentence almost burst out of his mouth, but he was slightly stunned, and the words were stuck in his throat and he was not spit out—"It's not like that. Okra opened his mouth before him.
He stood at a distance, and saw her slowly clench one of her right hands into a fist, as if with great force, so that her body trembled slightly. "It's not like that. She repeated, then looked up, "In the old days...... There were many misunderstandings that he - in any case, he would never - would - would not - want to see me hurt. ”
Suzaku looked at her a little strangely. "Okra, do you know that you have never found all kinds of reasons to beg me for anything like today? Even if you went south to Meizhou when Jun Li went south, your life and death were unknown, and you were restless every day, you still held your own hand, refused to plead, and even refused to come to see me. You have gone to such great lengths to go to Dongting today, do you want to say that this Shen Fengming is more important to you than Jun Li to you back then?"
Okra's shoulders suddenly stopped shaking. She was silent for a moment and said quietly, "No. ”
"So you still hate him to the bone, and you want to wait for an opportunity to take his life?"
"It's not. ”
Suzaku frowned. "You've always given me a reason to be so obsessed. ”
Okra turned his gaze away, looking at the fragile but stiff remnants of the pond, and for a while, he seemed to have made up his mind, and said quietly: "Has Dad ever made a decision that he regrets?"
She didn't wait for Suzaku to answer, and then answered, "I remember that there is." ”
"Yes, there are a lot of them. Suzaku admitted.
"If you had a way to do those things all over again, would you have made a different choice?"
Suzaku shook his head. "Nothing in the world can be repeated. ”
"I think there is. ”
"Do you think there is?"
Okra nodded. She took a breath. "Dad just said it well, when Jun Li went south to Meizhou, life and death were unknown, but I insisted on it and refused to ask my father for something. But that's -- that's what I've regretted most in my life, so far. I regret why I didn't go with him at all costs--since then, thousands of mountains and rivers, his life and death are in danger there, I can't sleep here, and finally-"
She paused, as if to collect her infinite infatuation, "I know in my heart that what is lost will always be lost, but I have always been reluctant to wonder why the past cannot be repeated, why time can never be turned back—for a long time, I have been wondering for the answer, until recently-"
She smiled slightly, "Until recently, I suddenly didn't want to know. I only know that now, another person is also going to travel far away, just like when Jun Li was going south to Meizhou, he knew that it was dangerous, and he had to go. Although he is not Jun Li, I cannot answer how important he is, whether he is more important than Jun Li of that day, but is not this a 're-come'?-Dad, you may understand, I can't forget how I was alone, and hopelessly guessed about Jun Li's situation over and over again--I don't want to have such a long wait again, I would rather go with the person now, no matter what happens, as long as I live and die with him, win or lose, it is better than staying alone. ”
She raised her head and looked directly at Suzaku: "Do you understand my feelings? Or are you going to stop me from repeating the same pain again—ten—a hundred?"
Suzaku looked at her. There was such a strange and willful pleasure on her always cold face.
For a moment, Jun Li, who was standing at the entrance of the garden, felt like her thin strings were suddenly penetrated and floated. He realized that he never really faced and thought about her thoughts, just as she had never dared to say it so seriously and clearly as she did now. But even now, at this moment, he understands that everything that seems to be there is really broken-at this moment, he and she are each pretending to be another person in their hearts.
"It's a rare thing. Suzaku said, "This is what you are talking about?"
Okra smiled bitterly and looked at the pool of weak water. "Shen Fengming once told me that if I am willing to tell the truth, I will not be me. When I thought about it, he was right—there were some things I couldn't say anyway, and now maybe only because of ...... It's in front of Daddy. ”
Suzaku sighed and stretched out his hand to hold her, like all fathers in the world holding their daughters. "I'm very happy that you're willing to remove this heart from Jun Li. About half of what he said was also said to Jun Li, "I told you a long time ago, Jun Li's temper was not suitable for you, but Shen Fengming treated you well." It's a pity that you regarded him as an enemy with all your heart at that time, and you couldn't listen to half a word. ”
Okra heard that his tone was a little wrong, and struggled out, "Why did Dad ...... suddenly?" Suddenly said good things about Shen Fengming?"
As soon as she looked up, she suddenly saw a person standing at the entrance of the garden. The man was dressed in a green robe, so dark that it almost melted into the night, but the figure was so familiar that she couldn't be mistaken.
"You...... You're back?" she said, "When were you here?"
"I made him listen here. Suzaku took the words, and his chin was slightly raised, "You come in." ”
Jun Li walked over, bowed, saluted, and shouted, "Master." Then, too, he nodded to her, "Okra." ”
Okra's face changed blue and red, and it seemed that his thoughts were also changing rapidly, and his breathing was so urgent, but in the end, his lips trembled, and he finally calmed down.
"You hear me...... It's good. She lowered her head, as if talking to herself, as if relieved.
