Section 379 Misguided Deeds (2)
Ling'er frowned, what happened later?
Qi Yang turned his head and glanced at Ling'er, and he couldn't regret it: "If only I could meet the girl earlier." ”
Ling'er was shocked again, because she found that Brother Yang's eyes were red!
"It's not too late! It's not too late! I'll definitely help you recuperate!" Ling'er hurriedly promised.
"But there are some things that don't go back......" Qi Yang's voice was difficult to hide his loneliness and despair.
Qi Yang hurriedly turned his head, but Ling'er still saw the tears falling from his eyes.
Ling'er's heart tightened, she seemed to know what Brother Yang said about "some things".
Ling'er wanted to hug Brother Yang into her arms and tell him that she would definitely help him, but Ling'er couldn't, because she didn't have this ability at this time!
Qi Yang closed his eyes and sat with his head tilted back, not letting anything that shouldn't be in his eye sockets flow out.
He never regretted the decisions he made when he was young and frivolous, and he thought he would never regret them. It wasn't until he met Ling'er that he knew he was wrong. It was those decisions that made him disqualified from being able to work side by side with Ling'er.
After struggling painfully, he also accepted his fate and decided to bury his feelings for Ling'er deep in his heart and silently guard him.
But things turned out to be unexpected. He never expected that Ling'er would also be emotional about him. It should have been his dream, but he had to refuse. Ling'er followed him, and he had to live a precarious life like him. He couldn't selfishly let Ling'er suffer with him, and then suffer the pain of losing him. It is better for him to suffer alone than for two people to suffer together.
He thought that he could refuse Ling'er's care ruthlessly, but no matter how he pushed Ling'er away, Ling'er followed him without regrets. He knew that he couldn't be soft-hearted, but he couldn't help but be soft-hearted to Ling'er. He couldn't resist Ling'er's affection at all!
Ling'er's tenderness made him think about his original decision. At that time, there were many roads in front of him, but he did not hesitate to choose the safest one, even if it was a road of no return. It was a safe path. After so many years, the Hundred Poison God Sect couldn't find his "meticulous work" even after trying his best. Because he is indeed a member of the Hundred Poisons Cult.
If he had met Ling'er earlier, he might have considered other options. With his medical skills, it was easy to prepare the antidote to the poisonous miasma of the Hundred Poison God Sect. Although the antidote will make people unbearable when they detoxify the miasma, how can he, Qi Yang, be a person who can't stand the pain? For Ling'er, no matter how bitter and painful it is, he can endure it!
It's a pity that he didn't know that he would be attracted to a woman at that time, and he wanted to live for that woman!
At that time, he didn't care about his life and death, maybe his poor health had made him a little self-defeating, or he had no worries and no fear in his heart. In short, in the end, when someone handed him a "hundred days", he did not hesitate to pull open the mask and swallow the "hundred days".
At that time, it was also because he dared to swallow the "Hundred Days" on the spot that the members of the Hundred Poison God Sect, who had already doubted his identity, immediately dispelled their doubts. Who else in this world besides him would swallow "Hundred Days" directly in order to find out the news?
He was only seventeen years old at the time, and it is not an exaggeration to say that he was young and frivolous, but he never regretted his decision until he met Ling'er, the man who made him want to live.
It's a pity it's too late.
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