Shen Fengming didn't speak. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info He wasn't sure if he should tell her the truth - tell her that she was thrown at the door of this Xiajiazhuang, and that she was seen by many people in such a miserable state. He didn't know whether to tell her that Xia Qi, who had an alliance with her, didn't even dare to recognize her.

He still chose to be silent, ready to find someone to help, just about to open the door, but he had already heard a movement behind him, and when he turned around, he saw that Lou Qianshan, who thought he couldn't move at all, had already stepped out of bed like this-the blood gushing on his body was barely stopped, right? The heavy internal injuries should have drained her strength, right? She-was crazy, was she dying, didn't know it hurt, and walked down like this?

"What are you doing!" Shen Fengming was almost a little angry, and turned around to stop her, "Don't you want to live, is it so easy for you to save you back!"

"Save me?" Lou Qianshan smiled hoarsely, "There are people in this world who will save me, who are you bluffing?" I only know that since I am not dead, God has not let me go so easily, and he wants me to do what I should do, just for a moment...... Just a moment...... Can't waste it either!"

As she spoke, she had already raised her hand to Shen Fengming, who had stopped in front of her, and her already injured fingers gently stirred up two hard blood lines—she was still using the ice condensation technique! Shen Fengming didn't dare to break her with her heart method at this moment, so she could only let her come, but the hard blood line was only for a moment, and it was weakly sprinkled to the ground.

"What should be done!" Shen Fengming said sharply. "No matter what you have to do, it is not as important as your own life! Do you know what kind of body you are now......? What do you want me to say, have you ever ...... Have you ever cherished yourself a little!?"

Lou Qianshan just opened his five fingers, revealing such a threatening attitude. "Love?" she sneered bitterly, "if you, like me, have been ravaged to the point of losing everything you hold most dear, you will know that it is useless to cherish this life!"

She seemed to be going crazy and was about to rush out. Shen Fengming was kind and didn't dare to make a heavy hand, but she was grabbed by her fingernails, and suddenly a bloody mouth was grabbed on her arm. He felt only a pain, and in a fit of rage, he grabbed her hands and wrists, dragged her back, and said angrily: "'The most cherished'?

Lou Qianshan was stunned for a moment, slowly raised his eyes, looked at his angry face, and suddenly remembered something in his heart, as if he was hit hard, his body was shaking for a while. "That night...... Chinese New Year's Eve that night...... Is that you? Is it you......?"

This sudden realization made her whole body suddenly suffocate, her mind was blank, her whole body was instantly weak, and she collapsed and fell downward. Shen Fengming hurriedly stretched out his arms to pick her up, only to see her slowly open her eyes.

She seemed to be so excited that she couldn't help herself, and her chest rose and fell, which made him worry in a different way, but at last she suddenly threw herself into his arms and cried loudly.

He carried her back to the couch and tried to lay her down, but she seemed to cling to him, unable to leave his embrace, and poured out all her cries into his arms. In addition to her father, is there still a person in this world who can make her cry like this? If so, should this person really be Shen Fengming? But even if she is wrong, she doesn't want to endure it anymore. She has suffered so many inhuman pains, like the warmth of a winter night on Chinese New Year's Eve, which is probably the most comforting beauty in her life - why can't she cry in his arms?

But the crying seemed to have finally exhausted her strength. She was finally completely powerless, and she lay down on the bed again in a groggy state, but the hand held Shen Fengming's hand and refused to let go, and vaguely began to shout "pain" again. Shen Fengming was helpless. For a weak and helpless girl, he can't help it after all. Fortunately, she finally stopped running around and was willing to listen to herself, so it was easy to say anything.

"You know it hurts. He sighed and stroked her hair.

Lou Qianshan still pulled him like this. "Isn't that you?" she murmured. "You answer me seriously, don't lie to me...... Isn't it you?"

"Yes...... It's me, so what?"

There was a little girl-like smile on her face, and she said in a daze, "Why did you come to me that day?"

"I ...... Forgot. "Shen Fengming is not good, and now I want to come to talk to her about the Black Bamboo Club that day.

Lou Qianshan let out a soft "oh", as if he was a little disappointed, was quiet for a while, and suddenly turned his gaze to him again.

"Can you believe it, I'm really not...... Not a bad person. She said softly.

"I didn't say you were 'bad'. ”

"But I hate you so much. She said in a low voice. "I hate you, I hate all the men in the world. ”

She paused, her eyes moistening again. "But in fact, what I hate the most in the end is how I was not born to be a man. If I were a man, I wouldn't have been bullied so much, so how dare you laugh at me like that?"