Jun Li coughed, and said, "Master, in fact, I just wanted to say that I know Feng Ming's personality best, he is definitely not here to use okra, and he will never put her in danger. If this time Okra travels with others, I am still a little worried, but if Feng Ming - if even he is not worth entrusting, who else in this world is worthy of trust?"
"I know. Suzaku said indifferently.
Jun Li was stunned instead, "Then the master just said ......"
"If I hadn't said that, how would I have picked up the words in her heart? Suzaku sat on the stone bench in the pavilion, leaving okra and Jun Li to look at each other for a while.
Jun Li sighed secretly. At first, when Okra peeped at the Emperor's cruise ship at night, it was Shen Fengming who gave her the guilt, and she was sentenced to two days by Suzaku, and she refused to say the name of okra - this is probably Suzaku's initial impression of Shen Fengming. After that, he was willing to let Shen Fengming go so many times, probably, it was for the sake of the initial impression, right? In this way, Suzaku really doesn't have to worry too much.
"Master is willing to agree. He laughed, "In this way, Okra will be at peace." ”
Suzaku sighed, "I don't agree." But is it useful? You two have the same temper, one is gone, the other is clamoring to go--I expected you to leave this place, but I didn't expect it to come so quickly. ”
"I ...... Am I still here? Jun Li sneered, "I promised the master, I haven't finished learning the mirror trick, and I won't leave here." ”
"With your outfit, it seems that everything is going well, and it's not far from getting married, right?" Suzaku glanced at him a few times, "People are here, but the heart is not there, so don't say anything." ”
"Daddy......" Okra got down and shook his hand, "My daughter promised you that as soon as the matter of the Phantom Life Realm is over, I will come back to accompany you immediately, okay?"
Suzaku stared at her, and her gloomy face made her eyes deeper and brighter.
He suddenly smiled and reached out to stroke her forehead. "I can't think of it—I, Suzaku, can wait until you say that. ”
"Of course. Okra said, "I'm my father's daughter." ”
"Are you really ......?" Suzaku smiled slightly.
Okra suddenly had a wit in his heart. She subconsciously glanced up at Jun Li, and Jun Li's complexion changed slightly.
"Master, what's the matter...... So you say?" he said, too.
"Nothing. Suzaku stood up, "I'm a little tired, you all should rest early-go back, let Yiyi help you fix your things, when are you leaving, talk to me." ”
"Daddy," Okra gritted her teeth, "I'...... There's one more thing I want to tell you. ”
"If it doesn't matter, we'll talk about it another day. Suzaku walked out of the garden, as if he was really tired all of a sudden.
"It's important, it's about Yiyi. ”
"Is it about her illness this time?" Suzaku paused, turned around slightly, and looked a little uncertain, "I said I was looking for someone from the Tai Hospital to come and have a look, but you kept holding back." ”
"Because...... She's not sick......" Okra said, "she ...... She's pregnant. ”
Suzaku paused for a moment, "...... What?"
"She was always worried that her father would be troublesome to her and wouldn't let her enter the inner city again, so she didn't dare to say anything, so she told me alone. "But—I'm leaving, and if I don't say anything more, the next two months or two...... Who can take care of her?"
Suzaku stood still for a while, then frowned and said, "I know." He turned around and walked away.
Calm and cold as he is, he won't show any superfluous expressions, whether he is happy or angry, he won't let the two juniors see it. It wasn't until he left that Jun Li stepped forward: "What you said is true or false? Miss Yiyi is really-really happy?"
"It's almost three months since I could take a vacation. "Okra said," she also realized at this time - two months ago, Suzaku was stabbed, and she didn't even care about her own body. ”
"So—you've been resting with her for the past few days, all to take care of her?"
"Take care of her, and cover her up. I accompanied her, and Suzaku came less often, so it was difficult to find out. ”
"That's a good thing, why hide it. Jun Li said.
"Of course you and I seem to be a good thing, but—Yiyi thinks a little more. Okra sighed. "I don't know what kind of relationship she had with Suzaku in the first place, but with her age and appearance, she didn't have to be so dedicated to following here - she herself said that Suzaku has so many women, even if she treats her a little specially, she will not get any name after all, and having a child is not only a happy event for a Kotohime, but may be a bad thing. She may feel that it is impossible to come back in the future, and she just wants to hide it for a while, and she can't hide it anymore, so she can leave this place and go back to give birth to the child, and if Suzaku doesn't want it, she will take it with herself. ”
Yiyi couldn't help but think too much - Suzaku would not want his own flesh and blood anyway. ”
"You think so, too?" Okra glanced at him.
"See what he does to you. Jun Li smiled.
Okra exhaled softly, "yes, so I still think I should tell him." He's old. I thought to myself - if one day, you and I really can't stay here anymore, at least - he has a child of his own who can accompany him for us......"
Jun Li did not speak. He looked at the capes of heaven, and with okra - there, the firmament was like satin, and the moonlight was like silver, covering all the stars, and the eternal rise and fall that they had reflected from the beginning.
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