Western Kunlun
The breeze blows through the bamboo forest, the bamboo leaves make a trembling sound, the hour is not early, the mist in the mountains slowly disperses, and the sun also climbs the mountain, covering the entire deep mountain with a layer of golden brilliance.
Gong Qianzhu stood by the bamboo window and watched all this, and his voice sounded faintly and misty, "Just because I know that Master has nothing to do with this matter, I am not angry with Master, I am just too chaotic in my heart, I want to be quiet, I used to think that the fairy world is absolutely fair, that is the authority of the fan, now I am a mortal, I must be able to see the essence of the so-called fairy world as a bystander." ”
"The nature of the fairy world?" Qing Jiu seemed to understand what she was going to say next, and looked at her in shock.
Gong Qianzhu turned around and looked at her quietly, the golden sunlight sprinkled on her through the bamboo forest through the window, and a layer of scattered gold was plated around her, and the whole person was almost about to turn into an ethereal bubble, blending into the brilliant golden light.
"If the so-called fairy world is so treacherous, then I would rather enter the devil's path than join the fairy world. ”
"Qianzhu!" Qing Jiu whispered her name bitterly, how dare she, how dare she say such a rebellious thing?
Qing Jiu never understood, obviously she has become a mortal, how can she be so indifferent and high, not even like a mortal than before, in the past, although she was immortal, but after all, there is still blood and tears, crying and laughing Qianzhu, but now, she has really become a mortal, but her temperament is much more obedient and cold than before, just one Gong Xuanyue, can she change so much?
"I'm sorry, senior sister. Gong Qianzhu seemed to see through what she was thinking, and there was a trace of sadness in her eyes, "My sister is very important to me, even less important than Qingwu to you, senior sister has no Qingwu and father, and master, and I only have my sister, I only have my sister." ”
Qing Jiu felt sour in her heart when she heard this, and said in a dumb voice: "But if your sister sees you become like this for her, she will definitely not be happy." ”
Gong Qianzhu smiled miserably, it doesn't matter, none of this matters, it's good if my sister wakes up, as long as she comes back.
Qing Jiu suddenly burst into tears, "It's because Senior Sister failed to take good care of you and hurt you so hard." ”
Gong Qianzhu looked at her quietly for a long time, and asked with a faint wry smile: "Senior sister, why do you blame yourself, you didn't do anything to be sorry for me." ”
Master is the same, she can see that he protects her everywhere, all because of self-blame and guilt, but they all ignore one point, now she suffers the sin is her own fault, they have not done anything to be sorry for her, Master treats her like a mountain, and the senior sister also takes good care of her, just like her other sister, Jiulizhan also returned to her sister to guard, let me ask, what are they blaming themselves, and what are they feeling guilty about?
Qing Jiu's eyes were misty, as if he was reminiscing about the past, "Qianzhu, do you know? Since you were first brought back to Jiuge by Master, I have liked you very much, you are too similar to Wu'er, they are both such clean and lovely children, so I have always treated you as my own sister, maybe because of this, I will blame myself for not taking good care of you." ”
Gong Qianzhu was slightly stunned, she said that she was very similar to Qingwu? Because she was like Qingwu, she liked her, so it was also because she was very similar to Qingwu, so the master used to spoil her so much? When she had an accident, she would blame herself for not taking good care of her?
The inexplicable depression in her heart rose, and her heart suddenly rolled up like a stop for half a month, she bit her lip and blurred in front of her eyes, in the eyes of the master, she was indeed different, but only as a substitute.
For the first time in her life, she experienced what it means to be unwilling and what it means to be ashamed of being charitated.
Maybe the depression suppressed in her heart was too heavy, and her tone of voice was a little sour, "Anyway, Qingwu's soul has returned, and it is only a matter of time before she wakes up, how can my senior sister have time to come to see me every day." ”
Qing Jiu's heart was heavy, she didn't hear the sourness in her tone, she raised her forehead and sighed: "How can Wu'er come back to life so easily, now although the soul is back, it is still in a state of unconsciousness, and my father can't find a way to wake up Wu'er after rummaging through ancient books, two days ago, the master left Jiuge and went to West Kunlun to find the ancestor, and he hasn't come back yet." ”
"Master?" Gong Qianzhu was a little surprised, and then relieved, she has a master, and of course a master has a master, she has ignored this point before, and the master has never mentioned a word about the master to her.
It wasn't until Qingjiu left the bamboo house and went back to Jiuge that Gong Qianzhu suddenly remembered something.
Isn't the so-called West Kunlun the residence of the "one" of the Realm of Innocence?