Days are days after all, especially this kind of mixed days, time passes in a flash.

Seeing that it is about to come to the day of turning back into a person, An Ran is a little reluctant, this place is really not to mention, it's very interesting, there is food and drink, and if you are not happy, you can come and see those people who spend money to come in and go around, and it will be much more comfortable to sell cute to them.

An Ran never asked the dazed bear what he was thinking.

Many times, Enron would also sit like him, where he meditated.

"What is she doing?"

"I've missed you thousands of miles away, will you miss me too?"

"Are you feeling better......?"

"He died, all because of me. ”

Many times of self-blame, I will still come to the door, which makes people's hearts feel like pins and needles.

On this day, it was raining outside, the rain was not heavy, but it was not small, and the bear in a daze was still as usual, except for meal time, still sitting in the old position in a daze.

This kind of day, for him, really doesn't matter what rain comes out of the sun, as long as he doesn't die, he has to pestle somewhere, this is his job. Just like working every day, I was on time, and sometimes I was even in a daze until late at night.

I have to admit that this is a bear with a story.

This scene is something that even the breeders are accustomed to.

I once thought it was a sick bear, but all the tests came out, and it was still the same, and I let him go back to nature, but the thing was beaten to death by the thigh of the person who sent him away.

When he came back, he looked like this again.

Even if he was sent to a separate room, his behavior was even more terrifying, and he was scratching the door every day, looking like going to the execution ground.

I had no choice but to keep him here, and as for what would happen in the end, I could only resign myself to fate.

An Ran walked in the rain, came to his side, sat down slowly, and asked for a long time, "Do you eat?"

An Ran knew that this guy hadn't eaten for a day, so he handed over a fresh bamboo shoot.

As a result, this guy didn't appreciate it, and he didn't even look at An Ran, this arrogant little temper was really unpleasant, but An Ran didn't plan to give up.

"It's great on a rainy day, it's cool. "If Enron doesn't take sides, it can only be regarded as self-talk.

Sitting together in the rain, each in a quiet daze.

After about an hour, he suddenly said to An Ran: "Your bamboo shoots, can you give me one?"

An Ran saw that the other party took the initiative to talk to him, and suddenly became interested, and hurriedly handed over a bamboo shoot, as if he was afraid that the other party would regret it and suddenly not want it, by the way: "Can this place be enlightened, how do I feel that I suddenly realized a lot of things?"

"Huh. Your so-called enlightenment is just that after experiencing all kinds of difficulties in the red dust, you want to open up at a certain moment, and suddenly you are enlightened. ”

An Ran nodded, feeling that what the other party said was very reasonable, so he said bluntly: "I don't know what Brother Tai thinks about here every day, what is the so-called thing?

"I really don't have this, I just have a little bit of a dazzle, I want to take a second look while I can still see this beautiful world, I know they all think I am sick, in fact, there is no disease, I know in my own heart, I can't find someone to talk to, so I can only sit here and enjoy this beautiful world." ”

Peace, the name of peace, is a great irony for him, because he has not lived a peaceful life at all, and from the day he was released to nature, this fate began to become more troubled.

When An Ran heard this, he was a little speechless, and he didn't know how to comfort him.

After a moment of silence, An Ran said: "Yes, this world is beautiful, but he also has many surprises, don't be too sad, maybe your eyes will suddenly brighten that day." ”

Ping An smiled helplessly: "I don't want anymore, because these eyes have made me lose enough, I just want to see the world twice, and when I lose my sight, it will be the time for my soul to return to the west, after all, she is still waiting for me! I can't let her go alone." ”

It's almost time to say I'm sorry after leaving the other person behind for so long.

An Ran sighed in his heart, it seems that there is still someone in the other party's heart who can't let go after all! I also have it, but I don't know if I can solve all the unhappiness, and the two will walk together again.

What is the result now, An Ran also seems to have seen it, after all, Lin Jia's words have been silent in his heart for several days that day.

It's not sad, it's not that she is more than good, or she has an epiphany, but after knowing what happened, she suddenly increased a lot of security, she still loves herself, but she can't help herself.

"She must love you too. Enron asked.

"She spent her whole life loving me, but I didn't even have the heart to die with her, my love for her, after all, is much less than her, the more I think about it now, the more I regret it, why didn't I die with her in the first place, why did I stay and suffer, I am tired. Really tired. ”

An Ran patted him on the shoulder and comforted him: "Brother, don't be sad, everyone will encounter many ups and downs, and there will be many unwillingness, but have you understood her expectations of you?"

Ping An whispered, "Expectations?"

"Yes, you also said that she has spent her life loving you, which is enough to show that she wants you to live well, and live with her, this is her expectation. ”

Peace was silent for a long time.

The loved one did say this before he died, but he has also thought about it these days, love should be together, not separated from two places, and there is still a reason to separate the two places, not to mention the separation of life and death.

But after all, the new life could not revive his vigor, but made him even more decadent.

Escape, fear, now occupy seven or eight layers in his heart, he knows that he can't let Tuan Tuan be alone, but in the face of death, he really can't raise the slightest courage.

Yes, he was afraid, still convincing himself.

"Don't mention this, all the unhappiness has passed after all, and when the time is about right, I can go to her, I really miss her. ”

An Ran nodded, and after chatting with the other party a little more, An Ran turned around and left.

When the curiosity was solved, my heart was not satisfied, but on the contrary, I felt a little sad.

Ping An didn't like loneliness so much, but he felt that he couldn't live up to Tuan Tuan's love for himself, and at the same time, he sat like this every day, not because he was hopeless in life, but because he didn't dare to wander around, he was afraid to take that step, because he was still afraid of everything that happened that day.

His eyes are not very good, so for him, everything is like a forbidden area, so he sits like this most of the time, which will give him more security, and the stones under his feet are also one of the sources of his security.

"Tuan Tuan?" An Ran's face became solemn, and his brows furrowed.