- If she were a man, would all those humiliations not exist, and would all those difficulties not be worth mentioning?

Shen Fengming couldn't answer. "You better rest, don't say more about it yet, when you are in better spirits, and then talk slowly. He was worried when he saw that she was speaking unusually.

But Lou Qianshan seemed to be a little impatient, and still held his hand tightly: "Don't, I still have to say." It's like being afraid that after today, out of the door of this room, back to the world where there are still others, I and Shen Fengming may no longer have the same relationship as we do today, but return to the old identity and the old position. "I have a lot to say. ”

"That's good. Shen Fengming had no choice but to say, "I heard you say, don't worry." ”

Lou Qianshan calmed down.

"I was twelve years old and my father died. She looked up at the rooftop, and smiled miserably.

"We were actually walking in the mountains, and suddenly a group of people came up from behind us and surrounded and chased another group of people in front of us. We were just two unrelated passers-by, but we were implicated in this way - my father was killed by the killers as an accomplice of the gang in front of us.

"I was just a little girl, and they probably found out that they had killed the wrong person, so they sent me down the mountain, helped me bury my father, and told me they were sorry. That's the most ridiculous 'I'm sorry' in the world - my dad was killed by them and he couldn't live again, but they only left a 'I'm sorry'.

"On the way down the mountain with them, I overheard that they were from the Black Bamboo Society, but I didn't know what the Black Bamboo Society was. After they left, I walked alone for two days, collapsed on the side of the road hungry, and was rescued by my future master. ”

Lou Qianshan said this, her face was expressionless, so that Shen Fengming couldn't hear it anyway, the so-called "master" turned out to be the culprit of all her subsequent changes.

"My master—he's a very strong martial artist," Lou Qianshan still said without a single bit of ups and downs. "He took good care of me at that time, and treated me very well, and when he saw that I was alone, he said that he would take me as an apprentice and ask me to follow him. Of course I was happy and said yes. I learned all my martial arts from him now, but of course, I have never been his opponent. ”

When Shen Fengming heard this, she suddenly remembered the many "yin and yang translocation" injuries in her body this time, and her heart fluttered, although she didn't speak, she was also alert.

"But one day, he suddenly raped me. When Lou Qianshan said this, he didn't even have half a transition, half a foreshadowing, and suddenly it was like this, as if he wanted to tear apart something beautiful like blood, and lay out the cruel reality in front of people without warning. Her tone was so flat, but Shen Fengming was defenseless, and when she heard this, her hand trembled slightly.

- For Lou Qianshan at that time, the suddenness of all this would not be inferior to today's narrative. Words can convey the pain she has suffered.

Shen Fengming wanted to stop her from going on, but she felt that maybe she had held back too long and had to say it.

"I never dreamed that Master would treat me like this. No matter how much I resisted and struggled, it was useless. He also said that he had coveted me for a long time. He'd wanted me. Hmph, that's what he said. ”

Lou Qianshan said, the corners of his mouth showed a smug smile. But how hypocritical was that smugness, and the tears in the corners of his eyes flowed like this.

Shen Fengming finally couldn't hold it anymore and said, "You...... Let's not talk about it yet. Take a break. ”

Lou Qianshan didn't seem to have heard it at all, holding him with one hand, but he still talked about it.

"I was fourteen years old. She said softly. "Well, fourteen years old, that's ...... Five years ago. Since that day, he has been coming to me all the time. I was so scared and hateful, but I couldn't help it. I was vain for a long time, and finally found an opportunity a year later, poisoned his diet, and took the opportunity to bury a secret weapon in his path, and killed him in one fell swoop while he was poisoned and injured, which was regarded as avenging myself. I was so happy that day. Although I lost my innocence at his hands early, I killed the culprit after all, and from then on, at least one thing was settled, and there was only one thing left - to avenge my father.

"I have achieved a small success in martial arts, so I pretended to be a man and entered this river and lake. I had also inquired about the ins and outs of the Black Bamboo Society before, so I decided to infiltrate the Black Bamboo Society, waiting for the opportunity to find the murderer to avenge my father. Sure enough, I quickly found the murderers back then, but none of them recognized me. I took advantage of their later assignments, followed them, and eliminated them one by one by the hand of others. Only one person recognized me when he was dying, and he told me that there was something else going on in the past, that he was only entrusted by someone, and that he didn't know what was going on, but that the killing of my father was not just a mistake as it seemed. ”